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"One fortune I have from my life is my memory."
1 24 09 "Where would I
be today had I not experienced yesterday." 9 6 08
"There is nothing I can do about my life in yesterday. All
I can think for is tomorrow and today." 10 16 08
"I am not a cruel person. I never would, never could
for anything in this world." 10 12 08
"My
writings and I will live on in the hearts of my truest friends." 10/20/2003 "Understand
the reasons for there are the answers."09/24/07 I've lived a crazy life. my
life, my love, my happiness, my want, my need, my interests, my longings, my growth, my body, my mind, my hold, my touch,
my heart, my home, my time...
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Takes a lot to touch me. A lot more to keep my attention. |
I Don't Know Why My Life Had To Be I don't know why my life had to be Rough from childhood now and then I see Angry
moments never ending hopeful mentions I don't know why my life had to be 01
06 09 ...........................
"THE
WORLD IS FULL OF POLITICS." 8 18 08 "Nothing surprizes
me." "I don't want
to travel the world. I just want my home I enjoy." 6 6 09
"Anguish and pain; what is the true definition?"
05 26 09 ......................................................................................
I
Followed You Around The Earth My life is
fine for today I could live happier I could love true Empty
forever seems my way From when I once needed you I
followed you around the earth I understand
love in heart I've learned much from want Within thoughts, without Used prayers now once befores On a
little change of course I followed you
around the world Night was never lonely You could have helped more But I don't blame you I
followed you around the earth, world ........................................................
Deeper Thoughts Appear Some of my writings are
words just written No use from real meaning I pass these by, look into my wonder time How young I was so in
touch with you Some of these days I just listen What could be better than these memories Deeper thoughts appear
sometimes laughter I can not possibly share my entire life What I choose should say who I am true If I have more words
to say In what is left of today Deeper thoughts appear sometimes laughter Tough touching my yesterdays and you How incomplete
can one person stay Dead on my feet reading my love for you The only feelings I can send Deeper thoughts appear
sometimes laughter .................
My Only One Friend To Be Near I spend a few moments on old writings Some just thought
with the use of you Not sent to anyone true Others touch how I was to feel Where I lived, have grown again Often when I have something
to say I won't imagine, I will, I hide in the real What had I wanted from you Everything you held to care,
to share What had I needed in these years My only one friend to be near I hide words for my reason When I don't want to speak I seem to know how to hurt myself For something new to believe I find a great lesson in my old writings Some just thrown together to move on What did I mean to be to you My only one friend to be near ...........................................
I
Can't Stop My Writing Life I can't stop
my writing life I can't stop my writing love I
must listen to only who holds my warmth In song I can remember, true my feelings I can't forget my writing life I can't forget my writing love I must see where I began, stand now Where I will live through
my thoughts My heart may continue to
break My alone may become lonelier My emptiness may hit bottom I can't stop my writing life I can't stop my writing love Whatever tomorrow could be I
can't stop my writing life I can't stop my writing love ...........................
There Are Waits Together There are waits together Hold in mind what I think Who needs me as I need you Both living in the same way Who is someone for my life To understand
as I long to understand Who wants me as I want you A change of feelings unknown Who sleeps alone as I sleep Calls through time for me There are waits together Hold in mind what I think Who cares for me as I care true Who is real as I am Who wakes in morning with me Who
dreams with me There are waits together Hold in
mind what I think ....................................................
You and I both know there will never be another you, another me, us by love from heart, touch and feeling. 2 13 09 ............................................................................................... "Don't I understand how I need, how I think I should be held? Don't I understand anything
about myself?" 04 16 04
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Looking Through My Need Yet Unanswered Looking through my need yet unanswered I think over these past
few years Until within my life for dreaming I continue into my wishes I don't ask for more than I have I wouldn't be real Inside of who I deeply
exist as To remember to understand To see without this sky above I can't forget the happiest turn of my heart then Looking through my need yet answered Or writing as I do For you to come true As the day is just about over I wait for the cool evening air To spend some time in my thoughts of you Is
my morning to wake too Seems to be the climb into my trees To sway peacefully in the breeze Looking through my need yet answered Writing as I do For
you to come true Looking through my need
yet answered Writing as I do For you to come true ........................................
Why Can't You Love Me You
can make me walk miles alone You can make me feel down Do your best to change me Then why can't you love me Why can't you love me You ask me to live for anyone but me Ask me to settle for less than I am Make me think
anything you want Then why can't you love me You
forget I live You forget I want You forget I love You forget I get cold Some days so hot Then why
can't you love me Why can't you love
me You take my happiness easy You
can stand in front of me smiling You never cease to amaze me Then why can't you love me Why can't you love me ..................................
How
Does A Writer Feel About Us To read of
the thought we may need To hear of the sound we may ask To see from the sight we may watch To try to believe
we may become A peace upon a place for
you and I When we won't find with our love To hold a heart sent by life How does a writer feel about us When we can't live together, w won't talk Our need to need to touch never touches us Outside
or still within us How does a writer feel
about himself How does a writer feel about above To
read of our words To take a writer into our arms How
does a writer feel about us await around
his time Often we as well move upon As igf we are his mind How does a writer feel about us .............................................
This
Rain Moving In This rain moving in I feel the cold of you gone I run away from yesterday leaving I like my old days, my blessings Hard to live now though Not
in the same place, no rest here I hear in peace, I listen for sleep Truly frightening in this world now This rain moving in Wish I could walk into your life Be around you once again Wish I could know
your love again Loneliness only makes good for a writing Could
a new song stop by from you Could a new touch, just one from you Could my happiness remove This rain moving in ..............................
Love has to be a want together Where ever traveled, how far How
much to own never a forever How long this is I really don't know I do understand life as reason A thought to
carry real A together never separated from each other Either the law or it isn't 2 27 05 ..........
"Nice music,
a beginning for thought, could be a nice thought more in need for my heart." 2-13-05 ............................................................................................................................................................ "Don't forget when
I live inside of my feelings I love inside of you." 06 28 03
Seems
So Real Moving through this grey sea
today Watching the waves climb through my thoughts Looking off into my distance The white crests touch the
shore Of your hillside home My house
falls into The deep need of a windy breeze To help me forget how quiet I walk When I stop by your heart Seems so real why won't you be true now For my love to love doesn't For my life to live won't For
my writing to continue on In my existence
would my wishing finally be over Would my spirit finally be found Would I never again need to dream Seems so real why won't you be true now .................................................................. Will you ever come home My soul dies
every day I'm away from your love My life cries in every way Gone from your arms My love doesn't know
what to do Without your love Will you ever come home 1
23 10 You Never Let Me Down You
never let me down However you find There will always be more to see this now Had you never come into my life I would have died along my sea ride I would have never found a home
to belong For so young a child to notice me Your love sent
to hold me hard to bare You laugh with care You try never to show your tears For so young a child to believe You never let me down However you find There will always be more to
see this now You try never to leave me alone Though I must
be alone to notice alone Why must I so hard to live today For something to make sense to live easy You never let me down However you find There will always be more to
see this now You never let me down However you find There
will always be more to see this now ............................... . There Is Nothing Easy About
Me I need more than a clue to find My life, my love, my rhyme These are my todays, my tonights To keep my memories at peace To be the greatest of all hearts For something to write Something I need to say There is nothing
easy about me I need more than a game
of thoughts Not I don't love your mind In how many times you seem to find me Left me into my cares to carry I need more than a story to watch Unless most important to
you again' This is to be seen as I wait There
is nothing easy about me I have nowhere
to be anyway Cries from within I have every tune I would hold on to I need more than only a song sweets There is nothing easy about me There
is nothing easy about me ..................................................
Life
Will Bring Us Together Life will bring
us together Life won't lead us apart How
could I not be lonely In never more than a lonely day The love I feel for you Only you remain away With
tears pouring from my heart You won't have wiped away For this darkness to live early My quiet is still the
same Life will bring us together Life
won't lead us apart I listen to hear from
you To watch my time pass by To think of anyone else I never enter this into my mind Until I like the
rain I like the rain more than the sun Life
will bring us together Life won't lead us apart Life
will bring us together Life won't lead us apart ..........................................
Forever
More How was yesterday to grow today Why did you change, give or take To love yourself or to love me Why didn't you understand or did you Into your life of why you Why was I who I was Who I am
now, who will I be Forever more Everyone laughs a bit, everyone cries For who I want to hear
why Forever more or not so long Forever
more I sit in my silence awhile Only
will my silence touch you Or only how I think is true Beaten around worse than a joy Made to be lonely once together Once from one together now made lonely Forever more Forever more or not so long Forever more ..................
As
You Fall Through My Well Interesting
how to create make believe Blend in the real of a feeling Use words to explain then try to understand Watch
memories play in front of me As you fall
through my well Turn in sense at times,
wonder common Ask of why are there holds of more One moment here the next I don't know Sure to wait answered
within funny As you fall through my well A let down would never be to think To take love of so many
ways Find peace and security to lead away Taste pits of hell never my escape funny As you fall through my well Funny to listen or to never hear Funny have I really a door near Do endings close away
todays As you fall through my well ......................................................................
Won't You Notice Won't you notice if tomorrow doesn't care If still unreal to feel is my only way
to feel I never share this ocean with anyone but you I never watch the sunrise or set again I never hold the mountains in my hands I only wish I could find you again
and again I never want to lay on the sand Collect
sea shells to count in the wind Share love unless with my love in you In writing or just sitting with myself Won't you notice if tomorrow doesn't care If still unreal to feel is my only way
to feel Why don't I dream to sail the sea Sea the
stars as beautiful with me Reach the clouds as wonderful for me Go ahead and brighten my life, I'm waiting Become real not just a part of my mind tonight See how you polish my thought You come close then far aware of me Won't you notice
if tomorrow doesn't care If still unreal to feel is my only way to feel ................................................................
You
Will Always Be The Same When today is
today Sitting under the rain Set aside to write of love I think of life, living When tonight is tonight Waiting for your touch Set aside
to find color I understand warmth warming me You
will always be the same As tomorrow is
tomorrow The sun may shine, may not Set aside to wonder now I know heart and mind Weeks, months, years All are the same Set aside to leave
alone one day You will always be the
same As earth is earth sky is sky Planets and I travel beside you Moon in moon until if renamed You will always be the same .................................................
If You Aren't My Baby
If you aren't my baby How could
you be my love How can I find The baby in me to understand A broken heart around How to feel If
you aren't my baby How could you be my love 1 24
10 ......................................
Special Man Special man if only you knew The love and life you mean to me The memories I carry The continuing need The tomorrows I draw you into The colorful spiritual peace In the image of your way If only you would hear me pray Special
man if only you would see The impossibility of me walking pure The hampering of my struggles you always ease The sun as the only warmth I receive Special
man you are this sea The mornings always over unless you appear The evenings crawling with wrong I call to you Special man the sand isn't worth the wind The motion of my mind Special man if only you knew special man Special man if only you knew ...........................................................................
No
One For Me No one for me No one from
me No one for me No one knows No
one cares No one sees No one feels No one needs No one wants No one
hears No one listens No one to any No
one watches No one looks No one dreams No
one for me No one from me No one for me No
one once No one now No one forever No
one holds No one touches No one thinks No
one prays No one gives No one takes No
one lives No one loves No one breathes No
one for me No one from me No one for me No
one cries No one laughs No one wishes No
one for me No one from me No one for me ....................
In
Only One Man's Heart I live out of a
mailbox I live out of a storage space I live out of a freezer Garage in the summer How about on a hope Or just inside of me In only one man's
heart Deeply in love with you The
side of a curb Behind a street sign What about a tree house Without a street light In a shadow of love Under a cloud of shade A part from the sun In
only one man's heart Deeply in love with you In
a room without a roof On a bus of truths Under the grey of flowers Above a hedge Below my eyes wishes Pushing my only love Inside of my mind In
only one man's heart Deeply in love with you In
only one man's heart Deeply in love with you .......................................
My
Sweet Play of Please To You My sweet
play of please to you Where is this love of mine now What more will I recognize What more will you notice I
want When deep into you I must travel Why are these times, may not be changed Why are these feelings, may not
end What is the reason for these emotions What will you find I won't ask for again What needs of a dream do
you see in me What tears of a cry I won't let appear In you or in I handsome eyes as always My sweet play of
please to you
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I Lay In Silence Again I lay in silence again Another year I lay in silence again In my quiet never ends I live to be hurt Or as
I always think To be sure you know I spend a lot of my time alone To write of my love for you To be the world to your life I run into your heart I
lay in silence again Another year I lay in silence again To need you whenever I can Noone more could be alive No more free could I feel To laugh and cry so well To find my loneliness from
you I lay
in silence again Another year I lay in silence again ..................................
My
Heart Is Tired My heart is tired My
love is older now My life is timed I
find awake too loud to forget Time to rest, listen to yesterday Walk away from today Whatever the reason My heart is tired My love is older now My life is timed I see a friend somewhere close My day is worn, my night I stand where I once was Take a look at how I feel My
heart is tired My mind is empty of sky No more left to write Nothing to say is heard by you My
heart is tired My love is older now My life is timed ................................. Aren't
You Sad If You Aren't My Dream My writing
of my love has become so my day To forget my thoughts now would seem a disgrace The time I've used and saved My life is lost enough I couldn't stop my heart, my desire My exhaustion is the deepest strength I pull from When my sky is to sleep for the night I just begin to hear my notes of you I can't become less confused over you Aren't you sad if you aren't my dream Besides playing with my emptiness is so a joy As long as I get to drive it is a
hold to you The loneliness at times gets the best of me Only this is what returns you to my memory Aren't you sad if you aren't my dream I still look to understand why your hold is real Why your touch
is the need for my feelings I will always probably still reach for you I just don't know, do I think to care Aren't you sad if you aren't my dream .........................
To Wear A Star's Love To so many people a star gives To so many places, to so many loves To so much
of life, to so many lives It's hard to wear a star's love To
feel warm and wanted ever more To see through to the gifts of heart Driven by the wild, in need of the want To
wear a star's love awaits how long No
more different than to begin I think to ask, but to when To
wear a star's love could care To see many holds of time as well To see many thoughts of mind until To so much
there is peace to appear To wear a star's
love never near To wear a star's love if never clear To wear a star's love as yours once there To need a star's
love another year No more different than
to begin I think to ask, but to when To
wear a star's love again
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Life
Long Memories Life long memories Alive
for always Never easy to leave Only
forgotten to believe When I walked away Never thought I would watch again Miss those guys smiles Where home once was Years before tonight Thoughts
with understanding Life long memories Alive for always Scenes never to return Love, deep heart without escape Miss those times Now incomplete, but real Don't know another hold to reach into Appear to make right the wrong Of life
long memories Life long memories Alive
for always ..............................
My
Strings Are Now Cold My strings are now
cold My voice is gone My piano keys know noone Yet
I still wish I had you for my arms Yet I still wish I had you for my thoughts My body, my mind So far apart My eyes hurt inside My house is rarely home My strings are now cold My voice is gone My piano keys
know noone Yet I still wish I had
you for my arms Yet I still wish I had you for my thoughts Where is anyone When I am down Feeling yet never of life Longing as well never
stops My strings are now cold My
voice is gone My piano keys know noone My
strings are now cold My voice is gone My piano keys know noone .......................................
"My writing is not a dream. My writing is my life." ............................................................................. For My Perfected Writings The moments of you so short The feelings from your love I watched for something new No way to replace this Without the send from your thought For my perfected writings Never to be forgotten of your life Am I overlooked, awake, right or wrong I understand then I
don't now I always wait for your answers To my silent questions sent to you With the send from your thought For my perfected writings Never to be forgotten of your life Hold me together now Place aside my reading Not sure of
the changes to make now Should I spend
another wish on you Should I use another prayer Should I set aside what may become true For my perfected writings Never to be forgotten of your life For my perfected writings Never to be forgotten from your love ...........................................
My Sacred Ground My sacred ground Not always for everyone Quiet and alone Not for every song My sacred ground I
hold my own Would only listen for I look, I see My sacred ground Another may find as harm Another may not understand Another isn't
me My
sacred ground Not always for everyone Quiet and alone Not for every song My sacred ground My find of life My love heard
always My earth My sacred ground Not always for everyone Quiet and alone Not for every song ..........................
My Only Tear My only tear My only prayer My only moment For you near My only tear My only tear My defense,
my heart My only life My thought My only love, my need My growth My hold My only tear My only tear My only
prayer My only moment For you near My only tear My only tear My only want, my free My only warm My words in song My only care My only years My only fears My only tear My only tear My only reach My only end, begin
again My only truth My only me My only way, my only day My only night My only tear My only tear My only
prayer My only moment For you near My only tear ..........................
My True Feelings Never Change My true feelings never change Real friends of love On this life I live Within my reasons A new world won't
change Hidden around in any way
As I won't belong in many places My choice is the same If I am
wanted, If I am not Hopelessly on you or I
My true feelings never change
..................................................... What is the sign of just love? 7-7-04
My Thoughts Are The Same
My thoughts are the same Life is the same I shouldn't be alone I should be with you I should have your love What you
feel How you see and hear Time hasn't changed My thoughts are the same Life is
the same Every time I wake I hold on for you No change to my love Everytime I reach I reach for you My future again as you My thoughts are the
same Life is the same My thoughts are the same Life is the same .........................
Simple
Heart Life Simple heart life Easy
love to believe My treasure from you My cold and hurt My warm the same I
asked for your touch I received your hold I asked for your time Simple heart life Easy love to believe My thought nature of need My want for your words My awake in the world My way to survive My await my peace My meaning to complete Simple heart life Easy love to believe Simple heart life Easy love to believe ...................................
Everything you say is true Every feeling I feel Why I come to you What I ask
of you How I live How I breath Every reach I may perceive I don't begin today To watch my joy leave
....................................... I
will never be at a loss for words to write with. ............................................................................... My Pretense, My Childhood Reality My pretense, my childhood reality I know you in the life you create My pretense, my childhood
reality I am not unable to recognize the sky When
the sky doesn't meet the ground Truly to miss nowhere inside What my air breathes or doesn't of you My pretense, my childhood reality Often years go by as where have I My pretense, my childhood
reality Everyone grows older won't I My todays
roamed I never change much Loyal to my touch, your pleasure mind In longing after longing to decide My pretense, my childhood reality I know you in the love you play My pretense, my childhood
reality I know what my heart must say ................................................
From
The Past Few Years From the past few
years The past few years of my life All
of the dreaming I lived The wishing, thinking of someone With you always in my mind Only feeling how bad I needed Only being with myself every evening Looking
through all of these people You should have been here How
many days I never touched for anyone How many times I should have, but I wouldn't How often I believed in something
good to come Gonna come my way from you but didn't To
see you close for the first time Watch you tell your part of life As though it was mine Why months and months can go by Wanting and wanting to die Only to be told I wouldn't go to heaven From
the past few years The past few years of my life You
should be here With all of my days, todays together After all of the nights I waited, the fight for you You
should have been there You tell me the
difference between like or not When all I cared about was right or wrong For the love I still need after all of
this time You say what a warm or cold
turn there is If the turn returns to happen again I can't wait to hear another good joke for why From the past few years The past few years of my life Break me more to even some score I stand with you, what is
less than human Claim under the deep of your soul I still carry your spirit From the past few years The past few years of my life From the past few years The past few years of my life .......................................
My Love Still
Calls To Yours My love still calls to yours Amid the stones of this sea and shore Where the town isn't mine I know Laying
in the grass has grown old Watching the sky isn't new To
carry my peace of heart to sing To set down my hold of you I don't My
love still calls to yours By some falling leaf, broken
tree limb Some warm ray of the sun By some tear you may cry for me My
love still calls to yours As you follow your own path I still hope mine leads to you again Amid the stones
of this sea and shore Where the town isn't mine I know Laying in the grass has grown old Watching the sky isn't
new My love still calls to yours ...................................
Never To Change Never
to change Never truly away from you I wish I had
you to look at again Just to play with your love I could see in your eyes so well Living within your arms To think about you the way I have To wait through these years If for your way
of life to show How you still love me I wish I
had you to look at again Just to play with your love I could see in your eyes so well Living on my fountain
in your arms I try not to miss you I try not to
forget With today as all so lonely Never to change Never truly away from you How you captured the elegance
of me Within the capture of elegance in you I wish
I had you to look at again Just to play with your love I could see in your eyes so well Living on my fountain
in your arms Never to change Never truly away from
you ......................
Could
My Clouds Be Touched As Yours I never
stopped planning your tomorrow to mine My tomorrow to yours would work out With anything to dream I wouldn't begin Could my clouds be touched as yours Days
seem so easy to find More will be around I will again look at the year As was one here just now To write
of you as I have Miss you as I did now Nights alone aren't to change My thoughts continue to write I never stopped planning your tomorrow to mine My tomorrow
to yours would work out With anything to dream I wouldn't begin Could my clouds be touched as yours One turn of my moments alive I may realize you are gone for
always I only know something inside holds this wrong You are as real as I know you should be The older you age, the more I see A matter of my life and my
love or yours Lord this torn out heart of mine has no choice I never stopped planning your tomorrow to mine My tomorrow to yours would work out With
anything to dream I wouldn't begin Could my clouds be touched as yours ...............................................................
I
Been Living For You I been living for
you Just living for you I don't
want to go anywhere without you I don't want to take time to hear I don't want to see anything after you I don't want to change I been living for you Just living for you I stayed in one small room about you Didn't talk with anyone,
don't need to I been living for you Just living for you I been living for
you Just living for you ................................. I watch, write and I wait.
Just Don't Only
Be A Memory Do you care if I miss you I don't forget
you Look at how I loved you Carry my tears within you Think about me awhile There was noone I needed More than you Noone, a song could choose In this hurt I can't understand What kind of feeling left with Just don't only be a memory This
is the rest of my living Today is the rest of my life Everywhere is the rest of my loving Tonight is the rest
of my love Just don't only be a memory You take with you my thought You take with you my heart You take with you Something
I could never find But in you Just don't only
be a memory Just don't only be a memory ........................................
I Want My Story Heard The sun and the silence Summer in my peace My plea to you was heard I then listened
to you I want my story heard Watched
of every picture to go by Turned of every way Played with any wish Thought for any dream Begged to differ
many times Reason for change of love Taken
never of every song Refused many lives Timed for you Believed for true Fought until tonight Treated
cold I remained warm My plea to you was
heard I then listened to you I want my story heard I then listened to you I allowed you close I let you into my life The sun and the silence Summer in my peace My plea to
you was heard I then listened to you
I
want my story heard .........................................
In July In
july If I won't have you to calm my spirit If you don't recognize me as real How that makes you feel When
there go my years of so many thoughts All I prayed for will remain unanswered To hold you gone as my end of summer In july In july If you won't listen to me I will only hear how I lost you Over the deep sea of my traveling anywheres My walk to live, to reach for you Along side of your wisdom is so true Sadness will be my only ride In july In july In my sky, my reason, my right of heart I am the melody you are Turned
away from you as only memory I should be crying this rain today The sun won't shine warm for me If in july
you don't want me In july ...........
Happy Inside Happy inside, my heart full When I let go, when I can Never to end, my feelings
show Locked away in my alone Forgive
my endless longing of wish I try to remember to forget You were my world How I lived, needed you real How I needed your answer true Where then were
you, are you Happy inside, my heart full When I let go, when I can Never to end, my feelings show Locked away in my alone I remember when you handed me your life Given love when no other could think of I realize I would not be here today When I must say my prayers for you And how empty I was outside of your love Though how often I believed in you To
wait to hear from your love again This wait I never thought of much Happy inside, my heart full When I let go, when I can Never to end, my feelings show Locked away in my alone ..........................................................
The Only Change
I Need The only change I need is you The only peace The only rest I need is you The only home I still need As
I will carry anger over you away I feel the sun of today Though I notice the bright outdoors Inside of my thoughts
I stay I still don't see a reason To want more than you If believing is all I have left again I've done
all I can to bring you true The only change I need is
you The only peace The only rest I need is you The only home I still need The night will be yesterdays evening I won't care as long as I write As long
as I dream of you real again To look for the missing moments of us When I read my words I am held by the same
prayer The only faith I ask for There can be no other tomorrow The
only change I need is you The only peace The only rest I need is you The only home I still need ..............
On
This Day Of Thinking Of You On this day
of thinking of you My love becomes deeper On
this day of thinking of you Seems so a cry for you to understand When if whatever you do I will always want
you close again In the hold of my arms
peaceful As long as I continue to write Listen for the touches I may need For my heart On this day of thinking of you My love becomes deeper In my next tear of joy From all of my words in this world Meaningless in the night My mind still on you True life doesn't change anytime On this day of thinking of you My love only becomes deeper On this day of thinking of you My love becomes deeper ...................................................
I
Never Enjoy My Melody Anymore The life
and love I feel as my own As night here in silence A place I wait to lay alone I never enjoy my melody anymore In my peace to my mind, time Warm and happy with my care My typed touch isn't for anywhere I never enjoy my melody anymore I ask to be alive in my alive My trust not to be broken An end to love around
this corner I never enjoy my melody anymore Used to be you in my melodies Used to be you in my travels Used to be you in my emptiness I never
enjoy my melody anymore ..................................................
I
Don't Have A Change Of Time It's hard
to set you aside Believe us not to be true I've always wanted you I can't tell myself it's wrong When you touch me how you do You're so good
to love I don't have a change of time I like more changing yours to mine Life is all I'm trying to say Even if I go to break free of you You come along to stop me If I am meant to be in love with you Should I again long to leave Longer and
longer the days, the nights At the turn of any light I
don't have a change of time I like more changing yours to mine Love is all I'm trying to say Never do you need, do you need me Are you the only body and
mind spirit in time for me I don't
have a change of time I like more changing yours to mine Life is all I'm trying to say I don't have a change of time I like more changing yours to
mine Love (life) is all I'm trying to say ...........................................
I Promised Love Forever I promised love forever In my deepest loneliness My greatest joy My gift to you My forever hold Whatever you want Whatever you need Time is on me I promised love forever I won't change you Gifts
must be given thanks for This earth is short lived I always get my say with you I always get my way Never
at an end for words Never at an end for life I promised love forever I won't change now ......................................
I waited all of my time to hear from you What you have to
say I know as true Until I waited to feel what you feel for me I thought for all of these years you would send your love Never had I changed
my mind, my life, my love Was I really over with you, am I now
Anything
was always my want to be together I couldn't watch until you sent your hold real Love does anything but never turns
away
If I can't have
you now will I still need a change I think of you again sure you will touch my tonight Something new only I would
recognize as mine
........................................................................
If
Only You Would Care If only you would
care What I cry for most to be heard I don't have other eyes to see with I don't have other gifts to want I understand I am as anyone We try to live our feelings We ask only to share We need only as ourselves My
dark room can be my lock away My I don't care, meanings to see Listened to places of all kinds The silent,
the sorry and the peace If only you would
care What I cry for most to be heard I don't have other eyes to see with I don't have other gifts to want Each and every reach I make In you I find my answers real If only you would care What I cry for most to be heard I
don't have other eyes to see with I don't have other gifts to need ..................................
My
Writing My writing has taught my difference My writing as real, as mine When often
I am unknown To my thought When often in how I see, I want I find love in my reason In my writing When often I am nothing to anyone I won't listen, I won't care
enough One thing noone may touch I will speak how I feel My writing has taught my difference My writing as real, as mine If I must be held for awhile My writing becomes my arms My writing has taught my difference My writing as real, as mine .........................................................
When I Am So Lonely For You I may be talented I write of anything I see You are gone I can turn dark into light I can believe in right Bring
alive stationary time The cold truth
of an unreal plant I can laugh at my imagining mind If the pleasure is mine When I am so lonely for you To break inside of another empty day The night to be over without you What I need is
usable faith Trust brings you true now When
I am so lonely for you My love seems
to be lost The sound of my life The beauty to rest my heart The hope, the prayer Do you think the meaning of my happiness is only to keep me
in my sadness When I am so lonely for
you .......................................................
When March Is Over This Year When march is over this year Will you then be near Will I have to say another prayer For why would I need your love If I could want so many others I would Isn't this enough to bring you true When march is over this year When march is over this year Will I be with feelings
to feel In a heart I don't hold A trust in you on my skys hold How will I expect the clouds A gift I
use in your tears Always another melody, line to write When march is over this year When march is over this year To wake for the sun to shine Will I be talked away from you The sea to watch as beautiful Where will I be When march is over this year ...............................................
From
Wherever I Stand From wherever I stand I think of you In whatever I need However lonely I become However empty within my heart Never a moment
do I forget This so absence of your love The sky I truly live I take you with me in everyone In silent
peace, angry emotion The clouds may speak I wouldn't hear I have something to say is real In every season
to change Under any tree I lay From wherever I stand I think of you ......................................
My Joy Of Space My joy of space I know the truth My feelings for you To be true Should
this sea Drive a new turn Never to run from you My
joy of space I hear your thought Your life The sun won't change me My need for you To be real Within my quiet place My joy of space ...................... If You Love Me If
you love me You will return to our beginning Bring our closeness together Forget this time, remember why How we feel for each other If you love me You
will miss me as I miss you You will cry inside unreal Unfair, how wrong, bcome confused If you love me If you really love me If
you love me I won't be alone much longer You will find your way to me I didn't ask you to stop your life If you love me If you really love me If
you love me You will miss me as I miss you You will cry inside unreal Unfair, how wrong, become confused If you love me If you really love me If
you love me If you really love me ................................
My
Peaceful You My peaceful you I never
let go of you My peaceful you How
I need won't end Why I hurt, how I feel My way as me For how long now My love for you, my move How I fall to sleep, I wake How I imagine, how I dream I am real My peaceful you I never
let go of you My peaceful you ..............................
Stories Of My Time Stories
of my time Poems as just lines Songs notes from my hands Words to hold my rhymes Togetherness from memories Alone now as many times My life now and behind me Looking to adore, adored to adorn My life now and once
before Stories of my time Poems as just lines .................................................. To Have Known You To have known you To have an old memory to turn into To watch an old love for thought To carry
within my hold tears I like By you, by today to keep me true To travel my life in words warm To color my mind
a believer To give thanks for you, my hard times To notice the easy, yes to see To continue to have a heart To have someone to sing along side of To have you here more so than less To be touched by alone in the right way As you touch To have known you .........................................................
No Deeper Loneliness For the past ten years, more From Hollywood to Malibu My southern shore From the first day of you All memories and life held true No
deeper loneliness Will I learn Has given worth to my world I
waited silently in my writings My thoughts not so famous Famed beyond reason A chosen few touches in song The way to explain my moments No deeper loneliness
Will I learn Has given worth to my world Safe
within any way I could wake Torn on some feelings My greatest joy still you No deeper loneliness Will I learn Has given worth to my world ..............................
"I never think of love unless given from my song for my song. Is this your love?" 6
20 03 "Bits and pieces of thoughts are just as valuable as the whole in the same it is not easy to
look into every one of your memories, but all are available for viewing." 6 20 03
"The
most valuable thought of your love and life is the most valuable thought of your love and
life." 6 20 03 Treasure your thought.
"If the only yesterday for me is from you then upon your love for tomorrow is where
I stand today." "If the only yesterday for
me is you would I choose to dream of another day as true?" "Songs
of tomorrow don't wait for me to listen to songs of yesterday or do they?" ...................................................................................................................................................
I'm
Just Trying To Understand You Every
step of my way Something from you comes along In silence never to hear you I still hear from you I'm just trying to understand you Every one of those lonely days From my first time of knowing you The changes to my thoughts Every move I ask from you In time I find Something new on my mind I'm
just trying to understand you Why
I remain alone Why I chose the ocean as home What keeps me in faith What keeps you true Before everyone
loved you Why I do I'm
just trying to understand you ................................................. "I
never think of love unless
My Missing Years My missing years The missing years I'm looking for My missing years What would have been Seeing what you changed Stepped up
to rearrange I can only ask Return
to me Everything I wanted Everything I received Then taken from me My missing years The missing years I'm looking for My missing years When I could say nothing The hours gone My devotion to
you The days I waited So sure of you Those nights alone I never forget I never leave You were my life When I lost you My missing years The missing years I'm looking for My missing years .........................................
"What the sky doesn't show may not be yours to know." 12 18 03 All For Michael's Love All for Michael's love I
wrote on napkins I wrote on paper bags I slept in my car To wake alone again I waited for him To
show something new Let me see He still thinks of
me Let me hear How we would continue Return
to our thoughts Take a few steps back Return the years lost If only forward again All for Michael's love I
remember this always How I chose the ocean How
I still create loneliness How I never gave up hope How my trust remains How my peace calls How I never change Should I try, not right Something keeps crying My life
would end Through today Into tonight I just can't believe wrong I
wrote on napkins I wrote on paper bags I slept in my car To wake alone again I waited for him To
show something new All for my heart All for Michael's
love .............................
You Will Find More For My Want You will find more for my want It's just a matter of time As these minutes of my heart go by I look to see if there is
a sky I don't know loneliness is the reason why I
think something is for my eyes Love to see you must be one thing A hold of a call to quiet Beyond the need
for life You will find more for my want It's just a matter of time Tonight
won't last forever Writing you into my sound as mine You
will find more for my want It's just a matter of time ...............................................
Moving Forward In The Past Moving
forward in the past Not easy to then turn back Hands of time on another planet A mystery of you keeps my mind
active Moving forward in the past Thought so hard
to let go I haven't been close to you fo so long I still thought of you in my writing Moving forward in the past Unable to break through Moving forward in the past Should I watch or listen to you I seen it all, heard
it all now Learned what missing you means more Moving
forward in the past I take a moment of silence I've written about anyone I cared for Never as deep as you Moving forward in the past Unable to break through .........................................
I can't follow you
around forever I can't return from where
I came
On air letters run Missing
persons never found I'm hard to please The music must be right Not only sound 10
4 08 ...........................................................
That One Special Tune
From You That
one special tune from you Not my wish unless That one special tune from you Not what I'm living for Not what I want to hear Not what I watch to see Not what I want to need Not my thought when following you Not my like when I liked
you That
one special tune from you Not my wish unless That one special tune from you Not who I cry over Not who I can't live without Not who I want deep within Not what anyone could ever send That one special tune from you Not my wish unless That one special tune from you .............................................
This
Mind Of Mine In this mind of mine did I
ever forgive you I left that line when I left you Said I was through, never through over you In this mind of
mine This mind of mine can't think any
deeper I'm at an end to my heart I've heard all, seems everything tonight I'm at an end to my heart This mind of mine, I began a story A long time ago has returned To find my love I seek every bit of darkness To lead me right into your arms In this mind of mine did I ever forgive you I left that line when I left you Said I was through, never through over you In this mind of mine This mind of mine must say how I feel Once I loved you with everything inside I had
to forget though I never did forget This
mind of mine takes it hard over you Anything I think becomes you again true In this mind of mine did I ever forgive you I left that line when I left you Said I was through, never through over you In this mind of mine ..........................................
24/7
24/7 I loved you I don't need this memory again Truth and life explains all touch I don't want to return
here again I have so little time to rest
24/7 I liked you I asked for what you had to give There
was no coincidence
24/7 I wished I turned away my own wish There was no mistake There was no dream 24/7 was real
24/7 as I sit here now As I will again
24/7 I lived you 24/7 I liked you 24/7 I wished 24/7 was real 24/7 with you .....................
Is This One Of Those Days Is this one of those days When I believe what I don't see How to feel hasn't
my own hold Where to be isn't where I am Is
this one of those days An old friend I love so Will he finally appear real One of those ways I know you
exist One of these days Is this one
of those days The tune is in peace The words are to understand The show doesn't come true I will only
think it will Is this one of those days An old friend I love so Will he finally appear real One of those ways I know you exist One of these
days Is this one of those days .........................................
One Thing Sure Tired of music, word for thought This world as it is to feel lost Worn in life,
what I see never different I don't care to speak anymore I
don't need why, how to touch I don't need not free to want One
thing sure I never move on Today
with a lot of yesterdays today Tomorrow will follow through the same Once written, drawn on care to show I don't need why, how to touch I don't need not free to want One thing sure I hear I never move on I can't tell how many times I give my heart Friends a new home
with the old Should I remember you to love you I
don't need why, how to touch I don't need not free to want One
thing sure I know I never move on (events around you) I
don't need why, how to touch I don't need not free to want One
thing sure I know I never move on One
thing sure I never move on .........................
Tired Of It All I'm tired of Christmas and the world Tired of life, the young, the old Tired
of love for all reason Tired of it all I'm tired of time and waiting Tired of faith and religion Tired of feelings
and emotions Tired of it all Colors be still, may be touching Thoughts be still, may be needed Wants are
old, a misunderstanding Tired of it all Tired of hot and cold Tired of the sun Tired of clouds Tired of the snow Tired of it all ..................
I
Don't Want To Break The Dream I don't
want to break the dream Could bring unhappiness seen To touch what may be real This could be wrong unheard Wonders may cease Feelings may change Quiet may break This peace may disappear A wish to come Heart may end A care to run along Wrong tears could
fall Writing may end I don't want
to break the dream Could bring unhappiness seen To touch what may be real This could be wrong unheard This peace may disappear A wish to come Heart may end A care to run along I don't want to
break the dream Could bring unhappiness seen To touch what may be real This could be wrong unheard ...................................................
Where Will I Be Where will I be Should I leave tomorrow Where will I be Could I leave
tomorrow Where will I be Should I stay in today Where will I be As I laugh life away Why should I understand you How is this written I try here now or do I How
long may silence play Where will I be Should I
leave tomorrow Where will I be Could I leave tomorrow Where will I be Should I stay in today Where
will I be As I laugh life away Let me begin to
decide How do I run evil Evil into the ground Walk in peace More than love, more than home More than
travel Where will I be Should I leave tomorrow Where will I be Could I leave tomorrow Where will I be Should I stay in today Where will I be As
I laugh life away The greatest blessing Could I
imagine For once, for all and forever Where
will I be Should I leave tomorrow Where will I be Could I leave tomorrow Where will I be Should I
stay in today Where will I be As I laugh life away
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Money
Still Speaks Louder Than Love Watching
these changes from time Back seat drivers once a day Coming round through places I stay Money still speaks louder than love I move on to how I live I wonder what I need Wanting again what do I believe Money still speaks louder than love Most of life I run around why Where I try not to lose a thought I don't care
much about anything Money still speaks
louder than love Funny music travels
on I won't return to some of now I won't become personal Money still speaks louder than love Money
still speaks louder than love ..................................................................
I Don't Know Why I don't know why At war with you Peace always broken I don't know why Care at no time Now seems missing I write of love so many times Life touches in so many ways Held with heart
deep within Heard by you far away Someone to talk
with never close Torn by courage to continue Often
withdrawn from hope Often a little too unknown Liked very little I
don't know why At war with you Peace always broken I
don't know why Care at no time Now seems missing Forgiveness
doesn't change anything I don't know why At war
with you Peace always broken I don't know why Care at no time Now seems missing I don't know
why At war with you Peace always broken I
don't know why Care at no time Now seems missing ................................
I can only pray you treasure me Once again Be true, last time I think Be
you, must be real I wouldn't see you different ...................................................
Only Time Comes
Around Again A car of lonely silver Feelings of
my choice stolen away I give to no end, choose not to receive Thanks never to reach my hands A gift of lonely,
less than a friend When to realize all can be bad To receive my need over Only time comes around again ...............................................
Special
Touches My memories mean the world To five years old, grown on now Special
touches mean the world Thoughts, gifts, eternal beyonds My
memories mean the world How I would miss you, now My
feelings never to spend Days now gone can return again Special
touches mean the world Thoughts, gifts, eternal beyonds Sometimes,
somewheres, everywheres All can come around again Don't
move me if you hold no care Prayer, understanding,
time Special touches mean the world Thoughts, gifts, eternal beyonds My
memories mean the world How I would miss you, now Special
touches mean the world Thoughts, gifts, eternal beyonds ..................................................
I Only Clean One
Window Left to wander around In the sad thoughts
of society wrong A night doesn't go by Turned and stolen from It's
hard to believe Is there any right in life This love I build every day The same to lose in why I only clean one window in front of me I
can't tell of time The light out of this darkness The fan cools with clouds Closed in thoughts hurt to imagine Barely to wake in the morning Another cross sent to bare What I do to continue
I only clean one window I only clean one window
in front of me ..................................
Page
after page of questions There will never be good enough answers World after world of new lessons There will
never be good enough reasons Time after time of wisdoms Intelligience is a matter of emptiness Breath after
breath of spoken air Noone has the need to hear I could see if real change came forth Today hasn't moved very
much People think they know all Judge the heart, mind and soul People think more than should The sky could
be a brighter tomorrow People will destroy that with sorrow .....................................................
Weather doesn't
change the color of trees Seasons don't turn what autumn brings Palms may sway with the signs of sea Sounds
I ask for never near Tell me something I want to hear I may smile a bit 11 24 06 ...........................................................
I Will Always Believe In Us Together I will always believe in us together Together from a lifetime
of prayer To watch from all sides of time My need to call to you again I haven't lost my love for you I will always believe in us together ..........................
My
Life Picking clovers from my yard Chasing fire flies for my jar Dreaming of living somewhere abroad Running from time as it was Now in sure
again to want you true Asking for what
I would never have Watching who I might want to become Calling for freedom never found Hearing only what I
wanted to hear Now in sure again to want you true Friendships
and travels here and there Cities and country wasting air Homeward bound to something clear Fighting with told
how to live Now in sure again to want you true Learning
more than I could take Sharing why as not a mistake Fearing old with young without choice Working at anything
next to new Now in sure again to want you true ........................................................................
My Writing Drive My writing drive My ocean life My writing drive My time away My alone from sight My peaceful love My will to live My
work at heart My look around My today, memories My
writing drive My ocean life My writing drive My
still wants My needs over My need continues My home of hope My feelings tried My past somewhere My difference to recognize My writing drive My
ocean life My writing drive ........................
How
Could I Forget You If you are my Elvis
Presley How could I set you down If you are my sweetness How could I walk away If you are my need inside How do you think I live today How could
I forget you If you are my typewriter The paper I thread inside How could I leave you behind If you are the words I write The tune I hum, my reason If you are my waiting moments How could you hear less How
could I forget you Would you expect I touch
you Would I know any different How
could I forget you .......................................................
Drive On With This Story Drive on with this story This story of my song I sit writing of my life Outside of the arms I belong Counting days of you gone Far away from reasons My home is still empty My love, my need I live To grow continues my way Drive on with this story This story of my song With this world in front of me To be at peace in your
heart I
sit holding my want Outside of the arms I belong Counting days of you gone Far away from reasons Drive on with this story This story of my song ........................................
Talking
To You Now Talking to you now are you,
are you not listening Reaching into the
quiet behind your fences Along side of the ridges of never come true Living upon these palms I sway with feelings Talking to you now are you, are you not listening This is another worn out day into how I feel Talking to you now are you, are you not listening How much do I still linger for you, I tried Standing with who
is ruling who tonight Your brown eyes with my hazel wonder real Talking to you now are you, are you not listening This is another worn out day into how I feel Talking to you now are you, are you not listening ..........................................................................................
Don't Forget Don't forget I am thinking of you Living in the way of my writing Feeling my
feelings through Learning of your thoughts Growing in my days I still feel these longings Don't forget, don't forget me Don't forget I travel you Understanding your peace Expecting you as I should Asking you not to change Inviting your heart into mine Sleeping your quiet of love My greatest life is within
your life Don't forget, don't forget
me Don't forget my wishes Sharing
my prayers for you My only home I use on you Never a missing moment, hope Don't forget, don't forget me Don't forget, don't forget me ...............................................
Did
Anyone Care Who I Was I spend all of my
days Walking with feelings I use Should I cry my want is true Should I remain with my love Who could I
have become Did anyone care who I was To believe in time as real The need I live My alive for
everything I think Who could I have become Did
anyone care who I was ...............................................
What A Life What a life just looking through time Reaching never to reach right Trusting
in life after sleep Trying to grow unreal need What a life just looking through time ..........................................................
Something Inside
Of Me Something inside of me I never can leave I use every day of my life Wanting to know my love Needing a friend I trust Trying to say how I feel Never reaching you here Something
inside of me I never can leave I send my soul A hold of my own wait Left alone and wrong seems I use every night of my time I won't believe different Something inside of me I never can leave Something inside of me I never can leave ....................................
I'm
Tired Of Hearing About Love I'm tired
of hearing about love Being in or out of love With
so many places I've never been To one place with you was enough I see so many faces I live without How could I live without you I'm tired of hearing about love Being in or out of love I'm tired of hearing about love Being in or out of love ..........................................................
Who
Could Be Like Me Who could be like me My love to write my love Who could be like me Born
with a place for truth Born with a plastic spoon A golden knife for noon Who could be like me My love to write my love Who could be like me Torn from a broken home Broken my life to roam Hard to
live right now Who could be like me My love to write my love Who could be like me ......................................
I Never Hope For
More I never hope for more, my way of you I never
grow for more, my day of you The reason of my love is
for you The time I spend with only you to hear With only you to seek my life I have so much want to continue
to write I find a depth of heart to beat in you I
find the color to the sea I must live I find my warmth inside answered true I never hope for more, my way of you I never grow for more, my day of you ..........................................................
Memories
Of You Memories of you Hard to let
go I turn into other tunes Only again to write of you Don't
know where I want to be Who I could see, think of as true I'm not one to pretend Heart, warmth, soul travel My spirit of life moves me to you My writr of mind plays real
time Memories of you No need to
change I turn into who I am Only again to say Aren't
you missing someone Old friends never end In memories of you Memories of you Memories of you Hard to let go I turn into other tunes Only again to write
of you in Memories of you No need to change I turn into who I am Only again to say Memories of you Hard to let go I turn into other tunes Only again to write of you .........................................
I'm Always So Far From Home I'm
always so far from home Wherever I live, I roam There
is always you missing Why should I understand This as the way of my love My life is passing me by The only good a writing found Using my thought on you I'm always so far from my home Wherever I live, I roam How dark is the sky tonight Was the sky the same yesterday Will the morning
to come be lonely I'm always so far from home Wherever
I live, I roam I'm always so far from home Wherever
I live, I roam .........................................
Timed Perfect Timed
perfect, pure, simple Very little change to understand I pass through your life again Taken in by days of warm Once how I found your touch Timed perfect, pure, simple Very little wait to expect I pass through your
life this way Torn by feelings I had to feel Once
how I found your touch My thought holds reason My
thought holds you and then Timed perfect, pure, simple Very little need to end this day I pass through you real to feel 11
22 09 ......................
With My Love As Was To Be With my love as was to be With my life as is to see With my time a gift to
hold With my mind for now to write Free
to share how I feel Free to touch noone if I care Free to watch from you again Pictures funny bring back memories I lived your story I live your story now I watched every
move Every thought you played I held every turn Every reason to stay Until one day you were gone With
my love as was to be With my life as is to see With my time a gift to hold With my mind for now to write I lived your life for me I loved your life for me How
the times from you changed I moved away from the open sea I didn't understand I can't say much about now With my love as was to be With my life as is to see With
my time a gift to hold With my mind for now to write How
we get lost in the day How then we are found With
my love as was to be With my life as is to see With my time a gift to hold With my mind for now to write ..................................................
Music From You
To Wait On Music from you to wait on A joy to live
day to day Feelings true never will disappear Forever
after forever The value of love, life to express Music
from you to wait on A joy to live day to day How
blue warms hurt carries on How easy to stray is never real How I never to believe in the dark Music from you to wait on A joy to live day to day Music from you to wait on A joy to live day to day ....................................
In The Depth Of This Sea In the depth of this sea In these clouds near I
live truth every day about you I hold you in my writing true You are my most favorite way in the world A reason
to speak, rare found anywhere I fight for peace in my alone There must be time to think of you In the depth of this sea In these clouds near I live truth every day about you I hold you in my writing true You are my most favored
life in the sky Throughout whatever forever is You live eternal in my idea of time I will always see you there In the depth of this sea In these clouds near I live truth every day about you I hold you in my writing true ..........................................
I Need My Friend I
need my friend, not just anyone For my writings to live For my heart to love For me, for my life I need
my friend, not just anyone 1 8 10 ................................................
When I Think Of My Meaning To Love When I think of my meaning to love I think of you When I read of my quiet want With walks in my today of hold Along side of my memory call My entertain of this sea When
I think of my meaning to love I think of you When
I meet with my prayer My time to grow another sun My heart for my life, my peace When I think of my meaning to love I think of you ..........................................................
You Were My Prayer In The Night You were my prayer in the night The one was meant to hold me
tight Love for my mind is hard to find You were true want, deep desire You were my thought to enjoy life You were my fun in the day, my time You are still my prayer in the night The one was meant to hold me tight ....................................
It's The Middle
Of Summer Again It's the middle of summer again All I held onto was you I listened for my feelings Played my love into you I hadn't one sound new to hear I wouldn't turn away from you I took another
lonely day for a walk Watched my life not want to understand Anytime
of night, any thought I find It's the middle of summer
again I been writing my time too long for you I
been too lost inside to forget you I always believed there would be more I never listened for a way but yours It's the middle of March almost gone Anytime
of night, any thought I find It's the middle of summer
again .................................................
I'm Tired Of Moving Away From My Life Walking through outside emotions not mine to feel This truly
carries wrong into my home of love I rage inside over losing my given happiness I'm tired of moving away from my life In this tonight I look into my darkness Without sound I know who plays my feelings
well The memory on my prayer pulls on my loneliness How you were the greatest of thought I could think I'm tired of moving away from my life For the satisfaction of my requests from you answered For the
patience I used until any tomorrow may be A new wonder of you comes over me, though I know How quiet time can change
into your hold for me I have so much
to say and never enough time I have so much to leave of me behind for interest What more should I share, should
I stop this writing I'm tired of moving
away from my life .......................................................................
Why Go To LA Why go to LA For love today Through H B Beautiful ocean Why leave For life
tonight Why
go to LA Hum a tune The sun doesn't change Why go to LA Why go to LA To raise dust Cause havoc On the world Stay in the finest Stay
the dirt The difference With you gone Why go to LA Hum a tune The sun doesn't change Why go to LA ...........................
When
I speak of my time How I know my life, my love A gift from eternity I live 3 1 10
You Were To Be
Here You were to be here Make the ocean go away Pleased to feel How of your love All to believe How to rant and rave Taking turns to write What
do I have to say Thrown out of life You once there Never to return You were to be here Make the ocean go away Pleased to feel How of your love Walking beside noone To know you now Until I reach my end What do I have to say Thrown out of life You once there Never to return You were to be here Make the ocean go away Pleased to feel How of your
love ............................
When
I Come To You When I come to you You
know where I am What I want, who I love How I live How I find my calm Why I understand Why I ask When I need When I come to you Where
I hide Who I will hear Why I listen My time, why I think When I come to you My sunrise, my rage My days move My nights ease My wait
now My way When I come to you .....................................
Love, Desire To Live Wonderful show of devotion Love,
desire to live Thought for time to understand Way to give Feel a feeling, touch a care Along side of dispair Wonderful show of devotion Love, desire to live .......................................................
Who Will I Be Tonight Who will I be tonight Who am I now, who was I once and why When there are so many ways to read Words of many
reasons to believe How
thought is to perceive How to listen of life to receive How is love to turn If one heart appears sound Another is missing to time Who will I be tonight Who am I now, who was I once
and why Then
in awhile an end is over Errors created to begin again Suddens of misunderstandings when Who will I be tonight Who am I now, who was I once
and why Who
will I be tonight Who am I now, who was I once and why ............................................
I'm Just A Little Writer I'm just a little writer, I sing my song Once in awhile I hum a tune Some days
appear better in alone The rest of nights is my life and you Movies are made to bore me To find nothing better to live To change my view on alone To turn wrong what love means I've
seen the idea, outside talk Out of time, no thanks for me Cops and robbers, pocket change Lives just keep moving
around I'm just a little writer, I sing
my song Once in awhile I hum a tune Some days appear better in alone The rest of nights is my life and you This chair I sit on in my room Nothing around but me When
you send your hold I notice When you move I listen, no other To hear the real truth about myself To notice the real truth about you To play with
silence, breath of way To defend my heart as I play To speak when I please, why I live I'm just a little writer, sing my song Once in awhile I hum
a tune Some days appear better in alone The rest of nights is my life and you .........................................................
A Year Ago Walked
by a flag of a government Led to be someone I would never care Held in a god I know is somewhere Spoken for,
I am listened for Watched over, held down, no change A
year ago is the same as today In my guy, in my heart, in my mind of you Without
a minute of my need answered I ask how many times over Patience ten years later, twenty A soul in a body without
feeling to use My own, I make it known is my own A
year ago is the same as today In my guy, in my heart, in my mind of you This
so longing of loneliness, isn't for anyone This so memory of emptiness, isn't for anyone This faith never paid for
as it should, no more This so dreaming I never do, told I live Have
a mention I could leave a new example Why I may turn into you again Space just hasn't made it's place for me yet Any yesterdays I would ask for today return A year
ago is the same as today In my guy, in my heart, in my mind of you .............................................................
Freedom,
A Slience Of A Melody I get it I understand life takes time to tell a story Many stories move
round this earth Reflection is the easiest glory How fountains continue to flow With one strange day after
another No miraculous discover young to old We carry whatever we are told I understand life takes time to
share a story Freedom, a silence of a melody ...................................................................
I'm
Missing You Again How my home interests
me I don't know I need trees A yard around, a fence A life isn't me I'm missing you again To
care for thoughts inside Just another day A spend of mind in watch What next will I give away I'm missing you again How many hours will I find Sure to notice something You then to entertain My lonely time and I I'm missing you
again I'm missing you again .........................................
My
Life Is Still Empty Now
If I held every
home I lived within you Showed you every room I've walked within you Sent you every path I've learned to understand
you Shared every secret thought I carried within you Could be why my life is so empty now My life is still empty now If I was to tell you every person through my life Every turn away from love unless my love How often I've fought to stay alone, on my luck Would
be why my life is so empty now My life is still empty now How many planes I've watched fly above me How many trees I sat beside, the bark became you How many
crowds, avenues, I stayed away from How
many pens, how much paper, time How often I believed you would stop back around Driven by your heart, to find you
never listened This is why my life is
so empty now My life is still empty now .......................................
Again,
I Sit Writing Of My Life Again, I sit
writing of my life Outside of the arms I belong Counting
the days of you gone Far away from you My home still lies in my love This place I am now of My need to grow always calling Again, I sit writing of my life Outside of the arms I belong My want for you near Lost in my thought Again, I sit writing of my life Outside of the arms I belong ......................................
I'm Not Holding Love Isn't Mine
I'm not holding love isn't mine Watching anyone I'm not longing for Not a song, a day, one sound to hold Any time goes by, to stop I will
take my time, my life I'm not holding love isn't mine 1
22 93 .............
written
of Michael 6 19 2009 before stated death In Memory Of You, Us To like you once again To talk with you from then When our friendship was lost To people in thought of
me To bring wrong, misunderstood When our need was strong In memory of you, us A heart felt wonder A way to continue When our
way was us Light and easy I often leave to You and I In memory of you, us In memory of you, us ..................................................................
Move This Minute
Along Move this minute along Stays too hard on my mind Never with change I need Never with feeling I feel Move this minute along Must
I carry so much love Life after earth, life now Never with life in now Never with my touch Move this minute along This
wind never blows right However I ask Whatever I learn Too much hurt on my time Move this minute along ...................................
A
Ride Along This Ocean A ride along this
ocean Lives, about all and you Countryside as people Try about all and you Why at times I don't find In enough time to write I see how full, empty I am A ride along this ocean Lives, about all and you What I may never have I may not want for now Decide for
me, I will listen Too crowded to think Wish I was never home Try about all and you To
have somewhere, need A ride along this
ocean Lives, about all and you A
ride along this ocean Lives, about all and you .......................................
Waiting
To Hear From You Waiting to hear from you Feeling down this way I do Thinking of you as true Watching
you away then close When will you be here Waiting
to hear from you Feeling down this way I do Thinking of you as true Walking just to walk real Following my heart I touch Within my love, my life Waiting to hear from you Feeling down this way I do Thinking
of you as true .....................................
A Life We Live Together A life we live together A love we share apart A truth we hold for each other A forever we carry within our hearts A
tune once could have been Reason never my own to use Choice became my decision Another place to roam into One call never allowed answered Alone became my affair Left
to who I have to hear A life we live
together A love we share apart A truth we hold for each other A forever we carry within our hearts With this sun to warm this planet I walk along with you A sky to see for empty time How long is my wait to feel A
life we live together A love we share apart A truth we hold for each other A forever we carry within our hearts thinking of Michael 6 14 09
....................................................
Why Am I Not Understood Why am I not understood My life once as you I feel I can't say only once My love never changed What those old days meant to me Your time close with mine Why am I not understood again I don't only write for anything to say I have a need or two left These weren't answered
one day My story remains Why am I not understood My life once as you I feel I can't say only once My love never
changed What those old days meant to me Your time close with mine Why am I not understood again Without real end between
us I lost everything I was living for Every thought I return through Turn anyway I move with you I lost
everything I was living for With you How crowded my mind truly is You were not to be forgotten Why am I not understood My life once as you I
feel I can't say only once My love never changed What those old days meant to me Your time close with mine Why am I not understood again 4 14 10 writing of Michael ................................
A Few Minutes Before Daylight A few minutes before daylight I hurt, do you hear me I want to speak true I run away from the world every night Family broken, torn, uncaring In front of eyes so young Lives destroyed for no better known Sing a song,
share a feeling A few minutes before
daylight I hurt, do you hear me My
only reason for today I see Love I continue to want Words to need, to find easy To understand good meant to
be Low at heart, the deepest hurt I hurt, do you hear me A few minutes before daylight I hurt, do you hear me ...........................................
My Thoughts Always
Stop On You If you send the one glow never burns away The smallest light as you so great Never less than true, never lost I can't turn my love away unreal Growing deeper into you where I stand Would you walk past this sea and sand As
long as you are near would you understand My thoughts
always stop on you If there could be a warmer place Into my desert again with you I land Just asking the wind I know you hear Remember this was written years before
today My thoughts always stop on you .............................................
Along
Side Of This Road Along side of this
road How does the heart grow For life to live and love For every one person unheld Along side of this road I know why I sit here now Once
a writer always one In awards or none In need til death do I find If I am satisfied Given of want, this is true Given I was young once Along side of this road I know why I sit here now Once
a writer always one ...............................................
I Still Believe In You Creating
a picture of numbers For my eyes to see To try to erase my loneliness Erase my emptiness away These memories aren't pretty Unless I think a moment of you Then I move a touch,
I feel love You meant a lot to me A lot to my writing My life seemed so real I still believe in you Brightness for my day I never found elsewhere Usually the sun is dull Sky
too old of a scenery My imagination becomes distant Words to express, a sound to exist My wish of you has been my heart I can't ask my dream to end I still believe in you These
memories aren't pretty Unless I think a moment of you Then I move a touch, I feel love You meant a lot to me A lot to my writing My life seemed so real I still believe in you .............................
I
Found To Meet On Another Planet One Day Noone
told me love was a beautiful thing I found with my thought what brown eyes mean The color of hair could change with
the days I found to meet on another planet
one day Should earth and world stand in my way I found to meet on another planet one day Noone told me life was a grown way I found from memories how
to grow life my way The kiss I knew could be a bit strange I
found to meet on another planet one day Should earth and world stand in my way I found to meet on another planet
one day Noone said love might be waiting
for me I found to wait only by my own writing The friend in my words is what became of me I found to meet on another planet one day Should earth and
world stand in my way I found to meet on another planet one day ................................................................
To Bring Me Here Now To bring me here now I look again I don't see my home I don't feel my feelings I don't find my life I don't find my love I reach out again I must be lost in time Peace of place not mine What am I forgetting To bring me here now What haven't I spoken Think I might need Do I
change too often Too free, too easy Love, who am I To fall into my sleep To bring me here now Love, who am I To bring me here now .................................
Unless I Have You To Look Forward To I can be one of the most intelligient writers of any universe Have the deepest of all understanding for the knowledge of time I can be shown any natural (occurrence), experienced,
learned Unless
I have you to look forward to there will be no use of feeling alive I can be blessed with hands to turn any color into light,
dark Take the winter make it summer if I asked should I like Hold forgiveness, never forgive, care once, never care
for love Unless
I have you to look forward to there will be no use of feeling alive I can kick the dust into a whirlwind, play with wind if
I choose Give an answer for what warm is, why then turned to cold Play what seems to be forever in many ways show
how Unless
I have you to look forward to there will be no use of feeling alive ..............................................................
I'm Happy With
Who I Am I'm happy with who I am Happy with who
I am Don't call me away from my life This is the
only life I have to live Don't call me away from my
love This is the only love I have to love I'm happy
with who I am Happy with who I am Don't call me
away from my feelings These are the only feelings I feel I'm
happy with who I am Happy with who I am ................................ Would I live my life for anyone I don't believe true Would I give my time for anyone I don't think real Why give my heart to anyone I
don't hold within ...............................................
In
The Sun Of Your Ray In the sun of your
ray My sweetness of you I return so often to you This
beautiful sight of the ocean From following you for love To look through the night I hear your life to continue I don't need what is called real sound One of my favorite feelings
speaks In the sun of your ray My
sweetness of you I return so often to you I
refuse the memory some days Need to collect my thoughts What next from you This beautiful sight of the ocean From following you for love To look through
the night I hear your life to continue In
the sun of your ray My sweetness of you I return so often to you ..................................................
To Pray Your Love
True To pray your love true In tonight Where I place my very deep Deepest thoughts in you I look
through the meanings In time beyond now In life
beyond sorrow I feel your love near In god from wherever I am I send you life To pray your love true In
my peace to need To want you To spend a hope, a word, a note I know one day You will be near In
god from wherever I am I send you life To pray
your love true ................................
Don't let long
time love fool you The long may be unreal Many ways to look at life The truth is in the prayer Don't let
face value throw you Heart must be the friend Don't let the sky rule you Who runs on need with you then 4 17 05 ...................................
On a day when
I don't hear from you I know you still may be heard Into any night yet to come Close to you or apart I
will still pray for you Send only your heart Everything else there is to you I never forget to want 7 24 96 .......................................................
If
I Became Spirit Again If I became spirit
again Choose god as my light My shine of wonder would still be for you Looking into my day Of writing my life away On your love I think to feel feelings In the truth of my heart You
meant the world to me If I became spirit
again Choose god as my light My shine of wonder would still be for you Walking into your life Within the song of my need This continues to be my only
peace Finally to replace the sun with
you In my warmth of want My color
shown real to the clouds This earth is only under me now I didn't create the universe I wouldn't before bringing
you true If I became spirit again Choose god as my light My shine of wonder would still be for you ........................................
Were we only
playing with yesterday to stand here in today cause
I still don't know why or what I'm all about with you? 5 3 10 .........................................................................
This time moving on isn't easy harder than once was
never over 5 7 10 ............................
Whatever Comes To Be My writing rules I learned this long ago This is how My missing you calls Whatever comes to be Will continues in the colors of me This is why My life doesn't dream Some times aren't meant to leave Some gifts even when tired continue My belief stands My time grows on My spirit flies free This is how Whatever comes to be Will continues in the colors of me Why I look back Why I look ahead Why I remain
the same Whatever
comes to be Will continues in the colors of me ........................................
Why Take A Break Away From You When there is truly noone else to know Who holds feelings for my life Care over my love,
my home, my writing Why
should I expect blind faith again I never gave up on you Why now take a break away from you Why send my hand into insincerity Why trust anyone
I know not for me Ill wills are real, sorrows for prayers Noone listens to meaning to my experience Why believe what I don't Why should I expect blind faith again I never gave
up on you Why now take a break away from you Why take a break away from you Why now take a break away from you ......................................................
I don't want an apology Do something better with your time I just want to go on with
who would I be Naturally be of mine 5 8 10 ...................................................
Remember,
I Am The One When I listened to you there
was a reason When I asked from only you could answer When you shed a tear about me I shed a few for you Remember, I am the one I lost everything to you Hurt where do you feel hurt Hurt on me now ain't that something
more Secrets all of these years I held within myself The trust I gave in you The life I left behind over
you Remember, I am the one I lost
everything to you I'm the one I
spent all my prayers to fall apart Only with where do prayers come from The heart Now to want to live my life I don't have my life with you Remember,
I am the one I lost everything to you Remember,
I am the one I lost everything to you ..............................................
Never To Dream, Only To Love Never
to dream Only to love With words I love With
words to write With words to speak With words to think With
words to see With words to hear With words to play With
words to change Never to dream Only to love With words I love In any given turn I may take I may remember I may find today Where I live tonight Never
to dream Only to love With words I love Never
to dream Only to love With words I love ......................
Don't You Want
To Reach For My Life Don't you want to reach for my
life When your loss of heart is close When your night is on without me Your day is absent of my mind Don't you value the time I pray Asked to be allowed to dream you true For only
your love within my sea Of our hands to free the sky For our peace of souls inside Even if I didn't speak What is it I seek To read of desire in my hold Not
for an untrue spirit Don't you want to reach for my
life When your loss of heart is close When your night is on without me Your day is absent of my mind I just want to return to you If you've never meant to leave Don't you want
to forget You don't miss me Don't you want to
reach for my life When your loss of heart is close When your night is on without me Your day is absent of my
mind ..................................................
You never left without a kiss You wouldn't think of it ............................................
I
Can't Find What I Need I can't find what
I need And then you're gone To only a song Hasn't come true yet I can't find my beginning I stay on an ending Understand my feelings Looking
at noone in myself Never having this silence go away Never with you here today I can't find what I need And then you're gone To only a song Hasn't come
true yet I hear everything I am trying
to say My life can never change I see every growing on day Longing or no longing I don't reach right With my hands to yours I can't find
what I need And then you're gone To only a song Hasn't come true yet .......................................
Can I Make You Mine Again And Again For present time changes I need For reaching inside of me For touching emotions with meaning For future now to hold something For my hope to live life For my pleasure I truly love Can I make you mine again and again You understand my prayers You understand my growth You grow my heart into yours For a miracle again from you For real to have real as true For you wake to my sleep For you
sleep to my wake Can
I make you mine again and again You understand my prayers You understand my growth You grow my heart into yours Can I make you mine again and again ..........................................................
For Now I Prefer
The Rain So
many emotions, feelings to look through Not mere writings to discard memories away I forget to write, this is my only life I forget to
think, this is my only mind Keep the faith, I'm too tired to change Forget my heart, is there any other way, explain For now I prefer the rain I hope for the best, care
to understand I hold on to yet another tomorrow How many days beside my away from imagining Knowing the truth,
sure the sun will shine again For now I prefer the rain So many emotions, feelings to look through Not mere writings to discard memories away For now I prefer the rain .................................................
All Of My Writings All of my writings On every wall In any country Any street corner Beside every
walk The heart drives Through every thought All of my writings Lead me to you I could escape Laugh surprized On todays song Never an exchange A good dream A wrong real What would you play All of my writings Lead me to you To know, to think This
way I've lived Continued in the lord Told him a few things When will this end You will be true again What would you say All of my writings Lead me to you All of my writings Lead me to you .............................
Moving Along With Hours Of My Loneliness Moving along with hours of my loneliness I listen to you for my peace Not a word is spoken,
not a tune Only writing the pleasure of my hold The only love I carry on this earth I don't see another need as real There will never be
a deeper sea found I will live beside, grow my heart, my mind Moving along with hours of my loneliness This moment of hurt understands you more In all of these years have gone by Every person to
walk in, out of my life Erasing your memory was never the answer I could never give away my feelings as now Moving along with hours of my loneliness My silence
in you is my belief again .................................................
As
I Find My Love In Your Love As I find
my love in your love Do you know my days in your years My years in your days so real No better existence did
I need As I find my love in your love As
I find my love in your love In your peace I lay my silence My life falls into your life My feelings grow so
deeply in you To linger in your hold The beauty of your mind to understand Why I run torn in your arms To
listen to my prayers again As I find
my love in your love Do you know my days in your years My years in your days so real No better existence did
I need As I find my love in your love As
I find my love in your love To look into your kiss To know your home as mine To want to reach for you more Seems right for me to choose To earn writings with your hand I learn who you are, who I am Enclosed in my
forever I stand As I find my love in
your love Do you know my days in your years My years in your days so real No better existence did I need As I find my love in your love ...............................................
Given A Blessing
I Can't Leave Given a blessing I can't leave This
would change my peace Held by a wisdom I can't share Too deep in the mind to care Heard by noone I need Sound isn't simple for me I walked away from my own life I turned away from my own love Never to return
was all I thought Left to live only on belief Given
a blessing I can't leave This would change my peace A
wait for you I wouldn't end In today returns in tonight How wronged did I feel What happened to my change of seasons What do I share you notice What do I
write, what do I speak What is this lesson I walk into every meaning I seek Given a blessing I can't leave This would change my peace Given a blessing I can't leave This would change my peace ...........................................
All You Were To Be Was My Dream All you were to be was my dream All to you was everything
to you could mean All you were to be was my dream Is it better I don't touch my love for you This sadness as too deep to see through I can
find hurt easy outside of you Is it you don't believe I think of you as I do These feelings so real I speak Life from
your eyes ia all I need All you were to be was my dream All to you was everything to you could mean All you were
to be was my dream Every memory you leave me with now Is it better I hang on to all of these For all of my rest in
the rest of my heart Am I better broken by you as whole again All you were to be was my dream All to you was everything
to you could mean All you were to be was my dream All you were to be was my dream All to you was everything to you could mean All you were
to be was my dream .......................................................
To Laugh Happily Over You A sad song is moving on some days A pace for my real feelings Time to rest forget nights
are near Remove
troubles, find peace Share bright with the true eyes Save the best emotions for you To laugh happily over you Take a deep breath on my dream time My wish, my fortune,
my darkness Return to you refreshed To laugh happily over you Grown by love from the deep sea Shown life from life I reach Carried through how To laugh happily over you .........................................
"Growth isn't only god. Sight isn't only sky. Sound isn't only world. Ground isn't only earth." ........................................................................................
Some Forever Not Any Eternity Some forever not any eternity Some thing not anything Some one not anyone Some where not anywhere Some day not any day Some way not any way Some
want not any want Some need not any need
Some home not any house Some room not any room Some sea not any ocean Some world not any world
Some
reason not any reason Some light not any light Some song not any tune Some words not any meanings
Some life not any life Some love not any love Some time not any time Some night not any night
Some forever not any eternity
...........................................
I Try To Say Why I'm Lonely Dreaming off into my space Thinking about my emptiness I write of my wishes again In words I see so often I try to say why I'm lonely Try to say why I'm lonely As always do you only care Like people out for themselves Walk honest and right with me In prayer for me In my heart as my heart Within simple and true I try to say why I'm lonely Try to say why I'm lonely Look at life Look at love Look at god Look at the sea The sea is too deep for
me I
try to say why I'm lonely Try to say why I'm lonely Follow in the footsteps of who Me or you I try to say why I'm lonely Try to say why I'm lonely ..........................................
In
This World Of Mine My life is wasting away,
wasting away Like days going into a state Of time moving it's way, it's way My heart is too late For the way love is moving now The past for what I need In this world of mine To share of my kind Four walls and
a brick devine Someone thinks my life should
be one way I have feelings for you, for no different I can't get through In this world of mine To share of my kind Four walls and a brick devine I am sent everywhere but to you Never sent to my love for you There is always a fight In this world
of mine To share of my kind Four walls and a brick devine In this world of me To share of my kind Four walls and a brick devine ................................................
You
Couldn't Be More Missed You couldn't
be more missed Missing tonight Then again if you were here What would I write I am so blessed, so loved Wanted, needed, alive I have so much more More than at times I see I am caressed until You
couldn't be more missed Missing tonight Then again if you were here What would I write Everytime you touch me Everytime I think you Every turn
I make All I have to do is wait To
find the answer For my day You couldn't
be more missed Missing tonight Then again if you were here What would I write .........................................
It's A Crazy World
Of Time It's a crazy world of time The earth spinning
round Moving onto where What you see isn't always
true Look, stop, start your feelings Understand why you believe What you hear isn't always real Achange of words Set your mind aside Listen without want one time It's a crazy world of time The earth spinning round Moving onto where Far away deep darkness Notice how to use the sky Far away into close lightness Notice how to use the sun Turn white into a reason
for why It's a crazy world of time The earth spinning
round Moving onto where .......................................
Why
Dream Of Rain Why dream of rain on a
sunny day Why hope for pain, ask for change Why believe in anything today the same In fifty years, why now, why now Back in time this way Fifteen to thirty years
special memory days Why dream of rain
on a sunny day Why hope for pain, ask for change Why believe in anything today the same Silent walks rest the heart Silent talks ease the soul why Silent togethers strengthen the spirit Let me start again Why dream of rain on a sunny day Why hope for pain, ask for change Why believe in anything
today the same Why dream of rain on a
sunny day Why hope for pain, ask for change Why believe in anything today the same .........................................................
a really old writing of Michael when I traveled Vegas and LA 903
was the number 2437 of a collection Between Vegas
And LA In all of these times of giving All of these
times of living All of these ways of showing All of these days of knowing Between Vegas and LA Getting through the deep Of my feelings I only want to be
my woman Not thrown out along the way Always asking
for something Always somebody somewhere Always somehow I will make it Always so hard getting anywhere Between Vegas and LA Getting through the deep Of my feelings I only want
to be my woman Not thrown out along the way I been
on a stage often with myself Wanting my sweetheart for this life There is music in my loving now Warmth always
in my eyes for you Always asking for something Always
somebody somewhere Always somehow I will make it Always so hard getting anywhere Between Vegas and LA Getting through the deep Of my feelings I only want
to be my woman Not thrown out along the way ....................................
My Passion My passion You notice me for always My reason I notice you for always I could never say you
don't love me Never have I thought this Now are you You are nobody to the world What should be true between
us Never would I want different Now are you where I am Looking in on me again My passion You notice me for always My reason I notice you for always Is hard to understand only one moment Then those moments of our closeness Seemed to fade
away How to remember you never leaves How to wait with the truth of you I would win My passion You notice me for always My reason I notice you for always What should be true between us Never would I want different My passion You notice me for always My reason I notice you for always ........................................................
I Think Of Loneliness
With You I think of loneliness with you As my place of peace To drive deep in the heart In my heart to keep Often
when I want to speak I wait only to talk with you I write until I go to sleep I write to then wake again I think of loneliness with you As
my gift for life As my joy to save As my friend in you To wait for you to appear To keep me lonely and
blue Without complaint I think of loneliness with
you .........................................
"This
earth is an encompassed stage from the world and isn't allowed to know any thing else." 9-20-96 ....................
There Is No End To My Love For Writing There is no end to my love for writing My life of you will remain
new daily Should this be my only way through evening What
you choose to live I find peace I may grow tired, I become weak I may feel more lonely, I will retreat There is no end to my love for writing My life of you will remain
new daily Should this be my only way through evening I
am not alive to fight with you Take from you what you don't give I look well into my few thoughts I was alive once in your life If this only becomes the same this
is right I won't cry for nothing I need not prove anything There is no end to my love for writing My life of you will remain new daily Should this
be my only way through evening There is
no end to my love for writing My life of you will remain new daily Should this be my only way through evening .................................................................
Lonely Wanderer Move
Over Lonely
wanderer move over If I don't have you I played for nothing I never got to know your love Never got to see If you and I would have been true As today I spend the night wondering My love is still in you Going
on doesn't bring joy Then I look back at you Lonely wanderer move over If I don't have you I played for nothing Lonely wanderer move over If I don't have you I played for nothing I know you can never tell me why I been kept away from loving you Made to be left from
the one Who would always see me through I don't know what I did But for being born and wanting you I don't know what I did But
for holding love and needing you Lonely wanderer move over If I don't have you I played for nothing .........................................
written of Michael 1 09 How I See You Now How
I see you now The only man who would understand me Then I laugh this writing away How I made life into today I left once over with yesterday I wouldn't look
back only to write I wanted to return, often was around How
I think love into today My writing as my love I continue to play I wouldn't change if I lost you Lived with
the heart, with the ocean How I see you
now The only man who would understand me Then I laugh this writing away How I sing within my heart Often of emptiness, you near in my quiet I wouldn't
give away my only need I feel my want to walk How
I see you now The only man who would understand me Then I laugh this writing away .................................
This
Is My Life This is my life How do
you think I write Feelings, thoughts, emotions How much time would be in need The silence, the alone, the want I can't seem to be understood What
does it take to live real friends My peace, my love, my life How do you think I survive I can't seem to be
understood This is my life How I
believe How I choose my melodies Why I appear different This is my life In no other words This is my life .....................
What Will Be Next What will be next Where I left off Will I start again Where I first found
to begin That is where I am Should be with you Everyone holds their place Will there be another song I understand through A feeling to wander along What will be next ..........................................
I Hold Everything But
You In
a struggle for my future In a struggle for my today In a struggle for my life, my love In a struggle for my
way I
hold everything but you I can't seem to move forward I miss special people I can't leave I've come to a window
won't let me see I've found no new place to breath I hold everything but you My peace seems to break My thought is always awake In a struggle for my future In a struggle
for my today In a struggle for my life, my love In a struggle for my way I hold everything but you I hold everything but
you .........................................
Continue
To Write My Story Of You Continue to
write my story of you I like to mingle
in your crowd unknown Watch what you choose to live When I find pain from you You will feel your pain one day As is only truly love Continue to write
my story of you Most always I am not
heard I only speak when wrong seems to reign I only need one reason to love you Remind me you may again be
true Continue to write my story of you .................................................
Never To Think Of You As Mine
Never to think of you as mine Always
watching from the side line Where asking was receiving from you Seemed too high to climb common wonder Never
to think of you as mine 9 09
I
Don't Feel Any Different Happy halloween
again Have you changed this night Happy thanksgiving again What will be for this one Should I watch or
miss the day I don't feel any different Merry christmas is a has been Unchanged thoughts continue I become warm The world becomes cold I
don't feel any different As for a new year Love within I hold away Everyone wants me different Never with the life I give I don't feel any different ..........................................
Hatred Does No Good Hatred does no good Hurt within on another Feelings to share Walks through care Life is just so short Beyond and now Peace is in quiet time Pain on a song Turn love around I believe in always Hatred does no good To laugh away calm To share
your need In any air of a touch Hatred does no good I try to tell you I can throw you any curve You won't catch on Hatred does no good ............................
So Much So
much to lose, more to win I move along my need within Once forgotten, remember to write On to new tomorrows,
thought of life So much to feel, more to love I
hang on for my wish Once a dream, now as real On to new todays, sights to watch So much to hear, never listen I wait long enough to understand Once wanted, now beyond
care On to new tonights new experiences So much 6 08 .....................................................
Time To Touch
Your Life Sometimes you just pass love by Wasn't
to be the love for your eyes You don't want inside, don't need You
go alone until you hear It's your turn to be near In hope for your time, touch your life Time to touch your life You hope it's Time to touch your life How hard looking is You quit seeing around Something keeps your mind moving Til it's time to touch your mind Time to touch your
life You hope it's Time to touch your life If
your life should go by The feelings you feel aren't right Come round again Turn in for the night It's time to touch your life Time
to touch your life You hope it's Time to touch your life ................................
A
Friend Once Told Me A friend once told
me I could ask, receive from you That friend once you Are we still close One nights together were real Is love found never disappeared My
old pages, my new rages Become old hazy thoughts to me My love waits, my peaceful days These carry my only
wants My talks to who listens Cares
a troubled everyone My only needs find answer You another tear in my heart A friend once told me I could ask, receive from you That friend once you Are we still close One nights together were real Is love found never disappeared My old ways still don't explain How we fell apart What happens now, kind or
cruel What will fall true to understand A
friend once told me I could ask, receive from you That friend once you Are we still close One nights together
were real Is love found never disappeared ............................................
One Missing Song Remembering
you New memories from the old I don't need more feelings What holds memories within I can't return into
the past Easier to forget One missing song Understanding new thoughts A wait on how to change Understanding
to reach for you On One missing song One missing
song .........................
Secrets Secrets kill deep inside Secrets don't save some lives Secrets hold reasons why Secrets
cry in the night Secrets
play games with mind Secrets touch hard on heart Secrets burn soul into fire Secrets are most always wrong
Secrets are lies made right Secrets are hurts without light Secrets are
lost feelings long Secrets never die away
Secrets must be shown
one day Secrets to tear at time
Secrets care for nothing in now Secrets make this world empty Secrets hide away love and life Secrets keep wonder at sight
Secrets destroy belief in warmth Secrets turn wisdom cold Secrets kill deep inside
Secrets kill deep inside a new writing 6 6 10 ................................................
Wish I Had A Dime I've never been liked much Never wanted as real I found to play alone Easier than trying to fit in Spoken to very little Could be why I don't speak A writing to me My song within Why need to learn to say hello Why need to understand a norm Normal is what way to live Take a sky as only one thought Walk an earth as only one step Seems always only the same Wish I had one dime made just one bit of sense ..........................................
My
Favorite Pet My favorite pet There's
something about My favorite pet I
can tell every second of the unreal There's something about my life I know my favorite pet Better than anyone
could try It's hard to give away The
only song I love The deepest of my thoughts My own I ever found To say how I feel Listen about love To want what I know as true Use why so easy as
now My favorite pet There's something
about My favorite pet I hear a
lot of fires These don't change a thing I never understand stealing of free Born to die lonely or in a change What's mine when gone The good to grow happy This will be my always My favorite pet There's something about My favorite pet .....................
Old edit writing of Michael from 1997 Running Alone In tempid
drives alive Riding upon my mind My very mellow inside I remain nobody Too in rage I walk For this
sky could break apart What is earth doing with my heart Am
I only to find a star Beauty in the dust above The grey of sea What I become In you now only under a sun Running alone, would you know Is
my spirit a real part of me I've heard every song to create For you though I will wait On one more date In my love as a dream A soft spoken word Never
clouded by your life Only made from your life for me The chance you may appear You do then you are gone Seems this is you as always Running alone, would you
know Never ending warm holds of calm How do I stand
beside you Of joy to deeply understand Doesn't take much thought over you Running alone, would you know ...................................................
a very old writing thinking of Michael 1993 My Prayers Stay The Same My prayers stay
the same Though seems to only stay in my prayers My prayers stay the same There wasn't anything else I asked for Write the songs I love so much I would play the very most
within My thought, my guy to dream of To reach my home, my happiness Day and night to day again My prayers stay the same Though seems to only stay in my prayers My
prayers stay the same I don't seem to listen to a care of life Means nothing for what I need I never seem to see a real longing Longing for me is to be loved and free With
the only hold of my arms now I ask again what I would find to share The silent, the calm, forever calls More
not less tears aren't always alone My prayers stay the same Though seems to only stay in my prayers My prayers stay the same ....................................
title inspired by Martha Tellez 6 18 10 Replaying The Past Replaying the past For tears or for smiles A little bit of love A whole lot of life Thinking away time Watching planets
fly This moon shown in day This
earth not far away Somewhere in the clouds Appears an answer to you Replaying the past For tears or for smiles When a bird tries to hide To hide from the rain What next to understand What more to decide Once was desire A wonder how Next becomes a flower Not too sure now Replaying
the past For tears or for smiles Replaying
the past For tears or for smiles ..........................................
Living In The Closet Of Your Life Living in the closet of your life Who asked for pleasure isn't mine Who asked for rain
in my sky Waiting on my way through to you Thinking
how to feel, what is true Holding what appears as a real day How do I change what never changes Living in the closet of your life Who asked for pleasure isn't mine Who asked
for rain in my sky Moving treasured touches through
why Why break this silence of now A different, no more than a different place Turning warmth into cold my way Running out of love to find Distance seems a waste of mind Closeness to who Living in the closet of your life Who asked for pleasure isn't mine Who asked
for rain in my sky Living in the closet of your life
................................................
To Notice, To Notice Me I count trees in my sleep The bark is my sleeve In thought of you my roots Don't play hard to please I know you too easy The
wind is my home Never to know Where I will roam In sadness, what is true In happiness to find you To notice, to notice me I never listen for sound You seem to live close again To watch you far Looking
after you had a day Never happy in the
end Happy all the way til then What will you send I need To notice, to notice me To notice, to notice me ..........................
You Were Never A Star To Me You
were never a star to me You were my friend Someone to help me see Through to my end A thought I asked
one day In you for me All to show you a way Better way to be free You were never a star to me You were my friend A man who understands Knows who
I am A care in a heart A one night sure of you A wait to explain You were never a star to me You were my friend A touch with the means To use as
well Better to listen for my love You know me true Tomorrow will never be Over with you ............................................
Enough Of A Need For Water Never True Enough of a need for water never true Allow me absence to listen
to one more lie I watched wind show me more than I learned hello In this world a chime in our tune, all of time Not one move, not one excuse, or many Enough of a need for water never true ................................................................
Does
Anyone Hear Me Does anyone hear me, does
anyone see The painstaken fight through my enemies Does anyone care, does anyone feel me Am I only one for
always Finding my way back around to one
day Did I leave Had I known through this life What would I see Looking into the thought I find Keep
my peace Quiet hope, was this within never to change What
I notice, how you touch My hold for love What I've given away now I only find to write Knowing you as
I do in faith with heart How did I make who I am Someone I should find Does anyone hear me, does anyone see The painstaken fight through my enemies Does anyone care, does anyone feel me Am I only one for always Why so cruel, want a world then leave Why so cold, never a night of peace Enough with
prayers never change a thing It's good if noone understands me Does anyone hear me, does anyone see The painstaken fight through my enemies Does anyone
care, does anyone feel me Am I only one for always ..........................................
I Get Tired Of It All I get tired of it all I get tired of your love I know as mine gone I get tired of the missing friendship some turns I get tired of hearing of you, of you, of you as always I get tired of I love you to no end, I get tired of it all I understand everything
about this world Your life, my life, the whole of earth I am tired of playing with minds don't care All to
fulfill somewhere unknown To you, to me, to anybody I live carefree as I can, careful on my hand I try to not see what I don't need You remind
me of most of my memories Not to send harm, not to bring about loss I speak the truth, sent less than kind words I get tired of it all I get tired of your love
I know as mine gone I get tired of the missing friendship some turns I get tired of hearing of you, of you, of you
as always I get tired of I love you to no end, I get tired of it all I understand everything about you, about me I hold no bitterness, I hold no grief I do
share with you more than you think More than I am believed Never to leave you, lead where you shouldn't be I get tired of it all I get tired of your love
I know as mine gone I get tired of the missing friendship some turns I get tired of hearing of you, of you, of you
as always I get tired of I love you to no end, I get tired of it all ...........................
Whatever You Cry What ever you cry I know when What ever you move I know why I need
not spend my time Thinking of you I
know the tune I lived you I heard every line Any line there is to use I feel for you I am real for you Earth is nothing Look further ahead When you call then Let us see who can be there Who was to
pray Who was to really care for you What
ever you cry I know when What ever you move I know why I need not spend my time Thinking of you I know the heart I loved you I touched every thought Your mind would choose I watched you
call You spoke to me, I listened Now I listen again I
know what I asked from you No other could exchange When
you stop next time I will start you again On your way you asked to receive What ever you cry I know when What ever you move I know why I need
not spend my time Thinking of you Once
we were close never ended We only fell onto different walkways Appeared away from each other What ever you cry I know when What ever you move I
know why I need not spend my time Thinking of you ...............................
Have
I A Better Hold On Life I don't know
what more to say I haven't found until today I sit in present time What I think may pass away I read of
many people I remain in my chosen place Have
I a better hold on life Is there a different need for love I speak with outside feelings We all believe as
real, a try I watch into my trees My forest is greater than yours This is how I know you so well One side of your story to tell Inside carried
the peace I live Have I a better hold
on life Is there a different need for love I speak with outside feelings We all believe as real, a try I hear a cloud wants to speak Is only allowed silence Not
enough care in the world Never changes for a thing Have
I a better hold on life Is there a different need for love I speak with outside feelings We all believe as
real, a try .......................................
Should
I Piece Together Everywhere I Stand Often
living backwards doesn't change anything Moving forward hasn't my life in mind Held in tonight calls for thought
on you New turns aren't how I love to see Some
people know how to show real care Understand who I am, where I walk from To try a new sound doesn't find me there Should I piece together everywhere I stand Would this bring my
need answer Could my choices be chosen for me I don't seem to hear when I speak On my own too long, free to believe Always more than I can feel Lost amid a
shine I don't wear well Never sure anyone ever cared Should
I piece together everywhere I stand Would this bring my need answer Could my choices be chosen for me I don't
seem to hear when I speak I wait for the
rare to touch me I know what handed anything once was Takes a special reason to color my heart Should I piece together everywhere I stand Would this bring my
need answer Could my choices be chosen for me I don't seem to hear when I speak ............................................................
What I Never Got To Say What I never got to say I share now What I never got to say Held in time I wait Last time you sent love I noticed
a change How life moves Thought
and prayer Walks on earth Someone or noone near My
best old days I touch I must treat with care Last time you were near What I never got to say I share now What I never got to say The growth to feel I could find reason I could understand I would only listen When a word followed Last time I needed I didn't need again Never
looking for you Never expecting less Never to change Never to explain Never to hurt different What I never got to say I share now What I never got to
say How you fall in place How perfect
you are If you know If you don't What
I never got to say I share now What I never got to say ...................................
Looking Looking for something to say Wanting to think of a
better day Feeling to find you near Sure of you always to live Watching an end to begin again Looking for those times to continue Wasn't this where
I was When life seemed to change Love seemed lost Walking away only to remain Looking for why, how to make good What was now to
become What could I say Who would understand back then Is anyone still around to talk with ..................................................
One
Wish One wish One lost day One
night One long way One torn hold One
wish One happy peace One place real One turn true One care found One wish One silent word One never change One gift One time One wish One lost day One night One long way One
torn hold One wish Once you One
win One last wish One thank you One what next One
wish One lost day One night One long way One torn hold ....................
My Travel Calls
Me Back Again I just don't know what I want I can't
return to yesterday real Only live now within how I feel Watch
my most touching time Hold what I have to say alive Share my warmest loss Run out of words for the night My travel calls me back again Left behind pays with my heart Lost wins show
as wrong To think I am forgotten by you To think
I must change To think I don't belong with you I
just don't know what I need Would make a difference in me To find care as I care An instrument of joy as true My travel calls me back again Left behind pays with my heart Lost wins show
as wrong My travel calls me back again Left behind
pays with my heart Lost wins show as wrong ..........................................
Amused I hear of camps along the tracks I watch players on streets
of champs I live my life for a love once true I believe in a new miracle from you Amused I
touch big boys angry and sad If only for a passing moment of thought Some come close then far as stars I sit
silently hiding from the sun Was I meant
to be here today Did I only follow in a way Was I take by surprize with you Did I expect every now to come
true Amused ...........
Not Sure What I Want To Say Not sure what I want to say Enjoying the water, a travel away Finding peace if only for today Watching meanings
to my yesterdays Listening to feelings speak for me Looking at the wind Not sure what I want to say Enjoying the water, a
travel away Hoping
to find my one and only friend Walking along without being by the sea Eating chocolate to think sweet Not sure what I want to say Enjoying the water, a
travel away .............................................
I'm A Lonely Bug Just Crawling Along I'm not thinking of today I'm trying to rest the wind away Looking at how ghosts
fly through the night Playing games with one time loves I'm watching change change into nothing new Moving
to noone, moving to you Placing a bet on the sky Reaching for love as a happy time My stolen shoes never returned My life long views over grown I have nowhere new to show I'm a lonely bug just crawling along ..............................................................
How Many Times I've Walked My Trail How many times I've walked my trail Listened to thought
for what I feel Relied on life to see me through Carried faith to believe in you For how often I am moved by you The sand, the sea,
the shore, this land My runways of bitterness Entertaining colors in wait of you there Looking over reasons to understand Emotion, the
use, the evening wind How often just to explain How many times I've walked my trail Listened to thought for what I feel Relied on life
to see me through Carried faith to believe in you Life, love, the many meanings Admiration, distance from you How often to remember changes
How many times I tried to speak Left to now within today as time is How often could I turn back How often just to explain How many times I've walked my trail Listened to thought
for what I feel Relied on life to see me through Carried faith to believe in you .............................
I'm Not Playing This Game I'm not playing this game Not touching the fire of this way I know you too well I
need to send a different thought Life in your heart isn't what you say Could be the truth isn't spoken real Could be I believe in a better want Could be I challenge
you the same I'm
not playing this game There
seems to me an eternity A cleansing you may find never done There seems to me some tall tales Could be why
you walked so lonely Could
be the truth isn't spoken real Could be I believe in a better want Could be I challenge you the same All of my writings are true Everything I say about
me, about you Sad to find you don't turn around Could be you will never pass through Could be the truth isn't spoken real Could be I believe
in a better want Could be I challenge you the same Could be why you walked so lonely I'm not playing this game ........................................
Didn't
You Know Didn't you know I understand
you I lived you I once loved you Around you With you Truth this time Why not all Start over See what I see How I feel In forgiveness Didn't you know I
understand you I lived you I once loved you Around you With you I never thought I ruled your world I only tried A protecting turn Another thought Which one now I always wait Always
sure of you Didn't you know I understand
you I lived you I once loved you Around you With you ............
Got To Live And Love You Got to live and love you All I can think Got to laugh awhile Run past yesterday Got to find joy This story of today Got to believe in you Once a night Got to wait Got to stop, think Got to live and love you All I can think Got to listen to you Got to feel a feeling Got
to play memory Got to explain In some way Where have I been Tell you again Got to live and love you All I can think Got to live and love you All I can think .................
If
I Never Lived You True If I never lived
you true I wouldn't have loved you If I never lived you true If I never left today I wouldn't be here tonight If I didn't settle for alone I wouldn't understand peace One writing right If I never lived you true I wouldn't have loved you If I
never lived you true If I wasn't your song I wouldn't hum a tune real I wouldn't have one word One writing I love If I never lived you true I wouldn't have loved you If I never lived you true .....................................
What
Would You Say What would you say Share
what you feel What would you think Remember of me I
waited these years To hear from you I never gave away The hope I held I waited the days I watched the nights What would you say Share what you feel What would you think Remember of
me I learned from you The life I
knew I could never leave Always
grow deeper Always win my need What
would you say Share what you feel What would you think Remember of me
............................
Where this story
is going I can only write Live through any reason I may find to write I see in front of me only Look
at why, look at how I found today Tomorrow on it's way For now I have no more to say ................................ Thanks for the writings, thoughts, memories, love and life .................................................................................
Picking Up Stones For My Heart Picking up stones for my heart How real I've lived tells all How real I've held on, been held How real would end if
not real Too much silence around Your
life must be living round Your love in thought of mind Next for the touch you send Too much quiet for now I know why, how Sound from you will soon be Need
never misses me Picking up stones for
my heart These I carry to stand These
I carry to wait These with you I breathe my way Too
much closeness to you Too much to understand easy Too lonely to be untrue More than a friend in want More than a song and dance More than a call at night More than a morning to light Picking
up stones for my heart How real I've
lived tells all How real I've held on, been held How real would end if not real Picking up stones for my heart These I carry to stand These I carry to wait These with you I breathe my way 7 20 10 ..................................................
One Rooftop For
Another Untrue One roof top for another untrue What
would become of me, of you I'm wondering my younger
years No need for today to share I'm traveling my old days No want to turn these away I'm happy living my reasons Looking through my changes I'm at peace within
my quiet No care to move one moment One roof top
for another untrue What would become of me, of you Songs
come, songs go Some songs bring real my silence I understand I could move on What would become of my heart Life can be hard some days Love can find question to reach Seems easier to
give this all away Only One roof top for another untrue What would become of me, of you One rooftop for another untrue What would become of me, of you ..............................................
Near You One Day Near you one day Near you never or somehow Those last places I walked The people once of heart Closeness to you once Closeness
to my youth now Near you one day Near you never
or somehow Those last thoughts to think The moments
never move on Careful to understand you Cautious to what I lived through Near you one day Near you never or somehow .........................
How
Many New Worlds How many new worlds From planet to planet We all visit near, away Should there be more A cared for day Held on a tide of life Once you, now who Thought for love Friends true I hold Sadness I hide from How
many new worlds From planet to planet We all visit near, away Should there be more A cared for day May I take time to hear A moment to there May I carry
a song Do I know where We stand
between Two lonely places Me and you We stand beside Two lonely faces You and I How many new worlds From planet to planet We all visit
near, away Should there be more A cared for day ..............................
I Found You Once I found you once I can find you again I thought of you once I think of you again I listen to were I was I listen to where
I am I called to you once I can call to you again I found you once I can find you again I don't want to write The same song and dance I sit in silence Something new must pass I thank who I must I give what I can I
lived you once I can live you again I found you once I can find you again I found you once I can find you again .........................
I
Hear The Acorns Fall Sitting in the trees Listening to the breeze Watching a squirrel play Looking at bugs walk away A bird calls I don't notice why I can't answer the needs Can't think of
my own I hear the acorns fall Were
there too many flowers One day Could
I use a rabbit foot Could I use you How would this change me Could I use life Could I use love What could I want Means anything to me I hear the acorns fall Were there too many flowers One
day I hear the acorns fall Were
there too many flowers One day .........................................
In The Yard In the yard With the sun in my eyes I think of shade Where you are What becomes of sight What becomes of sound What becomes of day Now day
turns into night What new will I find What old
will stay What is life for now What is love In
the yard With the sun in my eyes I think of shade Where you are What
will have to be What will not become What have I to call mine What
of place never to leave What of peace never to call What do you have on your mind In the yard With the sun in my eyes I think of shade Where you are .................
The
Loss Of Friendship The loss of friendship
is my pain The last turns to you then away To
listen to needs never answered To watch for scenes I know well To wait, to write, to understand To notice you
near again The loss of friendship is
my pain The last turns to you then away To
move time as I please To place people where I stand To use all I have for life on you To share the love was
with you The loss of friendship is my
pain The last turns to you then away My
world today grown from you Every time I was alone Any care I could use to believe This was all on you, for
you, me The loss of friendship is my
pain The last turns to you then away The
loss of friendship is my pain The last turns to you then away .......................................
inspired by Deb Falcone On An Open Road To Somewhere
On an open road to somewhere Never to live as real Could be a great adventure Hard to give up home Taking love with care Having
a nice day anywhere One last hug, one last kiss Will we meet again On
an open road to somewhere Never to live as real Tears
are good for something Feelings of loss for a friend Listening to goodbyes May never find hellos If you
do leave forever I am still there On an open road
to somewhere Never to live as real ...........................................
One True Friend One true friend I was always to live you One true friend I gave love for you One true friend
I was sent away from you Why
I must continue to feel feelings Never going to get over you, the loss Why I must continue to feel feelings Why I must continue to wonder Never going to walk
away from you Why I must continue to wonder One true friend I was always to live you One true friend I gave love for you One true friend
I was sent away from you Oh
I will never forget this day How lovely you were to me, how real Hope always with my wait answered One true friend I was always to live you One true
friend I gave love for you One true friend I was sent away from you ..........................
Tell Me Tell me what are you thinking on this day of life On this night of meaning for what
should I find On this love I hold of thought to speak Tell me what do I touch on this day of life 7 31 10 ......................................
Careful
Thought Careful thought Careful with
love Careful with life Careful thought Careful,
easy Careful to plan Careful reason Careful care Careful
thought Careful with love Careful with life Careful thought Cared for meaning Cared for reading Cared for seeing Cared for listening Cared for wonder Cared for why Careful thought Careful with love Careful with life Careful thought ........................
I
Stand Where I Can Silent in tonight Respect on my mind Life needs to breath Love to understand Thought on you What should be next Until then I must be true Care is a special
world I stand where I can Easy days in the hard Make what I must Take what I can Leave what I will Look back when I
need Call on you Call on who knows me Continue to write Then I stand where I can What more do I have I stand where I can With good friends I find .............................
"Don't ask for the impossible from me, I could never
understand who I couldn't be." 8 8 10
.....................................
Where Do I Really
Want To Be Where do I really want to be Running through old real memories Moving back into my true old days Looking
at feelings once close Watching now how far today is Where will tomorrow find me Where do I really want to be Where
do I really want to be Remembering you, friends around Hearing what may, may not live Walking my favorite love song Touching my favorite scenery Calling for only
one thing Where do I really want to be Where do I really want to be When
I can't change this moment When I've tried everything Prayed, asked angrily, sweetly Used silence for the best
of me Where do I really want to be Where do I really want to be ........................................
When One Time Heros Move Away When one time heros move away Thoughts from home left
to the day Places to think, one time needs gone On I move through a hold I want When one time heros move away When some time people
stop by Cares for why do I live within you Cherish the feelings never grow old Rest on the arms strong for
you When some time people stop by When one time heros move away Thoughts from home left to the day Places to think, one time
needs gone On I move through a hold I want When one time heros move away When could I return to life I love Will I return with
another turn What will I do to bring you true Will this only be a motion from you When could I return to life
I love When
one time heros move away Thoughts from home left to the day Places to think, one time needs gone On I move
through a hold I want When one time heros move away .........................................
Anything Sweeter Than Our Peace Anything new to say Anything new to hear Anything more than today Anything better
than tonight Anything
new to think Anything new to believe Anything new to feel Anything new to see Anything sweeter than our peace Anything deeper than I, you Anything greater than
the sky Anything warmer than you Anything warmer than me Anything different to walk Anything different to run Anything to share Anything,
a new care Anything
sweeter than our peace Anything
sweeter than our peace .................................................
Hidden
In My Haven Hidden in my haven I must
stay As I hear and see what is called true Whoever started the world, why Forgotten hopes for rhyme How could people be so cruel Knowing the touch wrong passed
on Take young lives, turn into harm Life unreal on this beautiful planet How could people not care Knowing the way sent isn't right To each ones own
we should give Not to one own we are taken from Hidden
in my haven I must stay As I hear and see what is called true Whoever started the world, why I reach forgotten
hopes for rhyme Just one more writing,
one more Just one more thing I want to say Just one more night, day with you Hidden in my haven I must stay As I hear and see what is called true Whoever
started the world, why Forgotten hopes for rhyme ..............................................
Almost As You Knew Almost as you knew I would hold this night I hadn't forgotten, was it wrong or right How
wonders never cease to flow Almost as you knew I would be here today I find thought easy, the scene so remembering How I began
to live near you then away Almost as you knew I would come to you In search of warmth, the understanding of me How I've grown,
why I chose what to say Almost
new every time I follow my need A turn on my arm was to come to be now How I've known, what I wait to hear Almost as you knew I would hold this night I hadn't
forgotten, was it wrong or right How wonders never cease to flow Almost as you knew I would hold this night I hadn't forgotten, was it wrong or right How
wonders never cease to flow ..................................................
Days Away From You Days away from you Turns into nothing new Ways of life to move Thanks for love to remember How we choose What becomes of youth Days away from you Turns into nothing new Watching now pass by What is true for my eyes How
we meet again Where we age Days away from you Turns into nothing new Days away from you Turns into nothing new ......................
In My Eyes This
Is My Greatest World In my eyes this is my greatest
world I may not have much in some eyes In my eyes this is my greatest world I may not be understood, I may I haven't my need, my want to say Giving away my life I will not choose Giving away my only love in thought Giving
away my time of day, night Giving away my ending is
my beginning Giving away my feelings, I feel again Giving away now for another time In my eyes this is my greatest world I may not have much in some eyes In my
eyes this is my greatest world I may not be understood,
I may I haven't my need, my want to say In my eyes
this is my greatest world I may not have much in some eyes In my eyes this is my greatest world ....................................................
My
Continuing Ways My continuing ways My hollywood days, my life My friendships so hard to let end My writings, the love I give My emptiness, how
a treasure My world of wonder My blessings, my escapes My rings, my chains, real My sounds from old, new My thoughts, why now, true My continuing ways ..............................
My Life Is Called Home My life is called home As my love in you was shown As much as I would like to let go My life is called home When I can hear you think When I know what you pray When I feel your feelings When
I understand who you are My life is called home As my love in you was shown As much as I would like to let go My life is called home You returned me through you Call from any place you stand You answered my need in you Say whatever you plan Your want for you is my only want My life is called home As my love in you was shown As much as I would like to let go My life is called home .............................
Only
One More Minute Only one more minute
Only one more tune Only one more reason To use on you One more thing to say One more thing to write One more day to wait One more night
to believe One more way to see One more thought to think One more idea to hear Only one more minute Only one more tune Only one more reason To use on
you One more touch of closeness One
more need to explain One more want to be alone One more only one avenue One more street to walk One more
prayer to use One more close of my eyes One more waking quest One more minute please Only one more minute Only one more tune Only one more
reason To use on you Only one more
minute Only one more tune Only one more reason To use on you ..............................
You Would Not Let Me Down You would not let me down Of all of the people on this earth You would not let me down
So few people
raised me into today You as how I found life to use Home on how love is shown To break my faith I can't imagine I would begin from where I started As you may return
through your time You
would not let me down (he wouldn't let me down) Of all of the people on this earth You would not let me down To think you would leave me behind Forget to leave
me with the tune I need Your growth would not let you Your heart would be empty and alone You would not let me down (he wouldn't let me down) Of all of the people on this earth You would not let me down Now I may appear I don't speak well I overlook some thoughts for others I never overlook
you I may
seem far from everyone around you I only distance myself to write You would not let me down Of all of the people on this earth You would not let me down
You would
not let me down (he would not let me down) Of all of the people on this earth You would not let me down .................................
To
Think To think Of the so many places
I could have traveled Only to give away For one place of peace To find writings I deeply want
to speak To think Of the so many
times I refused to talk The days, the nights The hardships for this life To find my love I deeply
need to love To think Of where I
can't be now Where I can't return to Where I have no idea to tomorrow To think How often I thought
to quit Sure of you every turn I choose Only to find this silence To think To think ...............
Movies
Are Made To Bore Me Movies are made to
bore me To find nothing better to live To change my view on alone To turn wrong what love means I've seen the idea, outside talk Out of time, no thanks for
me Cops and robbers, pocket change Lives just keep moving around I'm just a little writer, sing my song Once in awhile I hum a tune Some days
appear better in alone The rest of nights is my life Movies
are made to bore me To find nothing better to live To change my view on alone To turn wrong what love means This chair I sit on in my room Nothing around but me To
hear the real truth about myself To notice the real truth about you Movies are made to bore me To find nothing better to live To change my view on alone To turn wrong what love means ...............................................
ALIVE AS I AM ..................................... Who Can I Be Where
can I look Where can I see How can I hear Who can I be What
can I think to feel beautiful When I wake to sleep Go through time Love it comes around Love if it does Where can I look Where can I see How can I hear Who can I be What can I dream to feel inside Wish for is my very own True I can find one
day as mine Life it comes around Life it does Where
can I look Where can I see How can I hear Who can I be ......................
Don't
know what more I can live for you All to write should say what I go through Trust in life, trust in love, I still
trust you As sad as my life seems there is happy time How my life moves I can read thoughts true People with
hands for care not for me What would you say now I wait to hear .......................................................
What is there
to do when I love you How is there to sleep but to you What more would I wait on If I didn't wait on you Who would I turn to if not you When alone I should never be How I feel about you for my way I don't ask why,
never have Anyone in the world could send life I wouldn't reach, I wouldn't touch .................................................
This
Is Who I Am This is who I am I don't want to own a mountain I don't want to be bigger I want only what I need to live How I feel my love should give This is who I am I
write to pass my time lonely Forget how wrong this world is I write to use my freedom to speak This is who I am ......................
writing of Michael 2007 Doesn't Matter What You Say Doesn't
matter what you say The voice, the heart, broken silence The innocence forgotten, now found Outside will be
erased away Blinders fit better along side There is a future to feel for Doesn't matter what you say Never
too old to care I'll never be the same Doesn't
matter what you say 11 7 07 ..........
I will have to create
a life for the faves of my time An after earth to walk into with the love should be found My faith, want and heart
I will have to hold peace for My love for those very few, a freedom of soul The care it takes, the touch, the warmth
of value Means to be in any world for those I miss the most My classic wants, my classic needs, my classic thoughts ..................................
writing
of Michael 2005 Be a lesson to you Then
move on Not a moment to pass Without love around Held so alone On my own page from you Seems wrong I understand you with truth But I do 5-19-05 ...................................
Weather
doesn't change the color of trees Seasons don't turn what autumn brings Palms may sway with the signs of sea Sounds I ask for never near Tell me something I want to hear I may smile a bit 11 24 06 ....................
writing of Michael 1998 Why
do I walk by you so always Then I try again the next day If just to see you real If just to watch you walk
away Why can't I have anything to say Oh about love I don't need to hear Unless in yours round near 8 27 98 ....................
Every Season Every season Every season I was trying to tell you What you meant to me I was trying to protect you I know this seems strange Love does act in strange ways Prayer for you anywhere I am Spare you from harm What happened then My wishes on hold for
reason From you my wait on hold Every season I was trying to tell you What you meant to me Every season Drifted apart we continued Never
apart I wrote of you I would look at you anyway For what was mine to believe From you Every season Every season I was
trying to tell you What you meant to me Every season I was trying to tell you What you meant to me ................
writing of Michael 1992 When I had to stop dreaming of you I stopped remembering
you were true Alive seemed to disappear I didn't want to move 10 17 92 .............
writing of Michael 1996 As
long as I touched your heart true I was sure I moved you The days weren't hard, the time involved The giving
of my love worth the gift 6-16-96 ...................................................................
writing of Michael april 2010 Old days sent to move me Tunes of peace, sweetness Departed loves, lives, times Forgotten
forevers in my mind Meetings beyond now What else is there to do in the rain Think of birds getting drenched
in the sky Run away people, run away pets Listen for you until I hear why ........................... 2005
writing I will never write again Never trust in love Think life for a meaning Care to hear of song Feel another feeling Look to see of
why I will never write again 3 17
05 ..............................
writing
of Michael 2008 You left a touch I
walked upon the sun You turned the bend I hid within my thought You spoke to me once I never talked again You left a tear I found more than my share You carried your heart I hid your heart away from harm You
offered a world I left the earth You shadowed my cloud I thanked you You mentioned the pure I reasoned
a light Too much for me to learn A share of your hold A choice in the cold My belief, my idea Darkness
can be seen Show my future without sky A present I never receive 11 08 .......................
writing of Michael
2009 page 1
I hear the world is still moving round People singing the same
old song Feelings never to change I carry around Listening to thoughts I wait to respond page 2 I see tomorrow will be used by today Into the comfort of my heart and way Through these
clouds never needed to wait I spend my time in the sky again page 3 Whatever
happened to page three I decide held more than I now need read To cherish you again from my want Answered with
the need I always speak of 3 6 09 .....................
writing of Michael 1996 How
many ways can I say I will miss you Find myself holding me within thinking of you I can't play someone I can't become I need your soothing touch for my love I haven't watched for elsewhere How many ways can I ask the lord again 10 4 96 ............
writing of Michael
2009 Wherever You May Be Wherever you may be There comes a day There comes a night Wherever you may be A share of time
with the wind A look upon the sea I hear how water waves By the sound of thought I breath I need not see
I need not feel a thing Beyond my love for you Wherever you may be There comes a day There comes a night Wherever you may be This hill I rest upon What more I need to speak Should
I continue to write Leave, never look again Could I be home once Isn't this enough to understand How I
don't ask for much Why I don't think more to live Wherever you may be There comes a day There comes a night Wherever you may be 6 07 09 .........................
My Wants Will Be Answered
I will not listen to just any words I will not hear just any melody However famous anyone becomes As a friend of mine, as
not I have my likes, I have my needs My wants will be answered 7
11 04 .................................................
writing of Michael 2004 Takes A Lot For Me To Speak Takes
a lot for me to speak Takes a lot for me to talk Takes a lot from you Always has taken, takes Takes a
lot for me to speak Return to those hard thought times Finish my beginning about you Follow how I trusted you Continue to believe Play my day my way Takes a lot for me to talk Feel a feeling to sing Care for my night Turn
dark into light Takes a lot for me to speak Takes
a lot for me to talk Takes a lot from you Always has taken, takes Takes a lot for me to speak Say true of you Send through to you Takes
a lot to open my door You know to bring real Call for my love to share again Takes a lot to open my door Takes a lot for me to speak Takes a lot for me to talk Takes a lot from you Always has taken, takes Takes a lot for me to speak .......................................
"Yesterday speaks louder than words."
You Were Gold To Me You
were gold to me The only gold could ever be I remember
When I first took your shoes Lay them in front of me How I used to look at you How life could be I would dream of love until Until love came to me within I wouldn't let go You meant so much to me You were gold to me The
only gold could ever be I danced with you I sang
for you I longed for you I wantd you so much You
were gold to me The only gold could ever be ...............................
writing of Michael 2004 My Ride In The Morning My ride in the morning is you My home in my heart always Everything I love to do The sun, the sand, the shade The life I live Every room to share Every hold of me near Every not so easy to find care My ride in the morning
is you My home in my heart always Not in love, just love I will always be there Not in love, just love My ride in the morning
is you My home in my heart always 8 12 04 .............
Every time I go to sit along side of my favorite thought I
never find you there as once was my very own I then look at the ride I made to turn my moment Into why make another
day where I won't feel different If only to hold a sun, a breeze, outdoors as seems I won't have anything other
than I see only me The night, the evening, the wait you will be round again How do I then make morning, day my everlasting Wanted or not in these memories, what are they for Why do I need another sky to show through my door To be offered
near everything, my perfect harmony My place of peace hidden away in you, my reason There isn't much more to love
as life away from you ..................................................................................
Those
people to touch me Some I know, some never seen But my writings are of my life My real time on this earth and
why How I was near you at times How I was away Who carried me through For the closeness of my need If I spent my day, night on anyone I would never share how I hold you What away from you meant, means What
watching you now says to me ..............
writing
of Michael around 1993 Going Around Going around I know my baby Close or far If he has something for me Or nothing at all I can tell when he thinks Why he isn't in thought Never following him With him at
all times Love is something within Add then to the outside Still missing the very love Going around Going around ..................
writing of Michael 2009 Isolated Free In this night As so many I
was sure of you Talked into my quiet Strong some days Weak
now Unsure of my time Isolated free Could seem extreem Needed to
speak Needed to be needed As I need You may learn There
is no way out Find all Isolated free 1 07 09 ..............
Old Friends Always Win You know now Our summer nights When missing Those to care true The price high Worth the prayer Old friends always win Gifted trust A wait
through Seems impossible Well you know now My life In a few words Old friends always win You know now My thought In love of a meaning My freedom for you My way now to grow My way
to you Now Where do you go friend Old friends always win .............
Why Only In Your
Words Why only in your words must I leave Why only
in your day must I be Without your presence what is left of me The
very life of me is passing by Not something I so call for my eyes The very mind I keep in thought For my way
to see through tonight The very hold on my world Everything
I lived to create, touch I must understand again from a man A man who asked me to wait A man who pulled on
my arm To show me all he was made of Why only in
your words must I leave Why only in your day must I be Without your presence what is left of me I have been through more than I need I am not saying worse or easy I have trusted
more than I could learn Torn by why you were my very love Why
only in your words must I leave Why only in your day must I be Without your presence what is left of me ...................................................
There is always forever to be with you Always another
day to look into Another way to feel, another thought There is always forever to be with you 10 2 09 ..............
Never
With A Home Again Never with a home again I wait until one within Never with my life I live I think until never again Never within trust Never within heart Never within love I need Never with a home again I wait until one within Never
with my life I live I think until never again Nver
within my hold Never within my touch Never within only my want Never within only my feelings Never within my faith within Never with a home again I wait until one within Never with my life I live I think until never again ...........
I Miss My Heros I miss my heros I miss my heros once close I miss my time in Hollywood One day may make it real again Find me a magic castle Like the one I believe in true Take the way of sound Change how today comes around Bring old friends closer
than memory I miss my heros I miss my heros once
close I miss the dream I once held Though now wouldn't
fit me well I still have deep ties to why I lived Why I cared so, how I waited What you meant to me I miss how my eyes looked The shine inside for you What heart then meant for
love What trust I carried as life I miss my heros I miss my heros once close ........................................
Between Us Somewhere to be one day Something to see in peace Outside turns within always Inside
of my mind in quiet Nowhere to be one days Nothing to see different To speak of what one nights To reach for you
again Between
us Somehow
I believe in you Somewhere within never to want Answers will come from you Waits don't bother me none Battered by wind doesn't
move Casual air I blend with My price for you Has always been free Between us Anything new Do we have to see Between us ..............
Or
Will You In any touch of love along my
way Will never be your love In any song to play during my day Will never be your sun I may hold of life
Will never be your hold In any word spoken The meaning will not be yours This time I now miss you Will never be seen by you The darkness of my night This won't show a deeper hurt In any writing yet I may
write My hardest feelings to get through The loss of you, empty my my heart The reality never with you This
loneliness I stand with You will never know as lonely Or will you ...........
writing of Michael 1998 Even If Alone Forever Even if alone forever Peaceful I will stay I
am quiet in my only desire I will not give away Taken away from you again By a touch of life I don't enjoy By time I never ask to share For thoughts For words aren't mine to use Even if alone forever Peaceful I will stay I am quiet in my only desire I will not
give away In
a direction I don't pray to see Along a motion isn't from me Upon a day outside of my love To fall over my
own night Even
if alone forever Peaceful I will stay I am quiet in my only desire I will not give away ...............................
My Only Friend
Was You My only friend was you My forever known People in my life never to end Travel without feeling These years Belief lost to My life can't you hear My
only friend was you My touch true My only friend was you Never
would you forget me My only friend was you My forever
known People in my life never to end My only friend
was you My touch true My only friend was you ................................
A new story every day Wonder unreal to explain Read into love,
walk through life A way to dream for each other 7-12-09 ........................................................................
One
Small Reason Living in heaven Living
in hell Time always passing Along side of me One
small reason My love for you Living
in wisdom Living in peace Sounds easy Picture perfect Memories never leave One small answer Your love for me I must feel feelings I must give thanks Everything from
you Been wondering now What could I do One
small reason My love for you All
day Never a new day All night Never a new night In every way Does it matter What I say One small reason My love for you ....................
writing of Michael
1993 What Made You Play My Heart What made you play my heart To make you mine tonight As I feel I was born To hold the little I find To reach only what is true From what I know my dream is What made you play my heart Above me knows what is true What made you long
to touch me Every time I longed to be touched by you I
can return to yesterday live again What made you play
my heart To make you mine tonight As I feel I was born To hold the little I find To reach only what is
true From what I know my dream is I know my need,
how I want Who I am, how I feel right How many times I must ask to be alive How many places I have to look This love as my very own The life I was born to hold The little I find to enjoy How I open the sky Just long enough to see the light The eyes to glow for me What made you play my heart To make you mine tonight As I feel I was born To hold the little I find To reach only what is true From what I know my dream is 10 19 93 ..................................................
writing
of Michael after stated death So Many Times
I Thought Of You So many times I thought of you The
meaning to you in my life Everything one wish turned into Tonight I continue to feel Never did I once think twice Always with trust in you Your gift near at my
prayer Your gift near at my thought So many times
I thought of you The meaning to you in my life Everything one wish turned into Tonight I continue to feel Never has a day gone by Without atleast one tear in my eye Sure I found special
people Special people but never enough Always so
sure of you Always to hold on for you Always to wait and watch I still do So many times I thought of you The meaning to you in my life Everything one
wish turned into Tonight I continue to feel ............................................
...to think for the
past 30 years I spent my life writing of you... what was I thinking....... 8 25 10 ....................
My Writing Days My writing days Of winter now My lovely ways Of summer once My wait
for you Through autumn My quiet truth Of spring to call My one heart This all I have My one
love My one life Many turns To notice why I don't need To see you To know Where you
are 11 09
The
gifts of surroundings I fall amid The friendships are there I have made The day, the music, my extra weight No
I am not happy only less afraid For age, date and time, raisings a way All basically seems the same I carry
who I have known as myself I find dreams but not the one I own I've been disbelieved when true and real Months
sent however over how I feel My very most important please to god here To stand where I began for awhile To
know what it's like to hurt and cry edited
from 6 14 02 / 1 25 10 ..................................................
this is always my thought for Michael Give one good reason to listen to you One good thought for my love to you One good need
I will find answer One good want to never want again .................................................
Nice music, a beginning for thought, could be a nice thought more in need for my
heart." 2-13-05
Touching Sounds Touching
sounds hurt the hardest The deepest to leave The worse to forget The music to take the heart The call
of understanding The cry for love That need for real hope answered 1 24 09 ..................
"I never wanted to be myself. I always wanted to be someone else." 5
10 2008
Love In God Love in god The most
innocent of all Life in lord true of life For every day to move along For all I have learned Born of mind, alienated from heart Love in god The
greatest yet to hear A walk down memory, future again To understand, miss reason to feel Look into who do I become One simple meaning of touch Love in god, shy and bright Broken promises, hidden words Love in god the best I know Life in lord all I can say Love in god ................................
Some Thoughts Some thoughts can be left behind Some thoughts stay in one place Some thoughts speak of
real life Some thoughts choose silence Some thoughts won't understand What else could be in the world Where I was that one day
from you Where I stay I continue to play You were too sweet to give away Everytime I walk through you I can speak of true times
alive Tough to feel different, find a change Some thoughts can be left behind Some thoughts stay in one place Some thoughts speak of
real life Some thoughts choose silence Some thoughts won't understand What else could be in the world There were moments I tried
to forget The meaning to you in my love Those special times can never end Some thoughts can be left behind Some thoughts stay
in one place Some thoughts speak of real life Some thoughts choose silence Some thoughts won't understand
What else could be in the world ..........................
"One day I will truly be happy." One day....... 8 19 2008
Will You Ever Come Home Will you ever come home My soul dies every day I'm away from your love My life cries in every way Gone from your arms My love
doesn't know what to do Without your love Will you ever come home 1
23 10 ....................................
My Trust In You Was So Great I can see the moment I waited on you Touch my reason of coloring true How much of my life
I gave for you The words spoken, thoughts held My
trust in you was so great Your friendship never a mistake Love was real from you, from me What appeared as young nights I gave away many fun times What may have been had I changed Where would I be today My trust in you was so great Your friendship never a mistake Love was real from you, from
me Who I hear now until you return Why I stop on this tune once played Not only a song as a radio says Grown reaches I was handed by you My trust in you was so great Your friendship never a mistake Love was real from you, from me ..............................
"Is there a way to replace today?" 09 16 08
Follow The Old Days True I will Follow
the old days true, hear the old songs blue Remember you as I would be in meaning with A walk beyond the sound of
a sea doesn't belong Looks like this
sadness is going to be around awhile Unless you move us forward, bring around a smile Looks like writing will be
my friend in you awhile Hard to say anything
more than I already have Hard to believe you won't answer me again I will Follow
the old days true, hear the old songs blue Remember you as I would be in meaning with A walk beyond the sound of
a sea doesn't belong What time tries
to change seems to remain What I ask from you never fails answered anyway What I find around the next corner I must
wait You won't forget to hear my want from you I
will Follow the old days true, hear the
old songs blue Remember you as I would be in meaning with A walk beyond the sound of a sea doesn't belong I will Follow the old days true, hear the old songs blue Remember you as I would be in meaning with A walk beyond the sound of a sea doesn't belong ...............
I
Miss My Old Days I miss my old days More than I miss life Love What is called home I miss my old days Not always happy Some hard to
get by Always was Always a smile around I miss my old days ...........................
Why I Am Who I
Am Today
Some rains fall just right Other
pains hurt too deep Some laughter is kind Other laughter low to night Some hopes never real Other hopes
my own to feel Some people are now gone Some remain Why I am who I am today Some
cares meaningful Other cares meaningless Some changes good for heart Other changes not so smart Some worlds
well with love Other worlds love without love Some
lives will do anything to live Other lives fight for right within Why I am who I am today Some times are
memorable Other times easy to pass away Some people
are now gone Some remain Why I am who I am today ....................................
On Balboa Island In The Winter Time On Balboa island in the winter time Summer too full of guests In wait of you, until
I return to you On Balboa Island in the winter time From
island to penninsula to island again I ride along this forever life I live Quiet in the day, empty in the night Only the ocean moves my thought to say My home remains far away A peace to run, a walk to spend On Balboa island in the winter time Summer too full of guests In wait of you,
until I return to you On Balboa Island in the winter time To
hold well for a moment, but not heart To watch sails, seek through the yatchts Wander the roads again this years
end Beauty lost inside of my want Remembering along side of my need Collected of my time, am I Called
to for why, a bridge to cross again On Balboa island
in the winter time Summer too full of guests In wait of you, until I return to you On Balboa island in the
winter time ...................................................
If
I don't grow a new heart my old must be warm enough. 9 11 10
My Week In Hollywood My
week in hollywood Once to never then Will all time return Now explain itself A theme of who A thought
on who My week in hollywood ................................
A Precious Mind A precious mind must be left to grow With a clock or two of who knows A precious mind as
a quiet toy A precious mind is hard to find The love for a precious mind at times lost The life, care, world
of warmth, treasure Ease to a precious mind must be gentle A precious mind must be left to grow With a clock
or two of who knows A precious mind as a quiet toy A precious mind, body and soul Heart, spirit do we all really know We look from the ground
into a sky Try looking from the sky into my eyes A precious mind must be left to grow With a clock or two of who knows A precious mind as
a quiet toy ...............
I Only Play Tunes
Care For Me I only play tunes care for me The song
must sing complete I only play with my memories The
days of my life The people in my hello time What
I left behind, why Where I was, in my need now Never to hold today wrong My way of who I am always How I miss, who I miss, why I only play tunes care for me The song must sing complete I only play my real turns The nights of my want Gifts shared I received, why From the very mention of me For my treasure to carry true My never again, moments gone Who I was, everyone to me, why I only play tunes care for me The song must sing complete .........................................
How Did We Have To Live How did we have to live Who did we have to be A thought written of one friend Then I find to the
next Where will this story of mine end Reading along side of a tune What is a meaning now to you From time to time How did we have to live Who did we have to be If I stopped on every word, phrase Corrected all I share I would have lost interest in
you Often
lines sound fun, my interest I leave well alone when I feel How did we have to live Who did we have to be I look beyond imagination I see into real life, the true What isn't taught when younger To some What we learn along our way A thought written of one
friend Then I find to the next Where will this story of mine end Reading along side of a tune What is a meaning now
to you From time to time How did we have to live Who did we have to be ........................
Where
Did My Always With You Go Everyone loves
a good song Relaxing enough to think of life Return into ways once were People precious along one times Given reason to sing along Feel feelings ahead to who Where
did my always with you go Who means the
world to hold A touch once was Could never now be lost Everyone needs the friend cherished Friends cared for now The treasure from you I call
on I wait to hear Once again as my always Where
did my always with you go Who means the
world to hold A touch once was Could never now be lost Where did my always with you go .....................
Feeling
Like Today Peaceful alones always High
times resting on the low Tides of thought flow Giving thanks where thanks belongs Asking for no new things today Following tunes of why Love moves close then
away Feeling like today NYC life and
LA What should I live for now Hoping
for you to come through Come through again soon Leaving some memories behind Walking back around to you Others from my time Feeling like today NYC life and LA What should I live for now Should
I quit writing of you What will I do No repeat ways Not only a song true Feeling like today NYC life and LA What should I live for now Feeling like today NYC life and LA What should I live for
now ..........................
I get so involved in my writing there is no different life. 9 11 10
Not
Easy Not easy to feel any feeling for
you Not easy to write of just anyone Not easy to think of just anyone Not easy to be happy to write sad Not easy to read of just anything Not easy to tell everything I know Not easy to show everything
I show Not easy to live in any way I find Not easy to love in a different time Not easy to feel any feeling for you Not easy to share my days as I do Not easy to rest into my night true Not easy
to explain who I am, why Not easy to settle into quiet time Not easy to feel any feeling for you ....................
There Is Always
One (Forgotten Love) There is always one There is always one forgotten love One forgotten moment never lost One place
to turn when times are tough One thought from missing life somewhere There
is always one hope on the horizon One trusted move never moves on One until this earth is long gone One new
place to find coming sometime There is always one Always one, there is always one There is always one There
is always one stepping stone to live One way back into what we held One color, one sound, one something One
wake of the mind never sleeps There is always one Always one, there is always one There is always one ............................
Sad
Plays With My Eyes Sad plays with my
eyes Sad seems more valuable than All to ask why Sad
takes sadness to write a good word Turn a few then into thoughts of real Hard on my mind if not all of my world Sad takes my feelings through my life Touches my love with
great heart Impossible to live on a different day Sad
plays with my eyes Sad seems more valuable than All to ask why Sad turns my joy into joy at night Take my choice through my delight Follows
me until I recognize Sad plays with my
eyes Sad seems more valuable than All to ask why ..................
Where Do I Want To Go Now Where
do I want to go now Write of who, how What do I want to see, hear Think of, feel, find Grow away from,
grow into Stay with my need, want, wait What do I want to do In comfort with tonight On hold with a day Where do I want to go now California time 8:31pm 12
31 10 ...............................................
Buy A New Day For Who Buy a new day for who Eat, work, sleep as so a boring life Hooking up after to pass the
night by Remembering old times, beginning new Finding words to say, thinking what is true Buy a new day for
who ............................
After All Of These
Years Back in time I return Out of history I run For a few moments Of what is thought What is my reason After
all of these years I feel the same as As when I
waited With all of my faith I would never end How could I believe After all of these years A
melody I don't hear A sight of wonder A new way to care Never more than The first touch from you After all of these years ................................
Sights I Look To Cherish I don't need an award for who I am I need the life I enjoy
I live Sights
I look to cherish I need the casual friendships I remember To be reminded of your love absent How I came to today,
why now To be reminded of your love absent Sights I look to cherish I need the love I enjoy to love Sights I look to cherish 12 24 10 .................................
Show Me Love
Show me love has to love with me Life has to live me, for
me Far from this uncaring world I see Show me love has to love with me 12 24 10 .................................................
Where Did Our Young Days Go Where did our young days go Our always we never thought to throw away Living for the night through old friends Spending
a thought on why I now find Playing time once was my real life Sending what takes a heart by surprise Returning
because of your touch on mine Where did our young days go Our always we never thought to throw away Walking our streets again, our streets never end Our
streets, don't you remember our streets The love we held for eachother could never leave Looking at those turns we took to never change Where did our young days go Our always we never thought
to throw away Where
did our young days go Our always we never thought to throw away But didn't you hear yourself say Living for the night through old friends Spending a thought on why I now find Playing time
once was my real life Sending what takes a heart by surprise Returning because of your touch on mine Where did our young days go Our always we never thought
to throw away .................................................
Unspeakable
Truths Unspeakable truths Some minds
can't understand Unspeakable truths Stories Mysteries Reality Unspeakable truths ..................
"What was mine is mine. What is mine is mine. What will be mine is mine. This is
all is to my life." 6 24 09
My Sweetest Moments My
sweetest moments My peaceful times of you My warmest thoughts My coldest feelings for you My smallest
words My hope inside for you My sweetest moments ...............................
This Night This night When I call out To be heard by you This night This night In everyone There is need for life Love understands How
we grow This night Why we change One time
turns About you, about me This night When
I call out To be heard by you This night This
night My thought Remains on once again Beyond These lost feelings now This night When I call out To be heard by you This night This night When I call out To be heard by you This night ..............
Show Me One Thought Show me one thought More valuable than you for me The time, the life, the love I can't move away from The nights, the days, the
reasons Every time I move to change I fall back
on you again I see lives out and about I don't
hear why become anybody I carry you with me already Show
me one thought More valuable than you for me If
you can show me one thought One thought worth my mind to think I will gladly set my writing aside Show me one thought More valuable than you for me I know I am right No one need explain this to me Show me one thought More valuable than you for me ..............................
Why
We Walk Together Not a puzzle Not
so strange Not unreal Noone to blame Not untrue Not a loss Not a lesson Never will we learn Why we walk together Never far away From each other Not to see Not to hear Not to think Not to believe Not a care Nothing new to me Why
we walk together Never far away From each other Not
of life All for life Not of love All for love Not of time For all time Why we walk together Never far away From each other ..........................
My Touching Yesterdays My touching yesterdays You always there for me I love my old friends The best in the world My touching yesterdays You always there for me 11-4-10 ................................
The Bright Side Of Life The
bright side of life Good for thought and change A
different look on once again Once a memory always today The
bright side of life ..............................
Pain Is What Never Goes Away Pain is what never goes away Last year is over, didn't you hear Love is still alive, I know where No need
to worry, time moves the same Pain is
what never goes away ...........................................
Peaceful Eyes
At Rest Peaceful eyes at rest I feel you in the
air Blown to keep me calm No longer wait to here Once friends as friends always Peaceful eyes at rest Peaceful eyes at rest A song, a story, a home On this side of my life Another
life to share What was to follow then Peaceful eyes at rest Peaceful
eyes at rest Read how please may sound If only to spend my time On love from a child I never held Peaceful eyes at rest ..............................
I
Like The Deep Sea I like the deep sea Heart as more than world Hope as life lasts beyond Care for feelings hard to share Real miracles meant to
feel Silence along with the fear Waits with answers to hear I like true need made for me My change would
be nice please I like the deep sea ...........................
What
Would Be Now What would be now If
I could go back in time Relive true how real my life was I
wish I could go back in time Relive true how real my life was Now find the feelings again shared Change today
from happening here The same people,
same thoughts The streets I walked, who talked The closeness, share the far, had we Hold through the moments
then now What would be now If I
could go back in time Relive true how real my life was So
many missing memories to love The ones I remember I can't touch What would be now If I could go back in time Relive true how real my life was ..............................
Noone Likes To Move On Noone likes to move on When home was love Everything to a young life Everyone to a young want All was to be a young need Noone likes to move on When home was love The days to wake a smile The nights to sleep a smile Never a thought as ending The people with warm hearts Places of travel always real Together never missing Noone likes to move on When home was love Between us couldn't be lost Noone likes to move on When home was love ..................................
the nickname given to me now is Miss Hollywood lol
I
live nowhere I am noone I don't exist to anyone 10
20 10
For Me Whatever time I can find I use on a word to write I been everywhere I need Met
everyone I liked If a friend wants to be true I will share a moment or two I will not change Whatever
time I can find For me ..........
Penninsula
Point Icy rock ways, sandy lands Watered
far aways, green close Penninsula point Grass of one days, times of orange To watch now for clouds
of joy Little church days with loved for wood Icy
rock ways, sandy lands Watered far aways, green close Penninsula
point ................
Like the darkness Too much sadness Missing light.... 10 8 10 ...................................
Steps Of Love
I Find Steps of love I find I don't know more than
music Sounds of time running by Steps of love I find I
look at life from my memories See my travels alive in today Reach through the night again Write a tune to stay
awake Steps of love I find I don't know more than
music Sounds of time running by Steps of love I find If
I would change Could I change Steps of love I find I don't know more than music Sounds of time running by Steps of love I find ..........................
Never
Easy To Believe Never easy to believe In losing you Never easy to believe Never to return to special times Never to replace those special times Never to leave, never to stay Never
to understand why, how Never to imagine you real again Never
easy to believe Never to wait as I once waited Never to say hello, hear you speak Never to grow those same
feelings Never to follow you, walk before you Never to imagine you true again Never easy to believe In losing you Never beside you as was meant to be Never easy to believe In losing you ..........................
This Is Not Just Another Song Night This is not just any song night Move on through time again Read pictures for
a sight Write feelings to make right Listen to live anywhere Love to be not anyone This is not just any
song night ...........................................
"How could I forget who makes me laugh and cry in the same way?"
9 23 10
Every
Day Is A Crazy Day Without You Every
day is a crazy day without you Nothing more to do with my time Life is made of a missing mind Love is lost
to the sound of sky Somewhere in what
is called inside Somewhere in what is called normal As every night is a crazy night for why Every day is a crazy day without you Nothing more to do with
my time Life is made of a missing mind Love is lost to the sound of sky A look for the different to appear A search for the rare of what is near A
care for heart in what heart is Every
day is a crazy day without you Nothing more to do with my time Life is made of a missing mind Love is lost
to the sound of sky Every day is a crazy
day without you Nothing more to do with my time Life is made of a missing mind Love is lost to the sound of
sky ...................................
Those
Old Times One more day To find the
truth Watch my way Along about you Find my real times For my wait See as I Those old times With you Ask of you Cleanse your soul Let us move Falling back on you Let
us play life See who wins Let us bare all I care to understand Those old times With you I don't challenge many I do you Every turn to take Knew as mine Those old times With you .........................
I
Believe In You I believe in you Always
believed in you I hold my love distant Watch from your life Listen to how you feel Thankful how I live Try not to say the same In every new
thought I speak I believe in you Always believed in you I hold my love
distant I send silence to you Secrets move as the need To wait on you I only touch you How you touch
me true Beside you I believe in
you Always believed in you ..................
Breaking Free
Of Reality Breaking free of reality Breaking free
of love Breaking free of life Life as life is now Breaking
free of reality Breaking free of hurt Breaking free of joy I may not believe in Breaking free of reality Cold tears and old wars Breaking free of reality Breaking free of care Breaking free of reason I
don't see as good Breaking free of reality Breaking
free of true Breaking free of want Need I don't ask to hold Breaking
free of reality Cold tears and old wars Breaking
free of reality Poured into my mind Sent for me to think I don't agree with most Breaking free of reality Cold tears and old wars ................................
To
Reach My Next Song To reach my next song I lived every day with you on my mind I waited every night
for a new touch I thought of every way to send my need I believed without fail on your want To reach my next song I held on with a few friends, I still hold I call to you silently all to be heard I watch with intrigue behind closed eyes I wonder for your next turn to mine To reach my next song I
find a mistake to correct you with I live once again what today is, will be I read of my once again for you I
end with a writing or possibly two To
reach my next song .................................
Fun Gets Old Fun gets old As the sun at day light Life wants to travel All of time
lines Fun gets old As the pass
of time Words become cold As often as night Thoughts want to grow Grow beyond now Fun gets old As the sun at day light Life wants to travel
All of time lines Fun gets old
As the rest on love Hurts want to speak As much as joys If not more For the soothe of calm Fun gets old As the sun at day light Life wants to travel
All of time lines ......................
What Can I Share With You Now What can I share with you now Every turn I take isn't new Places to be aren't where I am Sounds to hear are only true Days to see never change Nights to never feel real What can I share with you now A thought never seems to end A new thought never with you A thought together
never lost What can I share with you
now ..........................................
Who Could Explain Reason I Know Who
could explain reason I know Fortune has many desires to play What will tomorrow be of me Something new to say
of an old feeling I just don't know what I can change With how my life is today My writing keeps my alive close You keep my thought moving true Who could explain reason I know Fortune has many desires to play What will
tomorrow be of me Something new to say of an old feeling I
just don't know what I can find to see A way of time in real isn't for me Reading of who, how world is now Reading
of what, why world is now Who could explain reason I
know Fortune has many desires to play What will tomorrow be of me Something new to say of an old feeling ...................
Perfect Times Perfect times, thoughts in mind Once to find, now seems lost Noone else moves
my mind To keep my life real, leave love Hold night
in place, find why Grey skies are cool to watch Sadness warms my touch Perfect times, thoughts in mind Once to find, now seems lost Noone else moves my mind Who is to blame truly now For passed by towns of mine How easy to leave Some will never leave my heart Don't know what would
be new Another move from you Perfect times, thoughts
in mind Once to find, now seems lost Noone else moves my mind ...............................
Hear
Me True Hear me true as I do you, hear
me true Would be lovely to be young again Return back in time with you again Look as I did way back then Feel how easy walking seemed to be The art pics I make of myself Keep my thought in tune with
today I may just make life my way and love You may finally be here to stay Hear me true as I do you, hear me true I heard you sing a bit today, I notice When you are in with another sound Your
age shows at times real nice I can tell when you are close, who tells me Something inside always could wake To let me know you've sent something new I need not spend my time in thought of you You always had a way to hear me true Hear me true as I do you, hear me true .................................
To Find You To find a perfect calm Look into a perfect wave Think a perfect thought Watch a perfect quiet Move a perfect stone Hear
a perfect sound In my perfect wait My perfect peace To
find you To find a perfect day Sleep a perfect
night Hold a perfect way Feel a perfect feeling To
find you To find a perfect hello Seek a perfect
time Reach a perfect together Run a perfect mile To
find you ................
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