I 12 poetry poems song lyrics

To watch what I don't need
Takes too much time
To see what I care to see
Only then I will find
To hear what I need to hear
Only I will listen
To understand to know you

Within my life, my wisdom
Only I hold what is mine
To weather a storm
More will come along
Over love in the future
Love never changes in heart
To feel for other people
Not as deep as you
To write how I do
This takes more than a word or two

What I need most on this earth do I hold
Why I remember you so close I touch
How I remain serene through I feel
Wherever I find myself I never care

What I see most from you I lost
The real of me from meanings past
What I want most from you, truth of love
Wherever I find you I find myself

Don't think I so easily ask for anything
From anyone I rarely speak
Don't think I so easily turn into, turn away

What I need most has been sent to you
I'm tired of the word soul
Spirit now gets a little old
Angels and wisdom, age and fault
This everyone correction to my heart

I pay for you
With my feelings
I pay for you
With my cares
I pay for you
With my emotions
I pay for you
With my thoughts
I pay for you
In my sleep, awake
I pay for you
With my tears
I pay for you
In my heart again
I pay for you
Through my writing
This has to end
I pay for you
My strength goes weak
Only I begin again
I pay for you
Through my memories
I pay for you
With my prayers
I pay for you
In everything I do
I pay for you

I Didn't Forget You

I live music, always have
I love you, never stopped
I think of time, truth shows always
I missed you, had to understand

I chose another language to hide behind
Found a few people to hum my tune
Touched my feelings deeper over you

I didn't forget you
I don't forget you

Turned into you a different way
I would ask for you again, wait to hear

I chose another language to hide behind
Found a few people to hum my tune
Touched my feelings deeper over you

I didn't forget you
I don't forget you

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I watch to feel how I did yesterday
I don't say goodbye by any words
I think how the changes touch me
I live through the beginnings and endings
I hear what I need, I write, I move on

People think they know me
How I envision to understand
How I became who I am
On changes not meant anytime soon
I'm just a regular person on a mission
Hurt from the wrong side of life on a mission

Held by the prayers asked for
Held by the prayers I am to use
Held by the thoughts sent to understand
Tuned by god and his hand

I don't want or need to write another book
I have enough in my one story now
These memories real, I spend my feelings on
This world of my heart

I take every new loss as a touch warm
I wouldn't replace one moment of my experiences
I will miss what may have been

There is never a plan, a way to exist
I waited to hear through many night's tunes
Sure, there will be sounds to sing with now
A short stay compared to long yet to come

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I Have No Other Thoughts

Life for me is different
Not forgiveness
I look at today
For the worth today is
Love for me is different
Not interested
I reach into my reasons for hurt

I have no other thoughts I need to play with
I have no other thoughts I want to play with
I have no other thoughts to play with

Time for me is quiet
A writing or two in my hands
Hope
My prayer for my home only

I have no other thoughts I need to play with
I have no other thoughts I want to play with
I have no other thoughts to play with

I tire easy from the world
I have no comment of dreams
Peace I want to find
What should be mine
I like to be left alone
Unless in gift for my feelings

I have no other thoughts I need to play with
I have no other thoughts I want to play with
I have no other thoughts to play with

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I Have Enough Black In My Life

I been alone too long
On my own more than enough
Handed life a different way
Held by time to write today
Choices made always lead me through
Another thought to send to you

However I feel never changes
I often watch from tomorrow
Could be I see too far ahead
Often thrown into my only arms
I still wait on you or I think I do
I need to wake from here

I have enough black in my life
Enough lost and lonely time
Long about now enough with love and why
I never win easy always wondering how

I never think clearly anymore
Always turning my bright mind down
I try to listen, these same days follow
As soon as I see a nickle
I believe it's a dime
These same tonights fall into peace
I can never walk back into you

I have enough black in my life
Enough lost and lonely time
Long about now enough with love and why
I never win easy always wondering how

I haven't much to decide
My prayers aren't heard or are they for now
Seems no one prays for me as I need
Raised by too many people to believe

I have enough black in my life
Enough lost and lonely time
Long about now enough with love and why
I never win easy always wondering how

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I Don't Know What I Miss More

I don't know what I miss more
My life or my love in you
The thoughts we used to share

Never have I stayed where I should
To write, to listen, to grow
To reach for you or gone

I don't know what I miss more
The unreal or the real
The need to want, the want to need

The so many people to touch once
The emptiness unaware
The walks with faith, the talks with grace
To believe or to receive

I don't know what I miss more
To understand or not
A few colors of my hair
Stars or where you are now

The songs, the words, the blessings
The hot the cold
The stops on once were the beginnings, the ends

I don't know what I miss more

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I Have Forever To Share

Music has changed in so many ways
Now to listen after you are gone
I continue to find thoughts to say
There seems to be something missing I want
Love isn't true as I believe should be
Everyone is on drugs or some other thing
Hanging on to old tunes seems to be my only world

I get in trouble every time I mess with you
But, I have forever to share
Could be people don't understand gods truth

Movement in question care to explain
I have forever to share, I have never ending energy
I know my hands sometimes are full
I can understand far beyond today
Above you is a joy at times, in rule over your desires
What is given, taken the same, I have forever to share

I get in trouble every time I mess with you
But I have forever to share
Could be people don't understand gods truth

I have forever to share, I have never ending energy
I have forever to share, I have never ending energy

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I Remain Alive Only To Write

I remain alive only to write
Doesn't get me anywhere new

I remain alive only to write
Doesn't seem right
Waste my pen on love
Explain to you or myself

I follow who for the day
Grow time around the night
Look for ways to have my home
Watch these taken away

I remain alive only to write
Doesn't seem right
Waste my pen on love
Explain to you or myself

Friday is now gone
Doesn't make sense
This happens every week
Before I see the date
Wear this dust on my heart

I remain alive only to write
Doesn't seem right
Waste my pen on love
Explain to you or myself

I remain alive only to write
Doesn't get me anywhere new

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I Will Wait A Little Longer

I will wait a little longer about you
This is all I can do

Listen to whoever stops by
Think again about you
Where ever you are and why
Time for forgiveness as true
Where ever I am real now

I will wait a little longer about you
This is all I can do

I sit along side of my writing
I find my feelings to share
Dead space has nowhere for me to turn
In front, behind, I stay where I am

I will wait a little longer about you
This is all I can do

To turn within this day
To listen to a favorite tune
Rest my day
To move through you, to return

I will wait a little longer about you
This is all I can do

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I don't need a pumpkin
I don't need halloween
I don't need a scare crow
I don't need straw
I don't need ghosts and goblins

I have days to spend
I have nights to wish
I hold my prayers
I have hands
Thanks for my life
I don't need
These birds fly by

I don't need a pumpkin
I don't need halloween
I don't need a scare crow
I don't need straw
I don't need ghosts and goblins

I have time to sit
Too much time on my mind
I have earth to walk
I have world to watch
I don't need
This sun in my eyes

I don't need a pumpkin
I don't need halloween
I don't need a scare crow
I don't need straw
I don't need ghosts and goblins

I don't need these planets
Show me for wonder
Seventh heavens
Cold without thunder
I don't need
This sky anymore

I don't need a pumpkin
I don't need halloween
I don't need a scare crow
I don't need straw
I don't need ghosts and goblins

I wasn't sure how
I knew though you would
Fill the emptiness I had run across
Add to the feelings I needed to write about
Hold my thoughts in place and time
Get me through with one more rhyme
Keep my writing life alive

My hope for love
My hold warm
Stop any change I may cross
Keep my future in sight
Stop my past from leaving
Keep my heart how I must live

Those memories of you
Meant to be true
I haven't tuned in on
For so long with reason

I figured you as alive
Always to be somewhere else
I think of you as alive now
This time

I've waited all of these years
Touched for my friends to see me through
I used silence as my greatest defense
If to keep writing about you

Whatever was said to me about you
I would write of my feelings
I had my own choice words to say
Forgive me lord for angry mention

I've waited all of these years
I never gave up hope
Something in the back of my mind
I heard to wait on you

I never let anything change me
When life was hard, still is, no care
When love seemed gone, hard too long and now

If you are alive, you read my writings
Please talk with me
I can't seem to understand this story
If you are alive, I feel there is a mistake
You wouldn't over look me

Too many losses in my heart over you
Too many times I had to change my life
Too often to look through these feelings now again
Too close to you once ended my need for anyone else

If you are alive, you read my writings
Please talk with me
I can't seem to understand this story
If you are alive, I feel there is a mistake
You wouldn't over look me

Too much love for you today to turn away
To believe you won't be around as I prayed
Too many writings to notice real and difference

If you are alive, you read my writings
Please talk with me
I can't seem to understand this story
If you are alive, I feel there is a mistake
You wouldn't over look me

Quiet I only use to write
Tell how I feel from day to day
Night is silent, boring and wrong
Whoever I watch, listen through

I hear these cars drive by
In front of my house, I sit to think
Unheard of towns, no interest to find
Palm trees tall, short ones I'm lost

Wherever I walk, however the moon shines
I complete this night with another grey sky
I seem to be forced to live inside
As tame as I could become, no sense to try

I love silence in thought of you
When I do, don't hear about you
Should I listen, should I not

Often when I don't need anything
Unless from you
Often I won't touch anything
Unless from you

The rocky road of will
How many ocean run ways
Meanings I now find
Wants to wait
Needs on you

The sound of being away
Wonders could never end
Happiness depends on you
Places to remain
Overlook the rain

Only think awhile
Give your love place
Withstand alone
Hold reasons quiet
I know your day
Been there again tonight

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I'm Sorry

If I would have known of your losses
I would have been there
Remember though I wasn't in real
I was with you at spirits wealth

I'm sorry you lived through these hurts
I would have changed your life if I could
Never does a word reason hurt
I know your world in now

Now

Could I have mended you and today I would
Could I keep your happiness at way I would
Whatever I could do for you I should
Understanding each other for love I would

I'm sorry you lived through these hurts
I would have changed your life if I could
Never does a word reason hurt
I know your world in now

Thank you for your presence in my life of song

Much love to you always