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What Have I To Understand (leave my capitals to me. This is my way of writing.) What have I to understand
Have I to learn something new What
have I to say
What have I to feel
What have I to know What
have I to care
What have I to tune
What have I to wear What
have I to understand
Have I to learn something old Have I to watch
This day is all over again
Have I to share life
Have I to share love What
have I to understand
Have I to learn something new .......................................
What Now Is PainYou
were entrusted for my life
To care for my love
God given heart between us
To spend my prayer
From your
thought of arms
Forgiveness doesn't matter much anymore
What now is
pain, my belief destroyed
Talk about broken arrays, losses
Should you find sorrow
Do
I find sight
Should you find tears
Do I find peace
What now is pain, my belief destroyed
What now is pain, unforgotten holds
You were entrusted for my life
To care for my love
God given heart between us
To spend my prayer
From your thought of arms
What now is pain What now is pain -------------------------- What Now Must I OwnWhat
now must I own
How to learn sadness
What now must I own
I don't
need to notice
Why have my life
My way to love
To only write how I feel If
ringing sound follows me
Then you are not close
If truth won't listen
I don't find you home
Another heart of music
My God I remember enough
Trust in time I have never refused
Watched
after you as a child
Understanding of you as a man
Your experience
For your joy, your hope What
now must I own ----------------------- What Reason Do I HoldWhat
reason do I hold
Outside of you
What love, what life
What light,
what time
What mind, what thought
Future, want
Heart, home
Day and night
What reason do I hold
Outside of you
What hope, joy, understanding
Unreal to remain
Warmth, dreaming
Needing, wishing again
Outside of my writing
Outside of now What
reason do I hold
Outside of you What reason do I hold
Outside of you ---------------------- What Should Be MineWhat should be me
How about my love
How about my life
Will these remain asleep inside
How about my want
How about my need
Always to grow more inside
How
about to think
How about to speak
How about to see What should be mine
What should be me
How about to answer
How about to where
How
about to why
How about to time
What should be mine
What should
be me
What should be mine ------------------------ What
Should Be RealWhat should be real
What should
be isn't
What will I never hear
What would be true
What could for me
A prey of emotion
An uncare
to thought
A drink along the ocean
I lived once
Quiet time my mention
Of hand, of heart
Tired of
a big house
Small spaces
Lights on all day
What should be real
What should be isn't
What will I never
see
What would be true
What could for me
What should be real -------------------- What Will Bring You TrueWhen February brings
thoughts of you
In no other feeling can show love
Then Cupid comes out with full hearts
Until arrows fly aimed
deep into your soul
And you aren't to enjoy a different sky
As blue as mine to hold you
In true is just another
Valentines Day gone
Because I have forgotten this month exists
If I give you way to real life
Or to dream of
you is to want you more
In a cuddly mouse could move you
But to turn your need a flow for me
What would touch
you so
A baby piano tuned to your notes
To change my still alone
Of a leap year just passed my need
With
you lost forever
Or only a few light years ago
What will bring you true -------------------------------- What Will Evening BringUnless you speak to me as I need
Unless you spend your love on me
What will evening bring
Without reason for our life to turn dark
Not sure
I want my feeling around
In ways to imagine remain unfound
I have wanted too long outgrown My
thought has most always become untrue
Who do I talk to I ask What will evening
bring
Only so far
What is the reason for now
I should wake as
a different woman
I should try to explain but why
What will evening
bring
Who do I talk to I ask
What is the reason for now
Unless you speak to me as I need
Unless you spend your love on me
What will evening bring
------------------------------ What Will Happen To MeWhat will happen to me
Never to hear you, never to see
Never to touch you
Never to cry until the tears
go away
What will happen to me
If the artist in me doesn't feel
If I don't get to live
The way I need to live
How I love to want
What will happen to me
If the woman in me doesn't imagine
As my gift to imagine
As my heart to reap
How I hold you and I
The
lady I am grown What will happen to me
Never to hear you, never to see
Never to touch you
Never to cry until the tears go away What will happen to me ------------------------- What Will You Say This TimeWhat will you say this time
How will you laugh
For tears
in whos eyes
What will you say this time
Try to look away from the
truth Will you finally reach through
What will you say this time
After these years, the changes found
Your love handed from my need
Your gift
to live for me
What will you say this time
In one word under God
Life never only plays
around
Though in fun I understand
Never would I ask outside of your heart
What will
you send this time
How will you laugh
For tears in whos laugh
What will you say this time What will you say this time ------------------------ What Will You SendWhat
will you send
Best for me how do you see
Should I need you again
I never imagine a different moon
So tired
of human ways
Then I wish now today
I can't find a wish
I know there are stars and a sun
Signings of many
rights and wrongs
To never quit living only rest a touch
Laugh a minute away
Fulfillment is funny to me
One wins, another loses
In this I find to pray
A believer, a non beleiver
On deep and shallow seas
The
earth is what it is
What will you send
Best for me how do you see
Should I need you again ------------------------------ What Wonder Will You BringYou have been the most important man
In my life of writing, my love of thought
The
alive to keep my passion growing
I don't quite know what to say
To be so blessed with you a true
What will
be next I ask
What wonder will you bring this time
To keep this woman
at peace
What wonder will you find
As until tonight never failed for me
As until tomorrow my forever continues
What wonder will you bring
To keep this woman in silence
What wonder will
you find
I am almost afraid to know
Should I sleep, should I wake
What will be real from you
What wonder will you bring this time
To keep this woman at peace
What wonder will you bring
------------------------------ What World
Do I HoldWhat world do I hold
When you want my attention but what of yours
You want my life your way and yours
You want
my love in the real of you
Until then I don't have much to feel
Then why do you want my world to be real
Have
I something to speak is small
For I am weak most of all What world do I hold
I don't believe you think of me I write
You don't climb my breath of night
You can't tell me I know wrong
For
I will seek in God right
And I don't believe you know why
Only I can't criticize you of how
Memory alone sends
enough
What world do I hold Or I won't change what I ask
I won't allow
an answer isn't mine
What world do I hold
----------------------- What World May You RoamFor this ladys life you need not tell
How hard home may be to
meet
How long prayers may take to answer
To complete the thought, the wait
How easy it is to break
In
silence without a reach
People of the cruelest natures
To learn to see through, go on
Strange self writings
of where
Was I in follow or lead
And there goes your hold on love
Nights never seem to end
Alones only
to imagine
For this ladys life thrown around
Understandings of no mores
Over with mornings so many times
For this ladys life you need not show
What world you may roam ------------------------------ What Would You Do What would you do, what should I do
What would you do
If can you imagine how to think how I feel
When we talk about love an think of pain
The tears I have cried
for you and more
When you don't need to hear of me
Why and what yet
in my today
How long my tonight stays
I can't pray enough
What
would you do, what would you do
If I don't need to give up
With you
I ask of so and receive
With you love is so easy for me
You choose for me please
If my change yet is with you in mind
What would you do, what should
I do
What would you do, what would you do
If can you imagine how to think how I feel
What would you do -------------------------- Whatever I
MeanTo sit into peace
To write of my love
To live my life
To be held, to hold
To watch traffic go by
To look at you
To think with my mind
To
stand for my dream
Whatever I mean
To settle into the sun
The sky at my feet
In you sweet
To respect the Lord
Not wish in shock
Not pray in want
To understand you
To understand why
Whatever
I mean
To see into us
Whatever I mean ---------- Why Try To Change My LoveI understand feelings
I understand thoughts
Why try to change my love
When I know of life
So easy to
live over you
In my reach through day
On time and tomorrow
Why spend yesterdays tonight
Why bring darkness
into light
Don't you see me
Why try to change my love
What is new has been old
Meaningless, once emptiness to hold
Should I speak are
you mine
Why try to change my love
Shouldn't I use reason
In my reach to you
On my time and now
Why not continue to wait through
Why try to change my love ------------------------- Why
Use My MindWhy use my
mind
Why feel feelings
Why take the time
To believe in you
Some one so untrue
Some where so unreal
Why listen to this song
When beatings of thought go round
Why be my self
For my self selects wrong
Seems
stronger to show I am weak
Seems better to tell you
Deeper to be sure you notice
Have I taken lessons in peace
Or fallen broken to
I want to wait for you
Should you see or hear
Why use my mind
To think of you now
Why use my mind ------------------- Why Was I Who
I WasHow was yesterday to grow today
Why did
you change give or take
To love yourself or to love me
Why didn't you understand or did you
Into your life
of why you
Why was I who I was
Who I am now, Who I will be Beaten around worse than a joy
Once
from our together now made lonely
Or when old tunes play are these free
Everyone laughs a bit everyone crys
For who though I want to hear why
Forever
more or not so long
How do I think you true
Will my silence touch you
How was yesterday to grow today
Why did you change give or take
To love yourself or to love me
Why was I who I was
Why was I who I was
---------------------- Why Waste My Life AwayWhy go somewhere I don't want to be
Why waste my life away
Look
into lives I don't hold
Look into someone elses time
This day has gone never to begin
Why look out from yesterdays
Why waste my life away
Anywhere
into my home
Why not turn my own mind
Why not find my own love
Remove everything I won't watch
Only see
what I see
Why waste my life away
No pun intended, no down to create
Why not be my own inside
Why
go somewhere I don't want to be
Why waste my life away
Why
go somewhere I don't want to be Why waste my life away Why waste my life away ------------------------- Why Won't I Receive Love From LoveWhy doesn't love love everything about me
Why isn't love true not to be without me
Why hasn't love a mind
if just to hold me
Isn't love to be real to listen to me
There must
be a right of love to be used on me
But all I know is how sad I feel
I travel how clear love can stand
To enjoy
how cloudy love can sit
If I know love why won't love know me
To measure life is all from love
To have something to mean to cry is over love
Or doesn't love want to spend love on me
If love is warm why am I so cold
I fight for love as an unanswered hold
I fall in front of love broken and in need
Within
my love I continue to want love
Why doesn't love want me to show love
To listen to love has a
voice
Oh why haven't I love to love me Why won't I receive love from love ------------------------ Why Won't You Be MineWhy won't you be mine
Why
won't you miss me where ever you are
Even when you are with me at times
Until you may want me closer to you
Why
won't you play the tunes you do
Always using them to love you
Until I may be your girl, you my guy
Why won't you be mine
Why won't you call
me to talk to
When you need someone to understand
When you need someone to understand you
Why won't you sleep
with me in your heart
In your morning through your day
Until your evening turns to night
Why won't you wait on me for your life
Why won't I be your loss of mind
Why won't I be your time
Why won't you be mine
What makes you wrong and who takes my place
Why won't you be mine ------------------------------- Why Would We Part AgainWhen I began to write
To say how I feel about you
Then to touch your desire
A word out of place sent
away
For how was I taught to see you
A walk in peace
A may be of little time
A warm world in you and
me
For this can be sad at times
Though the sea is pretty blue
In how to believe in you
Life isn't good
once in awhile
When something new could never be right
How to wait without fear
How this came from you
There will be a better day
When I began to write
To make you say without end
Why would I overlook you
Why would we part again ---------------------- Why Wrong Why wrong along side of the sun I create
To walk to keep as my need
When there isn't much I love but you
Though I often too often don't see you
The sky is empty to my mind
Until when is my life gone
If I am not
right in you why wrong
All too long too long to want you
Or isn't there a deep in the heart
Or as I turn moments
don't they change
Only I only know I don't
And you think I'm not real inside
I just want something new to write
For my alone and lonely nights may be
You think I'm not real inside
Then I may not belong to my time
I may
only touch how I believe true
But if it's not right not right in you
Why wrong -------- Why
YouAs I walk through many dangers
I talk through
the same in thought
Until I have to hear from you
Though I tried to keep away
Will you have some time to explain
Do I fulfill my spaces with you
For I have no other choice
Why you
You alive to reach me
I ask you so
I may understand
I am not one to turn to anyone
To listen to want to need
Is this the real answer
From
God I can only believe
I will wait to hear from you
I will wait to hear you
As I walk through many dangers
I talk through the same in thought
I will wait to hear from you
But why you --------------- Why You Then To Inspire MeWith love easily given, easily received
With I hold life without you near
With want aware, with thought
near
I carry peace real most days
But then I must come to you again
Why you then to inspire me
With
talent as I please, with in my time
For I have had near everything now
God on my side, never a hard night
With my value up. my down
But then I must come to you again
Why you then to inspire me
Grown well by the best of friends
Touched to no end
Traveled enough never to need to dream
In memories good to bad complete
But I want to then
know why
Why you then to inspire me
Have you read this
Why you then to inspire
me ----------------------- Why, This Is My LifeIt's
hard to want, when given everything
It's hard to need, though I do you
It's hard to ask for much
It's hard,
I am different
Why, this is my life
I find peace often with so little
To some people not enough
Where to travel next, nowhere new
Who to love, no change
Who to hold, who to touch
How I feel, the same
Why, this is my life
I find happiness within
you
To look beyond, not for my eyes
To rest alone if I must
Why
this is my life
Who, I will always become
Younger, older doesn't matter
Why, this is my life ------------------------- What Is Missing What have I won
What have I lost
A ride along side
Of the sun What have I seen
What have I not
A want around
Another need What is missing
To me now What have I said
What might I regret
A reason from outside
Not within What is love
What is not
What is life
What is to live What is missing
To me now Who
holds my answers
Who carries my years
Who holds my wishes
In my hands What is missing
To me now What is missing
To me now --------- When Aside Of Your Touch
I StayWhen aside of your touch I stay
When the
wind blows again my way
When the horizon appears before you
The shore isn't my hope but to walk you
The ocean
is first to sea
The clouds run by this year around
Then the sun climbs the sky into view
To finish my mornings
thoughts of you
You I can not belong into
Do I plan my own hearts desire
When you don't move into my afternoon
When you don't move into my evening
When a different day can not explain
When aside of your touch I stay
When
inside of me now I can't change
In prayer with my holy feelings
Turns of travel visit again
Country and city
stay the same
Let me just keep calling for you
When aside of your touch I stay ----------------------------------- When Did I Forget YouWhen did I forget you
Never want you again
When didn't I fight to be heard
When are you not real to
me
When do I not pray for you
Do I miss one night
When on your heart for years
Even as today goes by
For what wrong don't I cry
Let me defend my love
When did I forget you
Never want you again
Where have
you never been on my mind
On my love, on my life
When did I stop my faith in you
Let us get this story right
Before the truth becomes lost
Before my dream ends
When did I forget you
Never want you again ----------------------------- When Discovering My
VirtueWhen discovering my virtue
Illuminating
God
I have nothing more than to want you
In front of this moment now
Thinking what is to begin
Needing
always something from you
Wanting to hear you hear me
Though I know you do
But turning into this only seeking
Continuing as I can on I go
Don't let me fall behind you
This closeness to you is me only
Don't leave me
without you
When discovering my virtue
I have nothing more than to come to you again
Having more life to reach
you
Calming my angers down
But getting to you am I anywhere new
When I know you can love me too
When discovering
my virtue ----------------------------- When Do I Swim AgainYou need not make excuses for me
You need not cover your thought
I already know what would come over you
Age doesn't change what love moves
In more than I can be, I won't see
In this life of why again, untrue
When do I stop sitting here
I
try to understand, meaning to want
When do I swim again
If I know you won't listen
When do people stand real
Outside of this world to feel
When do I stop sitting here
I try to understand, how to need
When
do I swim again
Could you think I have feelings
Bring your love meant
for me
Hold me with care to use
When do I swim again ----------------------------- When Do You Cry For MeWhen do you cry for me
You
talk of trust, faith, and silence
Patience, time, thought, and reason
Life, love, feelings, and emotions
Growth
and the meaning to who
Is afraid to speak enclosed
My idea of melody,
my quiet peace
Broken in taste I don't need
Surrounded by prayer in you from me
When will you understand
Heart, hurt, joy, and pain
Not everyone cares I am aware
When do you cry for me
I know the Lord quite well
Lessons
of many, envisioned and blind
Encouraged to quit, left to be strong
Noone may hide
Only when do you cry for me
When do you cry for me -------------------------- When
Does A Rhyme DieThe only confusion I find
Why
waste my life this way
Last time I thought about you
I erase now from my mind
Everything I lived for
I continue with you in my heart
This
ride around my side
This world of no more Lord
The only where should I be
You were my love to me
When
does a rhyme die
When does a rhyme die Sent into my way of you
Often my happiness is
missing
What feeling will I carry forever The few homes I see
These aren't for me
The
only how to exist When does a rhyme die When does a rhyme die --------------------------
When I Call On YouWhen I call on you
Why answer me
Show your care as I need
So often left to wonder
When God comes to you
I don't know I hold love
I tried my heart for you
I spent
my life
When I call on you
Why answer me
One day you may be sorry
You won't turn around
Show your want for me
How would you need
Where
I call to you
Where will you be
When I call on you
Why answer
me
-------------------- When
I Can Never Leave YouThe song may get old, but you
won't
Or tiring once in awhile
As this thought of you may become hard
But easy to return into again
For
until the day moves on
I must remain in this absent love
When I can never leave you
I can only trust God to
watch after you
Upon this prolonged agony of your growth
Upon my thanks for your life
This can be very heartbreaking,
devastating
When I can never leave you
This is so low mentally and dragging on me
But don't you see
I
can only trust God to watch after you
From so far all I have seen of you
By any means as I must wait to hear from
you
Again when I can never leave you
The only other place I feel safe is in
When I can never leave you ---------------------------------------- When I CryDon't take my love away
For the beauty of art
There are so many ways to explain
Life in part
Living
can be hard
Feelings to know, play to God
Why is hurt this way
To need close
Anyone can write a song
Make it sound true and good
Hum a tune, think to love you
Why is hurt this way
Want of touch
Is there
an end to love
Minutes return always
Call what you will at no charge
See who you are
When I cry --------------- When I Had To Live Without YouI
was empty, I couldn't understand
Though I knew to wait about you
I would notice you near
Always a writer, my
sleep as gone
To everything of worthlessness
Loss for difference in
my thought
When I had to seem of sun
In my along side of evening
Sure I could find something to live
Only to live you was my gift
When
I had to live without you
When I was empty, I couldn't understand
For
peaceful hands, for complete only
When I had to live without you
I
was empty, I couldn't understand
Though I knew to wait about you
I
would notice you near
When I had to live without you
When I was empty,
I couldn't understand -------------------------- When I Left You When I left you
When I had to get away
The games around town were hard on me
When I couldn't say what you needed
Though I wanted to speak
The
love I was sure of from you
The love I wanted to give
When you handed
me your song
When you followed my heart
I remember I tried in prayer
When I led you to hand my life
When I left you
There are times
I
want to return to those days
When I want you to understand
You had to be who you became
I never forgot you
When I left you
I travelled to only look ahead to you
When I left you ---------------------------- When I Must Hear Your VoiceWhen I must hear
your voice
When I ask again for your love
When I call on your life
When I know why and I ask how
When
you cry and I listen
For in your want I understand you
When I try to resist you
No there will never be another
truth
When if only to choose heartbreaking need
When I must believe in you
No there will never be another moment
Not another request from me
And in you I must find strength
As I must give my thanks
When I must hear your
voice
But what is your answer please
For in your answer carries my hold
In God as my first reason for you close
When I must hear your voice ----------------------------- When I Write A DreamWhen I write a dream
I walk emptiness along mountains
I ride oceans along forests
I beg my way through
heaven
I use time well for life
I don't miss on the feelings
When
I write a dream
Thoughts are true to love
I know what is mine with pleasure
I am never wrong
The same when I hear a song When I write a dream I walk emptiness along mountains
I ride oceans along forests
I beg my way through heaven
I use time well for life
I don't miss on feelings When I write a dream ------------------------- When I Write For You To LoveTo live to speak
to stand above
When never have you been close
Not worthy of you then I must be
My ideas not clear enough
My beauty not your ending
Your thought not my beginning
When I write
for you to love
My eyes sound blind with this
The tears and laughter
I will miss
Where do I place these
When I write for you to love
Short time long term it's wrong I'm sure
For I won't ever touch you down
I ask you to strike my own true
When I write for you to love
As
well stop moving where I don't wish
When I write for you to love
Refresh
yourself of my love
When I write for you to love ------------------------------- When I Write My Story Real When I write my story real
What I speak I don't change
Only more along it's range
To silence me as you have
learned
My peace to you is my alone
My best aware made clear
When
I write my story real
Should I write one more day, I may
In tours of friends, wheres, whys again
Patient and true no other may claim
Waste of love I need not dream
I need not pass away who I am
From your
mind my answers to listen
My best heart spent on you When I write my story well When
I write my story real
I need not again appeal
My quiet to you then to remain
When I write my story real
What I speak I don't change ----------------------------- When I Write To YouWhen I write to you
I want to send
I see a thought
I
love to need
I live to speak
More than hello
I ask to feel you hear me
Some lives are deep
Some are
so empty
Some I just don't belong
When I write to you
I write
of life I can hold
Never to go on
There is too much emptiness I find
Never to bring my real cares known
There is too much sadness laying around
I so easily learn
When I
write to you
When I write to you
I write to you ---------------------- When In God SomewhereWhen in God somewhere
This love again I write in thought
None of life means anything
on earth
There isn't a prayer for why I need
Unless in you from what I see
For my strength to hear from you
When in God somewhere
This is hard to believe
Your love could be
over for me
When only a dream could be real
I read further into true
To continue to ask to wait
To continue
to write of you
When in God somewhere
Today has yet to leave
Tonight
has yet to turn into morning
When into God somewhere
Never to be turned
away
Never to pretend about you
When in God somewhere ---------------------- When Into YouWhen into God somewhere
When into you
None of life seems
anything on earth
There isn't a prayer for why I need
Unless in you from what I see
The love again I write
in my thoughts
In my strong desire to hear from you
Hard to believe your love is over
When into God somewhere
When into you
Only I will reach further
into true
To continue to ask to wait
To continue to live for you
To never end my song of you
Until today,
forever comes through
When into God somewhere
When into you
When ito God somewhere
When into you
When into you ------------------------
When Life Isn't FunnyTo
go through love again
Remember about why again
When life isn't funny
Feelings aren't easy to care
Want is not in need of laugh
I don't,
I don't understand
Why a year moves it's way
There is no way to change
When life isn't funny
Feelings aren't easy to care
Want is not in need of laugh
Anywhere as nowhere to go
And oh the ways of believing
Dreaming as everything only nothing
When life isn't funny
Feelings aren't easy to care
Want is not in need of laugh
When life isn't funny
Feelings aren't easy to care
Want is not in
need of laugh
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