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What I Hold As Meaning What
I hold as meaning When I know you hear me You can
feel me You give what I need to live What lay inside
of me Sends your heart to me This time I've taken to see What
I hold as meaning If I didn't have you I couldn't
touch you What I need to live A reach isn't the
same A word I don't hear What I hold as meaning .....................................
Say It Deep Down And Unto God Say
it deep down and unto god Noone else need to hear Not only wishing, never held To beg to feel I would like to remind you I play with only love What isn't mine to say What isn't mine to touch Say it deep down and unto
god Before you may lose your forever An always from my heart To think and understand To once have been there When, why forever paid not to cry Of all of the lies
on this earth Say it deep down and unto god Noone
else need to hear Not only wishing, never held To beg to feel Say
it deep down and unto god Before you may lose your forever An always from my heart To think and understand Say it deep down and unto god ..............................................
My Home Is Always Empty Why
should I return into you If you aren't going to be true I know the love I hold Of your song, your thought If the real need is gone In my alone all of the time I feel so low I never find a deeper heart I never learn a different way My home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting
you free Why should I hurt so Only believing in
tomorrow I been there today I was never wrong about you With
just one tear To let you forget me This story won't end until I say My
home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting you free My home is always empty My life is always only writing My memory only setting
you free .....................................
My Need I Live To Grow Continues I
sit writing of my dream Outside of the arms I belong in Counting days of you gone Far away from my wishes answered My need I live to grow continues My only desire is for you With my home still
empty of my love To drive on with the story of my song At
peace in your heart My world is in front of me Night is only around for I can't change The way the sun moves
and the moon My need I live to grow continues My
only desire is for you With my home still empty of my love To drive on with the story of my song Not to touch my soul is wrong Not to hold my warmth To send any outside turns
is wrong Unless I use my words My need I live to
grow continues My only desire is for you With my home still empty of my love To drive on with the story of
my song ........................................................
Within Me, Within You Within
me, within you I never wanted to hang from the moon Ride on a star I always wanted to have you Wherever
you are Finding that pot of gold The end or begin
of my day Within me, within you Some chance to exchange for you This always seems to stop my way Once in awhile I think to change Once in awhile Only I never hear something new Within
me, within you ...............................
If I Wait For You If
I wait for you Will you wait for me too If I take
time to tell you The love I knew from you Will you take time to tell me You love me too If I feel for you Will you feel for me true If I wait for you Will you wait for me too If
I think every day I wake Will you think of me Every day you wake Make
me understand time takes Every night I wait for you Every night you wait for me too If I wait for you Will you wait for me too ......................
In My Way With You I
did not ask for hurt today Love I could not send away In
my way with you Life I would not touch These feelings
I wear stay true Through anything you do Sorrow
isn't going to change me In my way with you Big or small This has nothing to do with us You left your hold on me Never inbetweens In
my way with you Always exactly what I need from you There in peace in you There is why In my way
with you ............................
Take This Defense With Stature Take
this defense with stature Take this defense with grace Silently speak strong enough Enough to be heard real
today I should be locked behind trees of gold Held
inside your loving arms Talked to with the sweetest heart There I am alive Live around my happiest moments No sadness, no dispair Grow into your warm hands My gentle hair Take this defense with stature Take
this defense with grace Silently speak strong enough Enough to be heard real today Pace each step of my way With just the right thunder and rain My dose of sky
My dose of you for me only Take this defense with
stature Take this defense with grace Silently speak strong enough Enough to be heard real today ...........................................
I Lay In Your Mind What
were you told about me I can break through What
do you believe of me I don't do Where do you turn then move I
lay in your mind Where do you stand When I stand
to want you Who do you think I am and why What
makes you choose All to touch you Unheld by life
seems your way To be loved by who I lay in your
mind What are you to become After today, after
tonight Do you sit forever Absent of you now I can be found I can be alive I
lay in your mind .........................
My True Hurt To Continue The
real truth is in my heart My hurt as my life My hurt as my love My
true hurt to continue My arms rest to know my best My hurt in falling for you My only way to feel This is my peace This is my thought My true hurt to continue As
I turn into today I run into yesterday There isn't much new I still stand I step through My true hurt to continue My
hurt remains Why give my hurt away Why refuse My
true hurt to continue ..................................
I'm Trying To Understand Do
you realize how I feel inside Do I mean anything to you In this only want I hear from you Do you hear anything
for me I'm trying to understand What doesn't lay
at my hands Will I ever end this day Of having
you on my mind I windowed forests for you Looked
at lakes dry away through I'm trying to understand What doesn't lay at my hands I don't want to follow
into the night Round when I wake I ask for more from you I'm
trying to understand What doesn't lay at my hands I'm
trying to understand What doesn't lay at my hands ....................................
I Wish You Real Now I
wish you real now Years don't end love I never watched a man change alive In the thought of place and why As I would
have died until right To explain my deep inside The
songs meant true Love to be mine How close I became to you I
wish you real now Years don't end love On touch only to show My care spoken I wait again Change I could never allow My heart, my world would count I wish you real now Years don't end love ............................. ..............................
On Years Of Hard Tears On
years of hard tears I reach today On time so low inside and away I waited on you along this ocean Could tell
you every turn I had to take On moments I could use noone On I didn't care I would break I knew you well enough
to love me For any heart thought I might speak I watched houses built with love I could only continue to want I believed in you, I believed in god On a kiss a day received or never none On wonder with peace, your life On this is just a waiting game now on you On years of hard tears I reach tonight .........................................................
When We Wonder About Us Have
we lived to date Or only believe Have we touched each other Or only to think How we read together At
times we feel the same When we wonder about us We watch our lives We remember now and then We miss our share of together We reach to care When we wonder about us Have we lived to date Or only believe Have we touched each other Or only
to think How we read together At times we feel the same When
we wonder about us .....................................
I Do Miss You I
don't miss my piano I don't miss my guitar But I do miss you I
don't miss my travels I don't miss the rooms But I do miss you I
don't miss the nights out I don't miss the stars But I do miss you How
I left you When we said goodbye How we were never together again In
Hollywood I do miss you I don't miss the glamour I don't miss the photos But I do miss you I do
miss you ...................
I Am A Love Song I
am a love song Find me My time is a full heart Find me Noone will end my writing life Only one
to enhance Within any thanks I have to share This peace I continue to hold I am a love song Find me My
time is a full heart Find me And I know you My thought comes from within you Because I know you There isn't anything you can't move Can't do I know
you I am a love song Find me My time is a full heart Find me ..........................
When Will You Understand When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you I can't feel the hurt of my heart I become too closed in my arms I can't live
my life, you don't care My love isn't worth my time to love real When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you My loneliness isn't replaced with my day I must always be encouraged by you My
reason will be lost I will try to escape the memory of you away When
will you understand I am not like everybody else for you I only write of pain Deeper into my need for you ....................................
I Still Only Love You I still only love you Sit alone if I must As
my wish of song As my thought of right My hurt of wrong My feelings within My story alive My desire to play I
still only love you Sit alone if I must My prayers
to say My sound, my motion My distance, my meaning My moment of existence I still only love you Sit alone if I must ..........................
An Always Love For You An
always love for you I have always loved you A very
missing hold A one and only reason A very use of prayer A sweetness of heart My thank you for desire An always love for you I have always loved you My very loving person My very time of color My learning explains My waiting
pays A well found meaning My real of faith An
always love for you I have always loved you ................................
Here I Am Again Here
I am again
Another song Another night Another
love for you Another world Another day Another sad remark of true Here I am again Another
room Another look Another place to be Another story Another to listen to isn't real Another break
of my dream Another wish Another prayer Another
want Another need Another I gave you all I have You again to have life I gave you all I had Another
time Another wait Here I am again .......................
What In The World Isn't Real What
in the world isn't real What in life can't you find Do you reach deep enough What in home isn't there What in time doesn't move Who in love, hard to give you away How easy can you wish Why don't you pray a bit Does a walk to explain to try I won't hold my mind With one sure way unto god Would you own a place in his
arms What in the world isn't real What in life
can't you find Do you reach deep enough ......................................
If I Don't Have You If
I don't have you I played time for nothing If I don't have you I
can't love further into the love I need There isn't anything more on this earth Don't ask, I won't answer with my
want I'll just keep living beside you I tried to
avoid today, head another way I was pulled right back into you How long will it be this time To miss who I
should be held by in you I listen to you only as you
ask If I don't have you Can't you see my life is
over If I don't have you In the very little I wait
to find from you To be alive for, if this isn't enough I still haven't found, when next will I see you Just
who I am now is true I listen to you only as you ask If I don't have you Can't you see my life is over If I don't have you You will never know the days I watched and I watched for you If only to see
some sign How hard it's been without my one true friend And even then, even then I listen to you only as you ask If
I don't have you Can't you see my life is over If I don't have you If
I don't have you ...........................
In My Eyes Yet To Live In
my eyes yet to live Less than life mentioned Worthy wisdom raised on so little In my eyes yet to live Often to sleep never touched Drawn of beauty before
your love For whatever is spoken real enough From
whatever as different I may be In my eyes yet to live
Less than life mentioned Understood but not to care In
my eyes yet to live I recognize you gone In my
eyes yet to live Less than life mentioned In my
eyes yet to live ...............................
Inside Of A One Wish Forever Deep
in your heart I been all too long My love in anyone else Too turbulent to dream Never place all of your
love Inside a one wish Inside of a one wish forever Taken by your mind You were a man to me Not just a crazy sign Followed
more than your life Stars shining in the night Clouds
moving over me now Never place all your world All of your world Inside of a one wish Inside of a one wish forever The
memory will play without thought There will be no better enjoyment to watch Tears mended by prayers won't last long Never place your will All of your will Inside
of a one wish forever Time will hold you time Every
mention of time Until time is answered in truth The truth will tear you apart Inside of a one wish Inside of a one wish forever .......................................
If Only You Would Care If
only you would care What I cry for most to be heard I don't have other eyes to see with I don't have other
gifts to want I understand I am as anyone We try
to live our feelings We ask only to share We need only as ourselves My
dark room can be my lock away My I don't care, meanings to see Listened to places of all kinds The silent,
the sorry and the peace If only you would care What
I cry for most to be heard I don't have other eyes to see with I don't have other gifts to want Each and every reach I make In you I find my answers real If only you would care What I cry for most to be heard I don't have other eyes
to see with I don't have other gifts to need ...............................
My Only Reasoned Here My
only reasoned here I lay to watch you there Alive
to walk into You who I know When may now I be To think, to love, to speak Have we our once only Only
of us gone My only reasoned here I lay to watch
you there You play my way, I try You must move
not I I may live you not recognized Real find my
hand to want Reach what do you decide If I was given how, chosen why My
only reasoned here I lay to watch you there My
only reasoned here I lay to watch you there .................................
In Thought Of You In
thought of my wants My love to grow Alone as a better friend To
continue in my prayer The depth of my wish If I had one In
thought of you In thought To think of you Always
warm true To answer my crys To understand my whys In thought of you In
thought To see through you To think of you In
thought of you ...........................
Troublesome Around Your Thought I Stand Troublesome around your thought I stand Behind this door I can't move within Taken through
these few breaths I live Have I my hold to catch Will you follow in my way If love gone into what will you say Where may I turn Troublesome around your thought I stand Behind this door I can't move within Taken through these few breaths I live Sure life
is true in how you are real Only do you hear when I feel To
see you now, to cry in your heart To sit without your place of need I start This quiet you send I won't refuse Why deeper is it more to understand To let me walk lost to wake into you Troublesome around your thought I stand Behind this door I can't move within Taken through these few breaths I live Troublesome
around your thought I stand Behind this door I can't move within Taken through these few breaths I live .............................................................
I Have A Star Heart I
have a star heart, star mind
When the lights go
out I reach home bright For every step I walk I have a star for my fight I don't get lost Offer me
only your love I have a star heart, star mind I ride in watch of life What does my real need speak My true feelings
in you I have a star for my blue Touch me into your arms I was gifted by you, gifted you
I have a star heart, star mind I
have a star heart, star mind ...........................................
I Love My Feelings I
love my feelings of you When my life is empty To look at what I write of you Read then how I ask of you Pure in heart and true For one day for you to need me To speak for you I love my feelings to show you I learned to travel the lord I love my feelings to reach you Change you, listen, then recognize How I have
grown you before my eyes Inspire you to seek peace Move you to listen to me I understand more than you think In views if different I know In seconds move fast, move slow I
love my feelings to show you I learned to travel the lord .............................................
Now Here In My Peace Now
here in my peace Isn't this real how I feel Now here in my peace Driven
of thousands of miles Is my heart still yours Our walk together as true Now here in my peace Isn't this real how I feel Now here in my peace Will my land become green As I try to live today My world of you, my thought On sky turning light believed Now here in my peace Isn't this real how I feel Now here in my peace Now
here in my peace Isn't this real how I feel Now hear in my peace .................................
When I Am So Lonely For You I
may be talented I write of anything I see You are gone I
can turn dark into light I can believe in right Bring alive stationary time The cold truth of an unreal plant I can laugh at my imagining mind If the pleasure is
mine When I am so lonely for you To break inside of another empty day The night to be over without you What
I need is usable faith Trust brings you true now When
I am so lonely for you My love seems to be lost The
sound of my life The beauty to rest my heart The hope, the prayer Do
you think the meaning of my happiness Is only to keep me in my sadness When
I am so lonely for you .........................................
I Prayed This Way If
I lived here all of my life This way alone just to love my heart I did what I like, wouldn't you know I asked for my way to sit Listen, watch, dream, be real I used my understanding,
my need to feel I prayed this way Held my truth to lead me I won, I lost, I remembered my mind and you Who was sent for my tears Who was by my side through the years If I lived here weak or strong Broken in pain, cold, warm One thing for sure I never let go of you I prayed this way My writing never ceased to amaze me You never ceased to amaze me Surprises
never cease to amaze me I prayed this way ........................
My Reasons Enough
with pretend in many ways Real with this pen only Sleepless isn't much to believe in Meanings of love, life
to come Longing now in body, taken of mind My reasons
will win every time Why I call on you From above
in your story This small exchange of want Need can often defend the innocent Now, what is this hold of mine
on I hide away what may greet me today Truth can't be hidden long My
reasons will win every time Why I wait on you Bring
my happiness I gave to you Touch my real memories There I notice you My reasons will win every time Why I call on you .................................
My Peaceful You My
peaceful you I never let go of you My peaceful you How
I need won't end Why I hurt, how I feel My way as me For how long now My love for you, my move How I fall to sleep, I wake How I imagine, how I dream I
am real My peaceful you I never let go of you My peaceful you .......................
My Memories Are My Arms I
don't mind old memories To say of a few thoughts today To live now and enjoy I hold this life within me now To lay here alone as I do To read of my broken want My travel of quiet My memories are my arms Never
would I leave you To listen along this way of mine Each new tune would be right My mind is my own To treasure,
to love, to share My very night I am alive For me to live my very heart My memories are my arms No
one will change me My memories are my arms ......................................
I Never Had A Dream Of You I
never had a dream of you I have thoughts of you I
have prayers of you Love, life in you I have listened
for you I believed in you I watched after you I
would see you I had feelings for you Needs from you, wants Words
real from you Your touch from you Wishes answered true but I never had a dream of you ........................................
Under God's Sky Under
god's sky If to grow you right Under god's sky The only trust I learned to live My song My body in my arms To find my understanding Of you Under god's sky If to grow you right From
alters, close forevers In await to hear from you Priceless people Touches true Under god's sky The only trust I learned to live My song My body
in my arms To find my understanding Of you Under
god's sky If to grow you right .......................
When I Don't Have You On My Mind When
I don't have you on my mind I miss the wind I don't see the flowers, the grass The sky disappears There
aren't any stars Clouds are only rain The delicacy of your love Whiteness is gone again When I don't have you on my mind I
don't notice the moon This life isn't a treasure My thanks in melody, words My worth is missing Sadness
continues to enjoy my heart I hang my head low Every gift seems meaningless Everywhere I've known When I don't have you on my mind ......................................................
On My Last Day Of Breath On
my last day of breath On my last day of breath for you For
you to enjoy To learn, to grow To see the many avenues of place I
watch, I play with you I know you read of me To love how you may feel How you may believe of me On my last day of breath On my last day of breath for you I listen for you I plan my night around you For you to rest, to wake again I read along side of you For time to think, for my
mind For my way to speak For my deepest spirit My undestanding of you I would never fall below you I am thankful for you On my last day of breath On my last day of breath for you ....................................
When March Is Over This Year When
march is over this year Will you then be near Will I have to say another prayer For why would I need your love If I could want so many others I would Isn't this enough to bring you true When march is over this year When
march is over this year Will I be with feelings to feel In a heart I don't hold A trust in you on my skys
hold How will I expect the clouds A gift I use in your tears Always another melody, line to write When march is over this year When
march is over this year To wake for the sun to shine Will I be talked away from you The sea to watch as beautiful Where will I be When march is over this year ........................................
I Don't Know What I Live For I
don't know what I live for I don't know what love hurts for I don't know what I care for To ask for you, to
touch for you When I think, I think my feelings true Never sure what to choose I only pretend, never to understand Never to understand, only to pretend I don't know what I live for I don't know what love hurts for I don't know
what I care for To ask for you, to touch for you When
I write I speak of my day When I need noone, noone needs me When I seek my happiness again To ask for you,
to touch for you I don't know what I live for I
don't know what love hurts for I don't know what I care for To ask for you, to touch for you ......................................
All To Live Nowhere I
could walk through the snow My ice frozen thoughts Belong on the side of a tree Find my way along Light
of the shade Look down from many planes Notice
cold rocks Far away somewheres Reach into rivers Think of clouds As stars be stars if I want All to live nowhere Turn
bends never end Climb reasons never leave Watch water rage through my hands As the fog moves in Colors change what has been Countyr roads, walks of wind Not
everything for me to feel Rusty scenes, darkened needs Fading sounds, what do these mean Bridges hold time to wait on you Rocky
oceans, unsettled bewares Peaceful calms unheld All
to live nowhere ..........................
To Have Known You To
have known you To have an old memory to turn into To watch an old love for thought To carry within my hold
tears I like By you, by today to keep me true To travel my life in words warm To color my mind a believer To give thanks for you, my hard times To notice the easy, yes to see To continue to have a heart To have
someone to sing along side of To have you here more so than less To be touched by alone in the right way As
you touch To have known you ............................
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