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MICHAEL JACKSON VIDEOS IN MY TIME IN HOLLYWOOD and MY FAVES VEVO is a hard channel to watch on

mj videos this link has some unblocked videos.

These are the only videos of Michael I really watched and watch now after this stated death. The rest of his works were the common of any artist in my opinion. The most of these videos were in my time in Hollywood. Again, I never watch just anyone, because I am a writer I need only what I enjoy from anyone I might listen to and in the time of my need. I am very particular. Now Michael is stated dead I only watch from the first shock of the news report and the various discrepancies trying to find facts of error. I can't listen if he is dead because the same results of my travel to Hollywood now will not occur. Therefore, I try to not spend my time writing of a non existent real person if in fact he is dead. Sure I can imagine, but imagining isn't my way of writing especially about Michael. Influence is influence. Real is real. Experience is the same of a few extended definitions. I don't need extended definitions. Those are too easy. If he isn't dead then true mourning of loss can never end or find a bit of closure. What a trip of emotions, feelings and memories. When he does die I will be prepared.

I liked Michael black, but I watched him more after Bad and as he turned white. Believe it or not I really wanted him to turn white. I would do a lie detector test. I had my reasons. Each new day of remembering him brings back more real memories as I remember those now. It is truly hard now to stop from listening because of the real thoughts and my real time in Hollywood. I am happy he lived a good life to some extent. It always saddened me when I would here of his troubles. I figured though I was out of his life. He was into his fake marriages (in my opinion) and other changes seemed more overwhelming than ever. I really never followed him through his younger years with the Jackson 5 and I never really listened much before I moved to Hollywood. As I have said many times, I only accept what I really want to hear and see or I just don't listen or watch. I am still that way. The work better be from someone I will listen to and better be exactly what I am interested in hearing and or seeing and I don't care who it is or how famous the person is. The business has always been so fake to me except for the actual song lyric or tune. My experiences in Hollywood I will always treasure.

I'm still looking for a really special background piece he did. I will post when I find. I can't remember if it was singular only Michael or collaborated with another artist. This wasn't aired much. This was more of a rare piece hardly ever played on air. A very sensitive and touching piece of work.
Sometimes these links get moved around and temporarily don't work because are from michael jackson official site. I try to fix when I can.

BAD

BEAT IT

SMOOTH CRIMINAL

THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL

WILL YOU BE THERE

THRILLER

BILLIE JEAN

LEAVE ME ALONE

REMEMBER THE TIME

Speed Demon Part 2

Speed Demon Part 1

BLACK OR WHITE

GIVE IN TO ME

Eddie Murphy & Michael Jackson - Whatzupwitu 1992

WHO IS IT

GHOST (this video I saw before stated date)

YOU ARE NOT ALONE around the time I left Hollywood

STRANGER IN MOSCOW after I left Hollywood

THEY DON'T CARE ABOUT US after I left Hollywood

They Don't care About Us rehersal footage (I only post this out of respect. I do not post this for any view of mine as to whether Michael is dead or alive.)

This Is It song link

This Is It movie link

I post this from my time in Hollywood, my writings, the relationship from my time in Hollywood, but most of all I had been waiting for Michael to change my writing life before the stated death. I had come to a bored state and wanted to go to Hollywood to talk with Michael when the stated death came. I went on to write hundreds of writings thanks to this stated death and still write. I have to thank Michael. This song keeps the memory of Hollywood alive for me. Through the years I always thought of Michael, but he was in his life so I just continued to write and leave him to his life. I will continue to write of him now I hear this song. I was thinking of stopping and moving on to something else, but I believed Michael would not let this happen so I said to my friends I will wait until the song comes out. I will continue to write and wait for Michael again. My time in Hollywood has been now nearing 21 years ago since I lived there in 89-95 (in and out of Hollywood many times through many years 70s and into early 2000s) and I live this as present time always. Michael really was a special guy to me. Everything in my world of writing back then relied on everything Michael did. Funny, to find I still rely on Michael through my changes and I still love him as I did then. I should have spoken, but I really am very shy and I did all I felt I could for the time. I figured this was Michael's life and if he wanted to marry Presley, if he wanted to marry Rowe and whatever else Michael would do this no matter what I would say. I don't regret anything other than the hard times he has been through. If I could have changed those I would have. I prayed for him always and I still do. I just want Michael to be Michael as Michael needs to be. .Ofcourse I hurt but I turned my hurt into my writing as I turn my hurt into my writing now. I live what Michael lives and wait. This is all I can do.
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10-12-09   I am frozen again.

11 7 09 on hold and waiting...  if I placed every date on every writing on this site people would notice the dates more than the writings because there are so many writings.

12 22 09 on hold and waiting.....  my faith has never disappeared when it came to Michael and it will not now.
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