RANDOM 16 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL

I Really Don't Care

No more in my writing should I see
The same words to hold
I asked for all to want
I have no need to change

I live my home and peace
I will say whatever I please
Use whatever I believe

Walk when I decide to like
Use my heart, no one else
And as far as earth and world

I really don't care
I really don't care

I find a more precious thought in my alone
My joy as easy

Should I dream when I stand
My wish at hand
And as far as love of life

I really don't care
I really don't care

If you are or not near

I really don't care
I really don't care

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By The Reality Of My Eyes Only

Running along side of my true feelings
Looking inside of my life
I sit here passing time away
With the writing of my heart of love
I seek my peace of evening
I follow through with my thoughts
If solitude is my need to dream
I will be found alone always

By the reality of my eyes only

My longings exist as I please
My silence to my movement
To shed my own tears and laughs

By the reality of my eyes only

I don't have a change for my hope
I won't ask to stop my wish
I won't reach for anybody
My spirit means a lot to me
I won't feel low for any reason
Other than missing you
Just as I began to write my first word
I continue on from then

By the reality of my eyes only

My longings exist as I please
My silence to my movement
To shed my own tears and laughs

By the reality of my eyes only

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Too Bad Love Takes An Island

Is all too sad
When you must buy love
Wasn't it you who said
I was thinking of
I had heard feelings to hurt
Into your life
But I will remain silent
As I have for so long now

Too bad love takes an island

How do you call this love

Is all too sad
This is spoken wrong
Wasn't it you
I was thinking of
I watched time, every moment
I asked the lord to show more
But I will remain silent
As I have for so long now

Too bad love takes an island
To keep someone around
How do you call that love

Too bad love takes an island

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Try Walking My Forever

Try walking my forever
Try walking my forever through

Missing you now
When it's so hard to think of love
I write too many good songs
With my feelings are to belong to me
In my need for you

Try walking my forever
Try walking my forever through

Every time I go to change
There doesn't seem to be my want
If not to be lonely
Lonely I become
I would rather die than play my life

Try walking my forever
Try walking with a stranger

My deep heart is my driven by you
My window carries my much warmer view
Never to have to move
Unless to never leave you

Try walking my forever
Try walking my forever through

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You Never Understood

You thought I didn't love you
Those times I was working
I was trying to tell you
How much I cared

My heart was with you always
You were all I was thinking about
I wanted to give you something
Something different from me

You never understood

To me in you I found everything
I could tell in every writing
Every sound I found
I just wanted to give you omething
Something more from me

You never understood

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The day I never need you again
Thi will be the last day of my life
Problem is life is eternal
Do you undertand

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Always Sixty Miles Away From You

Trying to tll you about my love for you
Along side of everything I've been through
Thinking of you more than anyone I may become
Laying true in the evening of who I am now

Always sixty miles away from you

My life I can remember of so many times of places
From house to sky to car what is the difference
Yesterdays moments will always carry me out to sea

Always sixty miles away from you

I will always care with a bit of you within me

Trying to tll you about my love for you
Along side of everything I've been through
Thinking of you more than anyone I may become
Laying true in the evening of who I am now

Always sixty miles away from you

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Heartless I Could Never Become

I've tried more than time again to forget you
Time at looking for why things happen
Turns I've made to now to see you
Could I have turned elsewhere

Heartless I could never become
From beginning to if ending of you

Like a child in my eyes when I cry
To place me on hold I understand
I understand anything in forever
For my life, my love for writing

Heartless I could never become
From beginning to if ending of you

If only you were here or not
A day or too once happy with you
I never cared much for the medal
Not as much as I cared for you

Heartless I could never become
From beginning to if ending of you

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When I had to stop dreaming of you
I stopped remembering you were true
Alive seemed to disappear
I didn't want to move

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Wanting to catch the peace of my morning
Beside your heart again
I set my day to wake on your feelings
Listen for your love within
My need through you, trees I may pass
This sea is moving gently my eyes of want
The color of tomorrow stands in my way
With no new thing to say
Prayers are pleased for you

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Because Of You

Because of you
I continue to believe
I continue to wait

Because of you
I stay away from dating
I don't want loving

Because of you
I don't feel like feeling
I'm not kissing anyone

Because of you
I'm living only for you
Awake watching for you

Because of you

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If I Wait For You

If I wait for you
Will you wait for me too

If I take time to tell you
The love I knew from you
Will you take time to tell me
You love me too

If I feel for you
Will you feel for me true

If I wait for you
Will you wait for me too

If I think every day I wake
Will you think of me
Every day you wake

Make me understand time takes
Every night I wait for you
Every night you wait for me too

If I wait for you
Will you wait for me too

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Wear This Love For You

Wear this love for you
Feel this love for you
Take this love with you

I was born from you
You were born for me

What to think I don't know
This life I hold, I need
Say, never to have me leave

Wear this love for you
Feel this love for you
Take this love with you

I wouldn't try to keep you
Minutes become more
Sleep isn't just for one time
Answers seem to fall through my door

I don't question anything about you
Seems strange at times
Only

Wear this love for you
Feel this love for you
Take this love with you

Wear this love for you
Feel this love for you
Take this love with you

For life is always

Wear this love for you
Feel this love for you
Take this love with you

Don't be left without me
I always tried to tell you
You were always so busy

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I was trying to protect you
I know this seems strange
Love does act in strange ways

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Every Season

Every season

Every season
I was trying to tell you
What you meant to me

I was trying to protect you
I know this seems strange
Love does act in strange ways

Prayer for you anywhere I am
Spare you from harm
What happened then

My wishes on hold for reason
From you my wait on hold

Every season
I was trying to tell you
What you meant to me

Every season
Drifted apart we continued
Never apart I wrote of you
I would look at you anyway
For what was mine to believe
From you

Every season

Every season
I was trying to tell you
What you meant to me

Every season
I was trying to tell you
What you meant to me

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Why do I walk by you so always
Then I try again the next day
If just to see you real
If just to watch you walk away
Why can't I have anything to say
Oh about love I don't need to hear
Unless in yours round near

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