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RANDOM 10 OLD WRITINGS EDITED MAY 2010 MICHAEL
You Were The Greatest Hurt In My Life You were the greatest hurt in my life
You didn't know, that's hard to believe I can't help how I believe
I've seen so very much
You can't tell me things
I've heard, I've gotten to watch
You can't think for me
I don't know anything about life
Even some
disadvantaged life holds life You measure me with shape
and size
But you never knew the tape
You hold me in your hands
How wrong you are to tell
Tell me what
is love, living only is You were the greatest hurt in
my life
You didn't know, that's hard to believe I
held no want you didn't see
I held no need you didn't feel
You weren't there anywhere
You didn't find me, you
didn't know You are still here in my mind
You aren't
here
I'm always falling for your love
You aren't near
Anything you want of giving
Giving of all to you
Really is about enough
Of all I truly ask from you You
were the greatest hurt in my life
You didn't know, that's hard to believe ..........................................................
Silently Thinking Silently
thinking
I'm laying here now
I asked for your life so What
do I know
Your song in your heart
What will your next move be
I don't want anything more
The time until
you return Silently thinking
I'm laying here now
I asked for your life so I can't count on a minute
I can't count on anything
In you to love me could I
If I can't trust you
If I can't trust god
Who can
I trust, what Silently thinking
I'm laying here
now
I asked for your life so ..........................
I Still Think Of You At Times I
still think of you at times
Hope you're doing fine
Wonder what you remember about me
Don't mention my need
for your love
I still like who I am
When I get to be
I find why I love being alive
In this inside place
I live
Outside not much to exist
To believe night will fall
Day won't say anything different
I still think
of you at times
Hope you're doing fine ....................................................................
Explain So I Can Understand Explain so I can understand
What would you be doing
with me now Are
you returning everything I ost
The days, the time, feelings I've spent
I can't imagine loving you again for nothing My deepest need from you
My life, my endless need
The reality of my peace Explain so I can understand
What would you be doing with me now Should I forgive you
For my tonights of loneliness
Sleep knowing only my tomorrows
Travel only to lay back down again
Into your mind I can't talk with Explain so I can understand
What would you be doing
with me now What
is the reason for you and I Explain so I can understand
What would you be doing with me now ....................................................
All You See Through Is You All you see through is you
Look at twenty-five thousand
days ago Home
is in the want to be alive true
Longing always to be with you
To feel for you about your love All you see through is you
Look at twenty-five thousand
days ago I
ben trying to tell you
You don't listen
I been waiting to hear from you again
I ask for what I need
I
try again tonight All
you see through is you
Look at twenty-five thousand days ago All you see through is you
Look at twenty-five thousand days ago ................................................
Only It's A Matter Of Time As Always Only it's a matter of time as always When
I never could see you gone
Dreaming of you been so long
When I know you understand me
I know you are the only
man for me Only it's a matter of time as always In my life again
When I won't trust a stranger to be a friend
My heart must
beat alive Only it's a matter of time as always Do I have to only hear you sing
Wish you well, don't forget me
What is the
value of I love you anymore Only it's a matter of time
as always ..................................................
All I Touch Is Myself I
ask for your touch from you
Just your touch of love
All I touch is myself I have your hands within mine
I can't believe you won't take mine
I hold your heart
away from hurt
I can't believe you turn mine to stone I
love your hold warm inside
For mine you make it cold
I grow wanting you every night
You grow me the same every
day I ask for your touch from you
Just your touch
of love
All I touch is myself I treasure you more
than any life
Mine you leave out for fright
I linger to I want to turn around
Forget I live, forget there is
my love I ask for your touch from you
Just your
touch of love
All I touch is myself .........................................
Your feelings are beginning to make me believe
I'll live in sad love songs
all of my life
Forever without you is wrong
I feel blind by my own need inside
I try to find my hold as right
Who knows the reason, meaning
Laying down to die
Calling to you to keep me alive .............................................
It's Been Two Long Years It's
been two long years
Behind these bars
I think of two to come
What should I do I'm still in prison
I can't get out
How long is it going to be
Before
I see the light
Touch myself, know I am heard
In the love I love with you It's been two long years
Behind these bars
I think of two to come
What should I
do I feel lost walking round here
There's noone
to talk to
I been trying to leave
With still no way
Why can't I live the love
I love with you It's been two long years
Behind these bars
I think of two to come
What
should I do It's been two long years
Behind these
bars
I think of two to come
What should I do ..................................
There Are Always Open Backward Pages You were special to me deep inside
When I hide away my thoughts
Over love, over life
laughed about
So easy When I open the only hold
I have
Say how I feel
Turned around by familiar reasons
Then to look through what loneliness leaves
I
was made to know There are always open backward pages
Found once unsures
Secure in you now, not so much anymore
There is always one guy to need
Can't be another
I sleep too much cold I couldn't change now, forever
more
True seems overlooked
Only real in touches writing again
Should I live on There are always open backward pages
Found once unsures
Secure in you now,
not so much anymore
There is always one guy to need
Can't be another
I sleep too much cold .........................................................
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