NEW WRITINGS MJ

Not As I Write Goodbye
Not as I write goodbye
I don't speak this well
Always hard to explain
What I feel as wrong
Your step on me
You outside of God
How I watch
Never to understand
My protection for you
My cover with you
Deep in my heart
For wherever you are
How often I must be silent
I seem so small to you
Never cared for by you
Not as I write goodbye
I don't speak this well
Not as I write goodbye
I don't speak this well
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Not Easy
Not easy life can be
Not easy to find the right song
Not easy to walk love around
Not easy to feel old
Not easy to move tears
Watch how places pass
Listen to every time of travel
Look at every hand of experience
Reason away, hang on to today
Not easy, so not easy for me
Not easy, faith breaks, trust to play
Not easy, words once in awhile
I can't follow you anywhere
I can't seem to remain here
Not easy when I lose my prayer
I reach ahead to you
Won't allow to leave you
Not easy, faith breaks, trust to send
Not easy, faith breaks, trust today
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Not Enough Prayer
Not enough prayer in the world, on earth
Not enough care, plenty of time
Not the right use, plenty of wrong
Some days the sun is too bright
It rains not always in the night
People without need, want without life
The truth torn around, real torn down
Not enough prayer to God, not enough trust
Not enough God to believe in, freedom
Not enough Lord in the heart, hands
Not enough will be done, thought to care
Not enough real sense of word, peace
Not enough peace to eachother, don't reach
Not enough prayer in the soul, means
One starves all for self again, eyes closed
Not enough prayer in the world, on earth
Not enough care, plenty of time
Not the right use, plenty of wrong
Not enough prayer in the world, on earth
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Not Everyone May Appreciate You
Not everyone may appreciate you
How you earned your life
Where you travelled
Who you have become and why
The need for your love once or now
The joy and the pain as your alive
The praise you missed most of all
Bitterness is not your way home
With mind in your heart understand
Use silent peace to continue I know
On my honor I listen close
Not everyone may appreciate you
How I wondered the same
Why I never end how I feel
The sayings, I used the words
The angers never closed
The real truth, for the real truth
For the want you hold
For the days you grow old
No, not everyone may appreciate you
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Not In Love, Just Love
Not in love, just love
As my ride in the morning is you
My home in my heart always
You mean the world to me
Everything I love to do
The sun and the sand, the shade
The life I live
Not in love, just love
As my ride in the morning is you
As Every room to share
Every hold me near
Every not so easy to find I care
I wait for I know without you
I will always understand this
Not in love, just love
As my ride in the morning is you
Not in love, just love
As my ride in the morning is you
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Not In My Value You Don't
Not in my value you don't
When you may fall so easy
When you may hurt so bad
When your feelings take over
You are left so sad
You can talk so lightly
You can seem so big
Truly you are so little
In the end so small
When you may never hold love
You won't touch near to you
You will never become real to me
As much as no one may be me
No one may claim my life
You may try to read me
Find in you who you are
You won't convince my thought
Your need is my heart
Not in my value you won't
Not in my value you don't
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Not In Need
Not in need
Of a park to sit awhile
Not in need
To be free of time
Though I can't sleep
Enough to wake awhile
To live my life
My own love
Not in need
With serenity far to touch
Only there will I know
What I should feel
What I want
When I reach my thought
Not in need
I truly recognize
Not in need
To change around
Not in need
Of a park to sit awhile
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Not Jealousy
I hold no jealousy
Anger but not jealousy
Needs, tears, wonder
But not jealousy
Alone, fear at times, thought
But not jealousy
Care, want, and expression
But not jealousy
Understanding to come easy
Tire, at times unfair
But not jealousy
Often time goes by too fast
I don't seem to get ahead
But not jealousy
Not an envious day comes along
To each one makes an own
I find growth, continual peace
But not jealousy
I hold no jealousy
Anger but not jealousy
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Not Just Any Song
Not just any song
I haven't the life to listen
I haven't the love to feel
I haven't the feelings to understand
My feelings don't want to show
Need on a thought unreal
My mind can't take anymore
From your evil hill
You sing on a beautiful picture
The page though isn't of God
Held to watch, but not of the Lord
I can't take anymore
If not then speak real
For you could not be just anyone
Not just any song
Not just any song
I haven't the life to listen
I haven't the love to feel
I haven't the feelings to understand
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Not Just Anyone
Not just anyone
Not only one way
Not always the same return
This every day
One strength a moment
One then away
Move on within your life
Your love will stay
Not just anyone
Not only a night
Not even a place to want
This as a need
One hope to hold
Heart wins the cold
Takes for the young
As for the old
Not just anyone
Not only for now
Not just anyone
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Not My Love
Does the sun need shine again
Why can't today stay dim
Without you close, with you near
When you brighten the sky
Not my love
You aren't in thought of me
I don't live in the trees
I hold onto you, spirit and life
My needs from you are real
My heart beyond the want for stars
I don't see planets
I see you, who you are
When is time through
With the wind blown, calm of the sea
Isn't there more than this place
Planes to carry me, watch your driving
Unanswered pleasures with only dates
I watch pass by
Not my love
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Not Of Bridges To Cross
Not of bridges to cross
Follow beside you soon gone
Not of light from any sun
Not of stars
Not of the ocean or the shore
Do I wish to walk
Not of sound outside of my love
Not of thought of only want
Not set aside of my heart
In fallen pleasure you could bring
My ride home to you
My time of life
My silence in you is my peace
Written from many dreams
True inside or false
Of loneliness, of my need
Not of today, not of tonight
Not of will I believe
Not of why
Not of bridges to cross
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Not One Care Alone
Not one care alone
Not one word untrue
Not one thought unclear
Not one move from you again
I will win how I feel
I will reign
I will run my love
Not one care alone
You may seem strong
You are the weak one
You may learn and grow
Only no longer to hurt me
The mind is a wonderful thing
Not made to breath below
Not meant to carry tears wrong
Not one care alone
You need to understand
You are not all there is to live
Not one beginning, not one end
Talk to me with respect
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Not One Move
Not one moment unless true
Not one word
Not one thought untrue
Not one move
Not one care do I listen
Not one tear
Not one time have I not spoken
Not one mention of life not taken
Not one turn of love wrong
Not one person to mean more than the Lord
Not one move
As everyone to know me understands
My fight for right
As you could never change me
For not one moment unless true
Not one word
Not one thought untrue
Not one move
From you
Not one move
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Not Only Music
Not only music
Not only land
Not only time
Not only mind
Everything about you to live
All there is to life
Why a wait calms
How peace rolls around
When you choose
Who you are to me
Sometimes I'm not everyone to you
Often I want then to be through
I hold on a little longer until
Until what is a friend for me
Not only music
Not only land
Not only time
Not only mind
Not only music
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Not To Lose You And I
What now from you to be here
Not to lose you and I
I need not ask for a blue sky
I have the best friends in the world
I need not want an ocean
I have the warmest words to hold
I need not think about questions
I find answers on my life from you
What now from you to be here
Not to lose you and I
I need not dream about wishes
I handed you my chances to give true
I need not believe, disbelieve
I carry peace in my heart
I need not leave today a prayer
I speak a prayer almost every night
What now from you to be here
Not to lose you and I
What now from you to be here
Not to lose you and I
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Not With You
This is where I am
Not with you
This is where I stay
Not with you
And this is where I will be
Not with you
As nothing can be done
To bring you true
I only continue
To keep loving you
Within my thoughts
To live everything I do
Not with you
When tears fall for the truth
My years call for you
I feel short of life
I feel wronged of love
You are gone
As nothing can be done
Not with you
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Nothing Changes
To wonder why I stay alive
In life placed in order
Want turned in times
Now missed together
Never grown enough
Why must I nothing changes
When if to feel
To only listen again for you
Why must I speak
There is more to home
Almost seems unreal
To remain deep of love
Though I know is true nothing changes
Seems a prey on my sadness
To wonder why I stay alive
In life placed in order
Want turned in times
Now missed together
Never grown enough
Nothing changes
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Nothing Like The Hills I Roam
New York and you
My name of the wrong
Care on a stand
Your love missing of most
This want now to live
To know my love
Los Angeles near my home
Nothing like the hills I roam
Memories of need
Refuse to talk much
The life I been through
Safety of your arms
This joy I reach
To hear you close
Choice on a song
Within lines to dream
Want for your heart
I believe now and then
Nothing like the hills I roam
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Nothing More Than Who I Am
Nothing more than who I am
Who I need, who I love
Who I live, my time for me
Who I realize
Who I see, who I hear
Who I want
Nothing more than who I am
I tried once to forget you
My feeling mentioned no
True to wait, you would dream
You would imagine for me
Once in awhile words become old
Then you to bring new again
Nothing more than who I am
Who I miss, who I know
You would eye for me
You would never leave
For anywhere, anyone
In the world again
Nothing more than who I am
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Nothing Seems Strange To Me Anymore
Nothing seems strange to me anymore
Especially when it comes to you
For I know the steps of my life and peace
I understand the music and the truth
Your love of the heart and the mind
I have been held enough by dreams come true
Experienced well how I see you
More so to approach you as I please
When to accept you, when to refuse
All along to be sure you don't hear me wrong
No nothing seems strange to me anymore
Tonight when I must close and I don't
For I have one more thing to write
One more word to hear you sing
Then I don't believe I could end you
When eventually you will be true
Now I may not understand why so long
But nothing seems strange to me anymore
Especially when it comes to you
Nothing seems strange to me anymore
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Nothing Shines For Free
Don't say I never loved you
Don't say I never thought of you
Unwanted by me, look into me deep
Why write a song, carry along
Then turn away the sun
Turn away the morning
Nothing shines for free
Nothing shines for free
You don't want to know what I feel
You don't want to hear
You don't want to see
My walk along the ocean
My love, my life, my heart
Nothing shines for free
Nothing shines for free
You don't want to know where I am
You don't want to imagine
You may think you should care
Only nothing shines for free
Nothing shines for free
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Now 2009 Is Here
I can return to 1992, 1994 of you
Actually with the Lord
I will win in my accord
For I can show life true
Move a little further into
1996, let me try 1997 with you
I been writing from a child
I know how to dream aloud
I know stairs to step
Don't need to be shown
The love meant for me on hold with why
Every crazy bit of my time
1999 I waited the same
Never have I ended my game
Now 2008 is here
I look back to thank who
Anger as well sometimes has its place
For what will be new
To break my silence today
Now 2008 is here, every year
Now 2008 is here
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Now Away From You
Now away from you
I don't want to return
Into bad memories
I am happy today
I feel trust where I live
Now away from you
I am at peace tonight
I know pain, sadness
You need not be on my mind
I don't need to talk
From insincere thought
I don't want to remember you
My heart now must smile
Now away from you, somehow
However I loved you
However I lived you
However I must understand
Whatever the truth
Now away from you
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Now Everytime I Hear You
Now everytime I hear you
I have written of everything on my mind
Every experience throughout my life
My time today, color change
Why I remain alone, my faith, my love
How I need you, everyone I have known
My years, my limo, my pleasant time
My trust in you
Now everytime I hear you
I have never missed one prayer about you
Have only chosen the best of friends
I made my requests with caution
Of you, of myself
As well how ever empty I had to live
I watched only who I liked
I also used my silence well
I wouldn't be wrong about you
Now everytime I hear you
I miss you more inside
Now everytime I hear you
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Now I Come To You Again
Now I come to you again
I can't believe you would let me down
Now I come to you again
How much more alone will I find
Many people have influenced my life
With thought, song, love, and time
My wait always sent reward
My want always answered
Many people never to forget
Every way in place to explain
Never to speak unless in my silence
Now I come to you again
I can't believe you would let me down
Now I come to you again
How much more alone will I find
Now I come to you again
I have no more comments
Now I come to you again
I have no more complaints
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Now I Feel Free
I wanted to hear your sorrow
Now I feel free
Of the want to hear you breath
I can understand your arms
Now your touch from me wasn't wrong
Your love has given your peace
I can set aside my hurt, my pain
I now need not think of my need
Alone as my life isn't night
My silence doesn't cry any longer for you
Why I chose my yesterdays
How I spent my time on you
However you ask awake, asleep
I wanted to hear your sorrow
Now I feel free
Of my want to hear you breath
I wanted to hear your sorrow
Now I feel free
Of my want to hear you breath
Now I feel free
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Now I Forever Hold My Peace
Darling this is something I have to say
Then forever hold my peace
I have been writing longer than you
I know where my love and life meet
Now I am not trying to change anything
Mistakes at times do touch us all
I listened for you to speak of me
In your song my greatest need from you
To show your heart true, I would wait on you
Until the day you would grow old enough
In quiet often deafening, alwyas believed
Everyone lives for something, someone
I meant thought for you
Now I forever hold my peace
I have been writing longer than you
I know where my love and life meet
Now I forever hold my peace
Darling this is something I had to say
Then forever hold my peace
Now I forever hold my peace
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Now I Have My Paradise
Now I have my paradise
Now I don't need to cry care for me
Now I know you notice me
Now I may breath
Only I ask
How did you feel me
Now I have my paradise
Now here I live
Now here I read
Now I don't want to leave you
May I contine to want you
May I continue I am someone to you
Now I am truly loved by you
Now I have my paradise
Comforted in your understanding
Now I have you on my side
Now I am home
Now I am truly loved by you
On this point of entry
Now I have my paradise
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Now I Must Live On
Guess you have me
Had me for a long time
Took a moment in L.A. today
A bit of remembering
Sometimes I forget how good I live
Think it is hard
Guess you find the same
Now I must live on
South I must stay
I don't fit into that life of yours
Never will I forget you though
When I had to touch for you
Guess you know the same
Once I had to let you go
You will find your way home
A bit of forever to leave
A wait of never would I need more
As now I close my eyes to you
Now I must live on
Atleast a bit of truth was played
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Now I Must Move On
Now I must move on
Without need or want to look back
Listen to who I feel
Only speak what I choose
Think for myself
Turn where I must turn
And ofcourse there is hurt
But now I must move on
I must move on
Now I must move on
And the only thing I regret
Is the use of my trust
Then my world always stolen from me
So don't make me remember
Don't make this harder than it is
Now I must move on
Now I must move on
I must move on
Now I must move on
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Now I Must Say My Prayers For You
You ask a lot for I should understand
And could be true
My love is strong enough to hold you
Not always so of me
You would not want to be a round me
To hear how I feel
When I sit silent never to speak
For I can not tell you
I must watch you, I must listen
When I must say my prayers for you
I have life within very easy
I have times from all sides of want
I have learned need chosen of plenty
Never with more than your warm touch
I have heart
I know the Lord deeply
Your reasons without thought
Handed from you I have never refused
Now I must say my prayers to the Lord
Now I must say my prayers for you
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Now I See From A Wolves Eye
She holds your heart
You hold mine
Now I see from a wolves eye
You sing of love
I think of life
I want you until darkness falls
In morning finds
You need her to be yours
I need you to be mine
I burn inside
These are my feelings
Now I see from a wolves eyes
Your thought is on her
My thought is on you
In wonder why
My time is lost
Now I see from a wolves eye
She holds your heart
You hold mine
Now I see from a wolves eye
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Now I Write, Now I Live
Very happy you have made me here
Now I write, now I live
A little long of my wait for you
Never long enough to not understand
For to watch for you I hold peace from you
I want another day, hard but I do
Never introduced to love unless by you
Now I write, now I live
As I only lose sleep once in awhile
I only cry should you never become true
To realize all you must be aware of me
I don't ask why
There must in the same be our days apart
When I watch you pull into port
I know you must leave again
To shiver on this cool morning as I do
For more mornings appear,I know I must leave
Now I write, now I live
Very happy you made me here
Now I write, now I live
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Now In Morning Near Yesterday
Let me feel my peace
Let me live my silence
Let me atleast appear free
Now in morning near yesterday
When I understand you are closer
I was well aware of you
Long before today and tomorrow
Remember I was from you
Beside you, in front of you
Mistaken only when I turned away
All of those streets, the people
As I need never try to explain
Only wait for you was real for me
Your love, your life, your want
Now in morning near yesterday
Let me feel my peace
Let me live my silence
Let me atleast appear free
Now in morning near yesterday
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Now In My Quiet Way
Now at rest for a moment
In collect of my thought over you
With strength I begin again
Move on with my life, my love
Say one final goodbye to you
Leave you within your evil
Now at peace within
My eyes set in front of me
How I was before you
You so wrong to enjoy
To forget my need
To act as I must
Now at hurt, now in pain
I don't want another sorry
I want to be forgotten of you
Now at rest for a moment
Now at peace within
Now at hurt, now in pain
Now in my quiet way
Now in my quiet way
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Now In Today
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to think
Don't know what to see
Don't know how to feel
In gifts grand
In thanks to admit
In loss, in win
Now in today
Soon to be again
Don't know what to say
Don't know what to think
Don't know what to see
Don't know how to feel
I continue alive as I can
I continue with love in heart
I expect only as I should
As I know you, you the same true
Now in today
Now in today
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Now Left To Say
My heart doesn't feel well
In life outside of you
This darkness continues on
Now left to say
Only takes me along
Here with my love
Inside of you so long
Now I'm left to say
Nothing was wrong now is
Anything to hear seems lost
Something to feel is untrue
How could time become unreal
How could thought turn away
The last thing I knew
You would be near
Only now I'm left to say
My heart doesn't feel well
In life outside of you
This darkness continues on
Now left to say
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Noone Leaves What Once Was
I can't explain my way
I only know I have reasons
I can tell you I am here now
Did I follow, was I followed
Who was my favorite person
I never chose to be like me
Anyone can listen to a tune

No one leaves what once was
I had to see

Love means something
There we talk of life
Do I miss my music
I don't know how
I miss many thoughts, photos
Can't return to these now
I might be different

No one leaves what once was
I had to see

No one leaves what once was
I had to hear

Too much to understand
Too much to read
You are nowhere close
I don't wonder why

No one leaves what once was
I had to see
No one leaves what once was
I had to hear
No one leaves what one was
Once had to be
Noone leaves what once was
I had to see
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Not Another Scene Grown Old
Not another scene grown old
What a joy
Easy to write
Easy to sing
Lucky may be
A thought not so
Easy to hear
Easy to believe
Fortunate only
With some things
Not another scene grown old
What a joy
This to live
This to love
To hold today
For these feelings
For this moment
Not another scene grown old
A fun ride
Not another scene grown old
What a joy
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