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In One Second Or Less In one second or
less
Now twenty years later
In one second or less In
one second or less I know you
My life line continues on you
I've never really left you In one second or less I can hear you
In one second or less I can see you
Can't wait for life
after earth
I think the fun begins more then In one second or less
Now twenty years later
In one second or less In one second
or less when I turn away
In one second or less when I look back
I can feel your care follow, always have In one second or less
Now twenty years later
In one second or less
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I Call On My Home Town I never miss a
thought unless wrong
I know my life how ever real
I watched you on this long night I wouldn't feel for anyone
To carry me back through time
I wouldn't reach there now
As if today is
never gone I call on my home town
After stars have sent their tests
I look through you before rest
One more time I know a walk down
my memories
The old doors this will open
New turns we, I left behind
When my heart seemed turned down I call on my home town
After stars have sent their tests
I look through you before rest
One more time I never expected this in mind I call on my home town
After
stars have sent their tests
I look through you before rest
One more time ................................
I May As Well Be RealNewly fresh given or
old
I am well aware I am alive
I can not change this world
Though I often wish I could Newly fresh given or old
I may as well be real On this battle for
my tears
In the same thought I do try
To send my feelings real
You believe I don't
The hardest morning
to realize
Is the moment forgotten I still remember
How often cruel flowers die Newly fresh given or old
I may as well be real Judge me with no
care
Judge me senseless
Judge me any way you wish Newly fresh given
or old
I may as well be real ---------------------------------- I May Not Have Learned To LiveWill you sit with me
I may not have learned to live Into your quiet I watch you
Your love explains to give
Or thoughtful as I notice you
In my want to
love
You need to speak as present
I must feel is real Will you stand
into your hold
What do you go through
When I won't know here
For you stay untrue
When your love explains
But I don't hear Will you sit with me
I may not have learned to live I may not have been taught a beginning
I may not have been taught an end Will you sit with me
I may not have learned to live ----------------------------------------------- I Miss UsHomesick for your love
I miss us
Your life from God
The
time in our hearts
I miss us
Our one way we held
Our turns of experience
Our words, hurts, joys
I
miss us
Our land
The troubles, the truths
How real we were
Somewhere near
Somewhere far
I would
never stop
I won't now
I miss us
Homesick for your love ----------------- I Miss YouI don't
miss my piano
I don't miss my guitar
But I do miss you
I don't miss my travels
I don't miss
the rooms
But I do miss you
I don't miss the nights out
I don't miss the stars
But I do miss you
How I left you
When we said goodbye
How we were never together again
In Hollywood I do miss you
I don't
miss the glamour
I don't miss the photos
I miss you
I don't miss anything more
Of anywhere and
now
I only miss you
I miss you ---------------
I Must Ask Once In AwhileSuch
as the sun is the shine
The make of why to pass by
Are you always a side of my life
I will never live As the days I love beyond cleanliness
To learn and understand you
As a prayer starves
my today
You forget I might hurt within I must ask once in awhile How could you lead me wrong
How could you be so weak I must ask once in awhile There isn't forever truly
No outer
space so to say To think did I ask to need you I must ask once in awhile Is the sea only a passing fancy
Is this
claim by accident I must ask once in awhile ---------------------------------------- I Must Be Free As You Are, I Must Be FreeIn how many forever songs exist
This will not change me
You
may not want to show
Some of what is true
I understand and will appreciate
I will remain silent Only often this moves against my life
Takes from the real of my love When I must be led to speak, must be free
When I must not be hidden away
This is unfair to me, I must be
free I must be free when I never asked to hear
I never cared to be aware
Still there is that one song left When I know how to believe
When I know
the words allowed to me
When I know to ask, still isn't fair Still I
must be free, I must be free
I must be free as you are
I must be free --------------------- I Must Care
For Myself BetterThere is only one man for me
I
may share friendships with many
I am made only for one song
Words spoken well and right
Even when alone for
always
My peace must be found
In the same breath I do not intend to
forgive you
Make my heart speak to you
You continue to let satan in
Without care to the harm I must care for myself better To go on with your evil ways
In hopes
God finally to stop you
Should you finally want to change I tried to give
you real life Hurt is in all touches
Humble can be a struggle
Time
as well never ends I must care for myself better -------------------------------------------- I Must Hear From YouMy spirit to keep my peace I must hear from you I must choose you
To forget outside existence
To keep secure
To travel any wish and memory Some welcome sunshine
Sea to stand beside
A sky could never leave
Hurt inside My prayer
for you never to end
This caress of my emptiness Some want a different world
Another planet somewhere
I often wonder of these myself My spirit to keep
my peace I must hear from you I
must see you My spirit to keep my peace I
must hear from you --------------------------------- I Must LaughI find admiration for my writing
some days
When I read these rememberings
I feel for why I spend my life
I use my love on words and thoughts I still don't understand why I continue
Who in this is you, should in true At times I watch each hold I notice
My losses and my wins, I must laugh At times I can't believe more I live
Often how low in emotion heard Who in then is you, should in true How I reach
today, I don't know I do know who I must be as I can At times I go to sleep to forget Who in there is you, should in true I must laugh for what will be a wish Who in this
is you, should in true
Who in then is you, should in true
Who in here is you, I must laugh ------------------ I Must Remain SureI watch from behind you
I see then in front
I listen for why music comes around Who then in turn,
where I must learn How I ask to receive
I sit long hours in thought
I
don't accept should I not want It's hard some days to get by
Only
I reach through my mind
I won't let my hurt tear me down As in faith
gone by now
I can't forgive easy or hard
The two once together stay apart Then I know I can't touch more I still must remain sure Did you ever stop the world and earth
Imagine freedom for what it's worth I still must remain sure of you I must remain
sure ------------------------------ I Must SpeakTo lift away your heart hurt is love
To never need to dream
To live your truth without
lie
To pray for your right change
To stop your false want
To notice day and night together
How separate
in the same
To be sure your feeling is your own
The travel between each other, apart
In the Lord first, from
the Lord I must speak, I must speak My
forgiveness isn't meant for everyone To lend my time, my way to share
My gift of care, my hold of spirit
To lift away your heart hurt is love
To never need to dream I must speak To live your truth without lie I must speak --------------------- I Must Survive To LiveOn to this business world today
Another again along my way
I must survive to live I love my work, fight for freedom
I love my writing,
of my living
I love your heart, I must feel Awake sometimes, I soon not
find
On to this heart to protect
I must survive to live I love the
people in my life
A look into memories, where will I end
I share the truth, no care to harm Only on this earth for a while
My faith again to mend
Another reason near to give On to this need for you
On to this wait I choose
A look into the real of you away I must survive to live -------------------------------- I Need A HomeI need a home
Where love runs through
The walls tell the hold
My feelings not
cold I need a home
Worthy of my heart
My spirits part
The loss
of my mind
This is the walk I take I need a home
My silence to roam
When I see tonight
Close with you I need a home I need a home
Where love runs through
The walls tell the hold
My feelings not cold I need a home I need a home ---------------------- I Need January To Hold YouI need January to hold you
To bring you into my heart
As
I spend my love throughout day
On if you knew the life is mine
I have so much fun dreaming you real
To watch
the sea move to color you near
My baby however the sky stays blue
The clouds, the deepest night
Darker than
the Lord can create
Is often to reach to find you
I couldn't pray more in peace
I wouldn't have a loss
to miss
But too if you want to leave your kiss
I need January to hold you
Make the new seasons bright to welcome
So out of my mind to tell you
There must be you in motion
Now for January to hold you
For January to hold
you for me
I need January to hold you ------------------------------------------ I Need No MoreNow
when I speak I want to be heard
When I say something it is real
I only fight for true right My lord has been good to me
My you have done everything for me I
need no more Now I understand some I can't change
But what I can by
God I will When I have feelings to hold
When I have emotions to share
Never but to write as I please I need no more My life is short on this earth
My time hard to find
My way my very own to experience Now please when I ask for silence
When I ask for warmth
When I ask for your attention I need no more I need no more ------------------------- I Need Not QuestionThe
music I bring to you
This to fulfill your world
The notes, the words, the reasons
How to write, read, listen I need not take a lesson My state of life, my
way of love
Why would I breath one moment
Of your arise to my mind
Why would I spend one feeling
I can
imagine anyone Play with pretend thoughts
Remember I am a writer as I want
I can say anything I like
I need not waste my heart The music I bring
to you
This to fulfill your world
The notes, the words, the reasons
Spoken aloud or quiet
How to then
play I need not question ------------------------------- I Need
To BelongI need to belong
I share the same love
as you I need to belong
I have feelings to feel
When you feel to know How to say some things
How to teach, how to learn I care to see
I care to hear
I care to hold and touch I need
to belong
I share the same love as you I need to belong
Meaning for
you, meaning for me
Deserves of noones, someone As beautiful as you
Not
with you I need to belong
I share the same love as you I need to belong --------------------------- I Need To Breath My LifeI need to breath my life
My need to want
My need to be real
Need to feel, need
to learn
My need to touch
Need to hurt, need to care
Need to remember, need to forget I need to breath my life
Need to speak, when need for silence
I need my way, need my angers
Need my
thoughts
My tears, my laughter
I need my sorrow I need to breath my
life
In my need often not easy
My need to live
My need to love I
need to breath my life
My need to be true I need to breath my life -------------------------------------- I Need To Hear From YouI need to hear from
you
Need you as my friend of true
I think about you always
Think how will you now touch me
I know life
isn't always easy
Know how busy you may be I need to hear from you
Need you as my friend of true
To stop this wait for you
An end to my love would seem
To give in and forget
you
I am not one to complete Unleass I understand the reason
Notice
a right to explain I need to hear from you
Need you as my friend of true I need to hear from you
Need you as my friend of true -------------------------------------- I Need To Think Of Who I AmI need to think of who I am
In love is prayer, joy, and anger
Loneliness beside the sun
Emptiness
and fear, together the distance I need to think of who I am
Tomorrow in
memory to run true
Forever and tired, a begin to awaken
A miss of you, wandered, wondered
To reach, express,
experience I need to think of who I am
In the fun of a peace, a noise
To suffer the absence of you
To understand why I feel warm, feel cold
For how time flies, the same song won't
move I need to think of who I am I
need to think of who I am
Drawn to mend this torn laughter
From the angels call until silence now I need to think of who I am ------------------------------------------ I Need Tonight EasyDon't make me think deep
I need tonight easy I feel ready to break
On another same day
I can hardly understand my own wrong
Let alone how right you are I know you set time aside for me
I want to
for now forget the meaning Don't make me think deep
I need tonight easy I feel ready to break
On another same night
No other may find as real
The love
we shared
No other may find true
The life between me and you Don't
make me think deep
I need tonight easy ----------------------------- I Need You CloseI need you close
I need more than
you far
I need more than to listen
More than to see
More to think
More to believe
More to read from
you I need you close
I need more than you far
More than to dream
More than to walk
More than to talk
More to watch from you I need
you close
I need more than you far I need you close
I need more than
you far I need you close -------------------------- I Need You Home NowI need you home now
Put up with enough now I need you home now Been through more than love should mean
Held on for you through too much now
Your life has been mine
All of this time of my alone
In many thoughts I kept to myself With the
truth so often
I wanted to speak about you
The names called, it's enough now
To know never will I be liked
by all I need you home now For
how real you are and why
My faith has never died
Yet so silent, anger, and emotion I need you home now I need you home now
Put up with enough now I need you home now ----------------------------------- I Taste No One With You As LifeWith rocks as cuisine unless we walk together
With hawks do not move why aren't we together
Your softness
could be used on me
Under these stocking made trees
For each other we should talk about us
When throughout
your love my love lays
That's all I need as I have my life
To stand in front of me to stay
Lift robins
away from how I sit
There shouldn't be sound unless yours
That's all I want to sink into my arms
One
night just bring you close
Then high above my reach there you are
Never far beyond, not complete enough
As
London falls to your calls and I wait
Though London doesn't bring me to your love
And come to think of the stature
of day
When no one can be mine
Sure you live somewhere but not upon me true
I taste no one with you as life ----------------------------------------------- I Tell You, I Can't Tell YouI tell you, I can't tell you
How I love you To
hear in time
Someone right is wrong
To wait long
Til you come around I
tell you, I can't tell you
How I love you When once in awhile
I
think of a child
How I see you
What I feel from you I tell you, I can't
tell you
How I love you To hold my life
To warn you now I tell you, I can't tell you
How I love you now I tell you, I can't tell you
How I love you now --------------------------------------- I ThinkWhen I can't see the sun or the moon
I don't find the stars or you
I think, I think, and I think When the love I want is so far away
And I can't be gone away
I just sit and
I think I make no change again and again
Even when afternoon has come and
left
Afternoon will return again
I tell a story to myself
To never spend time on somewhere else When I have a friend I never have
I think, I think, and I think
I just sit and I
think When the life I want never appears
Memories I earned leave me here
My father and mother come to mind
People I know now and once
I think, I think, and I think
I just sit and
I think ---------- I Think Of You NowI think of you now Talented or in only deep want
A speak of true
or untrue time
How loss is a touch to understand
Travel made for change of tomorrow
Talented or in only deep
need I think of you now Never a
feeling to care
Hidden showers of forgiven
Could you be mine or couldn't I think of you now Somewhere in tonight, my heart
My strength,
weakness, empty
This mind of tears
The world I never know
What will be meant to show I think of you now How down inside I remain I think of you now ----------------------------- I Though Sail Three Thousand WorldsWhen I
hear to like to say I don't speak I though sail three thousand worlds To answer how to find love is to reach If bright
could seem quiet within the void
No thing is something in still the outside
But I ask of you show my somewhere
To share awake forgiveness with the dark I'm tired of competing with my
thought
Sure down sides write the combs
Literal safety decides sound calls I
though sail three thousand worlds As there are always open backward pages
Forward ones tilt unsure When I hear to like to say I don't speak I though sail three thousand worlds When I hear
I like to say I don't speak To answer how to find love is to read
If
bright could seem quiet within the void I though sail three thousand worlds I though sail three thousand worlds ------------------------------------------------------- I Thought You Had Known MeI thought you had known me
Everything until today appeared
From your love for my heart
I thought in
our together
Of life as we understand
The music I would listen
The people I would trust
To take a moment
for prayer
Does wonders to feel
I thought in your memory
This ocean and world
The color of your want
The need of your hands
I thought in your truth
How family cries for you
The Lord close to you here
To
take a moment for prayer
Does wonders to feel
Answers for you there -------------------------------------- I Touch You To Touch The SeaWhat is in your heart I don't leave
My only woman, my only man I
touch you to touch the sea I touch you to find you
I touch you to find me My wishes still answered by you
I planned to walk through you one day
Listen to
anything you may find to say
As long as I was included in your love
Of all of my thoughts
You I continue to
write of
On any of my memories
Yours grows new peace for my mind I
touch you to see the sea I touch you to break silence
I touch you to show
quiet I touch you to feel the sea I
touch you to find you
I touch you to find me I touch you to touch the sea -------------------------------------------- I Tried To Be RareI tried to be rare
Pictures
appear When you ask what do I want
From my writings you read
I answer
in the apparent
I haven't left you behind me
I have realized your love
The titles alone hold your life
My feelings are here
My thoughts are made aware I tried to be rare
Pictures appear There are no blank spaces
Enough tones of voice have been
used
Time well spent has been shown
Understanding is easy to read
You are not missing of me I tried to be rare
Pictures appear I tried to be rare -------------------------- I Truly Don't CareI truly don't care Should we never meet
Will this remain
Hope as a lonely game
Heart as a losing way
Worth for a new play
Handed now to entertain I truly don't care What to see, how to find
Want to hear as real
Known, unknowns, learns
For when earth disappears I
truly don't care I truly don't care In thought of a day
Home again, not home again I truly don't
care I truly don't care I truly
don't care -------------------------- I Try To Be PoliteI try to be polite
I try over and over When you couldn't care
How I must be real
You couldn't bring hate into my heart For any of my true friends
You couldn't break my together
My life is full with love When you may hurt me I understand
When you won't find your own day
When you waste your world I will always carry on
I find my need and want My
share of why will shine through
I am not the same as you I try to be polite I try over and over I try to be polite I try over and over I try to be polite ------------------------- I Try To
SpeakI try to speak, noone listens
I get angry,
can't sound real I try to explain, noone hears me
I sit silent, why
don't you care I try to send little messages
I don't write so well
I try to use my age, my wisdom
I know you understand somewhere I try to
repeat over and over
I am how you feel I try to tell my silence
I do
know my prayers
I know who loves me I know why, how answers to receive
I know when bright will appear
I know when darkness must be near I try
to speak, noone listens
I get angry, can't sound real I try to explain,
noone hears me
I sit silent, why don't you care ----------------------- I Turn Deeper Into YouI turn deeper into you My drink is not anothers
My most hidden quiet I
turn deeper into you When I hear of travel, world
I still only travel you
By air, sea, land, dream
I still only think of you My love blue, my life
lost
My loneliness worth the song
My tears worth the time I turn deeper
into you
I listen through I turn deeper into you My drink is not anothers
My most hidden quiet I turn deeper into
you I turn deeper into you ---------------------------------- I UnderstandI
understand where our forever is
I understand I hold your special love
My wait was long enough, I earned
Reminded
every day who I must live
Troubles paid for this night
I understand our together of no other
I understand in
heart a gift to care
My want led well, let me rest now
I understand, now let me feel silent
I understand our
need to each other
I understand our ways as we hold us
I understand where our forever is
I understand you hold
my special love
My wait was long enough, I earned
Reminded every day who you must live
Troubles paid for this
night
I understand our together of no other
I understand in heart a gift to care
I understand the both of us
well ------------------- I'm Tired Of AliveTired of the world
Tired of the young, the old
Tired of the
horizon and sky
Tired of hot and cold
Tired of the trees
Tired of the left side of me
Tired of the cross
Tired of nightmares and dreams
I'm tired of alive
Tired of houses and cars
Tired of where you are
Tired of will and want
Tired of lessons from God
Tired of movies and music
Tired of radio and tv
Tired
of the earth right now
Tired of all reason to why
I'm tired of alive ------------------------- I'm Tired Of PainI
didn't ask, look at my time
You give for waste of life
I don't care who I see
The choice should be
mine
The same is not how I feel
Every single day I'm tired of pain Over and over and over again
Notice in the writings I write
There is never a new
year
Only a dated change
Don't try to blend me in
I wouldn't follow the rain I'm tired of pain I sit here now, let me ask
I wait here now,
let me see
I need here now, let me receive
I want here now, let me be I'm
tired of pain -------------------------- I'm Trying To Forget Clouds Are WhiteI'm
trying to forget clouds are white As the sea is real reminds me
Anywhere
you are to understand I'm trying to forget clouds are white Forever love sends me
Should I sit long thinking
Why do I pass time away Playing with the cool air of evening
The sun won't go down today I'm trying to forget clouds are white My heart is writing in my
writings
To live means nothing to me Read me how you wish, only truth is Anyone to me is nobody
Anything another pleasant need
To turn into my hands for
me Trying to forget clouds are white
As the sea real reminds me
Anywhere
you are never to understand I'm trying to forget clouds are white ------------------------------------------------------- I Need Less Of Memories
I need less of memories
More of real todays
Appear within love
Life
a thought to stay
I need you then I don't
I need you then I won't
I need less of memories
More of real todays
Leave the night
Somewhere I won't find Watch the way
Time
winds down
I need you then I don't
I need you then I won't
I need less of memories
More of real todays
Happiness a step behind
I need you then I don't
I need you then I won't
I need less of memories
More of real todays
I need less of memories
More of real todays
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