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W 46 writings
With The Way
I SacrificeWith the way I sacrifice
For this
love of my life
Give how I do for your name
Live within my heart true
Listen until I hear my need
Wait
on you from my peace
Anger over you, never complete
To seem, my alone as always
With the way I sacrifice
For everyone around me
To hear about you
To hold my memory of you
To
fight bitterness away
To watch day after day go by
Morning again now to my eyes
With the way I sacrifice
I bow down for you
Don't you think I have feelings
With the way
I sacrifice ------------------------- With YouWith you, I hold respect
With you, this meaning to reason
With you, why to hear
God for one or another
With you, I must sleep within
With you, no question to understand
With you, how to
see
God for one and another
With you, I won't fight
With you, our together light
With you, shy as I may
seem
God for one as another
With you, my home away from home
With you, my anger and my storm
With you,
my peace again I feel
God for one after another
God for one or another
God for one and another
God for
one as another ----------------------- With You In My DarkNot one thought
Not one move through my yester year
For here and now I live
However
I must feel
I see me enough as I read
In mood changes and sadness, tears and all
With you in my dark
How are you to be loved
The Lord between us I choose
To love why
I walked
away from you now returned
With you in my dark
Far from imagination
do I ask
The most joy and smiles, laughs and hows
Handsomely of your beauty
And my future is off limits
With you in my dark
For answers are still missing here
To love you
why
With you in my dark -------------------------------------------- With Your Splendid Prettiness Not IWith your splendid prettiness not I
Bring your blue into my sight
Until only our feelings to feel
Are
you from you and I
To drive deep into our heart
As we reach for our nothingness
On our mind without our thought
A beauty of no one but us to share
There's nothing wrong in our emptiness
Ever so hard to move
To have you
then can only remain
Then a blanket of us with our eyes
Love when you are to hold me
How real is our time
Touched with splendid prettiness
I'm not different than your life
Unless I close into us only
In only my
alive
With your splendid prettiness not I
With your splendid prettiness not I --------------------------------------- Within Every Season To ChangeWithin every season to change
I know my talent well
From wherever I stand
To think of you
In whatever I need feel to want
However lonely I believe
However empty within my heart
Never a moment do I forget
In this so absence of your love
For how shy I truly
live
Within every season to change
I know my talent well
I take you with me everywhere
In silent peace, angry emotion
The clouds may speak
I wouldn't hear
I lay my hold down
Within every season to change
I know my talent well
Within every season to change
Within every season to change -------------------------------------- Within The Life Of My GiftsWithin the life of my gifts
The door open to peace
This moment I may stand
Within
the life of my gifts
Touched by love, never moved
Satisfied by sound, true tears used
Real of person, never
only imagine
Spoken honest however the hurt
Empty at hold unless my writing
Within the life of my gifts
I have never fallen to stay down
I have never called in wrong
Chosen of
alone easy
I have never had to wish
Within the life of my gifts
For now, however long now may be
Within the life of my gifts
The
door open to peace
This moment I may stand
Within the life of my gifts ------------------------------------- Within
This World Of My DesireWithin this world of my desire
I can't believe you will turn away
The losing of you I may see
How I spend my depth of sea
Never just another
day gone by
Within this world of my desire
Held by spirit in prayer
of peace
Spoken I was told to answer my hope
Reason of who I am and heart
Within this world of my desire
I can't believe you will turn away
The losing of you I may see
When though I must continue to survive
Together or without you close
To
read through any pain
Within this world of my desire
I can't believe
you will turn away
Within this world of my desire
I can't believe
you will turn away
Within this world of my desire ------------------------------------- Within Your LifeWithin
your life is how you know I feel
Within your love, your world
How you have touched for the way I need
Longed
beyond your mind, heart
I can not become any other, and you
I can not want anymore than I do
Within your hold
I know so well
Within your care
Within your life is how you know I feel
Within your life -------------------- Within Your PainWithin
your pain
Everytime I should ask for grace
I want you to be mine
Everytime I should give, receive praise
I turn into the story I write
I want you to miss me
Within my only emptiness I use
When I only want your
melody
Within your pain
I only want your feelings
Your angers I like
Within my only loneliness
I
need not listen
To know your next words
I need not watch you
To understand you
Within your pain
Within
my only day
Within your pain I am
Within your pain ----------------- Without A Dream To RunWithout a dream to run
Everything remains the same
To make do with small places
Get just as cold as
large
Don't think there is a difference
In the touch of how
Once travelled away from the world
Then to
return to look again
Without a dream to run
Everything remains the
same
Today won't know what had been
Only you aware within
With or without the choice to give
As to understand
The mind can be lost anywhere
Your loves need will carry on
Trust me I been in fear
I walked on ice broken
under me
Earth to crumble below me
Without a dream to run ------------------------------------- Without HumanityWithout mountains
Without sea
Without humanity
To reach whoever I am
How
I feel, love, and need
I am not one to leave
My eyes sight, my tears
My hearts hold I live
My souls destiny
I touch
Without mountains
Without sea
Without humanity
Free and home I will become
Anyone God can
claim
I can run my own want
My time down, my peaceful thought
Without mountains
Without sea
Without
humanity ------------------------------ Without Sight Of YouFor the longest time
With age, sound of your voice
For the strangest why
I
find life hard to let go of you
I find love worded as I need true
I find you listen to my thought
I find you
share in my prayer
I find I breathe a sigh of deep
Without sight of you
For the longest time
With age,
sound of your voice
For the strangest why
I find not only a tune to hum
I find home to hold and if
I find
a loss if never you close
I find an end to understand
If I never find you again
Without sight of you ---------------------------- Without You AgainWithout you now
Without you again
Todays rainbow appeared
I don't know why
Never to see you
I walk my only love
Along side of my
thought
What are you doing now
Once you were in my tonight
Without you now
Without you again
Or only a cloud
I still wonder
A lonelinees to disappear
A hope to realize
A wonder in emptiness
Without you now
Without you again
Without you again ------------- Without You To Look Forward ToWithout you to look forward to
I won't need these next years
For on this empty avenue
I won't want my heart
In how long yet to travel
Without you to look
forward to
I will only miss you again
And how so many times til now
Without my meaning to love
I won't
need life
Without you to look forward to
I won't be who I am
Or
who I might become
As the sky of this view
The remove of your hand from mine
Never to see you as real
How
I thought of you
Without you to look forward to ------------------------------------ WhyWhy must I explain
Alive of my own memories
Why must I say
anything
A take of my own feelings
Why must I reason
Reason my need of true
A listen at my door
What
was I to know
What was I to see
These days I find
The wins, the losses
Why must I explain
Alive of
my own memories
Why must I say anything
A take of my own feelings
Why must I reason
Reason my need of
true
A listen at my door
Why must I explain
Why must I explain of you ---------------------- Why Are We ApartIf my writing is only to be you
Why are we apart
Why are we apart
In I know what mind can do
Remember life and love I understand
To reach my hand to you
Should I need ask again
In my writing only my way
To hold what is yours for me
Send only of how true
To know you have gotten through
If my writing
is only to be you
Why are we apart
How of my writing only for you
My writing only to you
My writing only of you
If my writing is to
be only you
Why are we apart
If my writing is to be only you
Why
are we apart ------------------------- Why Aren't You Close NowWhy aren't you close now
Why do you continue to seem unreal
I know though you are
true
Tomorrow just isn't here yet
When will I never write again
About you away
My heart is with yours
My life can't live like this
Always so hurt and alone
Why aren't
you close now
How ever long I spend on you
Never to think I must forget you
True feelings never leave behind
The need of now again
These years have not changed me
In whatever seen, waited on
I still miss you
I
will continue to miss you
Why aren't you close now ------------------------------------- Why Aren't You Here NowWhy aren't you here
now through all
My friend says as I feel true
Love tears at why hearts are torn
Life was given to you to share
with mine
Why aren't you here now
You think wrong to speak different
You hide behind the world, not God
The Lord writes all, this is his song
Made by the real of your house
Why
aren't you here now
You think deep inside is a dream
There is nothing about a dream with me
You think I over
come every hurt
You need to take a closer look
Now I don't mind most of time
By tomorrow these words will be
gone
Only you exist as more than a man
Remember you carry your spirit in your hands
Why aren't you here now through all
Why aren't you here now -------------------------------------------- Why Bright, Why DimWhy bright, why dim
Don't explain again
Why bright, why dim
Some love grows old
What is to tell
How to feel
When to wear
Some love replaced
Change doesn't change
Love can be replaced
Why
bright, why dim
Don't explain again
Why bright, why dim
I try,
I tried
Freedom still reigns
To forget has been
How alive is alive
Why bright, why dim
Don't explain again ------------------- Why Can't I Be HeardWhy can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
I don't want to live in the crowd
My mind calls for peace within your love
Before
today and after tomorrow
I like purity to learn
I like how your touch remains
I don't need a new laugh
I
am happy in my heart
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
In you I have everything
My thought to remain of you
From your way
into my memory
With ease in my quiet
I don't need anything more
Why
can't I be heard
I could not ask for more
Why can't I be heard
I could not ask for more --------------------- Why
Can't You Love MeYou can make me walk miles alone
You can make me feel down
Do your best to change me
Then why can't
you love me
You ask me to live for anyone but me
Ask me to settle
for less than I am
Make me think anything I want
Then why can't you
love me
You forget I live
You forget I want
You forget I love
You forget I get cold
Some days so hot
You forget the little I believe is mine
But then why can't you love me
You can stop my happiness so easy
You can stand in front of me smiling
Until you never cease to amaze me
Then
why can't you love me
Why can't you love me -------------------------------- Why CryingTalk to me from heart
From the Lords eyes
Without name, fame, and luck
Peace to survive
Friends
love eachother
I need not write more
Why crying
Belief in a prayer never answered
Who to know true
How to understand
Holding
on or letting go
Why crying
How
cold houses are
How to listen, to find listening for
Love, truly now
Life, truly how
Who will you become
Why crying ---------------- Why Did, Nobody Could CareWhen I listen for care
Why did, nobody could care
Only to
come through
On a child without choice
On a want to wait
On this assure of you again
In these feelings
I find
In this love to stay within
Within this peace of my mind
As I hold this life
This room of not much
around
But a laugh of my hurt
Taken awhile to show all
Good about the right touch
When I listen for care
Why did, nobody could care
Only to come through
On a child without choice
On a want to wait
On this
assure of you again -------------- Why Do I Admire YouBe
gentle now
Do I listen to what you say
Or who you are to me
Do I hold your love
Never with too much to
see
Why do I admire you
Day in and day again
Life is this why
My want do you send
Nothing more I
need
Do you break my silence
Why do I admire you
Do you bring fantasy real
Do you make hard seem easy
Night not so cold
And my one way to turn
For the good man you are
Do you show my true feelings ----------------------------- Why Do I Have To Miss YouWhy do I have to miss you
With grey skys I am not home again
When
I feel to try to make you see
How does my day pass
When planets aren't my dream for life
Deep ocean travels
tonight
What is the true heart of a melody
Real words of a song I seek
Why do I have to miss you
Real stars no care to rain or shine
I
don't hear you seems wrong
Shouldn't you be my thought now
Underground or above
For distasteful this wait continues
But I am the one worn down by loss
I am your sun I asked to receive
Why
do I have to miss you
With grey skies I am not home again
Why do I
have to miss you ------------------ Why Do I Live My LifeNever warm in your arms
Never touched by your hands
Never
real to your mind
Why do I live my life
I ask so many times
I
only hold my writing
To send how I feel
Why do I live my life
Always
in this loneliness I sit
Withdrawn in my love for you
What is wrong
with you loving me
What is wrong with you being mine
What is wrong in this morning again
Why do I live my life
Quiet to lay in peace
But never with you near me
Why do I live my life
I ask so many times
Why do I live my
life --------------------- Why Do I Long For My FriendAre you in my day every day
Do you sleep in my night every night
Do you move my
eyes, my body
Then why do I long for my friend
Why do I have a mind to live
How do you understand how I feel
What inside moves my world
When I speak I need do you listen
Why do I long for my friend
Are you wrong when
you believe right
Turn then to reach for me
How does sorrow never soothe my pain
Why do I long for my friend
You say you know me so well
Then why do I sit here now
Why do I have a mind to live
Why do I long for my
friend
Why do I long for my friend
Why do I have a mind to live
Why do I long for my friend -------------------------- Why Do I Reach To You AgainWhy do I reach to you again
With only want
to have your love
With only life to live for you
In my everyday time and need
For how wrong you are still to
be gone
Haven't I said this before
Haven't I shed enough tears
Haven't I written of my feelings
In oh so many ways
Why do I reach
to you again
Do I not plan to dream different
Do I never plan to understand
Will I always remain the same
I have tried everything I can
I have
been true
I have listened for you
I have waited through everything
Why
do I reach to you again
For how wrong you are still to be gone
Why
do I reach to you again -------------------------- Why Do I Still Wonder Of YouWhy do I still wonder of you
So sure of you to feel
How do I always know you
Your laugh, your cry,
your appeal
For love, life, happiness
Eyes in beauty, time in wish
Dream, want for need
Body, mind in
hands
Person, place, and thing
Name only another of attention
Interest, music, write, play, or sing
Act,
dance, to never move today
Words, thoughts, meanings real
Never dim in my light
With truth as much as pain
to heal
Past as now, future, and the will
Why do I still wonder of you
So sure you carry me to feel
How
do I always know you
Your laugh, your cry, your appeal -------------------------------- Why
Do I WriteWhy do I write
Why do I think
Why
must every word speak
What must every word say
What do I reach for
What do I try to explain
What do I
want
What do I need
Why do I write
What do I look for
When I read of you
What do I see
How do
I listen
How do I understand
What meaning in you
What reason of me
What is now
What could be
What
once was to me ----------------- Why Do People Not Believe MeWhy do people not believe me
Every time I look back into my life
I read the so many
thoughts I write
The memories I walk, a dreams world
A nightmares way, a loves want
Every time I sit down to
watch
How far I in you have grown along
How true you have to word answered
Every change chosen, melody the
same
Why do people not believe me
How once again you silence my mind
Only in how many more times
Every
time I laugh about dieing inside
Your hurt I enjoy
When I move what next will be
Should I hold this writing
aside
As the so many I yet to complete
About you, about me, to understand why
To try to explain
Why do
people not believe me ------------------------------------------ Why Do People Sing Sad SongsWhy do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life
Why do people sing sad songs
Carry on unreal emotions
Throw away
love from God
Leave home for house
Cry to laugh, laugh to cry
Why
do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life
Why do people sing sad songs
Believe in a share of time
Pray to raise with a wrong
Why do people sing sad songs
Touch the hearts of hurt souls
Bring old pain to life
Why do people sing sad songs --------------------------------- Why Do You Like To See Me CryI don't bring you to tears wrong
Why do you like to see me cry
Send me away from my home
For every time I begin to live my life
You
take from me as I am no one
You lead my spirit onto a foreign sea
I never asked or need dream of
Why do you like to see me cry
I don't bring you to tears wrong
Why do you like to see me cry
Send me away from my home
Raised is for warmth in heart
Not cold and
bitter thought
To write from loneliness is a gift
More to share with my forever love
A false closeness is not
good to hold
Why do you like to see me cry
I don't bring tears to
you wrong ------------------------------------- Why Don't I Find YouWho is loving who here
Until when disappears
I still don't see my love appear
To stand aside of anywhere
To look into anyone
I never seem to find
How is it I never find you
Why don't I find you
Should I live this earth
Without my peace in you
For the
hold cares
Care for me as I do
I only long to understand
How
is it I never find you
Why don't I find you
Should I live this way
for always
In this world is so untrue
How is it I never find you
Why
don't I find you
Why don't I find you ----------------------- Why Don't You Belong To AnyoneShould you ask of me a star to swing upon
Ask for any need you please to shine along
Ask to imagine but love or life time
Why don't you know what to see
Why don't you belong to anyone
Should
you ask to take a feeling
Make it true make it your own
I know you want today to be yours
Ask for as well your
way to move around
Have not a thought to send you down
Have not a right then isn't your own
Why don't you know
what to hear
Why don't you belong to anyone
For I can't seem to find you always
Always left out and alone
Are you sure you are meant to be wrong
Why don't you know what to read
Why don't you belong to anyone
Why
don't you know where to be
Why don't you belong to anyone --------------------- Why Don't You LaughWhy don't you laugh
Can you not find a funny thought
Can you not notice a funny sight
Why don't you laugh
Can you not hold
a funny woman
Can you not touch a funny man
Why don't you laugh
Can you not hear a funny sound
Can
you not feel a funny feeling
Why don't you laugh
Why don't you laugh
Can you not be a real person
Can you not be a false heart
Can you not example one moment
Can you not be your child --------------------------- Why Don't You Want To Be TrueWhy don't you want to be true
All words are a jumbled mess
Feelings of choices stolen away
A gift
of lonely less than a fried
Don't speak of memories
The loss of life and family
Love gone by, time, want, need
After the rain and season
Every year I come to this
Why don't you want to be true
Let the Lord move my heart
Your thanks never reaches my hands
I realize all can't be that bad
Why don't you want to be true
All words
are a jumbled mess
Feelings of choices stolen away
A gift of lonely less than a friend
Why don't you want to
be true
Let the Lord move my heart
Your thanks never reaches my hands ---------------------------------- Why Have I ThoughtWhy I believed, why have I wanted
Why I needed, I remained so alone
Why have I thought
At the end
of my writing you would be along
But my writing continues on
More and more if for you
Or is there you on this
earth
Is there you I tell myself
How wondering have I become
Where do these ideas come from
To follow
through to enjoy or not
All from love, why have I thought
Why I believed, why have I wanted
Why I needed, I
remained so alone
Why have I thought
Or is there you on this earth
Is there you I tell myself
Or is there
you on this earth
Or is there you, why have I thought
Why have I thought ----------------- Why Is There A Sky Of FreeHow wrong I understand
I must see
To deeply want, to deeply need
In thought to hear, in not to feel
Cling true, stand real
My
place for peace
My only windows opening
My door to close, my only sea
What is the sound behind me
Why
is there a sky of free
Slowly driven lost, known of my right
Your spirit from my heart with life
Is there no
more to touch
No more to take with me
Only ours to share, now or later
What is this sound in front of me
What is this sound around
My spirit from your heart with love
What is this sound I believe
Why is there a
sky of free ----------------------- Why Live Behind MeIn much needed love from you I hold
Though I can say this in imagination
Only I know how far I have grown
And who has been near for me
Then today would be my new thought
Of the old
in true reminiscence
As I had a dream once when a child
I now carry this with me
But why live behind me, why
live behind me
Or should I have life to change tonight
When I understand so many reasonings
How I spend my
now and wants
Hell or heaven, high water over me
But eventually I see you the same
Then why live behind me,
why
Even choiceless here if I may seen
Why live behind me, why live behind me
And I could also quote phrases
of many ways
But why live behind me, why become different
Why live behind me, why live behind me --------------------------------------------- Why Lose Another YearWhy lose another year
Why freeze outside in nevers
Why believe in anyone over
And if I held a far need
Why love just to believe
What good is thought free to enjoy
I never receive in return
good or wrong
I fight with life better than live
Until thanks then I wait long to hear
My only town has always
been you
Killing more is honest truth
And safer alone grows easier
Or an earth for my eyes sound ahead
But
rest I may belong to no other
To agree with something I feel
Or in this too hard to care
As you aren't sitting
here
Well it's no fun being different
Why lose another year
--------------------- Why Must
I CryHow to write, to feel
Where to live, now
lives
A move of heart, of home
I can't understand
Why must I cry
To share, wonder, how empty
Express
important to myself
To miss you, touching
Sight on thought of you
Busy with love to fall
I can't listen
to all
Far and only a thought view
A work of hard for you
How to write, to feel
What I need, I wish
Don't think it matters to you
Now to spend silence true
Why must I cry at all
Let me know one day soon --------------- Why NotWhy not live the right life
Remove the evil from your mind
Ask for peace and live peace
Cause pain where pain belongs
Why not love the right love
Give your thanks the
right way
In quiet and alone with me
Without a tell of how
Why not hold freedom right
Choose each day
with a smile
Carry heart with clean hands
Before you wash your frown
Why not turn within your truth
Not
all truth feels of togetherness
Why not explain without telling me
Why not live the right life
Remove the evil
from your mind
Ask for peace and live peace
Cause pain where pain belongs ---------------------------- Why Not Tell
AllFor sorrow to the hurt
This may never be enough
For I don't know the sun
I don't know the moon
Some days I don't know the earth
Through imaginable sense
Of my choice to live
How to believe against the untrue
I earned my stolen childhood end
Stayed alive to see
my life now
What love is to speak for
Everyone uses sex
Make me listen to what I need to hear
To treasure
the air I breath
My trust in you has always remained
Why not tell all
For sorrow to the hurt
This may
never be enough
Why not tell all ------------------------- Why
Should I Love You FatherWhy should I care
Why
should I love you father
Why should I call you
You ask to believe you love me
But I don't feel your touch
Maybe it is true
I am still too young
But all I need from you
You never give enough
My life isn't very
much
I understand your birth of me
Only you ask I believe in you
I learn more when I don't
I understand
protection
Then why should I love you father
Why should I care
Why should I love you father
Why should
I call you
Why should I love you father ------------------------ Why Sing The SongWhy
sing the song
For the joy of why sing the song
Why sing the song
Is every true wrong paid for
Every true hurt mentioned
Every single
move made honest
Manner of heart uncared for where gone
Slain by mind or body
Then why sing the song
For the joy of why sing the song
Why
sing the song
Is every tomorrow remembered
When the memory forgets as unending
Is every payment on stone as
who, what
A perception I must express
Then why sing the song
For
the joy of why sing the song
Why sing the song
Why sing the song ------------------- Why To Touch Me AgainEveryone remembers memories true and real
No care to who you are, what you have
Everyone
within my life, spoken or not
Often silence is the better way out
Unless to tell every side of love
I will
listen to recognize you Why to touch me again I have feelings
and honesty
To tell every side of life Everyone knows how to try, give right
Everyone unless
out to fool you wrong
Everyone remembers memories true and real
No care to what you are, when you wake Everyone
sleeps dreams, nightmares to make
Often silence is the better way in
Unless to tell every side of time
I will
listen to recognize you Why to touch me again
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