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RANDOM OLD EDITED WRITINGS 2
What is real not good to see What is right not good to hear To say
who I am someone within What is true not mine to believe Afraid of the day Alone in the night What is
to move let me understand What is the same, different Any idea, any touch .................................................
There Isn't Anything I Need More There
isn't anything I need more My very open door My
place to feel right My turn of morning light My learn of love My need for life My thought of meaning There isn't anything I need more .................................................
Grasp Who I Am Grasp
who I am I follow my own sand I never leave untied
pleasures Middle of the roads to allow My search in time and space I won't sleep tonight Until my doors
open, close As I like I won't the ame awake Without use of my promise Grasp who I am I follow my own sand To
hurt deep, touched Stories, songs of my heart Only my home warm Free in spirit I will be And I never leave
unfinished dreams Grasp who I am I follow my own
sand Grasp who I am I follow my own sand ..............................
For How I Wake, I Listen Some
days I can explain my thought easy Other days I become lost in how For
how I wake, I listen When inside of my feeling need To reach everything about me To write beside my every night For
how I wake, I listen My child inside will be heard Should I or not find my real friend My chosen way For
how I wake, I listen ..................................
My True Hurt To Continue The
real truth is in my heart My hurt as my life My hurt as my love My
true hurt to continue My arms rest to know my best My hurt in falling for you My only way to feel This is my peace This is my thought My true hurt to continue As
I turn into today I run into yesterday There isn't much new I still stand I step through My true hurt to continue My
hurt remains Why give my hurt away Why refuse My
true hurt to continue
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This Is A Writing Of How I Feel This
is a writing of how I feel A way to choose to say what I please This is a writing of how I feel I have to hide within my own life Can't trust to be held in my own love I run
in to day but I don't need one Pulled to throw my night away I
can't get the door to open right Can't get the hall to let me through These windows hope for loss not win My
imagination not allowed a real This is a writing of
how I feel A way to choose to say what I please This is a writing of how I feel I find a memory I don't want The memories I need an end to alone This is a writing of how I feel A way to choose to say what I please This is
a writing of how I feel ..........................................
These are writings of years ago Telling my life the same now Love
is timeless as life is ..............................................
Say It Deep Down And Unto God Say
it deep down and unto god Noone else need to hear Not only wishing, never held To beg to feel I would like to remind you I play with only love What isn't mine to say What isn't mine to touch Say it deep down and unto
god Before you may lose your forever An always from my heart To think and understand To once have been there When, why forever paid not to cry Of all of the lies
on this earth Say it deep down and unto god Noone
else need to hear Not only wishing, never held To beg to feel Say
it deep down and unto god Before you may lose your forever An always from my heart To think and understand Say it deep down and unto god ..............................................
My Home Is Always Empty Why
should I return into you If you aren't going to be true I know the love I hold Of your song, your thought If the real need is gone In my alone all of the time I feel so low I never find a deeper heart I never learn a different way My home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting
you free Why should I hurt so Only believing in
tomorrow I been there today I was never wrong about you With
just one tear To let you forget me This story won't end until I say My
home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting you free My home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting
you free ...............................................
Ask Me To Marry You Again Ask
me to marry you again I miss the flowers and the music The thought of you in my arms More than the ring and
the meaning I miss the dream we shared together The
days we spoke to each other What are you feeling for me now Do
you still want me as I want you Within your love today As I lay down into your night Have you gone away Left me at the tunnel of my own light Ask me to marry
you again Just like we had planned Ask me to marry you again Keep me safe in your hands I keep you close even when feeling down Won't you call me once in awhile We
been together so a long time Ask me to marry you again Just like we had planned Ask me to marry you again Keep me safe in your hands ........................................
How do you know what I mean just by the words I use Do you know all of
the meanings Every way I mean to say what I do I get lost within my life sometimes I know you have too Unless
you have the library in your house You don't understand my laughter and why This is why I have life so hard I
live a bit different and I am outside of the norm Definately not knowing what is true or real ...............................................................................
Tell Me I'm Alright I'm
going to close my eyes tonight Look for one light Going to make me feel love Tell me I'm alright I'm going to touch my inner self Going to listen well Going to hear only what
I need to hear Tell me I'm alright To tell me I'm
alright I'm going to wake in the morning To my
own heart To my own life Tell me I'm alright To
Tell me I'm alright Tell me I'm alright To tell me I'm alright ................................
Silent Tears Silent
tears are falling Ones just are not heard Can't be heard over Tears needing silent tears love To know where these are coming from Not hard to understand Silent tears never
change anything Silent tears in me, with me, for me Softened thoughts come to mind Soothe the hard days of my life Living what
my living is all about Isn't hard to understand Where
these tears come from Tears needing silent tears love Silent
tears in me, with me, for me Silent tears in me, with
me, for me ...................................................
Everyone Does Don't you want to
kill me because I found my love Change me around or take from my song Don't
you want to see me fall, everyone does Don't you want to watch me lay
on the ground I don't live as I'm supposed to live Don't you want
to see me fall, everyone does Forget I have a mind of my own Forget
I have reasons I learn Forget I say what I feel however heard Don't
you want to see me fall, everyone does Don't you want to see me fall,
everyone does ..................................................................
Picture Perfect Strangers Picture
perfect strangers Complete forever friends How warm to grow Empty ways through my thoughts Peace to call on my love Motionless in meaning or less To read what I read To watch what I see Love thinks to need May not be
for me To grow as I grow To remain silent in peace Why fight with evening Anger in the day Some tunes won't move anyway Picture perfect strangers Complete forever friends How warm to grow Empty ways
through my thoughts Picture perfect strangers Complete
forever friends How warm to grow Empty ways through my thoughts .......................................
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