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RANDOM 13 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL
When Will You Understand When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you I can't feel the hurt of my heart I become too closed in my arms I can't live
my life, you don't care My love isn't worth my time to love real When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you My loneliness isn't replaced with my day I must always be encouraged by you My
reason will be lost I will try to escape the memory of you away When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you ......................................
My Joy Is Never Real My
joy is never real Unless from you Until I find
my christmas in you Santa falls to my hands I am wrong in forgetting about you My reindeer can't understand If I change my life of you My feelings on my sleigh Led by noone to nowhere new My joy is never real Unless from you My
true reason for my living My December to be loved by you My tree can't stand without you In my center of ornaments I cherish below my star What happened to you and I My hope was made pure Simple for you My innocence, my lonely heart My lights of warmth My tree without
love My joy is never real Unless from you My joy is never real Unless from you .................................
My Tranquility Is You My
tranquility is you Play or not play my tunes My writing finds pleasure Turn to you or not to talk to In
my life drive My love mind My tranquility is you If by wishes inside If by dreams By real prayer By yesterday loss of you If in forever If in never My tranquility is you ...............................
Why I Still Hold Onto You Is
to find more pleasure in your heart Why I still hold onto you Listen
or never once again To hide deep within myself Is
to feel for you real You would want me to feel Is
this what missing you is about Why I still hold onto you This
alone I spend every day This waiting for your next move For the rest of my world Do I have a world now Or
only to write of you For a more complete time as right Why I still hold onto you Is to find more pleasure
from your love Why I still hold onto you ......................................
I Still Only Love You As
my wish of song As my thought of right My hurt of wrong My feelings within My story alive My desire
to play Sit alone if I must My prayers to say My sound, my motion My distance, my meaning My moment
of existence I Still only love you ................................
You Don't See How Unhappy I Am You
don't see how unhappy I am The joy you send to change this So
again a house so grand Your love inside is still missing I run over my prayers again There is more to a second More to a minute My love is meant to grow with yours In this emptiness can't you hear me You
don't see how unhappy I am The joy you send to change this No
other sigh to deeply hurt over No daze to be more confused My
land to look in front of me This has always been you, to be you You
don't see how unhappy I am The joy you send to change this You
don't see how unhappy I am The joy you send to change this ..................................................
In All Of My Reality In
all of my reality to everybody walking around my life I still keep you in my deepest thoughts to write I find there
is no other desire to run my love I play with my years with only you to touch my need I've seen the lives of conceiving new worlds to roam Is it the beginning of a difference
in my old one Anything to ask for I look beyond my wait, my hope Lonely alone is nothing to me as lonely in the
wrong crowd Living in my words has always been my best
friend There my honest truth exists I may speak as real What I believe of being empty over you is fun to learn If god heard me crying in all of my reality who would I become Twenty
of my years in you has been a long time The hundreds of thousands yet to come If you are all I can use to reach
my unhappiness In all of my reality are the rest of my feelings to feel .....................................................................................................
Or Will You In
any touch of love along my way Will never be your love In any song to play during my day Will never be your
sun I may hold of life Will never be your hold In any word spoken The meaning will not be yours This
time I now miss you Will never be seen by you The darkness of my night This won't show a deeper hurt In
any writing yet I may write My hardest feelings to get through The loss of you, empty my my heart The reality
never with you This loneliness I stand with You will never know as lonely Or will you ................
Here I Am Again In Here I am again Another song Another night Another love for you Another world Another day Another
sad remark of true Another room Another look Another place to be Another story Another to listen
to isn't real Another break of my dream Another wish Another prayer Another want Another need Another I gave you all I have You again to have life I gave you all I had Another time Another wait Here I am again .......................
To Truly Smile Every
time I look into the day As I must still see you away I can't help but know in you I find my need to truly
smile To truly smile Every time I lay through the night When I must notice you aren't here I can't
help but remember you How you made me cry then laugh I found my need to truly smile To truly smile Every
time I don't hear from you I live thoughts for you If I can't bring you back to my time You made me hurt to
lose you You will bring your time back around So alone and thankful for you I find my need to truly smile in
you To truly smile I find my need to truly smile in you To
truly smile ...................
Where Are My Paper Maches Where
are my paper maches I'm looking through My door
to you So distant, so far away Where are my paper
maches Inside, go into my mind Lead me through
to the love The love I feel is right Inside, where
I cry all of the time About being someone to you Where
are my paper maches I'm looking through My door
to you So distant, so far away Where are my paper
maches I'm an exception to the rule Of longing
days, longing nights Listening to truth Believing in life Begin again Where are my paper maches I'm
looking through My door to you So distant, so far away Where
are my paper maches ..........................................
I Would Treasure You I
don't have another choice for my life I can only be who I am for my love I'm real down home and alone I rely on noone at times but myself When everything in my hold isn't my own A
break is yet only a way to go Where I need to go with you I
would treasure you Way inside my soul Give you value I would treasure you I can only live against the air I breath I can only be sure in try of understanding I need to talk with you I would treasure you Way
inside my soul Give you value I would treasure you I
look at you with love in my eyes Think of you to see again Find the way from being so lost within Some days
do come true some day I would treasure you Way
inside my soul Give you value I would treasure you I
would treasure you Way inside my soul Give you value I would treasure you .............................
If I Don't Have You If
I don't have you I played time for nothing If I don't have you I
can't love further into the love I need There isn't anything more on this earth Don't ask, I won't answer with my
want I'll just keep living beside you I tried to
avoid today, head another way I was pulled right back into you How long will it be this time To miss who I
should be held by in you I listen to you only as you
ask If I don't have you Can't you see my life is
over If I don't have you In the very little I wait
to find from you To be alive for, if this isn't enough I still haven't found, when next will I see you Just
who I am now is true I listen to you only as you ask If I don't have you Can't you see my life is over If I don't have you You will never know the days I watched and I watched for you If only to see
some sign How hard it's been without my one true friend And even then, even then I listen to you only as you ask If
I don't have you Can't you see my life is over If I don't have you If
I don't have you .............................
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