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I'm Just Following My Memories I'm just
following my memories
The years when you were real for me
The feelings still new you bring
How touched I was
How touched I am now I'm just following my memories
A door opened
never seemed to close
A place I couldn't return in meaning
A hold on my thoughts here the same or not I'm just following my memories
The last time I cried, when I never have
I kind of expected
some of this through my prayers
I knew you would bring my emotions true
How deep I wasn't sure of, I didn't see I'm just following my memories
I knew there would be this love again
I knew every tune heard
would reach you here
The value I understand, I have to laugh I'm
just following my memories ..............................................
I Have To Feel I have to feel like writing
Want to say something
Tell my story to be real
Want to change the day
Find a thought I like to begin real
I have to feel like caring
Find my peace to exchange
Send my love with life from within
Friendships on the
rise once then
For those few people I remember
I have to feel you are listening
All of these nights far but
near
I have to forget hurt for a little bit
I know when you notice me
I have to feel there is a message to,
from you
I have to feel better than I do now
I have to feel never left behind
What new tomorrow will be round ....................................................................................................
I Became A Cat I became a cat
A great imagination of mind
Pretending to be happy
all of the time I became a
cat
I was trying to forget my feelings
Years ago I wanted to forget my words
Remove my way to write
I
chose anything I could find
Pen and paper refused to leave my life I became a cat
A great imagination of mind
Pretending to be happy all of the time I became a cat
This as comfort to my eyes
I couldn't become a
dog
I'm not that loud of a bark
I don't have it in me
To steal from the soul
This little I own is mine I became a cat
A great imagination of mind
Pretending to be happy
all of the time .............................................................................
I Was Hoping Soon I was hoping soon
To follow through
Beyond a trajedy I was hoping soon
Truth
would belong
Finally I sit as I did
When you came into my
life
I leave as I had
When I chose to walk away
Lord, keep me strong Another time to need you
I hold no regret
I do hold pain Another
I have faith
I Was Hoping Soon This keeps me well
To appear
true
To still need you I was hoping soon
To follow through
Beyond a trajedy I was hoping soon
Truth would belong
Finally I know you will return
Keep your heart free for me
I know you understand
Hardly time to spend I especially need
to hear
Whether troubled or hard to feel
More fun to enjoy
Memories deep I thought were gone I was hoping soon
To follow through
Beyond a trajedy I
was hoping soon
Truth would belong
Finally I was hoping soon
To follow through
Beyond a trajedy I was hoping soon
To
follow through
Finally ..........................
I Can't Be Angry Every day and every night
I waited in my silence
Through every way you turned
Every stolen
time, not together
Every need I carried peaceful I
can't be angry
My life is destroyed
I can't be angry I
didn't ask
What I prayed for was right
I didn't visit
I should have as I was I can't be angry
My life is destroyed
I can't be angry I can only be happy
You lived your way
I can only walk
Within my faith
Watch
from where I'm placed I can't be angry
My life
is destroyed
I can't be angry I can't be angry
My life is destroyed
I can't be angry ......................
In My Prayer I
don't need to reach into the past
Held by today and my want to live
I wouldn't be here now unless home again Answers I always find from you
I wondered why I was being called back
This
came true before I could speak You seem to capture my
need again
In time to break this silence
The same every other move I went to make
Wait on you and the lord
again in my prayer Anytime I would think you close to
breath
A new turn from you would appear I then leave
This is why I stayed away, decided to wait
No choices
to clear
Never to leave you here You seem to capture
my need again
In time to break this silence
The same every other move I went to make
Wait on you and the lord
again in my prayer How, why you were in my life
My
beginning touch on how love lives in writing
I don't fall easy for any story You seem to capture my need again
In time to break this silence
The same every other
move I went to make
Wait on you and the lord again in my prayer ..................................................................
I Play With Soul Not FireI play with soul
not fire
To follow you there forever Never to think of hurt
My heart
is real with love
My time, my life
I never fear wrong I play with soul
not fire
To follow you there forever To only touch why today is near
With, without my room of home
To walk in emptiness of innocence
Fullness at the same time Lead by one cloud after another
When in forgiveness, none I play
with soul not fire
To follow you there forever ------------------------------------ I Played For NothingShould
I play life my best
Give everything I have
Say all for me, little for you I
played for nothing
If I don't have you
I played for nothing As
I may believe I want
Every day toward my love
To find within my only self I
played for nothing
If I don't have you
I played for nothing Should
I lay my heart true
Ask for my need
Should I become well or lame I
played for nothing
If I don't have you
I played for nothing I played
for nothing
If I don't have you
I played for nothing ------------------------------ I Plead My SilenceTruth
comes in many meanings
You can't turn off the sun
Created, destroyed, inbetween
Explained, believed, rested,
without sleep
The hardest, easiest of all scenes
Longed of the sky, down on your arms
With love, with life,
with or without us
The best of the waves of the trees
A songbird when I see one I plead my silence Worn to the stars, reflection or not I plead my silence Next week will always be somewhere
Claim hills as yours, color of thoughts
No care to the notes, moves of the chords Truth comes in many meanings
And for something more
Honor babe on my heart I plead my silence ---------------------------- I
Prayed For YouI prayed for you
I cried into this
emptiness
I can't leave my home
I know what is true
Awake day and night
Held tight in my arms I prayed for you
I can't change my mind
My scream in the heart
Honesty
to be heard I prayed for you
In my feelings real
My needs to stay the
same I prayed for you
I cried into this emptiness
I can't leave
my home
I know what is true
Awake day and night
Held tight in my arms ------------------------------ I Prefer My FriendI am not looking for any song
Any melody, right or wrong
Any man of any town
Any thought to send around
A loss of love, hold of meaning
Words are easy to pretend
I prefer my friend I am not looking for a night out
Though I could use many
I am not looking for a
daylight
A day break, a bedroom setting
I prefer my friend As much
as I know life
I know loneliness well the same
I am within time
There never seems to be enough
Time to
spend on my want
My need to end
I prefer my friend --------------------------- I Recognize A Bit Of FaithI recognize a bit of faith Let
him live in peace
Let us move away
Let us be silent for his dream
A true friend is hard to find
Some days
gone alone too long I recognize a bit of faith Let him love in love
Let us remember why we live
Let us please follow why we feel
You and I made as
wish I recognize a bit of faith I
am not God
I am not the Lord
I only another of a soul
In spirit of good as I play
Let him sleep his way I recognize a bit of faith Strength isn't
always easy -------------------------------------- I Remain The SameI
heard the number you gave
I didn't feel to call
I seemed to think more in need
You would find the time
I want
Bring your peace to my rage
Carry me through this alone
On every stop, my way to home
Inherits
or wins, to still ask within I remain the same, I always will Look for a word, know my name
Only a sad song won't do
True never to hide
What to think of you
real I remain the same, I always will Now
time for a break
I heard your changes the same
I always listen in I
remain the same, I always will ----------------------------- I Remember Why I Needed YouI remember why I needed you
I remember how Within my thought now to grow
Should I read of you, of I
I sit to look at my want
To speak the feeling
from my heart I remember why I needed you
I remember how Won't be easy to understand
Where will you find your life now
Within my tune of day
Hidden so
far away What share of earth is mine
On this sea of you still gone
As
the sky may be bright
Until the beginning of my night I remember why I needed
you
I remember now I remember why I needed you
I remember how ----------------------------------------------- I Run My Fingers Through My PenI run my fingers
through my pen
I read what my pen says
All I hear in the end
The hours my eyes send
This time I spend
on you
My create of feelings true
Thoughts now gone, how they return
Your caring arms near I run my fingers through my pen
Love for after I leave this earth
I want to know who I am
I let my
pen decide awhile
What should I choose to believe
What do I mean to understand I run my fingers through my pen
Silently I play with my memories
I arrange real my hearts beat
To
fight for you in my sleep
To keep awake today I run my fingers through my
pen -------------------------------------------------- I See Nothing Has ChangedI don't need
a picture
To remind of the truth
Prove who I am I see nothing has changed These memories I carry
I don't need a ride
Along side of my heart
As today,
tomorrow the same I see nothing has changed Same old city, same old waste
Same old place, same old pace
Same old hills, same old roads
Missing,
less want
Hell in reign I don't need a picture
To remind of the
truth
Prove who I am I see nothing has changed ----------------------------------------- I See ThroughI see through Without ease to see the day
Escaped with barely night to live away
My questions
answered, hurt, or not
The use of my heart is strong I see through in desperation By the clouds, behind in life Ahead in love,
run down in thought
I must fall upon my need
Grown smaller now, taller I wander home I see through, I see through A broken peace from you to visit
A
new found, where else should I be
Longing for teaching or learning
As long as you will never forget me I see through to you As much as yesterdays don't
change
As much as todays can't feel
Dependent on you again, bright or dim I see through, I see through -------------------- I See You In The SnowI see you in the snow
Warm there to me When my thinking feels wrong
In this life I live For where my need
should go
For where my need should be I see you in the snow
Warm there
to me To live in my tears
To live in my dream Calm enough to care
Given to touch me With love to be spoken
With stars to believe I see you in the snow
Warm there to me To color your green
Your land goes on for miles I
see you in the snow
Warm there for me -------------------------------- I Seem CheatedI seem cheated of my day
Cheated of my night
Cheated of my love My
time to hold and touch How am I falling into this past
Thrown by a need
or feeling
I know my want calls more ahead
Here now to move forward Is
there a want to understand
An understanding to want answered
How is this my life
I pray you always warmer than
I I seem cheated of my day
Cheated of my night
Cheated of my love My time to hold and touch I seem cheated of my
day
Cheated of my night
Cheated of my love My time to hold and touch ---------------------- I Should
Of Died Along The OceanI should of died along the
ocean
I should of stayed wound around the sea For my comfort to understand
I see
On then I happened also but not to need
When love isn't your love for me
If ever I was meant to be
Believed by you was only I may love you I should of died along the ocean
I should of stayed wound around the sea I couldn't try to live someone
I wouldn't be alive today
And you may lay amid what isn't
What is memory I should of died along the ocean
I should of stayed wound around the sea I should of died along the ocean
You only all you only want from me I
should of died along the ocean I should of died along the ocean
Before I
became true to me ---------------------------------------------------- I Spent My Life On YouMy favorite people of
true
I used alone always
Cried in my heart for days
Deep in the song I will hear
Deep in the silence I
chose
I earned my name of you
However I am spoken of I spent my love
on you In this so cold world
Handed from the greatest of hands
Because
I prayed, I asked
In tears, you want tears
Feel the Lords pain for you
I picked you up from where
Where
you returned into I spent my life on you This Godly angel I will stay
Oh God for the way I spent my life
on you ---------------------------------- I Still Get So Homesick HereWhen I only want to find I hold you near
When I only want to find
how you feel
When I look out to find you When I get so homesick here I get to only see myself here When I only want
to touch you
Living of your days with me
When I will never change my plea
In sounds from the outside And I know you aren't to blame I must move
along in this scenery
As well has been made I will still get so homesick
here But my picture postcard will always be you
And I have known this for
a long time
I know you may never become true I still get so homesick here I still will not let go of you
My faith must abide from you I still get so homesick here ------------------------------------------- I Still Hold FeelingsI
shouldn't speak today I still hold feelings Why waste my time
Your life, your love away
Why find this mind
In fortune, yes well blessed I still hold feelings I must read my writings
I must understand my life
I must notice my love gone
I have questions unanswered I still hold feelings I still want to hear
From you my need, my
want I still hold feelings I still
must survive
Like it or not I shouldn't speak today I still hold feelings ---------------------------- I Still Love YouI still love you, always will Between
us with life I write
Memory though pulls me away
People in lend of hand to call I still love you, always have Within us, from why we understand
Thought
of how in your cruel
This moves me on, should I not I still love you, no
plans to change I still want, I still need the same
Only I can't keep
quiet for the truth
Do I touch you, I touch of you I still love you, what
is mine I can't destroy what in you I found
However hurt I become, low
down
I know well in my heart I still love you, always will I still love you, always have I still love you,
no plans to change --------------------- I Still Love You My WayI still love you my
way Have to give my thanks
Have to need as I will
Remember who I live
Hold onto my gifts
Look at Mexico as is Read my thought well
See
you for who you are
A little pain isn't hard
The lies I now find
The hurts so wrong
Not real friends
claims I still love you my way However
I feel With my heart I get by
With my turn arounds
With this distance
of you I still love you my way I
still love you my way ---------------------------------- I Still Walk Days For Your LoveI still walk days for your love I still need you close as long ago I won't turn away from home even
alone
I don't want to imagine who I don't love
From my real want, who owns my life
I give so few reaches
to my thought
We all run around once or twice I still walk days for your
love I still need you close as I did long ago I won't turn away from home even alone
I don't like to feel what I don't feel
From bitter minds,
a trust to love
I count hours for your hold
To find you here, I know you hear I still walk days for your love I still need you close as long ago I won't turn away from home even alone I
still walk days for your love -------------------------------------------- I Will Always Believe In UsTo
ask again of your hold
I will always believe in us Together of life in a
prayer
I find my happiness inside of you
To watch from all sides of time
To request and receive your love
To show how I feel better I speak
For your understanding in mine My need
I must call to you again
I find my happiness inside of you
To leave you I will become unreal I can't sit and watch
I never to dream of you
Your dream never to be mine To ask again of your hold
I will always believe in us I haven't
lost my love yet for you
I won't begin now To ask again of your hold
I will always believe in us ------------------------------------------ I Will Always SpeakI
will always speak From your hand or mine
Of the unusual or the common I will always speak The truth of you I know Well aware of your life
Well aware of your love
Well aware of you heart This sun I do not reach to understand
How strong or weak I become
Should I grow
away from or close to you
Wait again on you or never turn around I will
always speak Combine all of my thoughts into one
Take these years to keep
or set aside I will always speak From
your hand or mine
Of the unusual or the common I will always speak ------------------------------ I Will Always Thank YouFor the love shown I needed from you
In the meaning of love and
feelings
I will always thank you In meaning to leave home or stay
Think
I am, I will, my own
The heart given to hold
I will always thank you I
had known your plan for me
Never with need to explain
Something to always hold from you
I will always thank
you Emotion raised, watches of why
How you would then leave, stay
How
you will remain away or return
I will always thank you One thing more my
feelings stay
In however angry I become with right
However wrong you were, you are now
I will always thank
you ---------------------------------- I Will Be MyselfI will be myself whenever life calls
I will be myself in whoever love wants To never miss my memories good and bad
I won't miss my neighborhoods of any way
The few people to touch me here to stay
To never miss the years only
living today I will be myself whenever life calls
I will be myself in whoever
love wants On hold with never to forget where I am
This again is only another
night to begin
My nobody needs me, my empty thought
As maturity doesn't disappear in how I will be myself whenever life calls
I will be myself in whoever love wants Peace and reason is to walk my heart
My nowhere here is my good friend I
will be myself whenever life calls
I will be myself in whoever love wants I
will be myself whenever life calls
I will be myself in whoever love wants ------------------------ I Will Care How I ShouldStill on a same today
With a song of love to play
But not yet your new thought
Then to memory of you
How I went to turn away
Your pull again came along
Followed by what I expected
Well in my so extreme reason
To keep my writing real
To keep my life soft
To hold my mind warm
I will care how I should
Not any emotion
will move me
Not any feeling, not any word
Not any amount of money will buy me
I will care how I want
I
will use you the same
I will bow you down
Lift you up again
I will care how I should ----------------------------------- I Will Complete
My PrayerAgain, I will complete my prayer
From any dream sent to use
From every wish I may have
Sure of you never to lose
On any thought for my mind
Every person in and out of my life
How I held on until then must end
The sky in its earth of my begin again Again, I will complete my prayer
Made of body for now, never of soul
Only heart
to mention my way
I always look for difference to reach
For the very breath I breath
Could I accept less, never
would I listen
Should I stand on my dock again
I see you and how to need
Through another parade of nights to
believe Again, I will complete my prayer
From every moment meant to feel
Again I will complete my prayer I will complete my prayer ----------------------------------------- I Will Continue To LiveI will continue to live My meaning to my life
Your life won't hurt me anymore
How I feel will show true
My thought won't stop on losing your love I will continue to live Should you understand,
dream or wish
Should you continue in your desire
I will have or not heard enough I will continue to live My days, months, weeks, sadness, loneliness
This is what makes me who I am
My story won't end on you
My peace of hope will grow again I will continue to live My meaning to my life Your life won't hurt me anymore
How I feel will show true
My thought won't stop on losing your
love I will continue to live --------------------------------- I Will Continue To Love YouI have feelings
within my thoughts
I must be moved by you
I am spoiled by your love
To notice who I am and why
Never to
remove what I hear and when I will continue to love you I will wait into another life
The same now as I have
I will continue to live for you I travel to learn of you
Let me continue to walk behind you
Should I stay untouched unheld
I will
continue to love you For what is a sunset without you
What is a sky
Places
to only bring you true For a bright day ahead
For my only time to spend
For I must be loved by you I will continue to love you ------------------------------------------ I Will Continue To UnderstandThese days to repeat these nights
These thoughts to stop on by
I welcome my want, what is
Continue
to play your life for me
These changes to keep hold
How I feel, never missing of your love
Close to you, never
to leave
Broken or whole, more loneliness in you
A pleasure, a gift, to love so deeply
For how interesting
you sent these years
How answered from hardly one word spoken
As I would move to breath
Not many to be a remarkable
man
Never to need dream of you
I will continue to understand
The truth always shows through
Your choice
of world to remember
May I long for you again
I will continue to understand -------------------------------------------- I Will Continue
To Write Of YouI will continue to write of you On my last day of breath
For you to enjoy
To learn, to grow
To see the so many
avenues of peace I know you read of me
I watch, I play with you
I love
how you may feel
How you may believe of me I plan my night around you
I listen for you
To rest, to wake again
I also read along side of you I
am blessed, very aware For time to think, for a mind
For this way to speak
For you thankful as well
For my deepness of spirit
My understanding I won't fall below you I will continue to write of you --------------------------------------------- I Will Feel
How I FeelWhere ever I may walk, drive
In what
ever I may think
I will feel how I feel Find pleasure on my northern shore
Wander on my southern sand
Have yet to be understood if if I must
For the best of my heart, my hand
I will
feel how I feel I don't sing a song I don't believe
When I wake,
all through the day
I hum the tune for my home
I wear my own clouds of beauty How I touch a sun ray
Speak in my own words
Not only to get away
My life to share, alone Where ever I may walk, drive
In what ever I may think
I will feel how I feel I will feel how I feel ------------------------------- I Will Feel The Same For YouBecause you aren't with me now
I can't leave my love for you
And you don't need to touch my
days
I will feel the same for you I understand you may never appear
Homesick
to live for you here
On this picture postcard I never share
I will feel the same When I know you aren't to blame
But I can't wait different
Even with so much in my way
No
laugh no tear could move me away I still won't believe you as gone
Or
when to think I have had enough
I still come to you
I will feel the same for you Far beyond earth and now
Through all you may experience
However long time goes by
I will feel the
same I will feel the same for you ----------------------------------------- I Will Hold Onto My HurtI will hold onto my
hurt Never with anyone, what to do How
to live my life and where
Never has anyone touched my heart I didn't
ask a return in time
This sit today on a move of mind
I don't know who writes my song
Is my care of love
my move along
Why I continue to feel as I feel
I await my change for the unreal I will hold onto my hurt Never has anyone told me what to do I chose my own high or low
My hands to move complete
My love for you within always
This I will carry with me again I will hold onto my hurt Never with anyone, what to do I will hold onto my hurt ------------------------------------- I Will Listen To YouI
will listen to you You noticed my love for you
You fell gifted to my thoughts
Used your time toward my life
You cared enough to stop your mind on mine
With your touch for my only need
To
want is so hard for me I will listen to you From this only day I may hold of you
From this meaning I may only have of you
From this only Lord I pray
into
Until I must ask this much of you
Knowing not too much for you
More than enough from you
To always
see me true I will listen to you Tonight
again without unsureness
Tonight again without loss of why
Tonight again I will listen to you I will listen to you ----------------------------- I Will Look Ahead Now Without YouIf to devote my life to you
Within this writing of my time
If this love has been wrong
Then the prayer the hurt, the hold
If made famous for the joy
I had to pull my
reigns
I would never have lived real
I could not have used my steps
I will miss you
If this world now
I face grows empty
Though when I found you in my calm
My place to continue with my heart
I still had to meet
my today
I had to tell you my feelings will win
My lessons the deepest and the sweet
I had to be who I was
Though goodbye doesn't seem godly
I will look ahead now without you
In Lord what was this faith to believe
I will look ahead now without you ----------------------------------------------------- I Will Move OnI
will move on Sure of somehow
Without thrown away of my touch
Never
forgotten to live
I see better days ahead
Where truth wins
Should I lose this sky tonight
I will walk
any crowded street I will move on My
pride in my free
Never wondered of why
Meaning in front of me
Honest tomorrow morning
My alive held close
As love shown
Life in the same
Sit quiet until I know you with me
Read of the thought I will move on I will move on ---------------------- I Will Never Forget YouI will never forget you
The special love you hold Touched as must
Shower in life
Meant for my heart
Grown on the right time I will never forget you
Who I am to you Behind
me, now, in front
Remembered by you
To lay here again
Until you hear again
As I would listen I will never forget you
Who you are to me The
true, the real
To want from you
To need you again I will never forget
you ---------------------------------- I Will Never Live DeceitMy life is my own
Change in a need
Love in to feel
A real find of heart
I am not world
Not this same cold
My alone
a true want
A peace I see
My life is my own
Evil is wrong
I will never live deceit
However I may
reach
Not of only one writing
This is my thought
Who I think
How I believe
My life is my own
Evil is wrong
I will never live deceit ------------------------------------ I Will Not Need Another WayUnless of words and tunes
Through my mind on my thought
Of love of my life years now
I know who I
owe, who I don't
Raised from only to sit and watch
To carry fear or safety
As anyone to want
It is
hard to be unreal
To pull punches without hands
It is hard to lose
Above all else though
I know what is
mine to claim
I will not need another way
The Lord shared time, the faced quiet
I know sadness, prices paid
Someone never near close today
How wrong to seem lost
Above all else though
I know what is mine to claim
I will not need another way ------------------------------------------ I Will Only Speak To YouLove of so many
kinds
Needs to feel, flow arounds
To ask endlessly
Thoughts of deep life never be gone I will only speak to you Walks in the way to another place
Hurts
may not be to turn around
To look at you now
To stand tall to fall I
will only speak to you What do my memories mean today
My fortune to have
known you
How I hide from you
The changes handed to help me These wonders
to breathe you
Frightened of you, how everlasting
How have you touched me I
will only speak to you Are these words without completion I will only speak to you
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