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H 14 writings
How Have You Been Many thoughts to run
by
Many feelings to feel
Many things once touched
Many ways to understand Often to believe in miracles
Believe in closeness to why
Belong to no one
Leave earth
on time How have you been I've
held so much in my life
More than I need tonight
So many days gone by
Another few to mind Heat beyond control
Cold beyond today
More than I need to love
Over with this world as
it is How have you been To
find someone to care
Must have lived many places
Agree with everything want grows
From within How have you been ............................
How Deep Can My Mind Be Where is my way
free
What is my only need
How am I lost then found
Choices I make seem odd
To others, many to me How deep can my mind be Outside places are cold
For who I wish to see
Found behind a home
Too warm to leave How
deep can my mind be I live far removed from life
Closest to love
do I hear How deep can my mind be ..........................................
How, I Ask Why Grown older, more to see
Understand a mind to dream
Heart if spoken, wish to believe
Touch me for my calling How, I ask why
Spent on no time Luck in my
way of falling
Fortune in my counting
Pulled and torn is all I learned
Remove what is not my concern How, I ask why
Spent on no time I know my
broken life
Makes me feel worth
Something more
Leave well alone Those
places, these places now
How confused to live on the run
For this one day, every day as mine How, I ask why
Spent on no time How, I ask
why
Spent on no time ......................
Happiness Is Overrated Tonight
Why
haven't I met everyone I want
Have everything I would like
Taste a please for my eyes
Think with my mind
Believe as I wish to beleive
Why have feelings for more
Happiness
is overrated tonight
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Here We Go Again I'm tired of god
The
story of life
Love doesn't change the need
Another state under water
The world doesn't cry
No one turns
their head Here we go again Mistrust
and fear
The continue of day
Night comes around and then Here
we go again One has all
While many won't swim
Criminals win
again You can throw your book down
Shatter more glass
Tomorrow
will be the same
Not one minute holds change Here we go again .........................
How Am I Where am I
Hiding in my writing
Where am I
Listening to my feelings
Where am I
In nowhere land as always
Where am I How am I
Beaten down by the wind and time
Who am I
How am I Where
am I
Been waiting for your next touch
Where am I
In my belief over your love
Where am I
As much as
I know your life
Where am I
In my faith never have I forgotten you How am I
A bit tired within my rhyme
Who am I
How am I Where am I
Living on a four leaf clover
Where am I
Quiet as I only understand to live
Where am I
Laughing inside along side of crying
Where am I
At times I haven't a clue, how about you How am I
Where is today moving into tonight
Who am I
How am I ..............
How Real Were You I find enough thought to write
I look through enough hurt eyes
I touch so much feeling my life
Spend too much time on my love How real were you I
hear long lasting down time
Try to say this different than another
With I don't need more
I walk through enough
empty space How real were
you I find plenty of loneliness
I reach through now to leave behind
Yet, I return to stand in the same reasons How real were you ...........................
How Could I Forget How could I forget
My real memories
Those days
I found your
feelings
Those nights
I chose alone to write How could I forget
If only
You would send what I need
I never held
In you had to be anywhere How could I forget
Those wants of mine
From your touch then and
now
Bring back as real
As today is in now Older but not different
Older but not different How could I forget ..........................
How Often How often am I going to pray for you
Ask you to show in
me for you
How often will I be made to understand
Turn within my only thoughts again How often will this heart of mine hurt for you
How often
will I look into this sky and sigh for you
What will change this day into you
How often will I stop to refuse to
hear of you How often am I
going to pray for you
When will you learn what I go through
When will you understand my forever as you How often will I shy away from you
To only see one more
tear over you
How often will I refuse less from you
How often is this night going to continue How often am I going to pray for you ..........................................................................
Hard To Forget Now Hard
to forget now
Trying to know where you are
What happens from thoughts before
How close to say hello
How
far to move the heart
Hard to forget now
Love you held warm
Those times in Hollywood Hard to forget now
Hard to write about Walks of mind
Rides of so much time
No choice to change
Only your memory to remain
Doesn't touch right
Doesn't feel true
Something is missing about you Hard to forget now
Hard to write about A
world of love my life
The most fun time of my world
How do I set this down
This isn't a passing moment now
gone
In were you never meant to be mine
On my way through your life
I move on through my love
Thought
is still alive
I hope this ends soon Hard to forget
now
Hard to write about ...........................
Home Again
Listening to someone I don't know
Hearing something I might like
Watching somewhere I pass by
As much as I need I don't want
Home again
As far as you are
As
long as you care
Home again
Finding my heart whole again
Living for my way alive
Longing as I should
Never calling to you
Feelings of my own
This beach town sure has grown
Home again
As far as you
are
As long as you care
Home again
Home again
As far as you are
As long as you care
Home
again
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Held By Nothing I Care To Touch Held
by nothing I care to touch
I don't find much reason
Especially to live any different than I do
Forced into
feelings I won't understand Sitting in my car
Reading
of my life
Wondering about my love
Thinking about time
Following in the footsteps of noone Reaching for my thought
The meaning to day and night
From so many sides
of a story
Many people to hear ideas from Held by
nothing I care to touch
I don't find much reason
Especially to live any different than I do
Forced into feelings
I won't understand I don't find much trust
Unless
from a few friends
Even then sometimes I am so let down
People seem bitter against each other
Togetherness
appears lost If I spend my tears on untrue want
If
I spend my laughs on untrue need
Often why do I move anyway to anywhere Held by nothing I care to touch
I don't find much reason
Especially to live any different
than I do
Forced into feelings I won't understand Held
by nothing I care to touch
I don't find much reason
Especially to live any different than I do
Forced into
feelings I won't understand
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Hours Lost Hours lost in my truth about you
Cheery holidays must sing through
Giving thanks isn't on my
list tonight
Though I do Hard to write
What I
want to write about you
Hard to read
Hard to watch, to think of you
A snow storm seems easier to get through Outgrown of some memories
Your memory stays around
Tough to understand
With questions in need of answer Hours lost in my truth
about you
Cheery holidays must sing through
Giving thanks isn't on my list tonight
Though I do When the day is too bright
I can't see you
The want to move forward doesn't
live
I look to skip months
Years I've missed of you Hours
lost in my truth about you
Cheery holidays must sing through
Giving thanks isn't on my list tonight Hours lost in my truth about you
Cheery holidays must sing through
Giving
thanks isn't on my list tonight
Though I do ..........................................................
Hurt, Never Hurt Hurt, never hurt
I live my understanding Trying to catch up with yesterday's feelings
I often hold true within for thoughts
Rare do I speak open
my ideas
Only when true touches my heart Trying to rest when I'm not sleeping
I don't see how anyone walks
Hardly with want to move through evening
How is another mystery gone wild Hurt, never hurt
I live my understanding I don't know if I try
to prove my alive
I know only I grow tired of this world easy
How bright minds are turned to dull
Tough, I
hear there is an ending Hurt, never hurt
I live my understanding ......................................
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