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These Understanding Trees Life seems on hold, my hold Love yet untold,
not sold A growth, thought to find I care A window world as mine, somewhere Three touches I miss so You with time in my alone Not a dream I may have known This real today I prayed to find These
understanding trees These
tunes I reach into Answers I won't look to find My planet no one may pass by One rest, my rest of home These wishes I still choose These moments
I still use These people round me, real warmth These understanding trees These freedom seekers from harm These turns, the best ever to receive These
motions of reason To continue to believe These understanding trees .......................................
Taking These Memories Hard Taking
these memories hard I don't think anyone touched me Through song of many thoughts Through feelings along my
only way Looking back as I do now Taking these
memories hard When I left how I had to leave Why I couldn't care to believe again Through so many places of
no care Taking these memories hard Still alone
and will remain A new writing as my best friend A new possible hope to see you and speak Taking these memories hard I watch you, I watch you again Taking these memories
harder than once again ..........................................
Thoughts Never Change A
few more writings A few more days Thoughts never change A few more feelings A few more ways Thoughts
never change A few more wonders A few more hearts Thoughts never change A few more portraits A few more torn aparts Thoughts never change ..................................
To Rest My TonightTo rest
tonight I know you exist To rest my tonight Now to look for the thoughts
I write To touch of my feeling into your heart To believe in my tune of peace I enjoy I take a moment to listen
to you In my want paced by quiet Illness is under no choice To rest
tonight I know you exist To rest my tonight Pray a day acts it's meanings
move However love and life are to grow A bred upon land may be around forever Inside of still mentions of hope My understanding of nature will win Darkness isn't missing the innocent wish Aside of still memory to hurt
as well To rest tonight I know you exist ------------------------ To
See For NowMust have been meant to be A forgotten
to remember memory To see for now When life seems away A dream to leave alone As missing as an ending Where I am not needed or wanted Must have been meant to be A forgotten to remember memory To see for now Until I am asked by you To remain real Until I am missed by you To see for now You will be enough Must have been meant to be A forgotten to remember memory To see for now When love seems away To see
for now -------------- To See You WhyTo
see you why, I see you why For my life could not exist another day How alone have I remained To walk through
so many changes To try to understand my time How I could speak to you torn apart How I had to leave you How my sea is rough with memories To see you why, I see you why To watch you around me in these feelings To
close deeper inside than I am now With the coast of California as my only home The nights I wouldn't talk to
anyone No care to what may happen to me Until how many more rooms of my mind For my love to reach you again To see you why, I see you why To see you why, I see you why ------------------------------ To Set My Story StraightTo set my story straight My world is not a dream world A fairy tale or an imagining How I wait patiently and pray How I anger when
wronged to my heart Now I don't try to be better Than any other person on this earth I only live my life
to find I only remember my made for memories The gifts into my arms treasured To set my story straight The
only sorrow I carry How evil needs to be cleaned When I must stand by and watch Watch and listen, read of the
hurts How turned around meanings mean senseless How evil without a pure light of love To set my story straight Let my silence keep unless in writing Then how I miss you stops by again -------------------------------------- To Set You FreeIt's not the memorial It's how you live your life, pray To set you free It's not the prayer around you It's the prayer
within you How your heart beats the holy spirit How you listen to your love Sit down and reach for the truth This is your peace It's not the memorial It's how you live your life, pray To set you free Tempermental
baby of my belief Taught from evil, taught from the Lord Move when it's time to decide Remember that cross
you bear That kiss of your need you wear It's not the memorial It's how you live your life, pray To set you free ------------- To Stand Upon A Tree Leaf NowTo stand upon a tree leaf now A boat out on the ocean doesn't touch me When if I could write the time
away I would on my feelings I hold To look up and into the sky As so it's blue again today Then when
am I not ever that way For what is in your love for me To stand upon a tree leaf now I can play with you don't
need to leave Unreal is just our arms apart If I wasn't to love you I wouldn't I know how to live different So then why move my love outside of you Until only senseless turns appear Seems more secure to understand To
stand upon a tree leaf now I will fall into you anyhow No I'll stay sure of you near To stand upon a tree
leaf now ------------------------------ To Stay Afloat Of The WorldFor your innocence to hold you safely For your love not to fall To stay afloat of
the world To call for life To turn my cold to warm When I must hear from you When my sadness calls to
you For you what else would I give For you to listen, for you to understand Have you finally seen me To
stay afloat of the world Aged enough to learn a few things For you and what I ahve endured For your tears I
carry My day you send I won't bend To stay afloat of the world Have you finally found me Have you
finally recognized me For you to stay afloat of the world To stay afloat of the world ------------------------ To Still Believe In YouGiven all I live These years now gone Explained unfair, real, true To still
believe in you Given right or wrong You to cherish I earned To still believe in you Your mind in my sky To never ask why To belong to your touch Never against my wish Spirit is never mistaken To still believe
in you Light I can not call my own I only carry joy as my tear To must easily understand Never will I
be forgotten of you To still believe in you Held silent to write, no need to speak To still believe in you --------------------- To Think
Of YouTo think of you To answer my crys To
understand my whys To learn again of how To think of you Never settled inside In thought of my want My love to grow To continue in my prayer The depth of my wish To get lonely or angry Written of my feelings Controlled by the world cold In fight to free into my warmth To think of you To answer my crys To understand
my whys To learn again of how To think of you ---------------- To Those Who Don't Understand MeShould I fight I have reason Or I would not speak When the Lord is higher than any man When time comes
along to show When everytime my hold is right When spoken is all I need When sent to me is true When I
continue to ask My closeness to whoever I choose Only I would recognize To those who don't understand me I am not at fault for your lives For I have been given my love answered My prayer earned this inside Should
I decide to leave or stay I have my reason there also The most anyone means to me For the way in God To
those who don't understand me Evil has no home in my heart ------------------------------ To Toss Your Earth Across This WorldAs I get
thirsty for water to drink I get hungry for food All else though is only a way of time Time at sometime to
refuse To hide myself away Keep my love within and away from you But of my greatest need As my life is
nothing to yours To toss your earth across this world I want travel as a means I have I want home my very likely
my own For who are you to me now can't be done Is summer going to end As I couldn't care to live a
new Will I set aside for always again My for always of my greatest hold For my greatest thought today To
toss your earth across this world For my greatest need To toss your earth across this world ----------------------------------- To Understand My Forever MoreTo understand
my forever more I don't disbelieve in you I never have questioned your
want Never have mentioned your need However I roam my peace of life Outgrown
of earth here and now Night and sky, thought and mind Blessed to learn very young Heart and love, body and
spirit Hollywood never let me down I just happened to become bored Fame
never attentioned me much To understand my forever more You as the hand to love You as the beginning shore Pines and lakes, rivers and now Your gentleness
once in awhile Most though one simple pleasure To receive my want To
understand my forever more ----------------------------------- To Use Me FineTo use me fine But not bring me down Why when I need You call
to give When I want You call to forget When I grow, you stop me When I mend, you hurt me To use me fine But not bring me down When
I feel well You turn me away When I sing You turn me quiet When I live, you take When I love, you
take To use me fine But not bring me down ---------------- To
Wear A Stars LoveTo so many people a star gives To so many places and loves To so much of life and lives It's hard to wear a stars love To feel warm
and wanted ever more To see through the gifts of heart Driven by the wild In need of the want To wear
a stars love awaits so long No more different than to begin I think to ask but to when To wear a stars love
could care To so many holds of time To so many thoughts of mind To so much there is peace I hear To wear
a stars love never near To wear a stars love To wear a stars love if only To wear a stars love never near To wear a stars love -----------------------
To You I Return AgainTo
you I return again One love never ends In memory and today Understanding
as true I do realize why Though I try to forget To you I return again One love never ends To you this experience To you I return again The
walk I live The ride I make The thought, the wait To you I return again One love never ends To you I return again One love never ends --------------------------- TodayToday within my uncared for please Today many people come my way Today in every thought to play Today
every sight there is to see Today another my uncared for today Today many places to find Today in any choice
to want Today every noise but what I need Today another my uncared for today Today many ideas to use Today
many howevers abused Today everything from right to wrong Today another empty hold Today I ask of you the same Today I question, I anger as many days Today within my uncared for please Today where I must remain blind Today
another my uncared for today Today within my uncared for please ----------------- Today As Another Time, NeverToday as another time, never This way as another life, never You never to appear,
always Tonight as another darkness, never Try on another play, clever I watch my love for you, always One
of the greats, the greatest ever Today as another time, never This way as another life, never You never to
appear, always Tonight as another darkness, never Can I explain anything well Takes hours to learn how I feel Read what I learn of you Removed from people in view Today as another time, never This way as another life,
never You never to appear, always Tonight as another darkness, never ------------------------------------- Today I Must Be ThankfulToday
I must be thankful Don't know how I will feel tomorrow Through with this truth So many places to stop Take a lonely again walk A cloud hung over light to dark Follow me round tonight Do something new to say Into the sound of life Today I must be thankful Don't know how I will feel tomorrow Here within me, another
lost view How far must I see In front of me, here we aren't My mountains are once a week Once a week
again in plea, every day However today I must be thankful Don't know how I will feel tomorrow Today I must
be thankful ----------------------- Today I Sit Here The SameToday I sit here the same Today I look into no one Today I again reach for you In want of your love again In need of your heart Sound from your voice Your noise to break my silence Today I sit here the same Today I look into no one Today I again reach for you From before you never after In question of time In thought I don't understand My voice to break this silence Today I sit here the
same Today I look into no one Today I again reach for you ---------------------------- Today Is YesterdayBe a lesson to you Then move on Not a moment to pass Without
love around Held so alone On my own Seems wrong to understand I don't miss L.A. Had my time Lived my life as I could Followed through as I should In the good and the bad A moment of thought That
little room For better or worse The ocean grey or shining With Mexico now closer I don't need to replay Today is yesterday ------------------- Today Or TonightI
won't thrive on faith to just anywhere No other lives any different We all stand on a trust meant for us Only our own minds to reach of life If I didn't sleep my destiny I wouldn't wake on my sea If I didn't
cry my own tears I wouldn't find my hearts escape Today or tonight, today or tonight I won't watch
who I don't please I won't listen, I won't hear An emptiness of anyone again to you This is the
same to me God writes this story we play And missing you isn't right This lamp sitting dark as my feeling Today or tonight, today or tonight I won't thrive on faith to just anyone Today or tonight, today or tonight ----------------------------------- Today Was A Nice DayToday was a nice day A little wind, a touch of rain Alone again I know well A drive with home awhile Here and there in want Need was behind my thought Today was a nice day Made of apple pie and ice cream Sweater and jeans, tired a bit Silence seemed easy for once My door closed
to hurt Meaning not on my mind Today was a nice day Wonder about the
same Worthy of someone, don't know who Want of somewhere, don't know where How far tomorrow never mentioned Today was a nice day ---------------------- Together Or ApartTogether or apart For the love of the lord The life of god Together or apart why Your forever, my eternity In your heart, outside
of me Together or apart For the love of the lord For the life of god Together or apart why How time waits then leaves Only what you need Who will I be, show me Together or apart For the love of the lord The
life of god Together or apart why From the love of the lord, god Together
or apart ------------------- TogethernessTogetherness is love for each other Togetherness is a day of meaning Life amid the pain and suffering Alone until there is no end to longing This year, next, past, or forever Prayer between eachother is love To seek the need, reach the honesty Never forced to sing a wrong song Either
be right or don't be real Togetherness is love for eachother Togetherness
is a day of meaning A way of shower to clean To sit down and keep silent Unless togetherness to speak The changes, the understanding The joys hard to leave Forgiveness is earned
by togetherness Togetherness is love for eachother Togetherness is a day
of meaning Togetherness ---------------- Too Many WritingsToo many
writings Too many words Too many feelings To understand how Too many memories To stand alone Too
many thoughts To play with fun Too many writings Too many words Too many cares To lose one fine Too many years To remember why Too many writings Too many words Too many feelings To understand
now Too many writings --------------------- Touch Again My Hopes ExperienceTouch again my hopes experience In the loss of my birthday tonight Of you untrue, hurts and fright You don't know how alone I stay In writing only to find my love My future I
would like to live My turn of tears of you gone Imagine joy, my life of you close Touch again my hopes experience In the loss of my birthday tonight Of you true, hurts and fright How many tunes are a melody How many walk on by Notes to send never heard In
meaning of my prayers eye Touch again my hopes experience In the loss of
my birthday tonight Of you untrue, hurts and fright -----------------------------
Touch Is Far Beyond BodyTouch is far beyond body Story after story after story Touch
is far beyond wording Do you realize how I must feel Care to speak, care to hear Take time to understand my
end of day What doesn't lay at my rest I windowed forests for you Looked at lakes dry away through What
doesn't lay at my hand When touch is far beyond body Story after story after story Touch is far beyond
wording On another day of this world I barely hang onto life I barely keep my room alive For someone to
know me When touch is far beyond body Story after story after story Touch is far beyond wording ------------------------------ Touch On My NeedTouch
on my need, tears on my right Weak on my strong, dark to light Time hard to find, times of safe Broken on
whole, body over mind Prayer in nothing, though I speak I walk past forgiveness, forgotten life Exists of love
never gone Touch on my need, clouds on bright sides Women are not men to my eyes Towns as clear as I can understand Memory of you hard to set down Shades of noone I seek now Then go to the moon and look down Will only to
dirt you will find Touch on my need, still with the Lord trust Until for now the earth carries my heart World
and friends, my gentle wind Touch on my need, tears on my wrong Touch on my need, why would you now Touch on
me need again -------------------------- Trajedy
As My MelodyTrajedy as my melody As easy to find
as you gone In your missing from my life Do not run over my love Within time of it is an own In tune to
these feelings I hold I am truly only one little thing No need to teach me down For when by chance I touch
my arms Already in me I am not a person I do not try to live on Trajedy as my melody As easy to find as
you gone In your missing from my life Do not run over my love I hear you loud, I hear you clear I know
I can not make you disappear I do not try to live on Trajedy as my melody As easy to find as you gone ----------------------- Trashed Again TodayTrashed again today To write what I feel In my walk of daily
sun To hold my heart away from tears Will the moment of you become real How alive to you then to leave Do
I long for my need to end Trashed again today I love this alone I learn Never a foreign song I stand Or
amid strangers again Trashed again today For my mind to think A look back into you Should nothing have
changed Removed from my want once then To see your answers Alive to you Only then somewhere I know I
am Trashed again today --------------------- Travel Worth A ChallengeTime to rest, think, wonder Look around where I am Desire
you again See through tears, laugh Forget hurt, appreciate Play with words, feel loved Travel worth a
challenge Show my value, as to why Believe I am not alone Learn to understand you Learn to know myself Recognize the truth Ask again for you Travel worth a challenge Notice right, notice wrong For my questions,
my answers Find my life, my love Time to wait, use confusion Travel worth a challenge -------------------------- Travelling Somewhere To SomeoneTravelling somewhere to someone Somewhere I am real to someone Only my mind doesn't
hear from you for awhile Travelling somewhere to someone Only winter is never over here in the south My frozen
feelings still live in the sun Marks of time are as meaningless as I With sparks of love only to exist on you For travelling somewhere to someone Somewhere I am real to someone Only my mind doesn't hear from you for
awhile Travelling somewhere to someone Only long and longer hours become On a call of living next to gone A force of daylight then will be soon to show As desire now from your heart Travelling somewhere to someone Somewhere I am real to someone Only my mind doesn't hear from you for awhile Travelling somewhere to someone ------------------------------------ Treasure My SorrowIf I hear the word hurt one more day Pain inside never to break
away Now to understand, I find Wonder of life after earth True to you for tomorrow Treasure my sorrow I will be only who I please This is how I live Should I remain alone I must feel my way real At times
I could change, I don't I have my wants to need Loneliness doesn't mean that much to me Now what does
this mean Wonder of life after earth True to you tomorrow Treasure my sorrow ---------------------- Treated
So ColdlyI have so much to live So much to feel So much time to kill I have so much love So much hurt So much to turn from So much I don't have
you Then because I want differently I have so much to struggle So much to understand Treated so coldly If only to believe Something new again is you How many times will I yet hear I have so much to give But
no thing to take So much to hold Never your care for me Treated so coldly ---------------- Tried By My AwaitTried by my await Tried by the life you don't want of me I still time to my love and yours When my only hope isn't in this world Tried by my await The so very
lowest of my need What is the highest What is the reason How many times will I leave you Then I return
I am not only a song I am not only a writing Oh for imagination isn't true I sure find me in you How
uneven is this feeling appears How much harder will my alone become Tried by my await Tried by the life you
don't want of me I still time to my love and yours When my only hope isn't in this world Tried by my
await --------------------- Tried Of Every Way TriedHere what is my place only When my love is for you I can give none Here why
then is my peace in you My thought is true My want is you My wonder
is real My hold is full Tried of every way tried Yet never will I live with you Yet to wait I won't end my reach to you As well you heal my need You take me with you so easy Tried of every way tried I have spoken or silent In imagination doesn't move me closer Here in what is my place only Tried of every way I tried --------------------- True Feelings Are The HardestTrue feelings are the hardest I know how a town moves How a city
lays still How the bearer of gold appears When a magazine must be read To look at tomorrow my way The
pencil, the pen, erase the mark True feelings are the hardest Eyes to mind, thoughts to touch Someone to need, noone to want Left alones just to be alone Beauty
explains within, without Gossip of every kind True feelings are the hardest Why the Lord asks for peace Why to listen of heart I know my life forever, my love True feelings are the hardest ------------------------------- True
Is Mine From YouHowever you want to explain I
am sure I will understand Only remember throughout this world True is mine
from you However you choose to believe Far from right, away from reality Only I would stand to speak True is mine from you Not one move of life could change Not one cry Only I, my blessing from the sky Now don't think
why again True is mine from you However
you want to explain I am sure I will understand Only remember throughout this world True is mine from you However you choose to believe True is mine from you ------------------------ True Means More To MeIf only the air here seems The time of what should be A fall of love not easy To look into you my everything Think you are strong, I am stronger Think I am weak, there you stand When
I am away, need not notice Far is only a distance once read How you touch will be forever Not a dream, never
unreal If only need for love If only need for life Never have you not been here Oh and in imagining This word is only for a writing How to explain what could be True means more to me ------------------------- True To Love And LifeHave we lived up to date Or only believe Have we touched eachothers way Or
only to think How we read together At times we feel the same When often we wonder Often we wonder about
us We watch our lives We leave home return the same We remember now and then We miss to reach to care Imagination as nothing Real as everywhere Have we lived up to date Or only believe Have we touched eachothers
way Or only to think True to love and life ---------------------------- True Want Never EndsTrue want never ends True want never changes True need, true
life True want never ends Real thought isn't moved Every night
will still bring you Every new day to be near My dream of feelings A house won't stop me A sea, a
sun, the wind True want never ends True want never changes True need,
true life True want never ends My hearts beat, yours as mine My reach
for love True want never ends True want never changes True need, true
life True want never ends ---------------------- Try Another
Way Through MeI need hurt to feel once in awhile To sit, to listen for my thought From you to want to see To know your next touch You won't break my heart Work away for nothing is not you Try another way through me To work away for nothing is not you I need not
make you understand me I need not make you turn to me Doors need not open or close for me I need hurt to feel
once in awhile To sit, to listen for my thought From you to want to see To know your next touch Grown
by you won't break my heart Work away for nothing is not you Try another way through me To work away for
nothing is not you Try another way through me ------------------------------ Try Entertaining Your TimeTry entertaining
your time Try dreaming for your dream With your reason to feel Your desire to need Try telling people
not to touch Your life to live your love Try using your hope Try becoming your own heart Try respect
upon you Try togetherness as you see Try entertaining your life Try pure and simple as why Try private
as your want Try creating your own sound Try using your own mind Try entertaning your time Try dreaming
your dream Try looking deep inside Try turning evil off Try entertaining your time ---------------------------- Try
Of Torn ApartsTry of torn aparts To understand
to read enough To bring tears won't change us I don't need the emotions However you feel inside Whoever you write of The truth can be hard to live The love I used in God In sorrow what should I forgive To be first in your song Last then in your life To be first on your mind Last then in your life Try
of torn aparts Your heart of peace as my sight Does this now say enough What your happiness is as mine The
Lord we touch Try of torn aparts ----------------- Try To Understand Who I AmYesterday, a lame place even in strong Everyone on some, day must
move along Memories, I hold many I love Life now, where I stand must move along Try to understand who I am My need, never the same as yours Far for now, close again, I won't be around Life now, where I stand must
move along Try to understand who I am In my want never the same as yours Everything, reach into, now and more I disappear easy, won't be round again Shouldn't this be what you want Far for now, close again, I won't
be around Yesterday, a lame place even in strong Everyone on some, day must move along Try to understand who
I am Try to understand who I am Is my want never the same as yours --------------------- Truly HurtTruly
hurt in my wait Truly hurt in my way Don't know why What next will be Could be today A change,
my end Truly hurt in my wait Truly hurt in my way This night of alone Who I want, this is me Who
I need, this is true Truly hurt in my wait Truly hurt in my way --------------- Truly Is Hard To Forget YouThrough the many lines of you How long in my life as you How true and together from you This meaning
to my time How close our friendship is Living and loving you What losing you can't become Truly is hard to forget you How the shore and
I as alone How the ocean and I nowhere How lasting in forward my continue Truly
is hard to forget you Every light along the sky Every window to pass by Every time my heart hurt Only you would recognize How anything from you as mine The prayers, the angers,
the joy Truly is hard to forget you ----------------------------- Truly Is
Love To BreathTruly is love to breath Deep in
the heart Some days to forgive Never to forget Some thoughts to leave Pain never moves away Some time will never change You know this as true Truly
is love to breath Deep in the heart This hurt I carry Throughout my
life Trust broken by you Should I again speak to you My silence as I need How valueless everything around
How wrong you are Truly is love to breath Deep in the heart ------------------ Truly NowOnly a tune is not my need Only a voice, not another scene Only a thought, I have many Truly now, today is here A begin, a new, I understand A carry on,
only to where the same A belief, bores me to no end Truly now, tonight I
wear Only a freedom, I hear all Only a religion, time to move on Only
a wish, there is love Only a need, a same in my writing Truly now, don't
anger me With copy after copy of heart With one way pleasures, not my own With eyes I won't wear as mine Only empty, far from how I feel Truly
now at world and peace Truly now, life is give and take ------------
Truth And Honesty Seem MissingWhen not shared with you Why have a life when you aren't near I won't imagine
another for my feelings All of time, is this to forget Why alive, in love,
only to hold anyone Truth and honesty seem missing When not shared with
you How many times have I left you Never to reach further than you I
can use every turn of understanding Sleep in peace, unrest tonight How many
times why wake again Never to wake with you Too many ways to recognize Truth
and honesty seem missing When not shared with you Truth and honesty seem
missing When not shared with you ----------------------------------- Truth Can HurtTruth can hurt But this truth will be my pleasure As much
as my love, a long and hard fight I did not begin my life I will not end it I will only write of it Therefore
though appears, I do decide My prayer comes first then I I asked one day I do as well understand I am
not all to time One small person amid many, plenty Who I need of me will continue Truth can hurt But this
truth will be my pleasure I did not begin my life I will not end it Truth can hurt But this truth will
be my pleasure Truth can hurt --------------- Truth Never DisappearsYes I may turn Lost and not of myself Face any world With a touch or not of
wealth Live admiration for what I live Truth never disappears Hold what others would comprehend Others
may never understand This doesn't mean my life will be complete As sure I fight for what is true To believe
in, right to love Sure I tell all of how I feel All I mean to speak is real Only this doesn't mean I find
you in the end Though truth never disappears What ever my want is What ever my need brings My reasons
are the same As truth never disappears Truth never disappears -------------------- Truth To ShareWhat would you like from me Could I know What makes you want
me I should hold How do you need I feel Do you care Truth to share When you criticize me Must
I hear I see you To watch someone soon I try to forget To understand you I have many times Now
for you to understand my tears I never doubt your love I am not confused by thought Do you care Truth
to share
.............................. Those People Those
people we touch touch us right Near my day, near my night, my heart I can't take anymore near my heart Not to move on to someone else Not to change my writings gift Not to mention
my longings near Not a thought of another hill Those
people we touch touch us right Near my day, near my night, my heart I can't take anymore near my heart Not to end my love for you Not to see within anothers view Not to need anymore
than you Not a thought of anothers hill Those people
we touch touch us right Near my day, near my night, my heart I can't take anymore near my heart Those people we touch touch us right Near my day, near my night, my heart I
can't take anymore near my heart ................................................................................................
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