RANDOM 13 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL

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When Will You Understand

When will you understand
I am not like everybody else for you
I only write of pain
Deeper into my need for you

I can't feel the hurt of my heart
I become too closed in my arms
I can't live my life, you don't care
My love isn't worth my time to love real

When will you understand
I am not like everybody else for you
I only write of pain
Deeper into my need for you

My loneliness isn't replaced with my day
I must always be encouraged by you
My reason will be lost
I will try to escape the memory of you away

When will you understand
I am not like everybody else for you
I only write of pain
Deeper into my need for you

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My Joy Is Never Real

My joy is never real
Unless from you

Until I find my christmas in you
Santa falls to my hands
I am wrong in forgetting about you
My reindeer can't understand
If I change my life of you
My feelings on my sleigh
Led by noone to nowhere new

My joy is never real
Unless from you

My true reason for my living
My December to be loved by you
My tree can't stand without you
In my center of ornaments
I cherish below my star

What happened to you and I
My hope was made pure
Simple for you
My innocence, my lonely heart
My lights of warmth
My tree without love

My joy is never real
Unless from you

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My Tranquility Is You

My tranquility is you
Play or not play my tunes
My writing finds pleasure
Turn to you or not to talk to
In my life drive
My love mind
My tranquility is you
If by wishes inside
If by dreams
By real prayer
By yesterday loss of you
If in forever
If in never
My tranquility is you

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Why I Still Hold Onto You

Is to find more pleasure in your heart
Why I still hold onto you

Listen or never once again
To hide deep within myself

Is to feel for you real
You would want me to feel

Is this what missing you is about
Why I still hold onto you

This alone I spend every day
This waiting for your next move
For the rest of my world
Do I have a world now
Or only to write of you

For a more complete time as right
Why I still hold onto you

Is to find more pleasure from your love
Why I still hold onto you

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I Still Only Love You

As my wish of song
As my thought of right
My hurt of wrong
My feelings within
My story alive
My desire to play
Sit alone if I must
My prayers to say
My sound, my motion
My distance, my meaning
My moment of existence
I Still only love you

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You Don't See How Unhappy I Am

You don't see how unhappy I am
The joy you send to change this

So again a house so grand
Your love inside is still missing
I run over my prayers again

There is more to a second
More to a minute
My love is meant to grow with yours

In this emptiness can't you hear me

You don't see how unhappy I am
The joy you send to change this

No other sigh to deeply hurt over
No daze to be more confused

My land to look in front of me
This has always been you, to be you

You don't see how unhappy I am
The joy you send to change this

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In All Of My Reality

In all of my reality to everybody walking around my life
I still keep you in my deepest thoughts to write
I find there is no other desire to run my love
I play with my years with only you to touch my need

I've seen the lives of conceiving new worlds to roam
Is it the beginning of a difference in my old one
Anything to ask for I look beyond my wait, my hope
Lonely alone is nothing to me as lonely in the wrong crowd

Living in my words has always been my best friend
There my honest truth exists I may speak as real
What I believe of being empty over you is fun to learn
If god heard me crying in all of my reality who would I become

Twenty of my years in you has been a long time
The hundreds of thousands yet to come
If you are all I can use to reach my unhappiness
In all of my reality are the rest of my feelings to feel

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Or Will You

In any touch of love along my way
Will never be your love
In any song to play during my day
Will never be your sun
I may hold of life
Will never be your hold
In any word spoken
The meaning will not be yours
This time I now miss you
Will never be seen by you
The darkness of my night
This won't show a deeper hurt
In any writing yet I may write
My hardest feelings to get through
The loss of you, empty my my heart
The reality never with you
This loneliness I stand with
You will never know as lonely
Or will you

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Here I Am Again

In
Here I am again
Another song
Another night
Another love for you
Another world
Another day
Another sad remark of true
Another room
Another look
Another place to be
Another story
Another to listen to isn't real
Another break of my dream
Another wish
Another prayer
Another want
Another need
Another I gave you all I have
You again to have life
I gave you all I had
Another time
Another wait
Here I am again

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To Truly Smile

Every time I look into the day
As I must still see you away
I can't help but know in you
I find my need to truly smile

To truly smile

Every time I lay through the night
When I must notice you aren't here
I can't help but remember you
How you made me cry then laugh
I found my need to truly smile

To truly smile

Every time I don't hear from you
I live thoughts for you
If I can't bring you back to my time
You made me hurt to lose you
You will bring your time back around
So alone and thankful for you
I find my need to truly smile in you

To truly smile

I find my need to truly smile in you

To truly smile

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Where Are My Paper Maches

Where are my paper maches

I'm looking through
My door to you
So distant, so far away

Where are my paper maches

Inside, go into my mind
Lead me through to the love
The love I feel is right

Inside, where I cry all of the time
About being someone to you

Where are my paper maches

I'm looking through
My door to you
So distant, so far away

Where are my paper maches

I'm an exception to the rule
Of longing days, longing nights
Listening to truth
Believing in life
Begin again

Where are my paper maches

I'm looking through
My door to you
So distant, so far away

Where are my paper maches

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I Would Treasure You

I don't have another choice for my life
I can only be who I am for my love
I'm real down home and alone

I rely on noone at times but myself
When everything in my hold isn't my own
A break is yet only a way to go
Where I need to go with you

I would treasure you
Way inside my soul
Give you value
I would treasure you

I can only live against the air I breath
I can only be sure in try of understanding
I need to talk with you

I would treasure you
Way inside my soul
Give you value
I would treasure you

I look at you with love in my eyes
Think of you to see again
Find the way from being so lost within
Some days do come true some day

I would treasure you
Way inside my soul
Give you value
I would treasure you

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If I Don't Have You

If I don't have you
I played time for nothing
If I don't have you

I can't love further into the love I need
There isn't anything more on this earth
Don't ask, I won't answer with my want
I'll just keep living beside you

I tried to avoid today, head another way
I was pulled right back into you
How long will it be this time
To miss who I should be held by in you

I listen to you only as you ask

If I don't have you
Can't you see my life is over
If I don't have you

In the very little I wait to find from you
To be alive for, if this isn't enough
I still haven't found, when next will I see you
Just who I am now is true

I listen to you only as you ask

If I don't have you
Can't you see my life is over
If I don't have you

You will never know the days
I watched and I watched for you
If only to see some sign
How hard it's been without my one true friend
And even then, even then

I listen to you only as you ask

If I don't have you
Can't you see my life is over
If I don't have you

If I don't have you

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