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Waiting On You Again

Waiting on you again
Waiting on a cold day
Listening meant to hear
Watching everything
Grey and white
Blend into my years
Thinking how you touch me
Resting with the trees
Resting with the wind
Waiting on you again

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Our New Home

Our new home
Our new life
Our view together

Our touch for today
Our thoughts complete
Our hold we share
Our world away

Our new home
Our new life
Our view together

Was that you
Was that me
We once played to believe

Our new names
Same as the old
Never could we separate

Our new home
Our new life
Our view together

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Colors Of Perfection

Colors of perfection
Airs of believing

Not only music, words
Life long turns of time belong
Placed to remain, quiet to see
One peaceful understanding

Never ending love
Not only love thoughts

Colors of perfection
Airs of believing

Trust never seems to break
Not only beauty
Not only a pretty day
Not only night
Showing a display

This is my every day
How I reach for comfort
My favorite heartache melody

I can look at you away
Sing how I truly feel
Touch how real you were
Leave how real you are now
In touch with yesterday

in
Colors of perfection
Airs of believing

Colors of perfection
Airs of believing

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What Happened

Loving you the way I did
Playing with you as real to wait
Silence is quiet in peace today
Tried by now and my fate
Warm in your trust then gone

What happened

Following my need around
My want continues to call the same
I don't know what to think
I don't know what to say
Warm in your trust then gone

What happened

Is this calm only an act to play
I must get through
I know I have

What happened

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What Can I Do To Find You

What can I do to find you
What can I say
What can I feel
I haven't held
What can I explain to change

There went another weekend
Here comes another week
I can't play to test life

What can I do to find you
What can I say
What can I feel
I haven't held
What can I explain to change

Love is too hard to break
I return to this same place
With not enough time
To answer my needs
Too many nights awake

What can I do to find you
What can I say
What can I feel
I haven't held
What can I explain to change

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I Could Sleep Forever

I could sleep forever
I wouldn't miss anything new

Rest, peace, quiet
Unknown story treasures
Clean, a moment my pleasure
Green, blue, orange
Bright with silence
Dim with choice
For doing nothing, living less

I could sleep forever
I wouldn't miss anything new

I watch this day around me
Sure is easy to hear you
Anger comes upon me
Sems a challenge to care

I could sleep forever
I wouldn't miss anything new

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When Will This Love End

From the end of the storm drain
On the dock of my day
From the young of my way
Into the age of my say
To have you now

When will this love end

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Always Always Again

Always something new to think of you
Somewhere true once held love for you
Always someone old to turn into
For life to remember who I am

Always some new day within the rain
Some new night within the dark of light
Always once forgotten treasures never let go

Always always again

Once there seemed a way true was real

Always something different to learn of you
Always to touch a cloud happened to disappear
Always to watch a dream going nowhere
Always some wish to fall into

A wet land turned dry
A dry land easy to cross
An image not mine to care about
A pull on my heart to understand

Always always again

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From My Life Now Here After

From my life now, hear after
To laugh these tears away

Day after day
I walk without ground
Sometimes

I know someone cares somewhere
I can't think of who

From my life now, hear after
When I am through

I can only sleep somehow
I can only wake
I can only be without you again

From my life now, hear after
To laugh these tears away

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Your Life I'm Listening For Your Love Again

Your life I'm listening for your love again

Changes only on the outside of my life
Within my hands I hold the only pen I love
How I send my thoughts I may read
Turns of thunderstorms never a move away

Your life I'm listening for your love again

Turns of feelings could never stop today
A move of hope driven I never find to explain
How I never dream I live who I am
Talks within my sleep never lead me different

Your life I'm listening for your love again

Beaten down by weather, I cover my words
Anything else may be taken

Your life I'm listening for your love again

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I've Given My Love To You

I've missed you a long time
Doesn't seem another day touches me
Whn I find my thoughts on you
I think of another writing to play with
What I've been through in my life

I've given my love to you

I've used what I could to stay alive
Keep my pen in hand
Not hold my heat wrong
Someone said freedom isn't free
I don't agree, I walk through my time

I've given my love to you

I can still tell when you are close
Though I can't be close to you
I can still notice your gift of love
When sent to me

I've given my love to you

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This Blessing Of Peace From You

This blessing of peace from you
A never ending prayer
Never ending care
This blessing of peace from you

This blessing of writing greatly loved
To understand feelings beyond dreams
To listen to the deepest hearts I may find
Turn the unreal into real

This blessing of peace from you
A never ending prayer
Never ending care
This blessing of peace from you

Alone in my quiet time
Many never understand how I survive
What your kiss means to me
I could never believe, live without
This blessing of peace from you

This blessing of peace from you
A never ending prayer
Never ending care
This blessing of peace from you

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I Love The Old Of You

I love the old of you
The real, the true
The life of you

Only you
Missing you how I do

I love the old of you
The real, the true
Once befores

I love your heart
Your mind
Your warmth of life

In everywhere
Through everyone
In everything

I love the tune of you
I could never have lived without

I love the old of you
The real, the true
The life of you

I love the old of you
The real, the true
Once befores

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Does Noone Care

Does noone care
To be alive to breath
To sing, to play
To see, hear, how to feel
To be real, love true

Gifts of life never end
Free for the asking
You take my need
Is my heart lost

Does noone care
To trust, to hold, touch
To want, to grow
To use, to understand how

Does noone know sorrow
Does noone admit guilt
Does noone walk humble

Does noone care

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Who Cares

Who cares
I was cold last night
Who cares

What a waste of life
Learn how to feel then die
Think of double time
Leave home to love forever

Why treasure anything
Choose a color to fly
What will you remember

Who cares
I was cold last night
Who cares

Did you meet your dream
Too many to count

Who cares
I was cold last night
Who cares

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How Deeply Do I Miss You

When only listening for you
Brings me so much quiet
To hear who you are in my silence
The sun doesn't fulfill my thought
To find the feelings I do
Any empty day I hold
I see the oceans blue
Along my water way

How deeply do I miss you

How long have you been in my heart
How warm are you to my arms
How down am I over you

What is the sky watching
Where am I leading to
What makes the night so still
As I please

How deeply do I miss you

When only waiting for you
The sun doesn't fulfill my thought
To find the feelings I do
Any empty day I hold
I see the oceans blue
Along my water way

How deeply do I miss you

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Your Spirit Was To Be Me

Your spirit was to be me
Was all I was to see

Far beyond gifts to give as life
Over with days still not alive
Only as thought I spend my love
In between houses will never be home

Written of many people once or twice
I play with imagination at time
How real then must I want
Makes for a tune that is all

Your spirit was to be me
Was all I was to see

Faith isn't a thing of the past
Trust isn't only an earth test
Night into darkness unmoving, uncaring

Your spirit was to be me
Was all I was to see

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Christmas Eve Day

Christmas eve day
Great losses, great wins
Great beginnings, great ends
How life from you
Touches, thoughts never to leave

As I believed in you
Years ago
I believe in you today
As I was sure of your hold
I am sure of your hold now

Christmas eve day
Great losses, great wins
Great beginnings, great ends
How life from you
Touches, thoughts never to leave

I know night may find me before you
I know you know whee we are
From my home to yours within us

Christmas eve day
Great losses, great wins
Great beginnings, great ends
How life from you
Touches, thoughts never to leave

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Carefully Grown Togethers Apart

Years led away only to think more of you
Months to write my love into true
Weeks to feel these feelings of wonder
days to continue to believe in you
Nights to quietly pray for you again

All I remember now

Carefully grown togethers apart

Hours of peace, silence through you
Moments of never forgotten of you
Now with need the same
Move beyond missing you

Carefully grown togethers apart

I know your want to complete my want
I know your heart better than anyone
How real I am, how real you are
How ever on earth this song ends

My place

Carefully grown togethers apart

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If You Are Real

Kings, queens, princesses, princes
Earth at reign
People, hearts, love, reason
As one again
Cold, warm, one moment, another

If you are real
You are real
If you aren't real

Talks, walks, travels away
World is a day
Thoughts, songs, pass by
Nothing has changed

If you are real
You are real
If you aren't real

Hopes, prayers, everyone calls
Who hears with life
Freezing bodies in the night

Time to believe
Difference is the same
Hope, why, for false cries
Joy in another smile

If you are real
You are real
If you aren't real

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I Thought

I thought
I would be home by now
I am not
I thought
My life would be different
I continue as I live now
I thought
Tonight would be different
Today came around the same
I thought
Every tomorrow to come my way
You would be here to stay, you aren't
I thought
The last time to see these clouds
These clouds return to cloud my love
I thought
My last writing would change you gone
I thought
To have my writing from time to time
To keep my mind on you think of me
I thought

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Not One Move

Not one notebook
Years of note thoughts
Not one mention
My life of memories
Not one tear
My love of showers
Not one laugh
All of my laughter
Not one song
Every song there after
Not one day
Every day I wake now
Not one night
These nights never end
Not one moment
All moments are never forgotten
Not one time
Could I speak what I wanted to say
Not one ending
Could I end a beginning again
Not one person, not one change
Unless for you, from you
Not one move

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To My There After Known

To my love calm understanding
To my life never ending peace
To my heart any way you appear
To my sea how I survive
To my value exchange of understanding
To my world every word I find
To my song the music is second
To my today my tonight creates
To my wait, to my missing warmth
To my thought, to my joy
To my closest friend
To my heaven on earth
I don't need sound to hear you close
To my there after known

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You Are Not Only A Song

This is my life
I live today
Think of tomorrow
Remember yesterday

I live my feelings
I live my thoughts
I live my writings

You are not only a song

I wander memories
Some hard to place
Take forever for my way

This is my life
I listen for you
I hear what I need
Hum to an old tune

This is my life
I wait on you
Sure of your love
However long
I find the strength

This is my life
You are not only a song

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My Wait For You Again

My wait for you again
This is where I stand
My wait for you again

What more could I ask from you
This is why I wait on you
To think your gift, a turn of time
Love you will bring as I pray

Life you understand I could only take
How I believe, who I am to you
What more would you send
To share forever together

My wait for you again
This is where I stand
My wait for you again

What more could I hold
What more would I see
What more would I touch

My wait for you again
This is where I stand
My wait for you again

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Older Now

I never notice what you haven't done for me
This is not my place to live
I never notice what is wrong could be
I should have broken silence within
I led my mind into you would surface one day
This was how I had to love you
I never notice I am not in your life
This is not my place to exist

Older now continues with my prayer for you

I watched you as any one man
I did notice a gift from you I may hold
I never asked for you until time was to share
Maybe I should have changed time a bit
I felt to leave you to your heart
My greatist gift for you
At peace now I can hear your closeness
Only a wonder what you see within

Older now continues with my prayer for you

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Whatever You Decide

Whatever you decide
I will be who I am meant to be

My love for you has always been true
Innocent and real over you
My life heart sent with life to understand
My feelings hard to get through somedays

But

Whatever you decide
I will be who I am meant to be

My writing carries me through with the help of you
In every way I take to wait on you
There isn't hurt here from rejection
I live music, I am gifted with my want
I know how to stay awake through the night

So

Whatever you decide
I will be who I am meant to be

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In These Closed Eyes

In these trees, in this calm
Where I spend most of my time
Along this sea, in memories of you
Where I never forgot to believe

In these closed eyes
In front of you

I was young, I was hurt
By those turns you made
Sure I understand, I lived you
You would live me the same

In these closed eyes
In front of you

I don't speak to the world much
I speak to you
I don't dream of anyone
I asked you to help me dream of you

In these closed eyes
In front of you

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Looking Through You

Looking through you
Looking through the truth

Whatever reason I now find
I won't grow anger only loving pain
Looking through how we change
Now, then, today, whatever remains

Looking through you
Looking through the truth

Asking of the lord meanings come near
Waking with my only need passes
I can't share the show
Can't be moved closer, only by you

Looking through you
Looking through the truth

Beyond is only my love and life
The common I could not yet find

Looking through you
Looking through the truth

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My Lost Heart

I am not in want of a desert
An ocean, shore, castle
I want you to return to today
When you meant everything to me
I was shy, you sent strength
Said I could have anything

I waited to ask until now
Use yesterday in front of you
Seems that may now not be true

My lost heart

With so much more to write
Will this be the end to my thought
My music shut down once before

My lost heart

Could be meant for time to think
Wait a bit longer to receive
Lord my life is so hard again

I waited to ask until now
Use yesterday in front of you
Seems that may now not be true

My lost heart

With so much more to write
Will this be the end to my thought
My music shut down once before

My lost heart

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Any Chance

Why do I continue
As this solace of my way
Only for writing again

Any chance to move time into
Any chance to find you free

Any chance to return with today
Into people I hear as real
Into yestertimes remembered now
Any chance a miracle is on the horizon

I am older, need different care
Need to grow from beyond here
Not just anyone to feel
Touch what I hold within me

Any chance to move time into
Any chance to find you free

Why do I continue
As this solace of my way
Only for writing again

Any chance to move time into
Any chance to find you free

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What I Feel Never Leaves

The pain of you is so deep you haven't a clue
What I go through every day I read of you
Every time I must look back into my life of you

What I feel never leaves
How much is to real, too true
I can only write what becomes of me

I have my quiet peace, colors and clouds
Timed by god some say
What more I can do or say
What will move my eternity

What I feel never leaves
How much is to real, too true
I can only write what becomes of me

How do I care, why, continue today
What do you want now as I wait

What I feel never leaves
How much is to real, too true
I can only write what becomes of me

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Fortune For Me Prayers

Today is my day
To feel what I truly feel
Everything from the joy, the pain
The loss, the win
The growth to understand
The love I miss, people
Life gone now
Time I can never bring true
Unless in you

Fortune for me prayers
Strength from somewheres
Guys of my younger years
Opened doors to close in
My reasons for now

Tonight will be cold
I had a purpose once
I try to keep alive
To forget you hurts my need
To change hurts my want
To watch your life kills me inside

Fortune for me prayers
Strength from somewheres
Guys of my younger years
Opened doors to close in
My reasons for now

I admire how I've aged and you
I admire where I come from and you
I admire you and you
Look deeper than I see you

Fortune for me prayers
Strength from somewheres
Guys of my younger years
Opened doors to close in
My reasons for now

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The Cross The Truth

Ten times today I forgot to live
Twenty times tonight I was pulled from my love
Too many times my choice is taken from within
Too often my writing reigns when I wish to forget

Too many clouds pass with nothing for a laugh
Too many nature scenes now I have
Too many memories to break my heart
Too much sadness in the world of my want

The cross, the truth, different ways everyone holds
I travel where I only seem to be

Too hard to let go of my desire, I shouldn't
Too bad I look back and now you're gone
Too careful, too caring, too much wind
Too much though I do understand, I forgive

The cross, the truth, different ways everyone holds
I travel where I only seem to be

Many moments spent in thought of you
Those so few touches but meant as true
Those tears I found real, never asked to see more

Too hot, too cold, too never lasting
Too bright, too dim, too never ending

The cross, the truth, different ways everyone holds
I travel where I only seem to be

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Could Be My Treasure Beyond This Earth

Could be my treasure beyond this earth
I chose if given choice from you
I'll see you later on I thought

These days are passing by fast
I gave you eternal life
These nights seem to walk on me
Have never found to sleep right
These weeks, these months, these years

Memories every once in awhile stop by
I could have asked to see you again
I was trying to wait for my time this time

Could be my treasure beyond this earth
I chose if given choice from you
I'll see you later on I thought

This sky I look into blind to my eyes
These clouds I count love on
Here to remain for peace
I left, I had to leave, so quietly
I couldn't change your life
Did I not try hard enough

Could be my treasure beyond this earth
I chose if given choice from you
I'll see you later on I thought

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My Suffering

What this truly means
Reason from
Reason to understand
How this touches heart
How this moves mind
Movement of love
Hold on life

My suffering

Learning with hurt
Learning with prayer
Waiting on the moment
An end
Only to begin again

What sharing is
A watch of want
A need to carry
You within my suffering

My suffering

Pleased to find over you

My suffering

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Might As Well Tell You

Might as well tell you
How I love you
In my writing
With my thoughts
Feelings remain

Might as well tell you
Take this empty time
Fill tonight
With my song for you

This is all I know anyway
All I understand
All I carry within my hands
Through these years
In my eyes
To see now with

Might as well tell you
How I love you
In my writing
With my thoughts
Feelings remain

Might as well sing along
With this wind again
To see you furhter down
My way of my life

Might as well tell you
Take this empty time
Fill tonight
With my song for you

Might as well tell you
How I love you
In my writing
With my thoughts
Feelings remain

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With Faith From My Love

With faith from my love
For your never ending touch

I waited long enough to hear from you
Keep my alive with me
Reach into my thought for time
Bring yesterday back to memory
The reality

I waited more than most would think
I believed with my heart
My prayer in this world
Walk me through my years with ease
Keep my peace

With faith from my love
For your never ending touch

The white you became for just awhile
Every love from you, love from you
I waited with my faith Charlie Brown

With faith from my love
For your never ending touch

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With You Not Around

With you not around

So down inside
I want to be alive
With the love I need
To fall into your arms
To wake with my sight
My joy for the sun

With you not around

I don't hear my heart
I don't feel my real self
I don't touch my own sea
To look at something new
More than my alone
To seem happy is wrong
With somewhere not real

I read of your life
I don't read of your life
I share with you peace

What is to recognize
I still call to you
How more than now
I still become lonelier

With you not around

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Growing Unhappier

Waiting for a choice
What will I do
Now I know
There is no love
For me in you

Growing unhappier
Every day

Waiting for a feeling
For me to feel
Not to touch
Not to understand

Growing unhappier
Every day

Waiting to be free
Are you listening
Now I know
There is no life
For me in you

Growing unhappier
Every day

Growing unhappier
Every day

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Looking For You

Looking for you
Looking for you
In everything I do
Looking for you

I'm sitting here looking at this paper
With your name on this paper
Trying to understand why
I continue looking for you

I found many ways to explain
How I feel along my way
To think about everything I do
I continue looking for you

Looking for you
Looking for you
In everything I do
Looking for you

How I see you, hear you
Could I hold another to love
By the way I move around
I continue looking for you

Looking for you
Looking for you
In everything I do
Looking for you

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When You Were Near

I will only play with what I love
The rest is an everybody tune
When never alone could you be
Just for your life to walk by me

The loneliest people in the world
Deep down can't buy anything but life
Life for a moment to survive
Even this is hard without a right time

When you were near, when you were real
If you didn't play your heart for me
How could I have meant you to be
Who you are now to me

Could I have not heard from you
Even when I can't talk with you
I would like to take one year
Return a bit, start your life of me again

Let down or not runs by my thoughts
Do I have a tomorrow to find, I need
Left with only getting by or no thing

When you were near, when you were real
If you didn't play your heart for me
How could I have meant you to be
Who you are now to me

I hold the only reason to you
One person in the world of all true
I can make a few look good but are they true

A baby is a baby from a child to a guy, a lady
I got to hand it to you
I would say by your love for me
I sit here now with a moment as a beautiful sea

When you were near, when you were real
If you didn't play your heart for me
How could I have meant you to be
Who you are now to me

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You May Never Be Free

I could say by my love for you
It doesn't matter what walked me through you
The thought of you keeps my life living
Gone is just no more to need

I know all of the players for me
Even if you ahve to overlook me
Can't you hear my loneliness for you
You may never no, never be free

I always walked before your hold
I get angry when I know what is mine gone
When I must say something is wrong
Gone is just no more to want

From so long ago, yet still today
All my hold of you, close then away
Wherever you must be again
Can't you hear my loneliness with yours
You may never never be free

I know all of the players for me
Even if you ahve to overlook me
Can't you hear my loneliness for you
You may never no, never be free

You may never never be free
No never no never be free

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I Live A Lonely Way

I live a lonely way, writers often do
When one desire grows about you
When I need, I need just you
I live a lonely way, writers often do

To turn into someone I don't talk
As you were right even then I was quiet
Within my thought to share my life
I try to understand what is real love

How could you leave me yesterday
How couldn't you miss me as my way
Yo change my time around wasn't real
I didn't know anyone else to feel

I live a lonely way, writers often do
When one desire grows about you
When I need, I need just you
I live a lonely way, writers often do

Knowing how well you touched my life
When I called out you made me fit so right
One please I used answered from you
Now I lay thinking what was true

I live a lonely way, writers often do
When one desire grows about you
When I need, I need just you
I live a lonely way, writers often do

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Now Where Do I Live

Seems like yesterday
We were together
Thoughts now gone away
We shared warm weather
Home for another touch
Life with each other

Now where do I live
Who do I love

Everyone near to believe
I hold no feelings
Every care I may find
No need to understand
In the end does it matter
In the end

Now where do I live
Who do I love

I can hear you move
I wait as you ask
I see what you show
Surely endearing to laugh
In my want to touch you
Be remembered only by you

Now where do I live
Who do I love

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I Won't Hurt Over You

I won't hurt over you
Not this night around

I listen to a moment
Silence seems to win
Life will be
Love will see
Thought will play

How time was to be
How day is to change
What years mean

I need not ask
I need not understand
I need not try

I won't hurt over you
Not this night around

Room after room alive
Through this turn
Through to the next

Every seat mine
Every stance
Taken for the worth
Given reason for want

I won't hurt over you
Not this night around

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