I must be real
I don't know the change to take
As always you become my thought
Should I hear from you
Should I not
Somewhere in my story you remain

Only the surface appears in sight
Never have I needed to try
Peaceful in search of you
Set aside to be alone for you
Whatever the reason you return

I must be real
I don't know the change to take
As always you become my thought
Should I hear from you
Should I not
Somewhere in my story you remain

I try not to repeat my thought
Think the same within my broken heart
I try not to want your thought
A new day visits
With you in my life then

Never have I forgotten you
Those doors you used to walk through
When I waited for you to speak
Only hello meant the world to me

Back in those days when I was younger
When I would stand along side of my wonder
Will you walk by today
I know you were aware of my wants
I don't know if you knew how much

What ever happened to tonight with you
In my heart, my mind again
Never to cry again
In my town again
Do I walk away again
Never to see you again, too cold within

Now without need to reach you
Gonna seem like a long time
Now without need to reach you

I don't care about my share of your life
I will receive what is mine down time
Don't care about anyone's thought
I will use what I can to write on
I don't care if I understand or not
I will see what this end is all about

Now without need to reach you
Gonna seem like a long time
Now without need to reach you

I will hear what I can, feel you gone
Not many people over the years touched me
A song here and there came along
Home was a wait, there would be a day again

Now without need to reach you
Gonna seem like a long time
Now without need to reach you

Never Alone

Never home
Never wanted
Never cared for
Never loved
Never liked
Never thought of
Never held
Never touched
Never warm
Never seen
Never heard
Never alone
Never with much
Had everything
Never with more
Never raised
Never grown
Never listened
Never before
Never after
Never alone

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Never A Missing Dream

Love that man
Thoughts he brings
Peace to feel
Reality to tell
Meaning to come

Love that mind
Chosen to understand
A hold warm
Just the right arm
Size of heart
Happiness left with me

Never a missing dream
Never a wish forgotten

Love that beauty
Pleasant sweetness
Accept to fool
Age of world
Never to change
Gifted to explain
Given to me

Never a missing dream
Never a wish forgotten

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No One Could Imitate You

No one could imitate you
When music means a world to me

The travel though is everything
By who now I may need

Where are the turns back to me
Over these past years some with choice

Other days I listened only for voice
Until who now I may need

No one could imitate you
Such as a memory gone along with a tune

This is not my forever
Such as I will wait for you

Use who comes along until
When sometimes many meanings appear

There is only one real
No one could imitate you

This writing is my only hold of you
By who now I may need, who now I may need

No one could imitate you
No one could imitate you

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Natural As There Is God

Natural as there is God
You would write my song
I would be in your thought

To want your love is to need mine
Hurt so long to one day free
To touch you, my reach away
To remain for you, to show

I am who I say
Where I been, where I live
Why for you, for me

Natural as there is God
You would write my song
I would be of your thought

Without you could not have been real
To count on you I was meant to find
To be at peace in your heart

Natural as there isGod
You would write my song
I would be of your thought

Natural as there is God

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Near Tears, Near Loss, Near Why

Near tears, near loss, near why
Not one more time can I cry
With only two men in my life
As this writer I will continue to become
In both of you I can't thank enough
For being alive near everything I am
Near everyone I know

Near tears, near loss, near why
To reach for you took years
I can't hesitate to understand
Both I always stopped to believe in
However I was sure, I wasn't
No others could step in my way

Near tears, near loss, near why
I can't returned turned around
As we all must get on with our lives
I still can't live without you both
As this writer I will continue to become

Near tears, near loss, near why

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Negative Worry Surrounds Me

My dream isn't to live in Beverly Hills
I hold no need to think north of me
I love my home of memories, ofcourse

I know where you are, don't care to follow
A new song doesn't touch me, hard of words
Speak plain, clear for your meaning

I'm on a freeway never beside you
Negative worry surrounds me

You want change, only do nothing
You want life, my heart of giving
How alone must I remain, how long again
Tell me in another of your movies

I'm on a freeway never beside you
Negative worry surrounds me

My dream isn't to live in Beverly Hills
I hold no need to think north of me
I love my home of memories, ofcourse

I'm on a freeway never beside you
Negative worry surrounds me

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Never Again

Never again, never again
Never again will I call to you
Never again will I be true
Never again live under you
Never again listen for the misunderstanding
Never again use my feelings
Never again say it is okay
Never again, never again
I understand you and your world
Never again will I take this shame
Never again hide what is real
Never again lose over you
Never again will I miss you
Never again will I hurt over you
Never again, never again
Never again forgive you
Never again let you hold my heart
Never again believe I had a friend
Never again, never again
Never again, never again

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Never Does Anyone Ask Me

Where does life mean time
Where does love love around
Forgotten now I ask
Where does your laugh play a song
A dance on my hold, I don't dance
A voice on my mind, I don't sing
I don't speak, I only write have you heard
How alone should one be
How does hurt play with music
I know the answers to you
Sleep awake inside anyone can be real
Only how true are you
For every is this paid loneliness
A helping hand into feeling
Thanks to leave behind
Never does anyone ask me
Shown for the hope to cry
Was because of you mine to need
A gift from you I was to receive
Never does anyone ask me

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Never Enough For You
Surrounds of my heart are not my heart
Thoughts from my mind not always for
My love for you, honest as I must love
My life a want, not yet true
Never enough for you
Surrounds of my time, these I question
I try to leave, sometimes win, others lose
Suppose I am real somewhere to someone
Today not real to myself
My love for you, honest as I must love
My life a need, not yet through
Never enough for you
Surrounds of memories, I hold so many
Hard to break, create a new
Surrounds of stay in one place, how long
My love for you, honest as I must love
My life a want, not yet true
My life a need, not yet through
Never enough for you
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Never Forgotten, Never Replaced
I can not express how loved I am
Some days lost in how you touch
The gifts from your heart so warm

Never forgotten, never replaced

However I reach, whatever I feel
To know why as well hard to leave
Everything I aked of you
The innocence of our together
The time, the pain, the sorrow
Never forgotten, never replaced

Now writing as I can express to you
There may travel, I stay home
In await for your next move
Upon my need from you
Never forgotten, never replaced
I can not express how loved I am
Some days lost in how you touch
The gifts from your heart so warm
Never forgotten, never replaced
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Never Laugh Happy

From what I see
Never laugh happy
For tears are real
Love gone away
Life with feelings
Heart missing of thought
Holds reach never again
You sink within
Only to remember what climbing is
Never to forget
Needs once seemed true
Time once was to tell
Now never returns
Once was easy to wake
Sleep replaces
One day you were smiles
Now grown beyond how
From what I see
Never laugh happy
Never laugh happy

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Never Have I Forgotten You

Though I have the sun and the sea
My real love feels empty
My real life is missing
I want you to know

Never have I forgotten you

In how truly lonely I am
How cold without your warmth
I never seem home
The pleasure I live is to hear you

See your look through the day

Never have I forgotten you

On writing as a reason
A peace as my own
On years of waiting on you

Never have I forgotten you

Though I have the sun and the sea
My real love feels empty
My real life is missing
I want you to know

Never have I forgotten you

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Never Made By You

Never to live real
Never made by you
Never to hold you as well gone
Never to try to think
Never to need to know why
With you never sure never cared
Never of where I was
Had the day changed or remained
Never to live real
I happened to be who seemed right
Who never seemed to die
Behind the hum of a tune I hope won't
Sooner than later for noone to find
Of my love always never yours
Never to live
Never made by you
Never as my gift
Never to live
Never to live real
Never made by you

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Never Meant To Forget

Never meant to replace
Never meant to hate
Never meant to end
I understand this about you
In the same from me to you
The song, the thought
The peace, the place
The time the day
Never meant to forget
Never meant to replace
Never meant to hate
Never meant to end
I was trying to say
My thanks for our closeness
The memory, the truth
Never meant to forget
Never meant to replace
Never meant to hate
Never meant to end

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Never Miss A Second Of Wanting Me

Do you know what it's like to truly need love
More so when you know who from
Never do you feel real or right
If you should be made to want wrong
Where you cry to be never comes true
Who you long to be never reaches you
What you hope to hold isn't yours
How you begin your day never works
You continue if just to live
Only you still don't exist
To try every night to use your prayer
To capture no more than a stare
This is not in your heart
You run from your wishes
For they always stay the same
Be so silent not to move
When you couldn't send your dream to you
To break my back again for you
Then take whatever you please from me
Never miss a second of wanting me

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Never More A Darkened Friend
Never more a darkened friend
Never more lost, never again
Never again not home, never again hurt
Never unreal, never alone
I hold onto my love
Never more a darkened friend
Never not to smile, never underwished
I hold onto this love
Never again a darkened friend
Written to understand
Never again different
Never more the same
Never more depressing
Never again seen only by my self
Never only to change
Never only to age
Never more a darkened friend
Never again
Never more without my mind convinced
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Never Difference

Tired of mind
Words for thought
Change to stay the same
What I see
Never difference

I don't care to speak
I don't need to want
How to touch
I don't need to love
Never difference

Into why never free
Worn in life
To keep of lost
What I hear
Never difference

Never difference

What I see
What I hear
Into why never free
Never difference
Never difference
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Never Once Am I With You
I see a lot of sunsets in a year
I don't see you
I hear a lot of voices of people near
I don't hear yours
I watch a lot of time pass by
Where is our time
I think a lot of thoughts
Are these all mine
I spend a lot of money to survive
Never once am I with you
I give a lot of God from my life
Never once do I receive you
I feel fortunate most always
Until again you are away
I easily await with patience
Hardly day to day do I notice change
Never once am I with you
No care to what I need
Never once am I with you
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Never One To Be Given Lovin
I'm never one to be given lovin
Never one to be given lovin real
Tell him to wait for me alright
Tell him I won't be there for awhile
I'm in the forest where he once stood
Where the cattle lie deep in the wood
Never one to be given lovin
I'm never one to be given lovin right
I'm near the marsh with this world
He will know well
He knows how much I am misunderstood
How I am sent away from the life
I won't sell my soul
I'm never one to be given lovin
Never one to be given lovin true
Never one to be given lovin
Never one to be given lovin real
I won't lie for him
I won't change how I feel
Never one to be given lovin right
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Never Only Just A Dream
Do you realize these years now
The years I waited sure of you
Do you understand through without you
The true faith I held
Never only just to dream
I remember many days to stand quiet
My look to God to need you
What you meant to me and why
Your touch of my life and how
How I watched silence go by
How I closed my eyes
How I would never turn away from you
Never only just a dream
Do you realize my watch for you
You would reach inside of me
You would spend your heart on me
Never only just a dream
You would find me
To be sure of you
Never only just a dream
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Never Refused By You
Always from your choice of thought
Don't see how I would forget you now
For I ask and I receive
Your greatest gift of love given
Your warmest wish for my life
Your deepest prayer of heart
Never refused by you
In time, on time, every day along
With understanding in anger and joy
With the care only in you
Changes made when I asked
Pain received with my feelings in hand
Never refused by you
In suspense of your next touch
Your Lord I so fight for
Your begin again for my call
Never refused by you
Always from your choice of thought
Never refused by you
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Never Return Again As Right
Never return again as right
Never explain, takes too much time
Too dark to think
Too much noise to find silence
Too lost to wander
Too cold to find warm
Too wrong to believe
Too minus my love
Too much about life
I don't feel to want
Too long to need
Too never to change
Also I am not a machine
Too crazy to find peace
Unless my own way
Never return again as right
Never explain, takes too much time
Never return again as right
Never explain, takes too much time
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Never To Hear Your Real Voice
I feel feelings all day
Sounds of thoughts to speak
Shallow walks of easy
Life without love never free
Never needing a hold to hide
Open doors with again close
Never to hear your real voice

To never understand why
Motion often must move on
Only I reach to touch
Why are you always gone
Never to hear your real voice
I feel feelings all day
Sounds of thoughts to speak
Shallow walks of easy
Life without love never free
Never needing a hold to hide
Open doors with again close
Never to hear your real voice
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Never To Watch Goodbye To You
I never cared for the life of fame
To write of my life I live
I never cared much for a dream
To remember and learn of my love
To touch my very own thought
Hold my time, reach my home
True believing I had to follow
Never to watch goodbye to you
In sentiments and my prayers
To understand my yesterdays
To listen and move on
Go through my changes, have you close
At a beginning of an unknown
The ending again to carry along
You would always show one day soon
Never to watch goodbye to you
Never to watch goodbye to you
This means forever to me
Never to watch goodbye to you
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Never Will There Be Anyone More
To combine today with yesterday
Write of my feelings now and memory
This is not easy with you
To move life as need be
Live emotions real and right
To never dream untrue over you
To make these words sound sweet
Bring alive how I see you
Never will there be anyone more
Why you were meant to answer
Why you were close to far
How what a cry is
To reach inside tomorrow the same
Every good and bad silence
Every awake as sleep movement
Hollywood Boulevard and you
These years and those to come
The emptiness I enjoy nevertheless
Never will there be anyone more than you
Never will there be anyone more
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Never With A Reason But To Cry
Never with a reason but to cry
I just can't understand
Why won't I enjoy the warmest heart I grow
My one tomorrow I look for
My memories too of you I look back upon
I am missing my most precious joy

Never with a reason but to cry
Wasn't I to dream and wish for you
Wasn't I to be a woman
Wasn't I to exist at all
My earth and world are stolen away
Absent of my trust to feel life

Never with a reason but to cry
The happiest of my nights
Only another closing of my eyes
If I stand my thought as over
Morning isn't to be with you again
I only carry wrong

Never with a reason but to cry
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Never With You To Return Home
Never with you to return home
Never with time to love myself
To hold my own love inside
Never to find there is my life
Beyond giving away my need of heart
Wanted so for you to be around
I feel taken by miracles don't come true
Never with you to return home

Never with you to return home
Never unless to understand wrong
Never dependent on you true
I leave earth for just a moment to cry
Never to say hello to you
Only always to think goodbye
Never with choice to bring you close
Never with you to return home

Never with you to return home
Never with time to love myself
To hold my own love inside
Never with you to return home
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Never You, Never Real
Never you, never real
Never there, never warm
Never you, never me together again
Never you never real
How long days can be
With the feeling of night never gone
To think to find life worth living
Only to hear of none
How often to try to believe
You long for me, but you don't
Never missed running on my emptiness
Though I have learned a lot
Even destined to be in your arms
Could be the best idea of a gift
Every time you, I get dressed
Never you, never real
Never there, never warm
Never you, never me together again
Never you, never real
Never you, never real
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Nevers Never Exist I Know
Nevers never exist I know
Around you and I forevers to show
You could be far, you should be close
When should I hear from you
Interested to hear from me now
Do you miss me in the heart
Of the night or the day
How often have I thought of you
The times I quit in my mind
Next time never more alive
Only nevers never exist I know
Around you and I forevers to show
But then again the truth waits
Patient, at peace, noone to condemn
The friends I have are heart
What should I ask within
What should I need believe
What should I create
Nevers never exist I know
Around you and I forevers to show
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Next Raining Day
Next raining day
I will change night into day
Wake the same as you, with you
On our time is so different
On our lives in the way
Of our together
Next raining day
I will say my prayer right
I can't change how I feel
On our time so different
On our lives in the way
Of our each other

Next raining day
I won't fall to sleep alone
Doesn't matter what I believe

Next raining day
On our time is so different
On our lives in the way

Next raining day
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Next Time
Next time I will trust you the same
I understand when a mistake is made
I may not like why this alone
I will live on, love you the same

Next time I will forget today
See through how a heart is held
Remember what could have been
What now I shouldn't continue to want

Next time I will reach for you true
Learn to take those lights for you
Place in my life your meaning
Brush aside my feelings

Next time I will care for you
With the words you choose
Recognize only together
Laugh and move on again

Next time I will forget tonight
Next time as this morning
Next time again and again
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Never Again

I don't need what you say
How you hear when you see
To care to live to love
Never again

I won't think, listen, wish
Tell the truth
What next today tonight
Never again

Sure I hope you understand
On this one world trip
Never to move, let me be honest
Never again

Take a few steps behind
Take a few ahead
My mood, feelings, Oh God
Not again

Sure thing
Never again
I need not
Never again

Never again

Never again
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Nice Music
Nice music, a beginning for thought
Could be as a nice want
More in need for my heart
One message, known for this day of mine
Never a change, for to see would learn
For to hear from within your want
Nice music, a beginning for peace
Something to know, somewhere to hold
Who I am to you, who you are
How small I am, I never cared
Why I live this life I do
Nice music, a beginning for meaning
Truth to carry on, closeness to understand
My want as real, could be I miss you
You can't say much can you
Nice music, a beginning of grown older
What more should I share
As a child I watched for you
Nice music, what more will you give
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Nicknames And Games
Nicknames and games
Pleasures when friends
I own everything I will
I won't dream if not my dream
Won't beat a heart not for me
Won't spend my life, my love
Nicknames and games
In so short of a day
On so long of my way
Empty fortunes touch again
Nicknames and games
Pleasures when friends
I own everything I will
I won't change my dieing day
To remember spoken as true
Sleeping beauty in remains
Nicknames and games
Pleasures when friends
I own everything I will
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No Artificial Lines
No artificial lines
To feel of peace inside
For not to be alone
No artificial lines
To laugh a touch
To forget why
To hold a little hope inside
No artificial lines
To think as love
To believe as life
To seem to need
To want to want
No artificial lines
To overcome emotions
To pretend of feelings
To speak words, to touch
No artificial lines
To feel of peace inside
For not to be alone
No artificial lines
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No Care To My Mind
Getting through the evil
The devils tricks and fire fights
Evil women, evil guys
Getting through midnight
On into my morning light
No care to my mind
I touch for love
I touch for life
Quiet of all words said
Travelling noon, travelling day
I do it all again this evening
With no care to my mind
Getting through the evil
The devils tricks and fire fights
Evil women, evil guys
Getting through midnight
On into my morning light
No care to my mind
Until now with no care to my mind
No care to my mind
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No Comparison
No comparison, compare us
Choice of words, voice together
Thought in God, want of Lord
No comparison, compare us
How some memories, not allowed
How some ideas, only of clouds
One whole, another torn down
No comparison, compare us
Touch autumn today
Watch winter go away
Know truth complete
Live possibilities, hurt around us
You couldn't send any flower
I been alive too long
Hold my best on no tell
Secrets well held
No comparison, compare us
No comparison, compare us
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No Fun Thankyou
No fun thankyou
No fun thankyou, no fun thankyou
Just to have you come around for awhile
I need you to stay and help me through
Talk with me as a friend would choose
So I haven't missed anyone again
I haven't become lost more within
Just as the days and weeks come around
Just to have you the same and not so gone
No fun thankyou, no fun
No fun thankyou, no fun thankyou
For no family as you in my need
For not everyone but you then see
My same prayer comes around again
Until for now I have nothing again
Nothing else I want to say until for now
No fun thankyou, no fun
No fun thankyou, no fun thankyou
No fun thankyou, no fun
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No Guy
No guy
Now you have silenced my love
Carried me within your thought
You have handed your life, held my heart
Shown your gift of want
Caught up with my feelings
Carried me into your arms
You have spoken, I have heard
No guy who looks at himself as I
Who cares enough to stop by
Sure of his life he gives
No guy so far
No better pride I can find
So rare to alive
Someone to see to understand
No guy who realizes me
No guy who answers upon himself
No guy, no guy
Now you have realized me
No guy
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Now Never To Sing In Care
Never together again, never to feel
Never of how to make me real
Never to walk another day you see
Never to long for more
Never to trust in the heart
Now never to listen, never to clean
Now never to sing in care
Never true, never in leave of you
Never more a need again
When from you was the icing
After the prayer
The hold after my only way
The right and wrong turns to take
Never together again, never to feel
Never of how to make me real
Never to walk another day you see
Never to long for more
Never to trust in the heart
Now never to listen, never to clean
Now never to sing in care
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Now Off To Bed I Go
I trusted you, entrusted you, still do
This is my feeling today, always will
With my prayers, with my faith, with you
I believed in you, I waited, listened
I heard of me from you, how I cared for you
To find I was beaten down, never to give in
When I would speak I was called names, okay
When I would write made fun of, had to take
When I would refuse anything but your best
I was laughed at, made fun of, had to wish
Then to reach for you again without thought
I pulled on the Lords arms and robe, he knows
I turned him away from punishment to you
As a child I used his protection on you
I walked in front of you, hiding you
With correction I explained forgiven
I made no mistake about you, the same tonight
Tomorrow you will continue to satsify me
Just wanted to escape a bit with these words
Now off to bed I must go
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Now On I Grow
I heard you were in Mexico a few days
I was going to drive down your way
Warned though to stay away
You will again find your need for me

Only three people in my life I want to see
I will spend a moment to write
To know why I take a look inside
Gifted is the pleasure of giving
This is true and right

Real to stop is the hurt of living
Together with where to listen
My way of getting out as different

I wait for your next word to me
Old buildings, reason the new
Remind me of just how much I miss you

Now on I grow with my alone
Now on I grow with what I know

Now on I grow with my alone
Now on I grow with what I know
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Now On To My Future
Now on to my future
I am fine not to hear from you
Quiet on my yesterday
These now nights to pass
What better to be real
How true you must live

Don't throw your life away this time
I don't need to listen to you
Never did, never will

Sent to keep my love warm
Without a meaning to change
Should I read, should I not
Should I only notice the dark
I know who is close to me
Now on to my future
Something special to me
I want, I am made to believe
I am fine not to hear from you
Now on to my future
I must get some sleep
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Now Quiet In Your Wrong
Now quiet in your wrong
I never thought to live
My life without your thought
This I would have missed
To want from you
The real of your heart
Now quiet in your wrong
To find another right to seek
To take in a smile
To rest for awhile
How you choose to continue
I tried my best to show
Now quiet in your wrong
Never will I ask again
I leave you to your way
To take in a smile
To rest for awhile
Now quiet in your wrong
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Now Quiet Please On My Heart
Now quiet please on my heart
Never a day goes by
For the two most important men in my life
Never do I allow less than my love
To live as I know needed to understand
And I may be hated deep by some
Only I must make myself heard without care
Forever peace is at time here
Now I have tried to tell true thought
How this is real answered well
Not another word will I read hard
Not another way will I walk
I travelled far into the day
Deep into the night
How right I stand where I am
Who I write of and why
I know pretend, I know imagination
I know Gods hands
My follow of togetherness never changes
Now quiet please on my heart
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Now With You, Now With You
Now with you, now with you
It seems I don't see what I write
Though I see in every word
As every place I have been
Now with you, now with you
Now with you what do I need
I think of who to be
Then I try to understand
Why can't I be myself
I know for my life to be mine
I have wished long enough
I don't believe yesterday
Is yesterday always to be around

Now with you, now with you
What do I want
I think of who I was
Then I try to understand
Why can't I be myself
To look for all of the ways to say
I don't know what is wrong
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Now Without You Near
Now without you near
I don't want to dwell upon the pain
I hold enough of a wrong day
I call on love missing every night
Every turn of my light on
I don't need to remember your name
I find this easy every song I hear
Now without you near
Every lonely laugh I use
Every remove of every tear
Every time I read a book
Watch a story line pass by
Those times I always had you to dream
Now without you near
I don't want to feel you away
I only want to forget
Every need I found in you
Now without you near
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Nowhere
Nowhere I want to find
Time in all the same to me
On a visit as place again
Nowhere I want to walk
On an island for my friend
Nowhere I feel to live
On a hill I don't need to climb
Nowhere I long to share
Nothing I wish to see
Nowhere I want to find
Time in all the same to me
On a visit as place again
Nowhere I care to keep
Nowhere I think to love
Nowhere I want to find
Time in all the same to me
On a visit as place again
Nowhere I want to find
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Nowhere Else To Go
Pure imagination, pretend feelings
Sometimes I used
To explain away my need
To hear from you
Some songs and thoughts into
Other times the real
The given sight
Nowhere else to go
Noone more to want
Life is here and I
I might as well ask for you
I might as well ask for me
No harm done in my prayer
To pass my day away
To hold my own await
Nowhere else to go
Noone more to want
Life is here and I
Nowhere else to go
Noone more to want
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Nowhere I Won't Need
Every day this I breath
Nowhere I won't need
Shown is this to see
Thought is this to want
How I sit in peace
My way to rest, to speak

Nowhere I won't need
Every night this I breath

Nowhere I won't need

My hold to keep with me
Your love I yet to reach
Have I now to change
Set in front of me
I walk around to greet

Nowhere I won't need

Every turn this I breath

Nowhere I won't need
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No Home On A Barren Sound
When there is no home on a barren land
No home on a barren sound
When there isn't love life is distraught
True harmonies are absent of time
Until always a barrier of fulfilling why
Growing through this way
Looking for reason to find none
There is no home on a barren want
No home on a barren sound
Even to continue in you could be here
You could be my God of desire
Any thought amid my crazy
Any now amid my no longer alive
You could be anything but gone now
For me why am I not allowed you
For there is no home on a barren need
No home on a barren sound
There is no home on a barren how
No home on a barren sound
No home on a barren sound
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No Imagination Allowed
No imagination allowed
To listen for you is real
To hear how you feel
Those little extra special thoughts
To hide in you for me
When you need to understand
When you need understanding
To listen for you is true
No imagination allowed
To ask for peace
To ask for forgiveness
To count on you
To count on me
To remember you
For you to remember me
No imagination allowed
For my life, for my love
For my time, for yours
No imagination allowed
No imagination allowed
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No Longer In South County
No longer in south county
No longer will you hurt me
Take my heart, desert me
In the rain, on the sun
Bring lonely time, hold me down
Lead my love wrong
Carry my life with yours
Care for only yourself
No longer will you be sure of me
As you are with others
For your money, your story
Why most women run to you
Left here to watch you
Feel this way I do
No longer will you hurt me
Take my heart, desert me
In the rain, on the sun
Bring lonely time, hold me down
No longer in south county
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No Longer Will I Care
Everything I love comes from you
An hour to understand a minute
My thoughts, my wish to dream
When real seems to fail
Grown free as I am
Held down or risen high by you
Homes in life of all kinds
Turn arounds, one place stands
Caught by who and why
As silence one of your greatest gifts
Fear is one word shouldn't exist
The outcome of beauty, trajedy
This fight I never let go of
Belief I won't forget
My thanks to rely on you
My angers I share
My breath to taste
As only to get over you somewhere
No longer will I care
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No Longer Will I Carry Forgiveness
In hurt and pain I never imagined
I never expected to live from you
Of all people on this earth
No longer will I carry forgiveness
My morning til night, every moment to use
My way to speak, my care to crave
My peace torn apart by you
Your quiet I would never break
No longer will I carry forgiveness
My very person I reach for love
My very friendship to meet
My struggle to never become unreal
I never imagined you would not defend
In hurt and pain I never imagined
I never expected to live from you
Of all people on this earth
No longer will I carry forgiveness
No longer will I carry forgiveness
No longer will I carry the Lord
No longer will I carry forgiveness
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No More Shadows To Time
I don't need a new life
I don't believe you said your prayer tonight
I don't need a new love
To sleep awake hurt inside
At times to decide
I don't believe to use a dream
For feeling I play my heart
I don't want a favorite song
No more shadows to time
In this call of my names
I write to enjoy how I read
Not a false wish
Not a false touch to see
I picture my very reach
May this not be enough to understand
Only no more shadows to time
Gone back in mind or today
I don't need a new find
Of wonder, of wait, of why
No more shadows to time
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No Need Be Concerned
No need be concerned
My prayer will be answered
My honesty will win
I will only pass by you
One or two more times
Your need for me will call
My own need won't leave you alone
I will tomorrow see you
As I reach into you now
As I have and will always to find
There won't be more of a sky
A prettier way to love
A travel never more than your love
No need be concerned
For feeling, for how heart aches
For hard understanding to learn
For how often I have missed you
No need be concerned
My prayer will be answered
No need be concerned
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No Place Like Home
No place like home thanks to God
No place like home
On this beauty of warm inside
On this Newport Beach is the same
Could never expect less
Too small to understand
Could never reach a different story
No place like home thanks to God
No place like home
My tonight continued because of you
These windows aren't old
On a change would I know more
A nice day soon will be gone
Could never be tame, but by you
Could never be held long
No place like home thanks to God
No place like home
No place like home thanks to God
No place like home
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No Shade Of Heart
No shade of heart, must I see
No sound of voice, must I hear
No shade of heart, must I read
Nowhere more I need to live
Noone more I need to love
No thing new to ask to hold
Nothing old to rid my soul
No shade of heart, must I see
No sound of voice, must I hear
No shade of heart, must I read
No wish, no dream, no wind
No change of name within
No new tears to explain
No excuses to understand
No pleasure to move my thought
No shade of heart, must I see
No sound of voice, must I hear
No shade of heart, must I read
No shade of heart for me
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No Soul Connection Only Heart
No soul connection only heart
Only real answered by the Lord
My love and life at hand
Quiet at times deafening
Alone often under loss
From a break within
To hold meaning to my life
No soul connection only heart
Tears and pain, damns of why
When I know what should be mine
Make no mistake about me
I encourage the truth to speak
No soul connection only heart
I spent every moment unwhole
Turned untogetherness into peace
I experienced the depth of the weak
Told my mind to never end
No soul connection only heart
No soul connection only heart
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No Trouble In Goodbye
No trouble in goodbye
No thought in heart
Feeling of love, no care
Forevers as less meaning
No worry in alone
Faith, hands, home
No loss, no win
No hold on me now
No trouble in goodbye
No pain in eyes
No hurt in why
How to change
Stay the same again
No trouble in goodbye
No thought in heart
Feeling of love, no care
Forevers as less meaning
No worry in alone
No trouble in goodbye
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No You Could Never Be Mine
Perfect in every way
Understanding as I need
Feeling love only for me
Thinking as I think of you
My weakness as your alive
My loneliness, empty sky
No you could never be mine
The blank page of my life
The touch I never told
The world I know
My angers of not right
My mind and tears
My heart to exist
No you could never be mine
My kiss, my miss you
My down time
Mine as you could be
No you could never be mine
No you could never be mine
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Noone
Hardly true unless of real memory
Spoken lies don't erase truth
Hardly wrong unless the Lord answers
Noone will break my faith
Noone will break my want
Noone will steal my need
Now for face value is within love
Life is defense of gift without harm
Time value is only warmth in heart
My friends know my touch
My writings and I
My truest holds my mind
Then hardly true unless of real memory
Spoken lies don't erase truth
Hardly wrong unless the Lord speaks
Noone
Noone will break my faith
Noone will break my want
Noone will steal my need
Noone
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Noone But I
Noone will tell me what to do
How to live, what is true
Bring me down, tear at my life
Remove the love from my heart
Not even you
Noone will decide my fate
My way of time
My use of day
Only let me feel to choose
Not even you
Noone will hold me wrong
Break my memories, lead my thought
Turn my hands a touch
As the Lord only lends his want
Noone will silence who I am
Noone will hide my real
Noone will lie about me believed
Noone not even you
Noone but I
Noone not even you
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Noone Could Be Who I Am
This heart can be explained
Held within my number of days
Shared in time to understand
Noone will imitate me
Quiet only strong to expect
A show of love as my win
Await of how on life to never leave
Noone will imitate me
Though I sometimes wonder
What next you send
Will I be pleased or turn away
Only not to let me down
Friends are few and hard to find
Feelings through emotions shown
Noone could be who I am
Now a beg of humbleness I send
For I know you too well
When I sometimes wonder again
Noone could imitate me
Noone could be who I am
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Noone Could Imitate You
Noone could imitate you
When music means a world to me
The travel is everything
By who now I may need
Where the turn is back to me
Over these past years some with choice
Other days I listened only for voice
Until though who now I may need
Noone could imitate you
Such as a memory goes along with a tune
This is not my forever
Such as I will wait for you
Use who comes along until
When many meanings may appear
There is only one real
Noone could imitate you
For this writing is my hold of you
By who now I may need
Noone could imitate you
Noone could imitate you
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Noone Could Know Me So Well
Noone could know me so well
Unless I have spoken
I don't look for life isn't my own
I don't go places I wouldn't love
I don't dream if only to dream
To become real is my feeling
I don't ask for thoughts I wouldn't think
Noone could speak different about me
To this heart of mine I seek deep
I watch all people around me
Anything less than my prayer at night
I pray never to need
A real smile, arms by my side
Evil to die away
And a vicious rough way about me
I don't stop to listen
Noone could know me so well
Unless to read this writing
Noone could know me so well
Unless I have spoken
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Noone Loves You More Than I
I bet there is noone loves you more than I
Or prays for you, enjoys you
Watches you, hears you, thinks of you
I enjoy you more than anyone
Anyone, noone, wants to spend forever true
With God travelling through the stars
Noone lands on each new peace as us
We find together to make life real and time
I bet there is no other listens as I
Within your eyes as one
Touched with your hands
Unable to separate us
And I bet there isn't anyone cares more
Or would understand how
How much the Lord means to you, to us
There isn't anyone can prove why
And I may be absolutely crazy
But I am truly happy inside of you of me
So there is noone loves you more than I
Noone loves you more than I
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Not So Hard To Believe
Here until midnight
I pass time away
Nothing near to want
I see to crave
Could be life in front
Love to understand
I think of you a touch
Not so hard to believe
Held by the untrue
Unaware of the real
People don't find my need
Care for my dream
My wish then leave
Walk through my need
Cold only to me
Not so hard to believe
I ride on memories
Leave alone feelings
Nothing more than an ocean
A turn for my friend
Waste laughter away
A turn for another writing
Not so hard to believe
Not so hard to believe
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Noone Will Tie Me To Tears
I don't always count one, two, three
Often I read right to left
For my thought I let wander the universe
Love empty written to live
Some days change I cry for then
Others when warm may be cold
From one prayer to another
I remain within my only one
Noone will tie me to tears
Unborn, born of secrecy
Noone will tie me to tears
A treasure of hope I suppose
A practice to speak angry
I will forever mention the wrong
Once in awhile I as well
I throw times minutes unscheduled
For my only laugh to hear
Noone will tie me to tears
Unborn, born of secrecy
Noone will tie me to tears
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Not Another Everlasting Memory
Not another everlasting memory
Thought of love, live of pain
Not another wealthy man, where are you
Song to sing through, I am who
Not another room of this house
Wait on you, true to you, prayer
Not another beat of temper, ease, grace
I believe the time has come for you to care
Away from not another everlasting understand
On not another grey sky and wind
Not another blue heaven, person to pass by
Not another everlasting incomplete try
Not another thanks in my okay or not fine
Of not another everlasting night today
Not another everlasting of you away
Not another hold never to appear
Not another turn into my unclear
Not another everlasting memory
Thought of love, live of pain
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Not Another Steeple In Experience
Not another steeple in experience
Not another isolated care
Not another stand of attention
Not another pillar of strength
Not another secluded prayer
Direction I once learned unexpected
A steps mind you may not understand
I also found how my love cries
When prehistoric sings do I exist
To recognize more than this expression
To could free your explaination
I have chosen not to notice
Not another steeple in experience
Not another steeple in experience
Not another isolated care
Not another stand of attention
Not another pillar of strength
Not another secluded prayer
Not another steeple in experience
Not another steeple in experience
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Not As I
You don't know loneliness, not as I
Your first kiss, your love to cry
Your care inside, I understand
You don't know loneliness, not as I
When you dream of life, deep in feelings
There is a lot to learn, in thought of you
There is noone to hold, I must laugh
Often unknown, often untrue
You don't know loneliness, not as I
Your first kiss, your love to cry
Your care inside, I understand
You don't know loneliness, not as I
Forgive my feeling this way
But you don't know loneliness, not as I
Your first kiss, your love to cry
Your care inside, I understand
You don't know loneliness, not as I
You don't know loneliness, not as I