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LETTER TO MICHAEL
Michael I
want you to understand the meaning to you has carried my writing through to places and people from years I thought could never
go away, but I tried to place behind me as once agos have to leave. I wrote you love letters near every day and night near 30
years in this now try to make sweet what that means, how my growth has again flourished from you as always, how the mention
of turning again tends to ask me to wait and for long moments never become short. Your presence sends the place welcomed as
though the very beginning I thought Michael will handle whatever I need way back in Hollywood time. I don't think I missed
one prayer for you regardless of what you chose in your life from whatever occured in your life. I have my thoughts. I have
a few angers. I hold some hurt, but nothing near your ventures through earth and world. Clever as I may seem and as smart
as I feel I am to beat you at your own game always you still never cease to amaze me. I still believe I can win anything you
have to offer just with my wait for you. I miss several people from my old days. I truly miss you, but sometimes I think I
miss more of what would have happened had 93 not changed both of our directions we worked to achieve whether for each other
or if only riding along side of each other. Now I must rest on the silence I had before my life was shattered, use what I
can to keep strong for the aging I endure and play with what I have in front of me to challenge. You being a great challenger
would understand this without much wonder. I am blessed spiritually. The most important of all blessings I send your way.
I never did say goodbye. Did you? Elizabeth 7 17 10
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