T 2 writings poetry poems song lyrics

These few memories I will hear
More I want, more I need
Forget to write, remember to touch
These homes, so many so long
More places than I care to see
More things to never hold again
Who should be by truth
Not I look for anymore
Not any matter follows my life
These songs and stories
These pleasure days
Nothing will change this trust lost
Unless tomorrow brings my brightness
These tunes with different words
Never ending emptiness for you
Never ending love
These few memories I will hear

Those days I took a walk just to see you
The only person I prayed to find real
I was above the ground then
At times I still think this way

I was having fun those days
Never a drug, only your way
What happened from then til now
Within you, the you I knew

How regular I once asked
How common not to be entrapped
How enlightened given to my eyes
When your youth was my world, those days

Those special hellos I never let go of
The words I found, the music
I never could have shared without your help
Those times I waited, those days

Those days I took a walk just to see you
The only person I prayed to find real
I was above the ground then
At times I still think this way

When I don't hear you
I don't listen
Held whatever I wanted from you
Now again those days

Those days I took a walk just to see you
The only person I prayed to find real
I was above the ground then
At times I still think this way

They say love lasts forever
Through all colors of mind
They say we create our very own lives

They say these tests between us
We thought before on earth
Our minds die in our bodies
Our soul and spirit remembers on

I set your world aside awhile
Think where I am, I live inside
I watch how down I feel
This song should never become real

They say love lasts forever
Through all colors of mind
They say create our very own lives

I don't want to hear compassion's touch
Remind me where is my love
I give my trust a writing life
This wasn't to last forever
My home seems to be lost in this maze
I never move

They say love lasts forever
Through all colors of mind
They say we create our very own lives

I give thanks for many turns
As this one now unfolds
The mystery has now grown old
I hold the reason

They say love lasts forever
Through all colors of mind
They say we create our very own lives

They say love lasts forever
Through all colors of mind
They say create our very own lives

To Fight For My Happy Peace

To fight for my happy peace
Why must I listen
To anyone who doesn't care for me
Why must I watch
Why must I see
Why must I share any feeling
And why is this so strange
I choose to write for my time
Tell the truth of who I am
What my needs are, my wants
I must repeat myself forever
Dreams are for dreamers not I
To fight for my happy peace
Til death do I part is my life
A life chosen to read
A share of the day in the night
What must my reach be
Oh as I to be everybody wrong
Not on my mind do I think
Only to fight for my happy peace

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To Finally Rest In You
Now you are more aware of me
In your love where I have remained
For in the Lord I asked always true
Never an end to come to you
From my need for you
I hope this is enough to understand
How long I have waited on you
My feelings could never be wrong
To finally rest in you
Silent here in my thought
For you to carry me as your heart
Written as well from my want
I found within our lives real
I was sure you would exist for me
Year after year to hold on
Never one day to forget you
Never one person to hurt my joy
To finally rest in you
To look at you as I decide
To finally rest in you
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To Find My Own Love
To find my own love
To be with you
To understand who I am
To think of life
Why do I feel
What do I need
Touched and held
Is this free
To find my own love
The wish to share
To wait inside of today
How one night ends
To begin again
To find my own love
To sit here now
To find my own love
To watch how a care moves
Will my tomorrow come true
To find my own love
To be with you
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To Find This Love Comical
To find this love comical
Truly the rare of explain
From all to see, to hear, to read
Only over you would there be tears
Should I think of any other
About life on earth now then after
Only over you would I receive pain
On a mention of background
On a hidden exclaim
How can this be so hard to understand
With travels of many, touches way
Only over you would there be shame
Hurt upon hurt upon hurt
When I remain silent, when I speak
Nothing seems to be cared about
These feelings trampled by
To find this love comical
Truly the rare of explain
From all to see, to hear, to read
To find this love comical
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To Get To Know You

To get to know you
I used the lord

I didn't believe in imagination
I still don't rely on the unreal
I feel today in existence
Tomorrow a place to find
A state of love
A thought for mind
Another peice to life, of
A song to move through

To get to know you
I used the lord

I didn't wish for you
I didn't pray
I didn't color the untrue
I didn't sleep or wake you

To get to know you
I used the lord

To get to know you

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To Give My Today Your World
Give my today your tomorrow
Shower my yesterday with your life
To give my today your world
Your love was meant to be mine
I was sure before tonight
Give my today your heart
Send your hold, speak your touch
Your mind was meant to think
I was your thought before tonight
Give my today your tomorrow
Shower my yesterday with your life
To give my today your world
Give my today your sorrow
I expect everything I need you carry
Your want I could see easy
I can tell you in your eyes
Give my today your tomorrow
Shower my yesterday with your life
To give my today your world
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To Hear From You

I waited a long time
To hear from you
Used a lot of songs
To stay true
Walked around alot
Small time feelings
Into my arms
Alone again
I never closed my eyes
To hear from you
I couldn't look around
To hear from you
I wanted as I should
Without you real
A next year
You will be near
To hear from you
To wear my heart
To hear from you

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To Hold Our Heavens Bay
Don't forget how you came to today
However now we are far away
Away from together not once
The real beauty of us
To hold our heavens bay
I don't live a fantasy
Want who I am not to need
Watch who I wish not to see
I write not to only believe
I hold our heavens bay
Why God thanks us
Why we thank God
The love between us
The life will never disappear
Don't forget how you came to today
However now we are far away
Away from together not once
The real touch of us
To hold our heavens bay
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To Jesus Christ
Waiting on time to go by
For the love I ask to find
Along my thought for my life
So different I try
Quiet in how I feel for now
As the left side of me in why
Right I must turn to you
Only what more will become true
Looking in front of me to Jesus Christ
What more will I find
For everything til tonight
Who more could touch how I ask
When people intertwine apart
Never stepping back to more
Looking in front of me to Jesus Christ
Why lost incomplete I must decide
Make waves or never speak
Waiting on time to go by
For the love I ask to find
Looking in front of me to Jesus Christ
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To Know Home In My Arms
To know home in my arms
To know how to become lonely
To look at a new sky tonight
Without a star, moon, or earths side
To see into my mind
How long may I think of you
With hope you will be true
To write feelings I find
To know home in my arms
To know how to become lonely
Into the corners of my time
To choose songs old with my hands to pray
Upon the Lords gifts never to break
There are always curtains to save my life
At my door of love
To know home in my arms
To know how to become lonely
Of grace inside of the heart
Nothing should be more real
To know home in my arms
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To Know How Hard Life Can Be
To know how hard life can be
Hurt said just to live
I know how cruel
Cruel to walk through
Words of love, change
I'm not too young
Once good then gone
I know how hard life can be
Hurt said just to live
I know how you are
I know who I am
How blessed, gifted
Now, tonight, and tomorrow
I know your past
I know your present
But more so I know your future
To know how hard life can be
Hurt said just to live
I know how hard life can be
To know how hard life can be
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To Know I'm Not Alone
To know I'm not alone
I hold you to hold
To know I'm not alone
This is my only way
I can't help but love you
With the way I feel about you
Should you care to know
How I think of you
The life I miss, your desire
To know I'm not alone
I hold you to hold
To know I'm not alone
I can't help but want you
With the way I see today
I did yesterday
I don't want to change
To know I'm not alone
I hold you to hold
To know I'm not alone
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To Know Time
To know time
There are many ways I can turn
Many needs I can choose
Waste my heart on you, I laugh
Become a drifter of my own sea
If I was a man with my own hand
A lady with many wants or none
To know time in all of life
Fortunate for me I don't ask for much
Known of the house of fire, house of light
To know time in all of love
I have been at today
Age, wisdom, meanings, feelings
Without difference at tomorrow
To know time won't bring me down
To know time with you near and away
There are many thoughts waiting around
To know time
There are many sounds to listen for
To know time
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To Laugh And Live
To laugh and live
Why after all of this time
My want for your love remains
A life of us together
To laugh and live
Though you break my eyes
With your turned away world
You again become my reason to wake
I believe in love to laugh and live
To laugh and live
For the years I don't mind
There isn't anywhere else to go
To laugh and live
And I visit you more than this
Giving more or less
Believing in you must continue
To laugh and live
For better or worse
The point is to laugh and live
To laugh and live
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To Live For A Dust Covered Heart
For every time I've turned into my feelings
Then every way I've used into my thoughts
To live for a dust covered heart
For a moment played within my life
So often settled down to my arrest
Or the same now calls my love to water
When my quiet needs your arms too long
Don't know I care to move in a linger
Don't know I grow to see in again
If blinds of wind speak now as motion
My life so sweet I refuse to understand
Does no one know how hard a day is
Does no one hear how easy I lose
My arm extended hand out to you
My mind and soul driven down to end
And though I watch from my swans attention
There is no cause to excuse away
For every time I've turned into my feelings
Then every way I've used into my thoughts
To live for a dust covered heart
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To Look At Houses Only As Stone
To look at houses only as stone
Reaching into the quiet behind your fences
Along the ridges of seasons never come real
Fond of you what yet won't I do
Would I know if I was told
Upon the palms I savy but not to live you
I'm only to be warmed by the suns hold
How hard life is to get through you
Lead me there to understand you more
Out for a walk to your arms
Or play with names to remember
My existence is only your wish
Just try not to touch you
On a never reasoning above your door
On a paper was never to be written
When too often haven't you moved for your own
How, where, with who not you
For your thoughts aren't around my love
To look at houses only as stone
To look at houses only as stone
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To Lose You Will Not Be
I have watched my destroy of a tune
When not of you my destroy of writing
My life must be true to seem gone
My need of love lost to destroy my life
From my real mind when my want as alone
When no compromise could be found
My day along without you to understand
My play with anywhere to wake
My wait answers my trust again
To lose you will not be
Another night this is, this will leave
You again will use your way to me
However angered, broken of peace
Thrown around or complete
Always to look from my thought
These are my years you hold
To keep my tears away
My one person of everywhere I may care
Amazing ties will appear from you
To lose you will not be
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To Love You As My Tide Moves
To love you as my tide moves
As the many walks I take
The so many thoughts
What must my life be
The hold of sand I will never touch
My enjoyment talks, remains of sadness
My world without earth again
For words without letters
Never a hurt to express
To love you as my tide moves
For my eyes as my color
For my meanings of experience
For my heart to beat
What must my love be
To love you as my tide moves
As the many days of awake
As the many nights of asleep
What must my want see
What must my need be
To love you as my tide moves
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To My Most Favored Persons
To my most favored persons
Fail for reasons to win
By the second, by the day
By the evening, entertained
Walk within memories to read
How grown becomes, from who and when
To watch feelings of many
Break to become whole to break again
To reach backwards for awhile
Notice how to learn is done
Hold regrets, forget silly thoughts
Fade away then after earth is gone
Understand strong and weak
Play with about any change
In parts of love meant to wait
Other sides supposed to life
We all lean on someone somewhere
Right or wrong, once or now
To my most favored friends
Fail for reasons to win
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To My So Very You
To my so very you
I can't help if I only like to see
I only like to see a grey sky
So cool and peaceful as my love inside
Until when the deep darkness is a travel
I wish to move within the winter
To enjoy the so white and frozen
The mist of my smokey sea is also welcome
To my so very you
I walk in you so well cloudy and true
My imagination would be lost if to change
This kind of morning covering me and you
Or how perfect you create my then suns move
But the grey sky keeps me loving you
To my so very you
My day may become always
Unable to bring you in to my life
For just thinking about you again
How down I get to live who I am
To my so very you
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To Never Cry For You Now
Is there meaning to never cry for your heart
To never cry for your love or your life
Or must I want to never cry
To never cry for you now
But to need to never cry can't be true
Then to never cry with touch my mind
And if only to never cry
To never cry for you now
As I ask for today to pass on by
Until I may find you
As I ask for tonight to answer why
Why to never cry
But to never cry for your heart
To never cry for your love or your life
To never cry to never cry
To never cry for you now
Or isn't there reason to never cry
Isn't there time
If only to never cry
To never cry for you now
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To Never Return Home Again
To never return home again
I don't quite know what to say
I do know what to write
I fought hard for your love
Your life I could never set down
To never return home again
In this wrong
Grown as you were for me
I earned these days in you
I met the best of my desire
I learned how to create a dream
Pray for the answers and why
To never return home again
Don't ask I understand
A son, a daughter, a family
The truth can never be disguised
To never return home again
What have you been doing tonight
Doesn't seem right
To never return home again
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To Not Find You Now
To not find you now
Is not an easy thought
To not love more from you
Live you into my life
As you may write however
I write from many years
A want of heart from you
No other could I change
In your ride of a year
One night I learn
Before you became so very known
Hollywood and you
The friends love me deep
In the Lord they treasured
My soul to keep
To not find you now
Is not an easy thought
To not love more from you
Live you into my life
To not find you now
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To Play My Good Ole Love Song
Why do you continue to fall into trouble
Sing about the fire you touch
What keeps you from being natural
Within the love you love
For how do you hold onto life
In the mid of your heart
When you sway from side to side
Never to know who you are
Now into my needs arms
I have no care to anothers wish for you
Why do you continue to travel
My way to pull your way round
Lay you back into my sky
To cry another tear into my sleep
To stay alone, to set me free
To play my good ole love song
My good ole love song here
Until you play your own
Then again and again
To play my good ole love song
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To Play With My Prayer
To play with my prayer
To write of my day
To quiet my night
To play with my prayer
Through any feeling I may feel
You never forget me again
In the year
How long it is
I know you will return
Some way, somewhere
You never let me down
For the wait, for the need
My only closeness to you, my belief
To listen for you
To hear within me
For the words to be spoken well
To play with my prayer
To write of my day
To quiet my night
To play with my prayer
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To Play Your Hold Beyond Soul
To play your hold beyond soul
I play myself again today
I play my life for my love
A want to believe
A pray for every moment
For the same as yesterday
You might know you say
Longing scared where music doesn't grow
I reach out to word to live this way
Reason for me or then be unheard
I play tonight surprise me with peace
Only I would recognize as mine
I turn away everyone to wait
Sure of you to send to my quiet
No other could call a touch
No other could imagine true
I play I haven't any pain
I could never seem weak to you
I play warm even when cold
To play your hold beyond soul
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To Reach Into Alone Again
How many times must one person
Ask for the same need answered
To know of love, to know of care
To reach into alone again
How many times must one thought
A return of wish, dream unreal
When the real in front is to think
To reach into alone again
Feelings again, lies within to live
How many times to misunderstand
What is together, for eachother
A lottery pick of a hand
To reach into alone again
A walk around in circles for where
A play for myself or my friend
All day long again
Change is less than alive
Want the same as only
To reach into alone again
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To Reach My Endless Emptiness
To reach my endless emptiness
To walk into your arms
Along side of this coastal region
Alive of my loneliness
To feel of your hold
When in your thought I lie
A warmth of a moment in mind
To reach my endless emptiness
With the joy of my need
For my strength to become yours
My rest to understand
How my writing never leaves
The melody of this sad song
To reach my endless emptiness
To walk into your arms
Along side of this coastal region
Alive of my loneliness
To feel for your hold
When in your thought I lie
To reach my endless emptiness
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To Reach My Life Now
To reach my life now
You were the little I lived for
To reach my life now
Never to draw another mans lines
Never to look into anothers eyes
What you taught me, minutes counted
Until today to never leave you
In the better of this day
Everytime my tears fall
In memories of you return
How more alone I have become
The feelings,my home missing
Still to thank you
From the way I loved you
You were all I lived for
To reach my life now
To reach my life now
Held of my own
How I would never let go
To reach my life now
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To Read Is Only To Feel Empty
Names of wrong, poems of harm
Need of peace, loss for my heart
Quiet to my life, my hold
My love is older now
My want never to change
How often in my thought
Will I be satisfied
I don't know it matters much
Of a language I use
Who I listen for, to you
Names of wrong, poems of harm
Need of peace, loss for my heart
Quiet to my life, my hold
However a story begins
However then one ends
To read is only to feel empty
Names of wrong, poems of harm
Need of peace, loss for my heart
Quiet to my love, my touch
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To Reason To You Why
To reason to you why
I have always only one thought
For the very writings of my heart
To answer the true need in my life
To find the true dream of my love
To receive for my real wishes with you
To always hold you close
In my arms, my hands, my time
The Lord could never bring me more
Every tune of any sound only from you
Much more I can explain away
I know my song to reason to you why
To reason to you why
This seems my only heaven sent
Should we never speak to each other
Should we never see each other but of mind
Of together by spirits way
Of how we live apart
To reason to you why I love you
To reason to you why
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To Reset Our World We Own
To reset our world we own
Now to please end this search
For the love I deserve
Remove the questions and thought
Bring your life into my heart
I will never live without
In how you touch no other may
In how you belong to me
To reset our world we own
Now to please end this want
This need never leaves
Continue to give the peace I ask
Continue to show how you demand
Continue to prove my closeness to you
To reset the together we share
To reset our time so many times
If you are listening to me
To reset our world as ours
To reset our world we have known
To reset our world we own