ELIZABETH VITALE | MY NETWORKING MYSPACE ETC | IF I MUST LAY MY FLOWERS DOWN | RANDOM NEW WRITINGS 7 27 10 MICHAEL | LETTER TO MICHAEL | RANDOM 5 NEW WRITINGS JULY 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 8 NEW WRITINGS JUNE/JULY 2010 MICHAEL | LANGUAGE TRANSLATION PAGE | OLD HOLLYWOOD PICS | RANDOM 4 VOCAL WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 20 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 16 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 18 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 20 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 8 OLD EDITED WRITINGS | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 15 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 15 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 17 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 16 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 11 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 16 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 13 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 13 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 14 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 22 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 12 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 15 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 12 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 13 2010 WRITINGS MICHAEL | RANDOM 3 2010 WRITINGS | RANDOM 12 WRITINGS EDITED MARCH 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 10 WRITINGS EDITED MARCH 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 5 WRITINGS EDITED APRIL 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 10 OLD WRITINGS EDITED MAY 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 9 OLD WRITINGS EDITED MAY 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 9 OLD WRITINGS EDITED MAY 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 5 OLD WRITINGS EDITED JUNE 2010 MICHAEL | RANDOM 10 WRITINGS AFTER STATED DEATH MICHAEL | RANDOM 3 OLD WRITINGS EDITED MAY 2010 | CONTESTS | A 75 writings | A 36 writings | A 14 writings | A 1 writing | B 54 writings | B 5 writings | C 43 writings | C 9 writings | D 79 writings | D 8 writings | E 34 writings | E 6 writings | F 71 writings | F 8 writings | G 24 writings | G 6 writings | H 81 writings | H 32 writings | H 14 writings | I 66 writings | I 33 writings | I 63 writings | I 24 writings | I 28 writings | I 31 writings | I 42 writings | I 46 writings | I 36 writings | I 28 writings | I 58 writings | I 28 writings | I 21 writings | I 7 writings | J 8 writings | K 4 writings | L 80 writings | L 10 writings | M 67 writings | M 35 writings | M 13 writings | M 9 writings | N 77 writings | N 48 writings | N 13 writings | O 73 writings | O 10 writings | 0 1 writing | P 40 writings | P 9 writings | Q 4 writings | R 37 writings | R 1 writing | R 58 writing | S 27 writings | S 4 writings | S 3 writings | T 137 writings | T 57 writings | T 38 writings | T 13 writings | T 11 writings | T 3 writings | U 29 writings | U 4 writings | V 4 writings | W 78 writings | W 46 writings | W 30 writings | W 29 writings | W 37 writings | W 47 writings | W 9 writings | Y 45 writings | Y 7 writings | MY GENEALOGY PAGE | BIO, SCHOOLS, GROUPS, GENERAL AWARD INFO | DISCLOSURE | GUESTBOOK | THE END

RANDOM 15 OLD EDITED WRITINGS MICHAEL

Think Of Our Thoughts From Yesterday

Think of our thoughts from yesterday
Beyond you isn't soothing
Think of how now I see you, don't see you

We touch your love
We hold my life
We give and take freely

I know I made you cry
My feelings were hurt
We never kept our love together

We could have found some way
Only what do you need now
Quiet from me I send to you

Think of our thoughts from yesterday
Beyond you isn't soothing
Think of how now I see you, don't see you

I wait easily, never to bring you pain
I send to you love again
I never stopped loving you
 
Think of our thoughts from yesterday
Beyond you isn't soothing
Think of how now I see you, don't see you

Think of our thoughts from yesterday

....................................................

This Real Earth

This real earth
How many times to return
This is my home then for always
with you

I would never try to convince you
Different than my love of you
For the life of your need
I could only say what can be true

I don't have to give you anything
Never have yet asked a return
Only send what you feel for me
Deepest I would recognize

This real earth
How many times to return
This is my home then for always
with you

Your will means more than mine
To any reach of truth around
Understanding only measures why
Try trust as my reason over you

This real earth
How many times to return
This is my home then for always
with you

.....................

To Close My Eyes

To close my eyes
Thought not deep
Slow time down
Once into who leads

An old memory
Hard to leave
A long day forgotten
What is real
Owe until untrue

To close my eyes
Thought not deep
Slow time down
Once into who leads

Here for now
A wait from you
Changes are new
Quiet to sleep I use

To close my eyes
Thought not deep
Slow time down
Once into who leads

To close my eyes
Thought not deep
Slow time down
Once into who leads

...........................

To Feel These Wants Of Mine

To feel these wants of mine from you come alive
This erases yesterday by what I know now
Who leaves love hanging around as mine

I was given a rabbit by way of a child
Something always wanted never allowed
I had a few other thoughts stolen young
Ruined my life all the way along

When I began to touch for my love
Was hard getting through wrong doors
I longed to dream treasures I found as mine
Loving, precious no other would notice

To feel these wants of mine from you come alive
This erases yesterday by what I know now
Who leaves love hanging around as mine

I could never be just anyone in a crowd
You would have to turn to me as someone
You were the only guy once, are you now

To feel these wants of mine from you come alive
This erases yesterday by what I know now
Who leaves love hanging around as mine

...........................................................................

Try Playing My Heart In Your Mind

I want to find my love this is all
You don't become mine is alright
To know you are real keeps me thrilled
I never need to look for you again

Through this emptiness I've traveled
An only writing of the feelings I choose
With my emotions to imagine my peace of joy
My melody to sing, silently to hum

Try playing my heart in your mind

I want to hold my sea, touch my wind free
I can stand in my sun easy
To say what I please, when I need your love
Knowing then as I hear you answer me

Try playing my heart in your mind

This earth isn't my universe
This world isn't my eternity
This sky isn't my story
I don't drive the stars, inside of you only

Try playing my heart in your mind

.................................................

Where My Music Lives

Just listening through
In my prayer and peace

Where my music lives

My heart to wait
My faith to exist
My welcomed need

Just touching my hold
On you, your world

Where my music lives

Where god spends time
Where the lord gives
Life to my mind

Where my music lives

...............................

Why Can't You See Me Now

Back through New York and you
Just for a moment my thoughts play
Then on through my every days
Everyone to touch my ways

I don't have many loves
But the loves I have I love well

Why can't you see me now
Prepare your life for god
For my prayer tonight

I don't miss many thoughts
The ones true I feel
The dwelling of my heart
My longings missed
I miss you that much

Why can't you see me now
Prepare your life for god
For my prayer tonight

To speak the truth
What is the real truth anymore

Some people we do grow on
Away from those touches
Yours stays

Why can't you see me now
Prepare your life for god
For my prayer tonight

......................................


As I Still Hold Hope

As I still hold hope
Never gave up hope on you
Whatever either one of us has been through

Beginning from the beginning
Looking through reasons then and now
Reading from my sand in time
Turning dust into my life

Sending one place to you tells a story
How many places I've known
Sharing with my truest friends
How I became, who I am now

As I still hold hope
Never gave up hope on you
Whatever either one of us has been through

Taking love for who my love is
Claiming truth at times isn't easy
Raising questions about you only
The most important person once in my day
Now gone took my night with you

Beginning from the beginning
Looking through reasons then and now
Reading from my sand in time
Turning dust into my life

Sending one place to you tells a story
How many places I've known
Sharing with my truest friends
How I became, who I am now

As I still hold hope
Never gave up hope on you
Whatever either one of us has been through

........................................................................

In One Place

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

I could miss morning
In one place
Sight and sound
Love around

I never understand
In one place
On my thought
Without space

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

My way could change
In one place
Good for life
In one place

Home wasn't a happy day
Alive
In one place

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

In one place

..................

If You Speak California

If you speak California
I will hear

How wrong if not right
How long could be awhile
A walk is enough to miss a lot

If you sing me
I will listen

From who cares
Who wears me
What will you now find

If you speak California
I will hear

If you sing me
I will listen

Let me understand you
A work from the heart
A wonder of hand

If you speak California
I will hear

If you sing me
I will listen

If you speak California
I will hear

If you sing me
I will listen

.................................

Love Is Dead, Life Is Worse

Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why hear at all

Not the future, now is real
A friend to see where
A tire of the world
The earth is old I walk

Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why I hear at all

I don't know when I will change
If I do, the memories deep
New York, my father, I lost everything
Don't know why I even cry

Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear more no more
A scare of why I hear at all

I know I fit in some times
Just wish I knew how
Who will I continue to become
This fun doesn't seem right

Love is dead, life is worse
To find only you I live through
The words I hear no more

.....................................................

Only Here I Am

Sadness and dispair to turn to you
Thought on love and loss
Freedom tied within wonder unexplained
Heart unsure as to why

Sure we think we hold our own minds
I stand where I believe I find the Lord
About you to reach the experience
I am happy to notice your growth

Only here I am on a lane of my need
Over to how expressed
What do I want I wouldn't know
Without my touch the best I can
Back to emptiness again

Only here I am on a lane of my need
Over to how expressed
What do I want I wouldn't know
Without my touch the best I can
Back to emptiness again

........................................................

I Will Never Be The Same

Doesn't matter what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence

I will never be the same

The innocence forgotten
The innocence now found
Outside is erased away

I will never be the same

There is a future to feel
Never too old to care
Blinders fit better along side

I will never be the same

Doesn't matter what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence

I will never be the same

..................................

I Wait, I Try, I Quit

I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish

I don't care about music anymore
Live a thought, love a world
All for a mention of word
Should this be new or old

I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish

Had you a moment for me
The many aren't enough
For you I stop on a hold
For me I still cry the same

I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish

You want to give in your time
this doesn't mean for mine
You want to understand why
I feel my want as unknown

I wait, I try, I quit
I then begin again
I walk, I talk, silent
I am not home as I wish

.........................

Forced Smiles

Forced smiles
Never missing
Forced smiles
Never home
For the sleep
I don't

As this world
Grow old
With you away

As this sleep
I must
Fallen beside

Love and life
So much to see
Nothing to say

Forced smiles
Stay somewhere
Needed once
To be there

Forced smiles
Never missing
Forced smiles
Never home
For the sleep
I don't

...................

Picture33.jpg