I Want To Move On
I want to move on
Don't want to leave with wrong
Need to know my song
Who loves me to carry on
Find togetherness in my heart
Peace be with you to hold
I want to move on
Reach my goals then over
Fear no one around me
Smile my life to live
Remove
this unhappiness
I want to move on
Call out for you no more
Trust as free and walk bold
I want to
move on
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Forced Smiles
Forced smiles
Never missing
Forced smiles
Never home
For the sleep
I don't
As this world
Grow old
With you away
As this sleep
I must
Fallen beside
Love and life
So much to see
Nothing to say
Forced smiles
Stay somewhere
Needed once
To
be there
Forced smiles
Never missing
Forced smiles
Never home
For the sleep
I don't
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I
Wait, I Try, I Quit
I wait, I try, I quit
I
then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish
I don't care about music anymore
Live a thought, love a world
All for a mention of word
Should this
be new or old
I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin
again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish
Had you a moment for me
The many aren't enough
For you I stop on a hold
For me I still cry the same
I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish
You want to give in your
time
this doesn't mean for mine
You want to understand why
I feel my want as unknown
I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish
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I Will Never Be The Same
Doesn't matter what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence
I will never be the same
The
innocence forgotten
The innocence now found
Outside is erased away
I will never be the same
There is a future
to feel
Never too old to care
Blinders fit better along side
I will never be the same
Doesn't matter
what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence
I will never be the same
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I Don't Want To Break The Dream
I don't want to break the dream
Could bring unhappiness seen
To touch what may be
real
This could be wrong unheard
Wonders may
cease
Feelings may change
Quiet may break
This
peace may disappear
A wish to come
Heart may end
A care to run along
Wrong tears could fall
Writing may end
I don't want to break the dream
Could bring unhappiness seen
To touch what may be real
This could
be wrong unheard
This peace may disappear
A
wish to come
Heart may end
A care to run along
I
don't want to break the dream
Could bring unhappiness seen
To touch what may be real
This could be wrong unheard
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Tired Of It All
Tired of it all
Tired of hot and cold
Tired of the sun
Tired of clouds
Tired of it all
Even
the snow
I'm tired of Christmas and the world
Tired of life, the young, the old
Tired of love for all reason
Tired of it all
I'm tired of time and waiting
Tired of faith and religion
Tired of feelings and emotions
Tired of it all
Tired of it all
Tired of hot
and cold
Tired of the sun
Tired of clouds
Tired of it all
Even the snow
Colors be still, may be touching
Thoughts be still, may be needed
Wants are old,
a misunderstanding
Tired of it all
Tired of
it all
Tired of hot and cold
Tired of the sun
Tired of clouds
Tired of it all
Even the snow
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To Be Happy I Give
To see how many writings with a difference
Writings I could write in my life time
To live against time
typical
In this world of every day
To share
my experiences in real and imagination
In want for the ability to believe
Bring time a value I might feel well about
In what a writing holds
To interest God in my answer
My very few wishes of the same, my prayer
To remember one day I have a worthy person to live
To be happy I give
To not treasure more than I should respect
To not consider myself better than anyone else
To wait and encourage
my craziness
I never seemed to be heard or seen
To
be happy I give
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Water
My Heart
Water my heart, needs showers
Watch
for my heart, needs showers
I have to walk a bit
to somewhere
Where I walk is another story
Why do people look around at nothing
A breath taking scene of aging
Water my heart, needs showers
Watch for my heart, needs showers
I didn't ask for this sunshine
I didn't ask to be warm now
What's
on the other side of nowhere
I wait to find you
Water
my heart, needs showers
Watch for my heart, needs showers
A blue sky is all aout living
About all to live for
Thankful for many reasons
Closing in on me
Water my heart, needs showers
Watch for my heart, needs showers
Water my heart, needs showers
Watch for my heart, needs showers
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Where
Will I Be
Where will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I stay in today
Where will I be
As
I laugh life away
Why should I understand you
How is this written
I try here now or do I
How long may silence play
Where will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I stay in today
Where will I be
As I laugh life away
Let me begin to decide
How do I run evil
Evil into the ground
Walk in peace
More tha love, more than home
More than travel
Where
will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I
stay in today
Where will I be
As I laugh life away
The greatest blessing
Could I imagine
For once, for all and forever
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Until I Reach You
I can't change the way I was raised
I can't return to past days
Decisions
made for ways taken
I can't move tonight the same
I can't turn my love into water
Unless where my love should
flow
I can't take my life misunderstood
Until I reach you as I should
Until I reach you as I should
Until I reach you as I would
Until I reach you tomorrow
Morning will become how to know
I can see into
my want
I can hear into my need
I can notice another thought
To only choose how alive I must be
But I
can't weigh my pain
I can't lift the weight
Until I reach you as I should
Until I reach you as I would
Until I reach you tomorrow
Until I reach you as I should
Until I reach you as I could
Until I reach
you tomorrow
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I Don't Want To Sing
Leave
memories alone
I don't need to go home
Might be fun to know
Empty the same again
Low I feel within
My father, my old friend
I don't want to sing
Once I loved you
Leave hearts for why alive
Questions for when
Love for mind and how
Never to win with you
I don't want to sing
Once I loved
you
I don't want to sing
Once I loved you
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Money Still Speaks Louder Than Love
Watching these changes from time
Back seat drivers once a day
Coming round through places I stay
Money still speaks louder than love
I move on to how I live
I wonder what I need
Wanting again what
do I believe
Money still speaks louder than love
Most of life I run around why
Where I try not
to lose a thought
I don't care much about anything
Money still speaks louder than love
Funny music
travels on
I won't return to some of now
I won't become personal
Money still speaks louder than love
Money still speaks louder than love
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Only Here I Am
Sadness and dispair to turn to you
Thought on love and loss
Freedom tied within
wonder unexplained
Heart unsure as to why
Sure we think we hold our own minds
I stand where I believe
I find the Lord
About you to reach the experience
I am happy to notice your growth
Only here I am on
a lane of my need
Over to how expressed
What do I want I wouldn't know
Without my touch the best I can
Back
to emptiness again
Only here I am on a lane of my need
Over to how expressed
What do I want I wouldn't
know
Without my touch the best I can
Back to emptiness again
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Who Truly Cares/ Out Here
Who
truly cares for anyone
Out here
I've outgrown this town
With nowhere
more to live
Left my heart and home
With noone more to wish
I'm grown old in the cold
I wasn't meant to
exist
I feel to forget to feel
Who truly cares for anyone
Out here
Who writes this every day story
This every night song and dance
Who begins this every turn
Who ends
this what to learn
Who truly cares for anyone
Out here
Who truly cares for anyone
Out here
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I Travelled Around The World Today
I travelled around the world today
To never leave where I stay
I wasn't touched by beauty
I wasn't
moved with love to live
I travelled around the world today
I spoke to no
one today
I don't know what I may have missed
I think my writing needs me
I
travelled around the world today
Without much care to listen
I'd like to hear what I say
Grown older changes
me
I travelled around the world today
I don't know why I was made this way
Too many dreams, truth for means
Was yesterday easy
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One Thing Sure
Tired of music, word for thought
This world as it is to feel lost
Worn in life,
what I see never different
I don't care to speak anymore
I don't need why, how to touch
I don't need
not free to want
One thing sure
I never move on
Today with a lot of yesterdays today
Tomorrow
will follow through the same
Once written, drawn on care to show
I don't need why, how to touch
I don't
need not free to want
One thing sure I hear
I never move on
I can't tell how many times I give
my heart
Friends a new home with the old
Should I remember you to love you
I don't need why, how to touch
I don't need not free to want
One thing sure I know
I never move on (events around you)
I don't
need why, how to touch
I don't need not free to want
One thing sure I know
I never move on
One
thing sure
I never move on
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I
Spend My Eyes On The Sun
This was my home as many others
Love with my hold, life a wonder
Past was new
then grown old
Where I stand to think how
Quiet time is my favorite
Colors of mind to be bright
Sadness
happens too often
When in everyones lives
I spend my eyes on the sun
Would change if I could
With reason I understand
I know why and who I am
Often not understood
I don't know I should care
I spend my eyes on the sun
Would change if I could
I spend my eyes on the sun
Would change if I would
This was my home as many others
Love with my hold, life a wonder
Past was new now grown old
Where I
stand I think of how
I spend my eyes on the sun
Would change if I could
I spend my eyes on the
sun
Would change if I would
I spend my eyes on the sun
Would change if I knew how
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Never Difference
Tired of mind
Words for thought
Change to stay the same
What I see
Never difference
I don't care to speak
I don't need to want
How to touch
I don't need to love
Never difference
Into why never free
Worn in life
To keep of lost
What I hear
Never difference
Never difference
What I see
What I hear
Into why never free
Never difference
Never
difference
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Return Retreats
Return retreats often not found
Today today again
Return retreats, too many
memories
I don't need to love
Somewhere new tonight
A thought on my mind
Some time through my eyes
Another way in life
I could be happier
Return retreats often not found
Today today again
Return
retreats, too many memories
I don't need to love
I talk with water awhile
This is my friend
I walk
with noise too loud
Inside of my house
I wouldn't tell if I tried
Return retreats often not found
Today today again
Return retreats, too many memories
I don't need to love
Return retreats often not
found
Today today again
Return retreats, too many memories
I don't need to love
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Love Is Dead, Life Is Worse
Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why hear at all
Not the future,
now is real
A friend to see where
A tire of the world
The earth is old I walk
Love is dead, life
is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why I hear at all
I don't know when I will change
If I do, the memories deep
New York, my father, I lost everything
Don't know
why I even cry
Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why I hear at all
I know I fit in some times
Just wish I knew how
Who will I continue to
become
This fun doesn't seem right
Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The
words I hear no more
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If You Speak California
If you speak California
I will hear
How wrong if not right
How long could be awhile
A walk
is enough to miss a lot
If you sing me
I will listen
From who cares
Who wears me
What
will you now find
If you speak California
I will hear
If you sing me
I will listen
Let me understand you
A work from the heart
A wonder of hand
If you speak California
I will hear
If you sing me
I will listen
If you speak California
I will hear
If you sing me
I will listen
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I Am Always Cold
I am always cold
In my own world
I am always cold
In my
own hold
What is to feel
Why to wish
If
my wish doesn't come true
No thought hills
When
left to live
If a life doesn't exist
I am always
cold
In my own world
I am always cold
In my own hold
Until I see
My own dream
If my dream doesn't become real
Until I care
Why own a care
If a care doesn't change anything
I am always cold
In my own world
I am always cold
In my own hold
I am always cold
In my own world
I am always cold
In my
own hold
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It's
Raining
The only reason for this writing
It's
raining
I see you from God above
It's raining
A pleasure trip or a war
It's raining
I think before
I find my choice
It's raining
Love is not on
my list of life
It's raining
I been too old, once was young
It's raining
Hurt is hard to avoid
It's
raining
I move before I begin to understand
It's raining
I am not one
to speak easy
It's raining
I believe in prayer too easy
It's raining
I know what I wish to hear
It's
raining
I see for the day as I need
It's raining
I want to sleep
It's raining
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Sing Your Song
Sing your song
Sing of life as wrong
How you feel of love
I won't listen
My need is far beyond
Time to touch and hold
Care for me in my
way
Lost amid this wrong
Wait within my wrong
Don't try to change me
Sing your song
Sing
of life as wrong
How you feel of love
I won't listen
Play with the skys sight
Pull on the stars
Anything different seems okay
Sing your song
Sing of life as wrong
How you feel of love
I won't listen
Sing your song
Sing of life as wrong
How you feel of love
I won't listen
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Would I Know
Would I know
For understanding
For alone
For my move along
Touching cares
Do I Need
How I reach
Touching real
Lovely day
Do I want
Here I see
For me
Would I know
For understanding
For alone
For my move along
Taking tears
Is this the reason
Near you
Near me
Watching life
Living love
Staring through
This noise
Would I know
For understanding
For alone
For my move along
Would I know
For understanding
For alone
For my move along
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Who Wants To Know Me True
Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live,
on we exist
Who wants to know me true
Who wants
to know me true
Who needs to understand
How you may say
Love and life everyone knows
There is no missing
feeling
Now time is out of control
The wind, the rain, earth
Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live, on we exist
Who
wants to know me true
Who wants to know me true
Who needs to care
This is written, chosen always
Try to change
Deep within carries on
Like it or not
We all answer to God
Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live, on we exist
Who Wants to know me true
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Wasted
Writing
Wasted writing
The time
Thoughts and desires
The mind
Many
travels
Many questions
Wasted writing
The
time
Thoughts and desires
The mind
Imagination
The real
Many struggles
Feelings to feel
Now
and thens
Forever untils
Wasted writing
The time
Thoughts and desires
The mind
Many
lessons
Many reasons
Many choices
Always uneven
Wasted writing
The time
Thoughts and desires
The mind
Wasted writing
The time
Thoughts and desires
The mind
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What a waste to life
Learn how to feel then die
Leave home to love forever
Why time a treasure
Choose a color to fly
What
will be remembered
I was cold last night
Who cares
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My Green Room
My green room
My theme room
My free room
My green room
Fame with fortune
Colors of yellow
You on my mind
My theme room
Quiet as alone
Not much to talk for
No need to open doors
You in my sight
My free room
Empty most always
Change less than often
You on my hold
My green room
My theme room
My free room
My green room
My theme room
My free room
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In One Place
Should I ask for you
Should I notice who
I could miss morning
In one place
Sight and sound
Love around
I never understand
In
one place
On my thought
Without space
Should I ask for you
Should
I notice who
My way could change
In one place
Good for life
In
one place
Home wasn't a happy day
Alive
In one place
Should I ask for you
Should I notice who
Should I ask for you
Should I notice who
Should I ask for you
Should I notice who
In one place
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The World
I don't understand the world
I won't much love the world
I have time hard in the world
The world
I don't believe much in the world
I don't stand much for the world
I only walk through the world
The
world
I don't find joy in the world
I run from sadness in the world
The
world is frightening the world
The world
I've had enough of the world
I've had enough from the world
I am tired of the world
The world
I'm
sure there is good in the world
Very little and very cold
The warmth there may be
Seems only after a trajedy
The world
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Why Not Share Mind
Anger and bitterness
Lies and deceit
I
don't understand the reason
I try on feelings of all kinds
Tonight is hard
to explain away
This world doesn't hold life
So many people with hurt inside
Why not share mind
Some days I don't want to write
To wake should
be a pleasant need
To continue to carry light
Why not be silent with love
Anger and bitterness
Lies and deceit
I don't understand the reason
Why not share mind
Why not be silent with love
Why not share mind
Why not be silent with love
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I Don't Know Why
I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken
I don't
know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing
I write of love so many
times
Life touches in so many ways
Held with heart deep within
Heard
by you far away
Someone to talk with never close
Torn by courage to continue
Often withdrawn from hope
Often a little too unknown
Liked very little
I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken
I don't
know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing
Forgiveness doesn't change
anything
I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken
I don't know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing
I don't
know why
At war with you
Peace always broken
I don't know why
Care
at no time
Now seems missing
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I Wish I Could Change The World
Great losses on this earth
Thoughts
missing never to return
Hearts as one never to share again
Deepness walked on with no care
I wish I could change the world
Bring more love for one another
I can't pray enough, ask enough
Sadness shadows never should live
Tonight never changes
Today happy in any way there is
There is never
the right togetherness
I wish I could change the world
Bring more love for
one another
I can't pray enough, ask enough
How you read, how you watch
I don't need, I don't want
In this used on every sent feeling
Never enough reason to understand
I wish I could change the world
Bring more love for one another
I can't pray enough, ask enough
I wish I could change the world
Bring more love for one another
I can't pray enough, ask enough
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I Move On
Let others take photos of love
This is why time moves
on
I remember easy, I move along
A great loss once in awhile
The last
of these living years
My writing then finds a smile
This is why time moves
on
This is why time moves along
I move on, I move along
I look through
my friends
I think over my wins, losses
My place to set a tear
I watch,
I understand
I feel for you
I turn away, I wait
Did you receive me
This
is why time moves on
This is why time moves along
I move on, I move along
This
is how time moves on
This is how time moves along
I move on, I move along
Let
others take photos of love
This is why you move on
I remember easy, I move along
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Turn My Words Into A
Friend
Peace be with you tonight
Life care for love one day
Thought
will walk it's own way
The deepest of emotion
Anger withheld
The greatest
of feeling
Care less in the world
Turn my words into a friend
With no clue where I'm going
How I came to where I am
Alike you within
Turn my words into a friend
You don't need to like me
Sometimes
I don't like myself
Why, I may not understand
The deepest of emotion
Anger withheld
The greatest of feeling
Care less in the world
Turn
my words into a friend
