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My Sweet Play of Please To You

My sweet play of please to you
Where is this love of mine now
What more will I recognize
What more will you notice I want
When deep into you I must travel
Why are these times, may not be changed
Why are these feelings, may not end
What is the reason for these emotions
What will you find I won't ask for again
What needs of a dream do you see in me
What tears of a cry I won't let appear
In you or in I handsome eyes as always
My sweet play of please to you

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My Only Tear

My only tear
My only prayer
My only moment
For you near
My only tear

My only tear
My defense, my heart
My only life
My thought
My only love, my need
My growth
My hold
My only tear

My only tear
My only prayer
My only moment
For you near
My only tear

My only tear
My only want, my free
My only warm
My words in song
My only care
My only years
My only fears
My only tear

My only tear
My only reach
My only end, begin again
My only truth
My only me
My only way, my only day
My only night
My only tear

My only tear
My only prayer
My only moment
For you near
My only tear

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My Oceans Of Truth

Seeking peace, solace, comfort in you
Rocking hurt away, memories so hard to lose
Sending love in time never ages
Coloring feelings for moments to play

My oceans of truth

Listening to you as once long ago
Hearing more now about life
Watching your touch
Waiting for day light to break

My oceans of truth

Saying what I may have, should have
I know nothing erases old wounds
Forgiveness only gets a person through

My oceans of truth

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My Love Would Never Fail Me

My love would never fail me

I know every player in my story
To feel, think or dream
Without thought to understand
My life to live in my hands

My love would never fail me

Not only do songs come from loneliness
My drive along the sea belongs to me

My love would never fail me

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My Love Still Calls To Yours

My love still calls to yours

Amid the stones of this sea and shore
Where the town isn't mine I know
Laying in the grass has grown old
Watching the sky isn't new

To carry my peace of heart to sing
To set down my hold of you I don't

My love still calls to yours

By some falling leaf, broken tree limb
Some warm ray of the sun
By some tear you may cry for me

My love still calls to yours

As you follow your own path
I still hope mine leads to you again

Amid the stones of this sea and shore
Where the town isn't mine I know
Laying in the grass has grown old
Watching the sky isn't new

My love still calls to yours

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My Light Of Home

Closing doors I will only open with you
Happy to leave then once I knew
New todays touch my life
Left behind tomorrows I had to turn around

Looking north shown tonight now calm
What can I speak will be heard
Bring the difference I need to live
I been about everwhere there is for me now

My light of home
From my light of home now

Trying to rest enjoy this peace
You come to mind, I ask for reason
Trying on how am I truly
Appears only writing cares for me
Am I waiting to feel feelings
Do I feel enough

What have I to send, receive, bring to light

My light of home
From my light of home now

In love in life for thoughts of why
How could I change now
To never have heard you not real for me
Lonely now more than I would like

Closing doors I will only open with you
Happy to leave then once I knew
New todays touch my life
Left behind tomorrows I had to turn around

Looking north shown tonight now calm
What can I speak will be heard
Bring the difference I need to live
I been about everwhere there is for me now

My light of home
From my light of home now

My light of home
From my light of home now

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My Life, My World Of You

My life, my world of you
My love would never end untrue
My place in time never unreal

What happened long ago
What belongs to me now
I hold no bitterness, no anger

My life, my world of you
My love would never end untrue
My place in time never unreal

How long I believed
How long I believe now
How hard I lived
How hard I live now
How alone I was
How alone I am now
How tired I became
How tired I become now

My life, my world of you
My love would never end untrue
My place in time never unreal

My life, my world of you
My love would never end untrue
My place in time never unreal

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My Heart Is Tired

My heart is tired
My love is older now
My life is timed

I find awake too loud to forget
Time to rest, listen to yesterday
Walk away from today
Whatever the reason

My heart is tired
My love is older now
My life is timed

I see a friend somewhere close
My day is worn, my night
I stand where I once was
Take a look at how I feel

My heart is tired
My mind is empty of sky
No more left to write

Nothing to say is heard by you

My heart is tired
My love is older now
My life is timed

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My Deep Need To Be Held

My deep need to be held
My lonelier way to see through
More feelings to carry
Isn't forever long enough now

I been through all of my memories
As if these were living today, sometimes are
What is new about wanting you
Waiting on you again

My deep need to be held
My lonelier way to see through
More feelings to carry
Isn't forever long enough now

How long must I continue to dream of you
Why can't you just be here
Wish I could speak the way you need to hear
I will never be at peace again
I don't fit in

My deep need to be held
My lonelier way to see through
More feelings to carry
Isn't forever long enough now

My deep need to be held
My lonelier way to see through
More feelings to carry
Isn't forever long enough now

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Life Doesn't Change

Still returning home from wherever I may go
As I look at the feelings I never enjoy
When I should hold your love
My love stays inside of
How I begin to write of my thoughts

Life doesn't change

In morning, the day, all through the night
However far away, however close
Into my silent peace, my noise
Through my hills of memories

When I watch after your heart
Along my country side
In my city walk
My seaside escape
The light and the dark

Life doesn't change

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I've seen it all, I've heard it all
From this walk back through your love
I lived alone in these thoughts
When once for you to show your heart
I stayed in one place at peace to write
In wait for why to notice you close
I gave life away for your life
What next will hold me to be amused

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It's Raining

The only reason for this writing
It's raining
I see you from god above
It's raining
A pleasure trip or a war
It's raining
I think before I find my choice
It's raining

Love is not on my list of life
It's raining
I been too old, once was young
It's raining
Hurt is hard to avoid
It's raining
I move before I begin to understand
It's raining

I am not one to speak easy
It's raining
I believe in prayer too easy
It's raining
I know what I wish to hear
It's raining
I see for the day as I need
It's raining
I want to sleep
It's raining

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In One Place

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

I could miss morning
In one place
Sight and sound
Love around

I never understand
In one place
On my thought
Without space

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

My way could change
In one place
Good for life
In one place

Home wasn't a happy day
Alive

In one place

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

Should I ask for you
Should I notice who

In one place

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In Not Another Year

In not another year

For today I don't have my love again
For tomorrow I'm just looking in
I want to forget awhile how I feel

I been through too much to understand
I need to run to you, don't find you near

In not another year

I love you just a little, what's it matter now
Some people need miracles as mine from you

Giving and giving
Taking and taking
More than anything else I could find

In not another year

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I Will Never Be The Same

Doesn't matter what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence

I will never be the same

The innocence forgotten
The innocence now found
Outside is erased away

I will never be the same

There is a future to feel
Never too old to care
Blinders fit better along side

I will never be the same

Doesn't matter what you say
The voice, the heart
The broken silence

I will never be the same

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I Spent So Much Time On You

I'm so lonesome without you
Looking through these people I see
Wanting love and life to go my way
Knowing what's true and real for me

I'm so tired of the longings to hurt my feelings
So wanting these days to change
It's not a matter of writing songs anymore
It's being happy to be free

I spent so much time on you

I'm so lost when I look to anywhere different
To say something hasn't always been easy
I get no time with you as I should hear
I am who wishes, prays the deepest for you

I remember when I had to throw you away
Give up my life, only write of my changes
I remember when you were everything to me
It's hard to reach through this

I spent so much time on you

I read of my yesterdays with you
Alwyas from real memories
I never lost hope in you
Strange to think of those old days

I spent so much time on you

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I Need You To Talk To

Inside I am within myself
I leave you alone
I leave myself
Your life is on your own way

If you could just see me sometimes
Make me feel I'm held

I need you to talk to

I ask you to stop by sometimes
My love, my life is a lonely run of time

I won't hold you away
From your need
I won't bring you down
I wouldn't begin to try

If you could just see me sometimes
Make me feel I'm held

I need you to talk to

I won't hold you away
From your need
I won't bring you down
I wouldn't begin to try

I ask you to stop by sometimes
My love, my life is a lonely run of time

If you could just see me sometimes
Make me feel I'm held

I need you to talk to

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I Love Quiet Places

I love quiet places I find in you

I love quiet places in thought of you
In love with my feelings for you
Always laughing at someone within me

I love quiet places in thought of you
What does this time truly mean true
When you could never come to an end

I love quiet places in thought of you
Where you know who I am
You understand me well

I love quiet places in thought of you
After living the life we had
You feel we should be together again

I love quiet places I find in you

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I Lay In Silence Again

I lay in silence again
Another year
I lay in silence again

In my quiet never ends
I live to be hurt
Or as I always think
To be sure you know

I spend a lot of my time alone
To write of my love for you
To be the world to your life
I run into your heart

I lay in silence again
Another year
I lay in silence again

To need you whenever I can
Noone more could be alive
No more free could I feel

To laugh and cry so well
To find my loneliness from you

I lay in silence again
Another year
I lay in silence again

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I Hate To Give You Away

I hate to give you away
This time beside me will stay
Until you are beside me

Can't you build an island for me
To hold me on
A sky of you all my own
A love, a life
A heart I haven't seen
I could try on

A hand has something in yours
This of my thought
I won't foget through now
I only had one sun from you to rise
I don't have a greater desire

I hate to give you away
This time beside me will stay
Until you are beside me

Won't you hear why or have you once
Let me forget forgiveness
I'll never leave you in true
No matter what you do

I hate to give you away
This time beside me will stay
Until you are beside me

I hate to give you away
This time beside me will stay
Until you are beside me

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I Feel You Now

When I was held in your arms
You knew I needed someone
You gave with all of your heart

I feel you now

The way you touched
The way you watched me
As yours was true

I feel you now

I feel you now as I did then

The only difference
You don't hold me now

When you said I love you
I didn't think you would be away

I feel you now

I feel you now as I did then

I feel you now

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I Don't Know Why

I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken

I don't know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing

I write of love so many times
Life touches in so many ways
Held with heart deep within

Heard by you far away
Someone to talk with never close
Torn by courage to continue

Often withdrawn from hope
Often a little too unknown
Liked very little

I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken

I don't know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing

Forgiveness doesn't change anything

I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken

I don't know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing

I don't know why
At war with you
Peace always broken

I don't know why
Care at no time
Now seems missing

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I Don't Have A Change Of Time

It's hard to set you aside
Believe us not to be true
I've always wanted you

I can't tell myself it's wrong
When you touch me how you do
You're so good to love

I don't have a change of time
I like more changing yours to mine
Life is all I'm trying to say

Even if I go to break free of you
You come along to stop me

If I am meant to be in love with you
Should I again long to leave
Longer and longer the days, the nights
At the turn of any light

I don't have a change of time
I like more changing yours to mine
Love is all I'm trying to say

Never do you need, do you need me
Are you the only body and mind
spirit in time for me

I don't have a change of time
I like more changing yours to mine
Life is all I'm trying to say

I don't have a change of time
I like more changing yours to mine
Love (life)  is all I'm trying to say

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Where Will I Be

Where will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I stay in today
Where will I be
As I laugh life away

Why should I understand you
How is this written
I try here now or do I
How long may silence play

Where will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I stay in today
Where will I be
As I laugh life away

Let me begin to decide
How do I run evil
Evil into the ground
Walk in peace
More tha love, more than home
More than travel

Where will I be
Should I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Could I leave tomorrow
Where will I be
Should I stay in today
Where will I be
As I laugh life away

The greatest blessing
Could I imagine
For once, for all and forever

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I Been Living For You

I been living for you
Just living for you

I don't want to go anywhere without you
I don't want to take time to hear

I don't want to see anything after you
I don't want to change

I been living for you
Just living for you

I stayed in one small room about you
Didn't talk with anyone, don't need to

I been living for you
Just living for you

I been living for you
Just living for you

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I Am To Be Yours

I don't want to say goodbye to you
You have held my every need for love
You have been my very heart for soul
You have so forever carried me through my life
I can't see what am I to understand

I am to be yours

Don't you notice I'm not close to you
Don't you watch for me as I do you
Don't you take the time to listen to your heart
Don't you see you are to be mine
I am to be yours

I am to be yours

I make tonight out of my alone
I truly won't make tonight alone
Are you to cry for me as I cry for you
I am to be yours

I am to be yours

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How For You

You can say anything you want
But the truth will always be known

How for you to stand tall when torn down

How you taught me to be honest
How you taught me to speak the truth

You can show lifetime journeys
You can seek long love togethers

How for you to stand tall when torn down

Within you will always live on
Never will a thought replace reality

You can try to hide what need is
You can watch any move upon you

How for you to stand tall when torn down

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How Do You Feel

Now I am through with you
I'm going away from you
It's hurting me too

How do you feel

You took the love I had
Took away all was left
For me to give

How do you feel

You knew you would
You knew if I wasn't for you

How do you feel

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Happy Inside

Happy inside, my heart full
When I let go, when I can
Never to end, my feelings show
Locked away in my alone

Forgive my endless longing of wish
I try to remember to forget
You were my world

How I lived, needed you real
How I needed your answer true
Where then were you, are you

Happy inside, my heart full
When I let go, when I can
Never to end, my feelings show
Locked away in my alone

I remember when you handed me your life
Given love when no other could think of
I realize I would not be here today
When I must say my prayers for you

And how empty I was outside of your love
Though how often I believed in you
To wait to hear from your love again
This wait I never thought of much

Happy inside, my heart full
When I let go, when I can
Never to end, my feelings show
Locked away in my alone

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Do You Realize I'm Dieing Inside

Do you realize I'm dieing inside
Do you understand
Everytime I don't need what you do

I've lived alone near all of my life
Coming and going as I wished inside
It's hard to get used to a different way

I've lived within my love near all of my love
Touched only stars in my moonlight
Arose days, mornings to my beautiful sunlight

A change of thoughts goes by
I held meaning inside
Can't I find myself again
Stand strong, grow free
What's in this world for me

Do you realize I'm dieing inside
Do you understand
Everytime I don't need what you do

I don't want to go to the beach with anyone
I don't want to give away the ideas I use
I don't want my dream held in a wind isn't mine
Whatever that dream is

Do you realize I'm dieing inside
Do you understand
Everytime I don't need what you do

Do you realize I'm dieing inside
Do you understand
Everytime I don't need what you do

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Care For Me

Care for peace
Care for time
Care for earth

Care about world
Care about god
Care for me

Care to explain
Care for you
Care on closeness

Care on apart
Care on today
Care to my alone

Care to speak
Care to listen
Care to understand

Care to live
Care to love
Care to feel

Care to remember
Care for now
Care to move ahead

Care to tell me anything
Care for my home
Care for me

Care for peace
Care for time
Care for earth

Care about world
Care about god
Care for me

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I Can't Imagine The Life Of You

I can't imagine the life of you
Only remember the good times from you
I can't think today on you
I run into people know how I hurt
I can't save hours, no control on time
I say what I can in my emotions mind
I hear bits and pieces about you
Feelings, reasons I see through,

But

I can't imagine the life of you

I many times want you to know
In my real love, colorful laughs, cries
My heart still shares yours
My story a touch more complete
Every new evening when now I sleep
Every new evening of you

I can't imagine the life of you

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If I Would Ask For Your Love Again

If I would ask for your love again
Knowing what I know now in world
Learning what I have of earth
Appears I would ask the same for
My blessings the greatest to create
My heart has everything for my eternity
My life only empty missing of you
My love receives peace for fortune
My writing fulfills my loneliness
Born into my alive of today
My tonight appears easy the same for
If I would ask for your love again

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Wonder If You Know

Wonder if you know
How much I depend on you
When my life isn't right
My loneliness becomes unbearable
Time never seems to end

Wonder if you know

Wonder if you know
When peace I seek
You never cease to quiet me
You never turn me away
When I feel lost
My best friend is away

Wonder if you know

Wonder if you know
When truth seems hard to accept
When I can't speak
When I tire deep
I don't want to wake again

Wonder if you know

Wonder if you know

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With Peace In My Eyes

With peace in my eyes
Silence in my mind over you

One quiet thought I find
Should I remember you
Drive by with this love for you
Care for a day with you again

On quiet windy ways
I hear the sky move
Good line if any to use on you

With peace in my eyes
Silence in my mind over you

On quiet far removed from the city
Should I send my love
Drop my heart on to you this time
After for a moment
I come to you again

With peace in my eyes
Silence in my mind over you

With peace in my eyes
Silence in my mind over you

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Who Wants To Know Me True

Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live, on we exist
Who wants to know me true

Who wants to know me true
Who needs to understand
How you may say
Love and life everyone knows
There is no missing feeling
Now time is out of control
The wind, the rain, earth

Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live, on we exist
Who wants to know me true

Who wants to know me true
Who needs to care
This is written, chosen always
Try to change
Deep within carries on
Like it or not
We all answer to God

Who wants to know me true
I have more than you
You more than I
Hard to live, on we exist
Who wants to know me true

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Who Truly Cares/ Out Here

Who truly cares for anyone
Out here

I've outgrown this town
With nowhere more to live
Left my heart and home
With noone more to wish
I'm grown old in the cold
I wasn't meant to exist
I feel to forget to feel

Who truly cares for anyone
Out here

Who writes this every day story
This every night song and dance
Who begins this every turn
Who ends this what to learn

Who truly cares for anyone
Out here

Who truly cares for anyone
Out here

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Who Am I, Creatures Of The Wild

Who am I, creatures of the wild
This land I walk, meaning to me

I enjoy this ride
Only in thought of you soon
To show a new hold
I listen to a tune, easy to leave
Where will I find you, next scene

Not much appears true
Real so far is day light
Life I touch, love I think

Who am I, creatures of the wild
This land I walk, meaning to you

How often I seek you
Watch for you to remember me
When empty news follows
How did you find me
I won't look back, unless you hold

Who am I, creatures of the wild
This land I walk, meaning to me

Not much appears true
Real so far is night light
Life I touch, love I think

Who am I, creatures of the wild
This land I walk, meaning to me

Who am I, creatures of the wild
This land I walk, meaning to you

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What My Eyes See

What my eyes see
I don't open the day
What my sleep brings
I don't notice it's night
What my hands treasure
Most to believe
Stolen from me before I reach

Too much time to think of you
Nowhere new to move ahead
A beautiful scene to wish through
No new dreams to find true

Too much old to fall into
Not enough young to care for
Too much sadness to enjoy
Not enough happiness to look at

What my eyes see
I don't open the day
What my sleep brings
I don't notice it's night
What my hands treasure
Most to believe
Stolen from me before I reach

Too many wants unanswered
Too many needs to reason why
Too much mind to interest me
Not enough outside feelings

Too much wrong, not enough right
Too many people decide my life
Not one word my very own
My own hold sold for fire and coal

What my eyes see
I don't open the day
What my sleep brings
I don't notice it's night
What my hands treasure
Most to believe
Stolen from me before I reach

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What Happened To the Real Sun

What happened to the real sun
What happened to the countryside
What happened to you and I

This resort escape is not away
Not away from today
I don't see any different

I reach for you from long ago
I leave to learn no more than alone
Hello appears a shallow word
Destroyed by love and life lost

What happened to the real sun
What happened to the countryside
What happened to you and I

Should I dream, could I
There is no real friend
More or less another lonely place

What happened to the real sun
What happened to the countryside
What happened to you and I

What happened to the real sun
What happened to the countryside
What happened to you and I

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One Of My Greatest Hopes

One of my greatest hopes
I would never be forgotten by you

When you may not be mine
Dreaming seems only mine
Off into your sky
Into your sleep of my mind

When only love can be found
When I'm so far away from you
Not to think morning in wrong

One of my greatest hopes
I would never be forgotten by you

When I should be with you true
When never to say goodbye
From any way I left you
Seem my only life

When you may not be mine
Dreaming seems only mine
Off into your sky
Into your sleep of my mind

One of my greatest hopes
I would never be forgotten by you

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My Fireplace Is Now Cold

Decided a drive
Down my forgotten way
Can I not forget about you

My fireplace is now cold
This hillside has grown old
My home in need to move along

Tough these memories
What you meant to me
The sky as grey as I feel
My ride by stars only

My fireplace is now cold
This hillside has grown old
My home in need to move along

Looking at new places
People everywhere tonight
All I care to hear from is you

My fireplace is now cold
This hillside has grown old
My home in need to move along

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Answer How I Feel You Should

I'm tired of feelings
Dream world songs
Rest upon a melody
Nowhere to move along

I am no further than my first thought
You to hear what I need

Answer how I feel you should

On this earth I live
Five minutes never change
An hour, my simple prayer
There's got to be a better way
To understand away from home again

I am no further than my first thought
You to hear what I need

Answer how I feel you should

I can call out many days, many nights
Everything you did was just right
Seems what next can only be from you
If not

I am no further than my first thought
You to hear what I need

Answer how I feel you should

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Around This Next Bend

Around this next bend
I won't have you now
Around this next bend

You were my lover
You were my home
Now I have nowhere
Nowhere to go

You were my sweetheart
You were my friend

Around this next bend
I won't have you now
Around this next bend

You were my cover
You were my coat
To keep me warm
In the book I wrote

You were the only one
One who ever cared
Now there is noone
For me to share

Around this next bend
I won't have you now
Around this next bend

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Care To Explain Again

Not much here for me but you
Never has been it's true
Thought along what is new
Changes must be real

Care to explain again
Though I don't need to hear
Cry a little for my tears
Where ever I live now

To name time how often
To raise place and peace
To share ocean as land
To then want to understand

I see you, I see anyone
In my way to my home
I see you, I see everyone
Never more than my own

Care to explain again
Never has been it's true
Thought along what is new
Where ever I live now

Not much here for me but you
Never has been it's true
Thought along what is new
Changes must be real

Care to explain again
Never has been it's true
Thought along what is new
Where ever I live now

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As Time Now Moves Along

Still free to write how I feel
Not I love my feelings
Still free to see as I will
Not I like what I see
Still free to believe as I was
Not what I believe will come true
Still free to listen for you
Not I hear what I need

As time now moves along
Should time remain as was

Still free for your new song
Not the meaning can change
Still quiet in peace in you
Happy to have once been true
Happy to have prayed for you
Happy once to get through
Still close to you away

As time now moves along
Should time remain as was

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I'm Just Trying To Understand You

Every step of my way
Something from you comes along
In silence never to hear you
I still hear from you

I'm just trying to understand you

Every one of those lonely days
From my first time of knowing you
The changes to my thoughts
Every move I ask from you
In time I find
Something new on my mind

I'm just trying to understand you

Why I remain alone
Why I chose the ocean as home
What keeps me in faith
What keeps you true
Before everyone loved you
Why I do

I'm just trying to understand you

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I Would Wait

I would never listen to only a song
I would never hear only words
I would never care for only a melody

I would wait for one man in you
I would notice how and why in you

I would never remain in only a dream
I would never understand only a wish
I would never see only a story

I would never leave my want or need
I would sit in one place forever
Stay alone with this ocean as my only friend

I would wait for one man in you
I would notice how and why in you

I would never believe different
Who I am, why I lived, child til aged
I been through many thoughts

I would wait for one man in you
I would notice how and why in you

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Haven't We Anything To Say

Letting this day pass by
Watching life enter my eyes
Calm as the sky moving blue
White before my thought

Haven't we anything to say
Haven't we love to share
My sunset will soon be near

Listening to souls I enjoy
Touching the heart of my world
What do I need now from you
Are you waiting on me too

Haven't we anything to say
Haven't we love to share
My sunset will soon be near

Making the best of a sunday

Haven't we anything to say
Haven't we love to share
My sunset will soon be near

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Baby Who Am I To You

Baby who am I to you
Oh so real or not very true
An only forgotten place
A memory not to erase

Why won't you reach for me
Travel our love together
The ocean without land tomorrow

Baby who am I, what of me
Do I only write to be lonely
To find you then don't appear
Is anybody me today

Where will we run into each other again
I can love to feel to exist
The sun is worth holding
For the joy of you close

Baby who am I to you
Oh so real or not very true
An only forgotten place
A memory not to erase

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You Are My First Love

You are my first love
Not the sea
Not the sun
Not the moon
You are my first love

You are my whole hold
Not the stars
Not the sky
Not the scenery

You are my deep heart
Not the day
Not the night
Not the wind

You are my first love
Not the sea
Not the sun
Not the moon
You are my first love

You are my thought
Not the light
Not the dark

You are my touch
You are my watch
You are my eyes opening

You are my tears
Not the joy
Not the pain

You are my first love
Not the sea
Not the sun
Not the moon
You are my first love

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Winding Through Your Hills Again

Winding through your hills again

From one town to the next
In and out of your life
My love truly touched
There is so much to write
You still missing in my life

Winding through your hills again

How is the sea today
Not much bluer than I believe
Not devoted to our love
To return to you
My morning warmth of peace
Is my tomorrow allowed

Winding through your hills again

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In Morning Now Over

In morning now over
Where did you go

When I was just
With you close
When thoughts of love
Don't touch me so hard
Along the day
Of my need for love

In morning now over
Where did you go

When is there my home
I find you
I don't turn
Into the sun to fade away
What else isn't true
Within me
Along the day
Out searching for me

In morning now over
Where did you go

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