9 WRITINGS

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I Can Not Change My Page

I can not change my page

No time to think away
So many faces I hold
So many ways, many feelings
I don't know how I lived
Untrue now to myself
To explain to you
I can not change my page

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Throw My Life Away

Throw my life away
Never to look back
Take my memory
Throw my life away

Live today
Love today
Think as I can play
Watch who turns away
Who comes close
Age with grace
Alone or with me

Throw my life away
Never to look back
Take my memory
Throw my life away

Who knows more
I know more
Ofcourse I do
As I know you
You would never leave
Always to return
In the same night

Throw my life away
Never to look back
Take my memory
Throw my life away

Hear you real
I hear you real
I do hear you
Ofcourse I do
Never to trust again
Why spend my hands
On more is to say
To you
To you now

Throw my life away
Never to look back
Take my memory
Throw my life away

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Can I Now Find My Way Real

Can I now find my way real
I believed in you too long
Did I ever believe in myself
I was always a shy girl

So much I should have said
Was I meant to speak
So much I thought to feel
Was I meant to feel
So much I live with now
Was I meant to live

Can I now find my way real
I believed in you too long
Did I ever believe in myself
I was always a shy girl

So many memories
To leave behind
I never leave behind
So many wonders
To understand
What is wondering again
To want to return
To where I can't stand

Can I now find my way real
I believed in you too long
Did I ever believe in myself
I was always a shy girl

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How I Feel

I don't blame you
In the good
In the bad
There is always
Today to forget
Tonight to wander
Until we live
Together again

How I feel
You ask how I feel
How I feel

I know this world
Don't need to show me then
I know your thought
When you wish I didn't
To surprise me is hard

I know
The story of your love
No news is real
I just don't need to feel

How I feel
You ask how I feel
How I feel

Without time to understand

How I feel
You ask how I feel
How I feel

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Why I Sit Here Now Sure Of You

Never can I blame anyone for my ways
I can only remember how I came to today

Why I sit here now sure of you

I know you know how you got me to tonight
Try to turn how I live one word at a time
How will you send your love from this moment on
I will send a feeling into what heart is about

Never can I blame anyone for my ways
I can only remember how I came to today

Why I sit here now sure of you

I waited years without a tear
I have clear eyes now to understand
I may not like what I remember
The sun doesn't always shine

I can hear you move without a thought
I always touch how you touched me

Never can I blame anyone for my ways
I can only remember how I came to today

Why I sit here now sure of you

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At Every Turn I Live

At every turn I live
I never feel remembered
I never feel cared for
I never feel real

Too much silence needs sound
Too much pain needs rain
Too much alone needs reason
Too much thought needs time
Too much memory alive today

Too much heart to lose
Too much joy to wait for truth
Too much laughter isn't fun
To lose the laughter now gone
Too much wonder never ends

At every turn I live
I never feel remembered
I never feel cared for
I never feel real

Too much to keep telling myself
May one day be again
May one way find happiness again
Too much to keep telling myself

At every turn I live
I never feel remembered
I never feel cared for
I never feel real

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Happy I Am Not To Blame

Happy I am not to blame
For this world of shame
Driving lives to pain
Leaving hurt behind

Happy I am who I am
I was once then
Happy I can live on
Free to live again

Happy I am not to blame
For this world of shame
Driving lives to pain
Leaving hurt behind

With love in my heart
Sweetness in my heart
Never can replace loss

Happy I am not to blame
For this world of shame
Driving lines to pain
Leaving hurt behind

Happy I am not to blame
For this world of shame
Driving lives to pain
Leaving hurt behind

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Dust From Lost Lives To Walk Through

Dust from lost lives to walk through
How can I be true to myself
On earth on my own near all my years
Dust from lost lives to walk through

Dust from lost lives to walk through
Never to touch why I know you
How to reach in front of me
Never to hold now as real I see

Dust from lost lives to walk through
How can I be true to myself
On earth on my own near all my years
Dust from lost lives to walk through

Dust from lost lives to walk through
Left behind times of bitterness
Written from sound never at peace
Born with my warm heart I fight to keep

Dust from lost lives to walk through
How can I be true to myself
On earth on my own near all my years
Dust from lost lives to walk through

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When My Meaning Calls

I live anywhere
Some times anywhere
Often nowhere

When my meaning calls
Home is where the heart is

I stay happy
Through all memories
I listen to my song
Songs of my time

When my meaning calls
Home is where the heart is

Sleep is awakened
Thoughts pass through my feelings
I don't have to care about anyone

When my meaning calls
Home is where the heart is

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