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I Only Play With Real Stars You
want I understand what should not be understood
You want I turn dark into light, meaning of life around
I walked
away to be strong, you return into my weak
I risk my life for you, in peace, free I fly around this way I only play with real stars, the untrue turn away
To make amends, say prayers disappear
into time
To forget, to remember, call again, be silent
To never need to dream is a pleasure from you Some yesterdays remain as today
I am loved as needed
I may not have worldly
everythings
Everything I ask for from you I receive I
only play with real stars, the untrue turn away
To make amends, say prayers disappear into time
To forget, to remember,
call again, be silent
To never need to dream is a pleasure from you But You want I understand what should not be understood
You want I turn dark into light,
meaning of life around
I walked away to be strong, you return into my weak
I risk my life for you, in peace, free
I fly around this way I only play with real stars, the
untrue turn away
To make amends, say prayers disappear into time
To forget, to remember, call again, be silent
To never need to dream is a pleasure from you ...................................................................................
Friends don't care
They care
Where are you today
There is no
need to speak
What does silence run away 3 23 2008 ..................
I've Had Enough From Time I've
had enough from time
The reason for life In today's
world
I find more peace alone
Thought on my life
Forgotten by everyone
Touch for my love
In my only
need
Stop on my heart
To die quietly awake I've
had enough from time
The reason for life Evil from
all around
Spare never my own
I mention again after tonight
God and why
Excuses in every always
Lies
and lies and more lies I've had enough from time
The reason for life Absent words sent
I have
to read through
For my feelings
For my way to grow
Seems my forever
For only you to know I've had enough from time
The reason for life I've had enough from time
The reason for life .........................................
I Really Don't Care No
more in my writing should I see
The same words to hold
I asked for all to want
I have no need to change I live my home and peace
I will say whatever I please
Use whatever I believe Walk when I decide to like
Use my heart, no one else
And as far as earth and
world I really don't care
I really don't care I find a more precious thought in my alone
My joy as easy Should I dream when I stand
My wish at hand
And as far as love of life I really don't care
I really don't care If you are or not near I
really don't care
I really don't care .........................
Who Cares Really For Me Hanging
in yesterday
The only place warm for today
Seems more like snow white
Lost within my fight to dream
Held
down by evil on this land
Who knows why, where next Who
cares really for me Thinking of you again
Reading
the views, looking through
I move to speak, remain quiet
I feel nothing I say will change
Knowing you as I
do Who cares really for me Is this a new you really
Doesn't touch me different
My tree branches are the
same
Is this a new year really
You could have fooled me
A moment stops by to say Who cares really for me Who
cares really for me anyway .....................................
In This Story Of You I
have to live with a lot over you
Yesterday fullfilled then left blue
Should ever to be real as was true
I have
to speak how to know you
This song doesn't seem to say everything The
travels, so many thoughts for you
The sure, how you always said
Whatever I need
You would be there for me In this story of you seems empty
Of the right ending How I could never end your story
Still missing a few pictures
Happy for you
always
In my life, my love
Only something is missing
In today, in tonight of you In this story of you
Of the right ending In this story of you
Of the right ending
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One Song Left To Sing One
song left to sing
One song left to play
Will you send again my way I
can not change memories
However I feel
You cared, I cared
I didn't know your world well One song left to sing
One song left to play
Will you send again my way One song, our private affair
Talks between us
Never went anywhere
Same
sorrow for loss tonight One song left to sing
One
song left to play
Will you send again my way ................................
Living In The Past With You Living
in the past with you
When you were real and true Before
the days of love gone wrong
Before the ways of pretend time Living
in the past with you
When you were real and true Before
the nights of no return
Before the sun would feel low
Before the world took over
Before your life was torn
apart Before those hands touched you wrong
Before
those needs became your hold
To get away, talk about truth
I don't need to watch dates remind me Living in the past with you
When you were real and true Before my sky fell apart
After I waited for the right tone
Before that one
solo heart broke
I woke into you were now gone
You would never be gone Living in the past with you
When you were real and true .......................................
Had We Love Had
we love we could choose
Had we love, have we now
Not the same with you away Resting on quiet time
Along side of my silent mind
Eyes closed without reason
Waiting
on night to move along Had we love we could choose
Had we love, have we now
Not the same with you away I
hear life won't be the same
I read life carries on the same
I see life doesn't appear different
Was life written
this way Left alone to remember you
Leave me alone
to feel true
Something woke me into you
Long ago time together Had
we love we could choose
Had we love, have we now
Not the same with you away ..........................................
Scholars Often Tell Me Another
lesson in life for life
Another story to tell
A meaning to reason
We all know so well A praise
We may have forgotten
A hurt
Along side of our hearts
Never
to miss the feeling
To learn a little bit more Scholars
often tell me
There is more to come
We are far from an end
Unless to begin again Now I don't know everything
I do know your love
I listen, I watch with open
care
I seem far but I am close Some people believe
in death
Some people believe in anew
Some people believe they return
Walking around earth again Scholars often tell me
There is more to come
We are far from an end
Unless
to begin again Now I don't know everything
I do
know your love
I listen, I watch with open care
I seem far but I am close What keeps me real today
I still believe in you
I believe I still love you
What
ever that is to say Scholars often tell me
There
is more to come
We are far from an end
Unless to begin again ..................................
I Toss My Real Forever To Your Hands I toss my real forever to your hands
I can tell what will be real, what is next
Do I
have to wake from this sleep
Do I have to sleep this earth tonight Only
a friend going by to break this sky
From the same clouds passing through
Every time I find you I find my love
Where am I to see you as I have From the beginning
of my time
Today a want from you to continue
Not many turns give life to my eyes
Not many true feelings do
I hold I toss my real forever to your hands
I can
tell what will be real, what is next
Do I have to wake from this sleep
Do I have to sleep this earth tonight Silence doesn't change my love for you ...........................................................
In The Silence Of My Love And
then, I try to say what is true
How I feel, why
I am just a writer of my life
Where, within, my home I stay
Sending notes to my heart
Hopes of god delivering
For these futher ways along In the silence of my love
I spend my hours
I come out when I must be gone
Into another touch
Of my day, of my night
But I
I
return as anyone Inside of my misfortune
Any thought
I may think
A little bit of good comes around
There should be more togetherness
In the world, on earth, and
in heaven
Could I be the same I decide In the silence
of my love
I spend my hours
I come out when I must be gone
Into another touch
Of my day, of my night
But I
I return as anyone I try never to turn
sounds on not mine
No more of the same heart ache playing
In my understanding rare from you
The truth I am
owed will shine through
What will the lord decide now In
the silence of my love
I spend my hours
I come out when I must be gone
Into another touch
Of my day, of
my night
But I
I return as anyone
this
was written on 3 13 95 around my time of deciding to leave Hollywood. The basis of my love answered from Michael had
come through. I knew he would be off in other ventures for various reasons or I thought this. I figured Michael will come
back around when the time comes and whatever will be will be. I continued writing. As I read this writing appears I choose
the same. I will wait Michael. I know you too well to let go now. I also know the people who really love me all too well from
my yesterdays in Hollywood.
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Free As I Need Wishes
for there is a sky
Dreams for there is this sea
Touches to cry for, reach to use
Gifts to believe in, to the
rescue
Numbers to count, my very own
Must be my night, thought to share
Time to pass in feelings of real
As hated as I am, the few to like
Bare of hurt, less of cold
Away from world
Called by you never heard
Running all day, awake until morning
Mind quiet, peace, earth worn, torn
A wait to remain, writing for trust
Free as I need ......................
Standing In The Ripples Of My Clouds Standing in the ripples of my clouds
Walking along the waves of my sun
Into your arms
and heart Do I create you just to feel you
Toward
some beyond place with you
Only to find my empty way real
Could you touch me now
Try to understand Standing in the ripples of my clouds
Walking along the waves of my sun
Into
your arms and heart Shining a sealgull with your hands
I watch within your mind
To want you somehow
To keep you to myself Standing
in the ripples of my clouds
Walking along the waves of my sun
Into your arms and heart .....................................
What Should Life Bring Why
I lay here now
Why I wonder somehow
Do I choose tonight
Look for a bright life
It's hard to trust my eyes What should life bring
Loss of one or another
What should life be
Behind
us more than now
In front a breath
Our absence yet to come
A meaning, lessons torn Entertained, worldly remains Where
may I be when
Expected as a winner
Nothing more than a loser
Does understanding agree
Do barriers make
peace From mother to father
Who is most to touch
Brothers, sisters
Right or wrong
Stood together
Fenced in by how What should life bring
Loss of one or another
What should life be
Behind us more
than now
In front a breath
Our absence yet to come
A meaning, lessons torn ................................
Wanting to catch the peace of my morning
Beside your heart again
I set my day to wake on your feelings
Listen for your love within
My need through
you, trees I may pass
This sea is moving gently my eyes of want
The color of tomorrow stands in my way
With
no new thing to say
Prayers are pleased for you ........................................
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