Agony You Send
With my love in mind
Oh so beautiful
Yes
of life and time
In a peace comfortable to desire
In a heart warm to experience
Agony you send
To how I must feel
To how I must want
To how I must carry on
For my askings
For my travel over
For my only home
Agony you
send, are you pleased again
Of so a silence I won't move
So a together, I haven't called for
My forever I been
writing on
Of all memories now and gone
Still agony you send, my love is
not near
Agony you send, are you pleased again
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All By Your Mind And Body
When you are my silence earned
You are my comfort from all
How do
you think I should live
All by your mind and body
All by your mind and body
When you are my deepest
pain
How do you think I don't love you
When you know where I am and why
Why won't you become my friend
When
only to stand on you
My flowers though can not grow you
What will they say to me
More than just this worry
All by your mind and body
To no end have I been through
With the most in you
Never to return
to me
All by your mind and body
All by your mind and body
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All Now I Ask True
All now I ask true
I can't believe you will leave me
Only a little while of love
This isn't good enough
from you
The way I should feel
What is my life
I use every night to make daylight
I call to you enough
Your thought is what I want
To know my dream well
I have been silent to watch you
Noone
will mean more
You survived for my memory
No you can't desert me
No you never will
For all I now ask true
All I now ask from you
You will touch beyond my make believe
No I can't believe you will leave
All now I ask true
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All Sides Of Love I Understand
Though I drive to watch difference
A show of each ones taste
How houses blend to bring scenery
I walk
through these the same
Don't know one house to belong
To my within way of quiet
Though pretty at times, handsome
All sides of love I understand
In well spoken for every acclaim
My warm heart not yet to fit in
Though I begin when I end my thought
Would change satisfy my writers heart
Or strong in mind to believe
I
have not left earth yet to perceive
And all sides of love I understand
All sides of love I understand
Then I don't believe I want to hear again
How many different people exist
As I sit here now to explain
All
sides of love I understand
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Along A Walk Of My World
To find the love I need
In
time as I plead
Along a walk of my world
Though of home and peace
Surprized I must believe
To feel another day to live
To see another turn to write
To remove one way of pain
Into another heard
This alone at times hard
Along a walk of my world
To thank for what seems small
Along a walk of my world
In quiet
a little too deep
What noise is right for me
How far is to wait
Until I sleep
What is mine to keep
Along a walk of my world
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Along My Way Of Wonder
Alone
Along my way of wonder alone
Agains to live, leave behind, understand
To learn, to write, remember
memories well
Many times written in the pretend
Others in the real of my reason
I know how to be
with anyone
You should notice adventure of the mind
What people go through every day and night
Only a good
song worthless
Tune my love right, I own my heart
Strange how we come together then apart
You should
read my years ago of you
You may be surprised more than believed
How my need used to speak
Along
my way of wonder alone
Agains to live, leave behind, understand
To learn, to write, remember memories well
Many
times written in the pretend
Others in the real of my reason
I know how to be with anyone
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Along Our Pleasant Person
Should you seek your heart
Should you know why
Distance from you, closeness true
A passing through
with love for you
Memory holds my wisdom
Along our pleasant person
I am not a dreamer, only miss
you
Should you seek my heart
Should you show why
Should you seek your heart
Should you know why
One
days often never go away
How to feel we won't change
Where we are, once to live
Along our pleasant person
Should you seek your heart
Should you know why
Should you seek my heart
Should you show why
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Along Side Of You
I know some days I appear along side of you
To hold much more than I should
I have my moments of wonder into who I am
When I look into who I live
Through the nights I almost died to explain
Along side of you I am the same
Not always easy for me to love, believe
Not always with any sound I may
ask
Not always a clean mind, clear heart for me
To understand answered of near every tear
Not always is this
life I have so easy
I sometimes too ask how, why, when, where
I sometimes
find wrong I am at a loss for
Not always perfect unless forgiven, known
I
know some days I appear along side of you
To hold much more than I should
Along
side of you I am the same
Along side of you I am no more than you
Along side of you I am the same
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Along This Coast
How is it I don't find you
Along this coast
In this town I live
You don't come true
I have been everywhere
I long to go
Now only to be with you
Along this coast
Why won't you be real
Not a dream, who I need
A reason of alive
No other could want
Not a wish to play
Along this coast
Who you are to me is
everything
Along this coast
How is it I don't find you
Along this coast
How is it I don't find you
Along this coast
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Always All About
You
Always all about you
Always until today is through
Always tomorrow, the next day
Always next
week, next year
Always all about you
What of the little I find
Always
the same questions
Unanswered with reasons
Always alive in the untrue
Always
all about you
Always tire for my eyes
Always to help a friend of mine
Always room after room
Always uncared
for of mind
With this sun now
Always all about you
Always I seek quiet
places
Always I reach for a new
Always all about you
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Always I Believe, I Wait
Always I believe, I wait
Some way you know where I am
Some way you will be real
Once in awhile on imagination
Sometimes only true of life
Thought often in wonder
Want of how is my alone
Tire on many days, I continue
Always I believe, I wait
Some way you know where I am
Some way you will be real
Once in awhile I read
of love
I long to know when
Who I need and why
Once in awhile I anger
Then hard to calm down
Then
again in my prayers
Always though, I believe, I wait
Always I believe, I wait
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Always In Foreign Places
Always in foreign places
Along unwanted beaches
Broken by heart to
still need you
With my thought of your life
Taken of moments of mine
My love to ask again
Why I still
want you this way
Always in foreign places
Along unwanted beaches
For to do no more than I can
To
ask no more than I have
Of your written longers
On this Lord of my want
If I pave my way to matter
Ground around any different
Understand what silence brings
Always in foreign places
Along unwanted
beaches
Always in foreign places
Always in foreign places
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Always My Love From You
Always my love from you
Unless you send especial for me
I rare to take
notice
I rare to look outside
Listen for thought beyond me
Anothers feeling, emotion
With so little time
to live
To open my eyes for a moment
Within this little I love
To want I understand more
For my quiet
touched
Always my love from you
Unless you send especial for me
I rare
move some days
I rare to change, be awake different
I rare to care, rare to speak
I rare to want, rare to need
Unless you send especial for me
Always my love from you
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Always To Love You
I don't regret leaving Hollywood
The bad times are everywhere
Not being around you always
This had
to become
Always to love you
The names I didn't expect
Now to do what
I must
After I tried all else
Always to love you
I know who I am
I know my friends
You tell this well
In this good and bad day
Real will shine through
Always to love you
In quiet used to
Always to love you
I don't
regret leaving Hollywood
The bad times are everywhere
Always to love you
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All Spirits Play Forever
More
As rich and rare that is you
I continue to find in the same
You live so far here then you die
Lovely life to play with life
You have been near before
To bring my mind to you
I know the world outside
Only there must be more to love
Handed near all I may ask
I don't have much more to want
In the
fair way to watch
My way to feel, my way to dare
I often dare to tell you
All spirits play forever more
As rich and rare that is you
I continue to find in the same
You live so far here then you die
Lonely
life to play with life
All spirits play forever more
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All You Could Be
The way a world turns
All you could be
A heart of love, something to see
The hold of you close
I could
never have thought different
For any other to be you
Though often I didn't understand
I realized you were around
To wonder about you
The feelings I keep, all you could be
I don't hide from life only from you
For life could
never need
To need you as I have
To want you again, all you could be
All you could be
The way the world
turns
All you could be
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Almighty People Sleep
Awhile
Almighty people sleep awhile
Why do you try to figure me
Think as I write I am locked
Into feelings with need I can't free
Why can't I be understood
I just love the
sound I listen
My patience I have my heart
So there more to touch I want
Won't I let out of my
sight
I love my wait
To hear from when so old
The pull to turn off God awhile
Almighty people
sleep awhile
I love my reason to live I live
I love my tears I have found
Almighty people sleep
awhile
I deeply love I deeply mind
Along side of who is the part
Why can't I be who I am now
Almighty people sleep awhile
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Alone Isn't A Price I Believe
For this nobody I love without a name
I have to keep close within
Not to be disturbed by the wrong
I may not feel, I may not understand
I lived too many places
I will not
look behind and forget
I travelled too far
I need not travel anywhere less
Whoever I am thought as
Whatever
may be spoken
Alone isn't a price I believe
For this nobody I love without a name
He means the
world to my forever
Don't read what I don't write
My heart only belongs when taken
Into my time only to use
on him
Then alone isn't a price I believe
Then sorrow doesn't fit in
For this nobody I love without
a name
Alone isn't a price I believe
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Alone Noone Deserves
To Become
Though you have handed me your life
Given love no other could think
Answered through the Lord
with prayer
In touch of me there, my gift you an angel
Often nothing should be recognized
As some wants can
be understood
Others may never be realized
And I know I wouldn't be here today
But I would have been better
gone
For to live this hell of you away
Alone in exchange for my blessings of once
In alone no one deserves
to become
Then I may be heard by you again
Here I must remember you visited
Only sure of why were
you close
Only why not now, why am I now alone
For another writing of how I feel
For another writing of you
Alone in exchange for my blessings from you
In alone no one deserves to become
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Alones Worth The Tares
Alones worth the tares
Entertained well
Understanding of life
Angers, pains, feelings
Cares, reasons,
healings
Take my heart
Alones worth the tares
Entertained apart
Again the closeness to God
There is noone more
The prayers together never to part
Alones worth the tares
Entertained a start
English to spanish
Spanish to english
Understainding of love
Alone is worth the tares
Alones
worth the tares
Entertained here
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Alone The Same As Always
Alone the same as always
I don't believe
to change
Notes find hard to reach
My thought of mind within
However deeply I cry
I feel let down, I am
Alone the same as always
My heart is settled well
In my sleep, in my awake
In my arms, my hands
Forgotten as I seem
Remembered as a dream
Alone the same as always
Must I write of love
Must
I write of life
Must I speak
Must I remain silent
Alone the same as always
Alone always again
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Am I Who Makes You Cold
For quiet to surround my today
Why do I listen to you
Or quiet life
send what I know
The game of your desire hurts true
Of incomplete love and life
Something you wanted not now
Now you found yourself right or wrong
Am I who makes you cold
I have given you to and of the Lord
In my no way out of you
Or there do I need to change
Until what if there had never been me
Think about you
for awhile
Think about me
Am I who makes you cold
Do you welcome me to your world
Do I welcome
you
For quiet to surround my tonight
For your thought to surround you
Am I who makes you cold
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American Dream To Me
In written of hours and hours of a
minute
Now seems will never come true though
I prayed long and hard for my love
To find what I needed from
you
American dream to me is my forever
Never a throw away of my song
For how to share feelings
now
Enjoy my memory of life and you
American dream to me is my forever
Never a throw away of my
song
To look back on the open doors I lived
In choice to lose for another to win
I would continue as I see
I never wanted true not mine
American dream to me is my forever
Never a throw away of my song
For
how to share feelings now
Enjoy my memory of life and you
American dream to me is my forever
Never
a throw away of right to long
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Amid My Life, My Love Remains
In my need to throw your words at you
I see you answer well
There
I may rest in peace of true
I know you might as well
For years of my watch over you
My wait, my way, my feelings
The life you hold deserves more respect
Amid my life, my love remains
I don't have to quit my reason
I am your flawless meanings
Your freedom within the crowds
I don't need just believe
You play me as you please
My door to you over
I speak truth and follow through
Just as you
In my need to throw your words at
you
Amid my life, my love remains
I need not look back at you
Amid my life, my love remains
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Amid My Mind Of Sound
Lines after lines so easy to write
So hard to break so demanding to love
So warm to call on yet so cold
In one angry glare walking to fall
Never of wind never of prayer
Amid my mind of sound
There isn't a sweeter story
Explained so well and timed
For people have lost one another
found
Many have changed some the same
What makes this kind of song
Amid my mind of sound
Lines
after lines so easy to write
So hard to break so demanding to love
So warm to call on yet so cold
In one angry
glare walking to fall
Never of wind never of prayer
Amid my mind of sound
What makes this type
of life
Amid my mind of sound
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Amid Your Motionless
Sound
Amid your motionless sound
Doesn't it occur to you we are gone
My pet moth and I in your arms
In every minute complete
Your life should be real to our touch
Only I can't
turn to us
Why when I reach you won't belong to me
I also want to ask
Why am I to understand
I want to feel you close
With my pet moth and I in your arms
Haven't you me to feel
Will this continue
Why do you get me so down
Amid your motionless sound
Amid
your motionless sound
Doesn't it occur to you we are gone
My pet moth and
I in your arms
My pet moth and I in your arms
Amid your motionless sound
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All In One Day
I've lived past memories
Many places, faces and
feelings
Thoughts of love and life
Wants once gone, needs in now
All in one day
I've held my broken heart
My time torn apart
Hopes, dreams, and wishes
All in one day
Thirty years passed by
I seem to remain
As young as was I
As old as I am now
All in one day
All in one day
Want's
once gone, needs in now
All in one day
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Are You Here
Are you here, are you near
Why does the moon need to see me
Why
does the earth need to find me
The sun, the sky, planets, as time
What has the ocean to bring me
Besides the
view
Are you here, are you near
I
could travel if I wish
All I have to do is use my prayer
What would I find I should care
North, south, west,
east again
Are you here, are you near
Are you here, are you near
Do you know how old the stars are
Doesn't matter how young
How cold the wind can be
How hot on a summer
day
How long the night holds on to me
Are you here, are you near
Are you here, are you near
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Anything But Unhappiness
I gave all of my colors away
To hold love
for my life
I listened for thought in the day
To find a way I like
For friends who care as I care
For
a place at home in the night
Anything but unhappiness
I spend alone best as I can
A gift not easy to use
I turn within more than I should choose
I don't
see my pleasure in only a room
Anything but unhappiness
Anything but unhappiness
I feel more welcome lost around your tune
My little girl, little boy
Treasures I continue to fight for
I still always lose
Anything but unhappiness
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Always Not Today
Always not today
The way I need to work and play
Always not today
The heart of cold lives warmer
Always not today
The time I want to share
Always not today
Grown to forget my care
Always not today
Future remains the same
Always not today
Forever is the reason it seems
Always not today
The to miss
tomorrow
Always not today
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Anyone
There are some stars
I will let you touch
Others off limits to watch
Planets don't mean as much
Anyone can live on the clouds
If to wish
Anyone can't be you
Anyone can't be me
There are some songs
Only mine to hear
I would
know and when
Once ago, now and then
Anyone can't live on the sky
If
to dream
Anyone can't be you
Anyone can't be me
There is more our eyes see
More than our hearts feel
More to touch, more to hold
I don't need a plane
to reach
Anyone can live on the sea
If to want
Anyone can't be you
Anyone can't be me
Anyone can't be you
Anyone
can't be me
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As You Were Thought For
I need someone to pay for me
Keep my love alive
Hold my life aside
(As you were thought for)
Got to run soon
Stop on the old
Move through to the new
Find the feelings are mine
(As you were
thought for)
I need someone to pay for me
Keep my love alive
Hold my
life aside
(As you were thought for)
Take what I need
I give more again
Send my better hand
Truth in tonight
(As you were thought for)
I
feather the day best I have
My writing to always win
However I need to choose again
I need someone to pay for me
Keep my love alive
Hold my life aside
(As you were thought for)
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Another Writing
Another place, another hold
Another home, another world
Another grown day
Another writing
Another hurt,
pain gone away
Another play of emotion
Another laugh in hide
Another wonder of night
Another wisdom for
sight
Another writing
Another thought for mind
Another sorrow to find
Another prayer until you near
Another driven am I heard
Another story to tell
Another writing
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Another Year May Pass Me By
In so big a world at times
Then until I feel a small
I will not hide who I am
By any thought, by any thought
I will not live lost to
you
I know another year may pass me by
I am willing to understand my love
I am willing to continue my ride
With no more to ask of you
Missing so far only why, well no
For another
year may pass me by
Another year may pass me by
Even though, as well
You come in and out of my life
I will not overlook how I know
In so big a world at times
Until I feel a
small
I will not hide who I am
By any thought, by any thought
Another year may pass me by
Another way
to feel
Another writing
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Answer Why Sweetly
Answer why sweetly
For leaking cups never change
How often haven't I thought
Was I truly in need
If I grow my own life unfinished
I'm to whos prayer yet to create
Answer
why sweetly
To become deeply misunderstood
Does love take reason to miss
For your God only
Why can't I
look into my own eyes
What of my clover leaf
Simple isn't always so easy
Why ask to explain
Answer why sweetly
For leaking cups never change
For leaking cups never change
For
your God only
Answer why sweetly
For leaking cups never change
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Anyone Home
Anyone home, are you home
I hope you don't mind the call
My plain life of alone
Anyone home
To write to mean my world
Sometimes when I read
I need to hear from you
I want to
tell
Listen to sound outside of my own
A letter doesn't touch enough
A package to open
I ask for the same thought
I feel for your hold again
In these prayers I take to heart
I run into missing you
Anyone home, are you home
I hope you don't
mind the call
My plain life of alone
Anyone home, anyone home
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Anyone Isn't Soothing Easy
I have always chosen the best
of love
From the best of the best in life
Known of why, how easy to give
The offering of things not a thought
To win in you truth of time
To take what I would only as mine
For what should be entertained
For my peaceful
wait
To understand to learn spirit
To pray, to call and be heard
For the few people I could believe
There never failed my need
Anyone
isn't soothing to me
Or forgotten of you
Anyone isn't everyone to me
I
write of only the best
The best people in the world to me
Until I find I was wrong
Anyone isn't soothing to me
Anyone isn't soothing easy
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Anything But Lose You
Why do I take these steps
I want
to refuse
I don't want to feel this way again
I can't take anymore pain
Lord you must live true
How loud
must I sound
Anything but lose you
I know how much I own
Why
do I continue
Are you the only man made for me
Unless lord decide I keep alive
Haven't I asked enough
Send
anything but lose you
Until I am ready to die in tonight
Asked why
I couldn't be wrong
That is if I know who I am
That is if I know where
That is if I know why
But send
anything but lose you
Anything but lose you
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Anything I May Seek
My empty sea uncared
Foreign lands
What to live
Hope to understand
Barren sand, answers missing
Removed by you
Shown of storms
My empty sea uncared
My day afloat
To see this as my life
To look
through my need
Anything I may seek
You will explain
My empty
sea uncared
Foreign lands
What to live for
Hope to understand
I believe you will remove
My empty
sea uncared
Anything I may seek
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Anything New
Anything new
From you for me
Anything new
I want to see
Anything new
I need to hear
Anything
new
I reach to touch
Anything new
I ask of trust
Anything new
I must wake
Anything new
I
must sleep
Anything new
You feel for me
Anything new
From you for me
Anything new
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April Don't You See Me
April don't you see
April where
is he along this sea
April if you know of my love
Will you bring him to me
Will you brighten my sky
Make
the day of my birth my life
So far I only write of my need
Never does the sun end my climb
April don't you
see me
April don't you see
April where is he along this sea
I wait on this lonely path
To only play with
the shade
April don't you see me
April don't you see
April where is he along this sea
April don't you
see me
April don't you see
April where is he along this sea
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Are Some Tunes Better
Left Unheard
To break a silence of you not near
In your heart I know I live
No need to tear apart your
touch
Are some tunes better left unplayed
It takes more than imagination
to secure
To think of your love
Along with this writing I keep alive
To stand emptiness tall
Are some tunes better left unclear
Never to listen to yesterday
Never to hear today until
tomorrow
In the comfort of my understanding
Are some tunes better
left alone
To feel for anyone never done
To ask again for that one tune
I remember most from you
Are some tunes are better left unheard
Are some tunes better left unplayed
Are some tunes
better left alone
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Are You Afraid Of My Love
Are you afraid of my love
Is this why you hide inside
Remember I feel
what you live
I don't try to think of you
I see from within you
I would not be true
If I didn't understand
you
Are you afraid of my love
Is this why you hide inside
When
I can't be with you
I don't live easy
Where we won't be together
Sorrow can only exist
I don't let a day
go by
To take you away from me
To choose not to look ahead at you
Are
you afraid of my love
Is this why you hide inside
Are you afraid of my love
Are you afraid of my love
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Are You Stealing Dreams
Again
Are you stealing dreams again
Feeding evil to your friends
Drawing beauty isn't life
Creating
clearings aren't real
Removing loves prayers
Are you lieing to everyone again
Keeping the truth to yourself
Are you stealing dreams again
Are you using wishes as illusions
Misunderstandings for attention
Suffering the innocent
Preying on the tragic
To describe daylight
Are
you stealing dreams again
Sending emptiness as fullfillment
Desiring happiness into tears
Are you, are you
again
As warm as today now exists
Are you steaing dreams again
Are you stealing dreams again
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Are You The Same
You are every song to exist to me
Every thought I could think today
With mind
of life easy to explain
With heart of love in all ways
Are you the same
At times a joy to feel this pain
Often a toy I turn to play
From far I know when you are near
Nothing
within appears unclear
Are you the same
You
are every world yet I will see
Through how and are you the same
Every song to exist to me
Every thought I could
think today
With mind of life easy to explain
With heart of love in all ways
Are you the same
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Around Me
Around
me
You don't need to question
Around me
I watch after you
I have never tried to stop your love
Only
show sure your love well given
Until I return to you
If I am to live for you
My life must notice
I have answered you
Around me, around me
To try to tell you
I don't dream of fame
The lord, you, and who am I
The lord, you, and why
From the first time I heard of you
Around me
You don't need to question
Around me
I watch after
you
Around me
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As A Lost Experience
Still there are meanings missing
From you to where I now stand
From within yet to be found
Real as you and I exist
What you know of me
Years of thought yet to express
As a lost experience
Still there are meanings
missing
Never to forget as true
More than life can choose
The love between us to show through
As a lost
experience
Still there are meanings missing
From you to where I now stand
Real as you and I exist
What I know of you
Years of thought yet to express
As a lost experience
As a lost experience
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As I Have Hands To Pray
As I have hands to pray
I can only want you
I can't feel different
Outside of your love
To set aside my comfort
How could I be so wrong
Never before I think
To not imagine
you
To live doesn't open
The hope I may use
As I have hands to pray
Still I can only believe for you
Though simple isn't always the easy way
In the breaking of my sky may fall
I can not help myself
To this travel of
As I have hands to pray
I
can not count on you
I know never will I be with you
As I have hands to pray
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As I Must
Why
is tonight tonight
Today then tomorrow
Morning then evening gone
Less worse than sorrow
A feel of an only
way
Life lonely, love only
A continue onto far aways
Some known, others showers
Different people in and
out of time
Circles born of follows
I may need the same forever
Hear to hold my thought
A build of strength
Against the weakest moment
A pull of weight sometimes
And you pass me by
Though you did stop to notice
I would speak of you
As I must
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As I Please In You Always
In joy or pain as I please
As I please in you always
Where is this love of mine now
What more will I recognize
What more will you recognize
I want
Deep into you I must travel
Why are these times may not be changed
Why are these feelings may not end
What is the reason for these emotions
What will you find I won't ask for again
I haven't yet to leave
When who needs a dream you won't see
When who wants you, you won't hear me
To cry also won't appear
As I please in you always
In joy or pain as I please
As I please in you always
In handsome eyes so always
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As I Pray For Peace
As I pray for peace
Look into the Lord for love
Set you into your hold of life
I ask in the same for
silence
For all of these years I waited
Not to throw away my today now
As
I pray for peace, I pray for you now
How you have memorized my heart
The thoughts sent from your mind
Never
a missing reason
Never a forgotten touch
Well handed without too many crys
Spoken to the harsh about love
As I pray for peace
What is mine I will continue to believe
As I pray for peace, for you now
Look into you, look into my time
Look into why, how
As I pray for
peace, for you now
As I pray for peace
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As I Send Goodnight
As I send goodnight
I know I may
receive anything from you I want
As my peace in sleep from you as my always
Though once in awhile I appear surprised
I must thank you as I do God
To never cease to believe in your love
On the days can never end quite right
You
are giving all you can find you have
As I send goodnight I never forget
To allow the quiet around us to live
Years as well often pass
I collect thoughts for my playing
Had
I to begin again
Gone through of all I have
As I send goodnight to you now
As I send goodnight
I must thank you as I do God
To never cease to believe in your love
As I send
goodnight I never forget
As I send goodnight
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As My Icing Melts
What will you give to me next
For my day by day love to live
As my last thought has just left
As I
thank you for who have I asked
What will I hold in you again
As my icing melts
I send for your taste of my need
You seem to hear before I spread
Upon your voice again and again
What
is a waste of love to end
In this time I want to feel
I want my very own and only friend
I wouldn't know from
you more
Will my reach to you go blind
Even for you must be mine
Will
my close of night lay down
So easy with me and you now
What will you give to me next
For my day by day love
to live
As my icing melts
As my icing melts
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As Now My Wait For You Continues
As your dream with me but never real
You think of me but never true
You want with me but never with you
You lay with me but never close
You talk with me but never right
You
walk with me but never honest
You love with me only not for my love
You look at me to only see you
You long
for me but only to be you
You cry to me and I hold you
I cry to you but you don't hear
As now my wait for you continues
You keep your heart warm without mine
You don't stop to
feel down to live me
My loneliness you find funny
As I believe this is all to touch you
If so sweet may I reach
you
You don't save my need for you
As now my wait for you continues
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As Spring Moves
As spring moves it's way around to me again
Showing into this winter freeze I yet feel
In the wants or needs I ask answered truly
Will my real love and life
finally exist
Is this year going to be any different
For my prayer and dream and for my hope
As spring moves my every day of loneliness
Showing the blame for the hurt I suffer
In the emptiness I truly
carry in my heart
Will the weight be sent to the owner
Will the right losses be paid I still exist
For the
believing and faith I have held
Or shouldn't I waste my world on you
As spring moves me to you
Will my only distant land never appear
As spring moves through my waiting for you
As spring moves its way around my cares
And I haven't chosen anything else to understand
As spring moves its interest
into my hands
As spring moves my thoughts of you aren't over
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As The Cool Breeze Of
September Settle In
As the cool breeze of September settles in
My need for your warmth is around my love
My heart beats to my life feels so empty
Until I grow more lonely to want you
My wish stands in my dream crying
so loud
I was sure by now you would love me
Your heart would sing so easily to miss me
Even if I didn't mean
to miss you
As the cool breeze of September settles in
My writing of you into my reason never ends
the
different month to the change of the next
For my must recognize my prayer and dispair
Oh I was so planning to love
you
As the cool breeze of September settles in
Oh as the cool breeze of September settles in
You must
hear me inside of you
I must for always be near you
As the cool breeze of September settles in
As the cool
breeze of September settles in
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As The Only Time I Truly
Hurt
As the only time I truly hurt
The truth is not spoken right
I only need ask and wait
Answered
easily from your love
I am well awake
Quietly listening from your love
In this thought I become
My array
of peace to you
Never hard for me to receive
As the only time I truly
hurt
The truth is not spoken right
I am well again tonight
Heard by you without why
I am well pleased
with your thought
I don't remain with you wrong
Reasons in God, reaches from your heart
Held by you without
loss
I am well in my want
As the only time I truly hurt
The truth
is not spoken right
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As The Sea Birds Play
Close to you
I can't move away
I must see you
As the sea birds play
Deep and peaceful
Today will be my day
Only the sea birds play
Of my experience
Open land my winds wish
The sky will drive
This life to exist
To believe you
true
Morning now won't end
As the sea birds play
I write of you
Never to change
As the sea birds play
For how the sun will stay
As
the sea birds play
As the sea birds play
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As Walks When Running Can't Be Done
As walks when running
can't be done
As to feel over with the day
Now I must hold my silence, call it love
Now I must touch my need,
my background
I draw, I erase, I there escape
As walks when running can't be done
For I am not to spend this
night alone
On a thought to noone nowhere
I am not one to hold life is not yours
I am not one to give up
As walks when running can't be done
I have fought too long, too hard
I have taken a beating
for the Lord
All to prove I am real for you
I have struggled with all I known
An ending here must be done
As walks when running can't be done
As walks when running can't be done
As to feel over
with this day
As walks when running can't be done
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At Seconds Way
At seconds way
When we look through the day
To think to have a thought
If we may
We turn in prayer
How to hold upon us
Who was once true and free
We lay into our lives
When are we real to light
I always have something to say
Handed
down for you
To play with love
To fathom you will listen
To my real wisdom
I imagine I will understand
Who you are
At seconds way
What more would I want
At seconds
way
What more would be life
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At The Shore Of My Sudsy Peace
At the shore of my sudsy peace
Today isn't life from different moments
Only sights and sounds to change
Sea gulls continue to fly by
The end of my way with you
Tonight isn't of
different motions
On my thought to travel you
These hillsides to meet the ocean
This is the same old moon
At the shore of my sudsy peace
Every time I remember you
Why I walked away that one day
To barren the deserts cry from me
I could never watch you hurt yourself
I could never stop you
Lonely at
heart I chose
At the shore of my sudsy peace
Do the clouds have a
new pace
Hungered emotions to listen this time
For my feelings to use on you
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At This Alter Dead On My Feet
At this alter dead on my feet
I have for days now
For weeks until
tonight
To know what is right
My love, my life
Within my time for mending
I depend on you always
Bare to look at me
I was given my art with peace
At this
alter dead on my feet
For your love, your life
Someone to never overlook
My truest desire to need
At this alter dead on my feet
I never cried so honest
I never touched anyone so close
I never touched different
To leave my home
At this alter dead on
my feet
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At Times I Regret Leaving
You
Those yesterdays I chose not to share
Only I had my reasons for you there
You knew I was within you
The quiet I now remember
This at times shows hello
To understand goodbye was hard on me
I took time to stop and listen
Time to wait to read what you write
Time to write my own
feelings
At times I regret leaving you
The silence we then and now
hold
My heart cares the same
I overlook the shallow, I reach through
I
knew you would come back around again
Even when I was down to look at the sand
You would be everyone to pass by
You would eventually become my every song
Please remember what I had to do
At times I regret leaving you
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Atleast Let Me Enjoy My Gifts
Let me feel you without a
need
Let me reach to find me
I can't help but be who I am
Unwanted, wanted of old news again
Let me enjoy these moments now
Before I must leave, forget
Believe in you to continue
Watch why to
hear you
For so often never wrong
On mid afternoon never ending ends
Atleast
let me enjoy my gifts
I so waited from you to find
Let me look for any new
want
In what you have sent
Evening will be near all too soon
Night over with morning on the call
Atleast let me enjoy my gifts
Atleast let me enjoy my gifts
Lent
to me to reach to find you
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An Artist Holds Deep Emotions
An artist holds deep emotions
Sensitive at times to not understand
Beyond what a mind can live
In confusion with the heart of feelings
Spend much thought second guessing
The
want to hurt to need
The difficult to accept the unreal
The travel from all sides of world
An artist holds deep emotions
To recognize how everyone sees
For the same as always, the
new belief
Not only words flow from the dream
Not only melody, decisions of hope
In mood of who do I have to
be
Place on earth, comfort of home
These as well often hard to find
An
artist holds deep emotions
An artist waits, an artist has tears
An artist laughs when a reader cares
An artist
holds deep emotions
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An Exciting Mystery
All for a night to sleep and a rest of peace to love
For my thoughts and feelings
with how I want my life
If for a day of me to be more than being abused
Left to seem alright yet never having to
fight with you
I can't stand outside of my door or inside
Going into anyone I ever been
That to receive my
true earning Within and sing free and easy when
When I don't understand I just don't understand
Why are you so out
to bring me harm
To every bit of my need or wish dream or time
Why are you so determined to destine my soul as hurt
and wronged
Until I hold no reward for anything I say or do in word either
What a way all for a day to wake as well
What a reason to keep believing to live is over
I must of been born to take a beating as a smile
I must of been
talked into walking that type of mile
I still don't have an answer though I'm asking through my heart
again now
I haven't been to the ending to look back on
Just some old memory enjoying it's very own pull on my arm
An exciting
mystery is better to seek of silence and beauty by rhyme
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An Open Heart
An open heart
Nothing more deadly
Nothing more feeling
Nothing more heartbreaking
More truthful, settling
Nothing more tearful alive
Devoted,
tried, timed
An open heart
Nothing more thoughtful
Nothing more trusting,
living
Nothing more loving
Grown to show
Grown to hide away
An
open heart
Nothing more touching
Nothing more needed
Sacred, remembered, forgotten
Treasured, believed
Nothing greater than an open heart
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An Unfinished Writing
Unclear for why written
Unknown to see something
Time away from thought
How deep to use the mind
How wrong is much of life
Love so an abused work
Alone most of my day
The same
in the night
An unfinished writing
This to forget my feelings
Run moments
as my own
Appear away from alone
To talk of sense
To end a tear
To begin a year
An unfinished writing
Tells alot of somewheres
Once and now
An unfinished writing
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Anger My Heart Beyond
Tears
You are words I can't find
You use words I can't find
Anger my heart beyond tears
With guess to understand
My interests as clear
I need not ask
To
miss you isn't easy
To know this truth
Of your love, of your life
My own a little used
To keep one together
Not an easy task
Everything hurts another
Something touches again
Some
one means the world
Others pass by unheard
You are words I can't find
You use words I can't find
Anger my heart beyond tears
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Another Day Is Moving On Again
As this day is over and over again
Another day is moving on again
It seems to me you will be
Just another rain poured down on me
I'll
never know what it's like to live
I'll never know what it's like to love
Taking these feelings not to mean anything
As this day is over and over again
Another day is moving in again
What can't be done, who understands
This world alone is empty
As
this day is over and over again
Of another day is moving on again
Another
day is moving in again
As this day is over and over again
Of another
day as moving in again
Another day is moving on again
Another day
is moving on again
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Another Mornings Horizon
Another mornings horizon
A warm of your arms for mine
A cool evening
of beauty
My way to stand alone
Travelling through moments of your love
To spend a few thoughts on you close
I don't know what to expect sometimes
Sure melodies come, melodies run
Through a mind to lay amid
Any wish can be thrown
Only I don't play with wishes
I play with prayers to grow
Enclosed in my feelings not to misplace
I hear from you as I need
To look away, at the sight of the ocean
A gem of walk I may take
Another mornings horizon
A warm of your
arms for mine
A cool evening of beauty
My way to stand alone
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A Destroyed Life
Taught to seek success, nothing real
Taught to be outstanding, nothing
near
Taught to have money, live life, no
Thought to be happy, never clear
A destroyed life
Wanted,
unwanted, the changes
Talk to someone about anything
Walk once with me for my love
Taught to be alone more
A destroyed life
Choices, choiceless, timed away
A move to where, some days
Expected to care, uncared for
Needed, I
don't need the same
A destroyed life
A destroyed life
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At The Same End
At the same end
We're all getting older
Looking back, moving forward
Watching for a memory
Asking
for tomorrow
Bringing peace feeling through
Space is as best we can
Holding onto the closeness at hand
Spent
on day believing in who we may
Sad one moment, happy again
At the same end
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Autumn Covers My Feelings
There are times
I can't imagine my mind
How I think
Why I write
What I remember
Then I won't
Where I choose to rest
Winter passes every year
Summer forgets spring had a name
Autumn covers my feelings
Tonight might be beside the sea
Tomorrow along side of my needs
To hold silence
My deepest care
Always for you
Winter passes every year
Summer forgets spring had a name
Autumn covers my feelings
Winter passes every year
Summer forgets spring had a name
Autumn
covers my feelings
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