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In Sometimes Time for yesterday, a moment of where
Once I lived, I return again
So many loves to dream of
One to care, to hold and feel
How long to forget
Why now to remember Close turns, wonder years
As we had to live our lives
Here a
move along, a travel on In
sometimes
How did I get here
What makes for a friend gone
In sometimes
For this end to pass by How real to touch
A new song to want
Never to hear the words
Only bring the melody true
How will I grow again
Gets a bit frigntening In sometimes
How did I get here
What makes for a friend gone
In sometimes
For this end to pass by Growing older, harder to live within
Soothed for this moment
Eternity speaks
I heard of faith
Use
it in many ways
To remember this alone remains
Nothing takes hold to change In sometimes
How did I get here
What makes for a friend gone
In sometimes
For this end to pass by ....................
I Don't Know What To Think Anymore I don't know what to think anymore
I love the clouds My little windows, peaceful, calm
Shadows of me with your love
My need to understand
Now to grow on a touch
I didn't say you need explain
This may be coming next My moments of want
My lost days
My empty nights
I know away
Continue
on with your life
Don't let me get in your way
I always had to give you away I don't know what to think anymore
I love the clouds Early to bed, early to rise
Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise I don't know what to think anymore
I love the clouds .....................................................
I Love Deep ThoughtRead
of my day
Read of my night
I love deep thought Deep understanding to
become mine I don't leave home
Calls within to live here
A small
idea for you
I may speak should I want
As quiet as today walks Read
of my day
Read of my night
I love deep thought Deep understanding to
become mine I know how to dream real
I know how to imagine
I know how
to give to you first Read of my day
Read of my night
I love deep thought I love deep thought ------------------------------ I Love My PeaceI love this peace
I love
this writing The Lord has been true to me But I had to learn to understand
Of my deepest need
Not reason to find touch
My hold is my hurt
Hope is the right please
From my mind to yours I love my peace
I
love my writing Loneliness and what it means What I speak here
Dreams across the ocean
I remain on the side of
I collect my memories
A life
of every one I love my peace
I love my writing I love my peace ------------------------- I Love The HighwaysI love the highways
Driven along the by ways As far as I live
Over with the rest of a wish
Past time and present to understand
This is where I
am I love the highways
Driven along the by ways The ocean breeze my peace
In memory if must forever
Whatever the loss, the win
A writing to add on
a list
The hold of my hand I love the highways
Driven along the by
ways I love the highways
Driven along by the wind ------------------------------ I Love The LordEven when
angry
My use of words
How I please
After all this is my writing
Noone has to read
The pleasure then
for me I love the Lord Even when
hurt
Tell him no more
Faith and trust will I give
This is who I am
Body, mind, and soul
My heart
as mine to live I live the Lord Even
when I don't want to
Good and bad follows
Earth in pleasant, not so I
love the Lord ---------------------- I Love The Morning, Early TimeI
love the morning, early time
My break into an easy rhyme A spend of a thought
for you
Hurt has a good place true
I know what I want in life I love
the morning, early time
I know what I need from love How I feel, I see,
I listen
Another day will soon be gone
Test upon test with reason I
love the morning, early time
Showers a peace upon heaven Depends on the
heart of mind
Age can be each year a try
Wisdom away sometimes I love
the morning, early time
Hope, dream, wish aways I love the morning, early
time
My break into an easy rhyme ---------------------------------------------- I Love The RainI
love the rain I love the rain Could
drive through all day
Could walk into and live away
Could endure the names
For society and it's way I love the rain I love the rain The wind on a windy day
No care to my best clothes
Accepted or not I love the rain I love the rain Could drive through all night
Could walk into and run away
Could endure more than
pain I love the rain I love the
rain --------------------- I Love To See How I FeelI love to see how
I feel
Never to touch what isn't real Given life with only your life
Watch how you break and mend my heart
To speak of honest never endings Noone
can move real love
A kiss, a hand, a meeting
Noone will take away my life
Happiness may be found in unhappy Dream of time to remain
Dream is only for a writing
Though sometimes wishes visit
To love to see how I feel Old thoughts I haven't missed a one
Even
when taking a beating
Then hurt is a hard word not to hold
Not one friend of mine asked for proof I love to see how I feel
Never to touch what isn't real I love
to see how I feel ---------------------------------- I Loved
You With LifeWith no other thoughts Too rich, too cheap, too clean
My need as well too dirty
When I feel sorry
We never had our beginning
When why am I missing you now I loved you with life
The man you are to
me
My first wish or was that prayer
In long hand or short
I never wanted more from you than love I loved you with life
As on a sacred ground
On my honor true
As much as this
tonight I write of you
As much as I once was a child I loved you with life With no other thoughts ------------------------------ I Later
Found I Was TrueFrom childhood until today
I
was always thought of as untrue
To live for me in understanding
I would not want a womans day
To live for me
I could only say
To prove my dreams are real I later found I was true To love how I please to feel
To wait with my prayers as answered
To notice my wishes
fall together I later found I was true Music,
time, the Lord, and you Many hands would move my life
I knew years ago,
I know now
Some only a stepping need
For my rest upon my listening moment To
later find I was true
Then on I would move To later find I was true I later found I was true ----------------------------------- I Lay In Silence AgainI lay in silence again
I live to be hurt by you As I always think
I want to be sure you know
Where ever I go
I spend a lot of my time alone
To write of my love for you
To be the world to your life I run into your heart
To need you when ever
I can
For no one more could be alive
No more free could I feel so well I
lay in silence again To laugh and to cry
To find my loneliness in you
Another day, another year I lay in silence again
I live to be hurt by
you I lay in silence again --------------------------------- I
LearnI learn to understand I must forget you I learn everyday to hold my love inside Remain
silent in my thought about you I learn to keep my feelings to myself I make the minutes my ideas
Of life as well of people
How I need I stay alone I learn to understand I must forget you I learn
I would like to break the world From every year of my travels
Where you
don't live in my heart
For when you never will I learn I may never live
at home I learn you may never care I
learn to understand I must forget you I learn how you leave me in empty light How I never hear from you
How I never will I
learn how to live without you I learn to understand I must forget you ---------- I
Learn Then Move OnWhat more do you want from me
What more must I say
Should I need you again
Should I send how I know you
What more will you give
I
don't have to find to explain
As a child I watched for you
As a little older than you
Far beyond where
we now live
To still love you
Some days though I must forget
I must grow on a bit, as you
Why would I
understand you
How close are we apart, together
How two as one can be hard I
learn then move on I take the miss of you
I rely on the Lord again I learn then move on ---------------------------------- I Learn To UnderstandI know you will never end your love for me
However people speak
of or to me
In the same I don't condemn you
For how you have held me silent and away
When I feel hurt I
remember your gifts
Should I not think to forgive you I do
Should I seem below everyone around you I learn to understand When I miss you more than
love can
In the pain I still find the joy
In the wait I always find life from you
In the pleasure of, for you
again
I am used to the names, the games I learn to understand The truth is the truth, can never be deformed
This is the perfect of you I am I learn to understand I learn to understand Here today again, tonight within I learn to understand --------------------------------- I Learned How To Travel The LordI love my feelings to miss you
When my life is empty
To look at what I write of you
Read then how
I ask of you
With pure in heart and true
For if one day you need me
To rise you above, speak for you
Placed
gently aside for life
I love my feelings to reach you
Change you, listen, then recognize
How I have grown you
for my eyes
Inspire you to seek peace
Move you to listen to me
I understand more than you think
I love
my feelings to show you
I learned to travel the Lord
And views are different I know
Only I must decide your
joy
In seconds move swiftly, may move slow
I learned how to travel the Lord --------------------------------------------------- I Learned To SmileI learned to smile
Never forget you to vow
From that first
moment of you
Unknown about you never to think
I would write of you for my life
Until you would hear
Never
to not believe in you
However I would feel
Within my thought to hold
Your touch would meet mine
To love
you from your want
Disturbed by the outside I yet longed
In cold I would create warm
Days meant only another
one for you
This would be my life
My love satisfied by you
I learned to smile
This world could never destroy
I learned to smile --------------------------- I'm Not Some Paper DollI'm not some paper doll
Cut and told to fall I'm not some
paper doll I think and breath
Does your love hear
Do you see me
Inside quiet for a moment
How wrong I am made to feel
To never return to you
To only walk on through I'm not some paper doll
Cut and told to fall I'm not some paper doll Crumbled then to waste
Throw away My life left without you I'm not some paper
doll
Cut and told to fall I'm not some paper doll ------------------------------------- I Needed To
Feel YouMy hands would be tied to you
I needed
to feel you When I didn't hear from you
I wouldn't grow tired of
you
Though I thought I should
I needed to feel you My words would include
you
You were to touch my tries
My love to write
I needed to feel you Lose
or find myself
My heart would beat you
Long before over with you
Far from song a turn away
Closer to how
life stays
I needed to feel you I wouldn't want unless for you
My
hands would be tied to you
I needed to feel you -------------------------------- I
Never Loved Anyone MoreI never loved anyone more I was torn apart
When I realized
You would not love me
I still couldn't
leave you I never loved anyone more My
heart has never been the same
My hold, my thought, my life was you
I hurt so to lose you I was torn apart
When I realized
You would not love me
I still couldn't leave you I never loved anyone more How true one day never
came
How thrown of love and life away I was torn apart
When I realized
I never loved anyone more ------------------------------------------- I Never Missed One Memory Of YouI never missed one memory of you One day alive
of my life One moment of thanks, gift to give Never one time forgotten of you I never let the night move on
Without
your love on my mind My hold of your arms
My feelings of right, known in
wrong
Not one wait did I leave Apart has never been my fault My hard times I still believed through
My reasons always for my truth I never missed one memory of you Yet you I continue to understand
Yet you I am real, don't speak
Finally then never to quit
Sure of you again I never missed one memory of you One day alive of your life I never missed one memory of you ------------------------------------------------------- I Never Need A New LoveI never need a new love I only need a new song When it is time to move on
Listen on my deep of ask
To live my life
There must be a tune I could never find in another
As the sun shines today
When round long enough
For the cold to hold me I never need a new love To explain of my feeling
Write away my hearts desires
Throw lightening bolts of understanding And never touch my showers
Loss of hope would not be wise
I break the wind at its
opening
Keep off of my clean sand
To enjoy my little bit of innocence I
never need a new love -------------------------------------- I Never Planned To Forget YouI never planned to forget you However
the color of the sea
However the tall of a tree
My only sail to fold in peace I never planned to forget you I never questioned the songs
I knew
where they came from
My freedom to reach
My forever at a loss I never
planned to forget you However to come to mind
Whatever I would hear and
see
Back into my life you would be
Willing to accept your love again
However alone I appeared
Others I
could dream I never planned to forget you My drive to continue
Mind to believe again in you I never planned
to forget you -------------------------------------------- I Never Sold Your
SoulI never sold your soul
I never had eyes to
take you
On any ride without God
I never borrowed from below
I always cried to the Lord
However weak I
seemed I never sold your soul
Through any of my alones
Through the
names I was called
Memories, hard times, the good I never sold your soul
In until I reach my destiny
How I was raised, what I learned
Whatever I may hear I never sold your soul
I never had eyes to take you
On any ride without God
I never borrowed from
below
I always cried to the Lord
However weak I seemed ------------------------------- I Never Talk MuchI
never talk much Unless I listen to who I want For moments I take to thought
I may be true Not much touches me
Unless to feel for you
Your hand holds my sun The deep of a reason
Innocent forever of my eyes To play games with minds
A far cry, a waste
of my ocean
Brokenhearted or full
Chosen by whoever Along side of memories,
within
As losses and the wins
Unless to listen to who I want I never
talk much
For life, for love without Unless I listen to who I want I never talk much --------------------------- I Never Try To UnderstandTo think of your life
Keep your love real
Be sure your heart is true
Your need entertained
Your
want to write
Say your prayers as you feel
Believe how you must
Dream your way free When I listen to you gone
For my many gifted moments
Never am I without I never try to understand Now I don't know much about time
Pretty
hazy once in awhile
Only then to miss you continues I still never try to
understand To think of your life
You can never leave my hands I never try to understand -------------------------------------- I NoticeI notice
when I don't hear from you
How my home is empty
Where I never need to then move
Who I never want to see
How I feel comes over me
No one may become mine
I notice my writing of you
I notice missing you
The
emptiness of my mind
I notice my loneliness
I notice my heart true
More than any God could attest to
I
notice wrong easy
All for what is family
Insincerity of all kinds
I notice spirits peace, notice falsity
I notice the horror of this ride
The world of take, no real gift
I notice when I don't hear from you ------------ I Now Only
Miss YouFrom my very last visit to Gladstones
Malibu,
my drives, my stopping ground
I now only miss you My very need for your
love is why
My want for your friendship
Though many touches of my life I have known
Long days of thought on
you
These continue to weigh on my mind For judgement day is real
For
God, for prayer, for now
I now only miss you Or let me remember how alone
I remained
Until you would grow older How the movie business I never wanted
How the music business touched my heart
How the friends I made in Hollywood cared
More how you would never forget
me
How I may never forget you
With the same need of you I now
only miss you ------------------------------- I'm Through With Being AliveI'm through with being alive
I can't trust God anymore
I can't believe in life
Human is
evil in every way
Abuse of words and meanings
Smiles so cruel and dirty
And no one in real cares I'm through with being alive
I can't trust God anymore
Knock a person down
Then send a friend
More than need in time
Abuse of words and meanings
Humans used to continue in lies
Smiles shown clean but dirty
And noone in real cares I'm through with
being alive
I can't trust God anymore I'm through with being alive
.............................. I Escape Into Noone Old country secrets
Lost
country homes
Weeks of no reasons
Wants out of the unknown
Hard life raisings
Torn love and mind
Rides
never leave my heart I escape into noone
Into nowhere new Every little thing I find
For me taken away
Deprived of my very care
To see who I
am
Should I stop my watch on why
What will happen to today I
escape into noone
Into nowhere new Should I close my eyes
tonight
What would I miss
Cinderella and I on my wish I
escape into noone
Into nowhere new I escape into noone
Into nowhere new ............................. I Had to Feel This Way This family I
never learned
Out on my own, no home
I never wanted to I
had to feel this way For tomorrow may move along
Into a
love forever grown
Could be a better day I had to feel this
way I don't need to punish anyone
Forgive and forget a cloud
I don't need to care more or less
Only where I am now I
do need to find my home
One I see to own
Offered the world once and again
My heart won't beat easy I had to feel this way
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