Again I Want
I want to write
Only not always of missing you
I want to feel
Only not
always low, away
I want to think
Only not always of you gone
I want to live
Only not always of wanting
you
I want to love
Only not just for love
I want to need
Only not need without you real
I want to
want
Only not always in want alone
I want to care
Only not always care outside of home
I want you near
Only until now never are you
I want again today and tonight
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A Choice Of A Threat
A choice of a threat
This is livings call
A whole of a lot
This is lovings hold
A good for someone
A written without thought
A rest in the night
A call to noone
Only a believe to need
A memory to bring true
A course to create care
A
preference of rejection to be heard
Together is a force
An enjoyment seen from emptiness
A peace I don't
belong
My eyes have to see me
My life time must
lead
My breath must move me
A choice of a threat
I must be free
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A Dream To End I Can't Begin
I have to hide within my own life
Can't trust to be held within my own love
I run into day but I don't need one
Pushed to throw my night away
Until I can't get the door to open
Can't get the hall to let me through
These windows hope for loss not win
My imagination is missing
When this is a writing nothing more
A way to choose to say I
hear
This is a writing nothing more
A dream to end I can't begin
Then I find a memory I don't mind
To play with for awhile
Only I can't now use my own remembering
To move the memory along
But this is a writing nothing
more
A way to choose to say I see
This is a writing nothing more
A dream to end I can't begin
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A Gift From The Lord Answered
You promised
upon my very silence
The want I held never to leave
When I never failed you in my loneliness
Never when with
tears in my eyes
Never did I run out of ways to write
I have my lifes touches to turn
For this one small heart
of my thought
A prayer every day for your love
I
know where you cry and why
A gift from the Lord answered
Never to move until I ask
What is mine to example you
Before you made one choice into another
20
years into one day is childs play
Now never do I need understand you
A gift from the Lord answered
A look beyond
how far away now
I wrote the story only once
A
gift from the Lord answered
In a gift from you arms
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A Good Song
I don't know who you believe I am
But I do know where I have been
Why I sit silent in my thought
What I have asked to live I want
I stay with who I am every day
Well then in this time why don't you read
A good song has never been enough for me
A good song will never be enough for me
How the Lord gives I follow deeply
Of the very few people I let sing to me
Believe
me they have to touch me
I would never settle for less
Along my journey of heart and wish
A good song has never
been enough for me
A good song will never be enough for me
If you as your alive don't believe me
I have nothing more to say to you
My need is too precious to
change as well
A good song has never been enough for me
A good song will never be enough for me
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A Little Missing Of You
What am I doing today
Sitting here writing my life away
Listening for your next touch
I need
Waiting to see how you move
It's been awhile
A little missing of you
Between us is a lot to me
Windless clouds, the sea
Without your hills feeling
is untrue
A little missing of you
Never mistaken though
Never meaningless in thought
Always for love from
you
Always for why
A little missing of you
What am I doing today
Sitting here writing my life away
Listening
for your next touch I need
Waiting to see how you move
A little missing of you
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A Great Loss
A great loss to lose your love
A missing thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain inside
A life
down in my heart
An emptiness I've never known
I had you always to look on
I never could imagine you gone
Forever forgotten to forget you now
A great loss to
lose your love
A missing thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain inside
Sleepless nights never end
Turns of whys in again
As I won't believe you gone
I won't understand for I shouldn't
A great loss to lose your love
A missing thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain inside
A great loss to lose your love
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A
Little Tired Sometimes
In who I am
When I read
of the many feelings I had
When I sit alone to think of why
How I believe to live to try
Where I begin to want
to write
What the end would become
The fun, the hurt, the always to continue
A little tired sometimes in who I am
When I remember all of these words
The people
I held onto so long
The faith, the trust, the truth shown
The lies about me never undone
A little tired sometimes to quit
From my first funny pictures of thought
These
now unsure tomorrows
I decided through anything found
The greatest of the best I would become
Therefore, I
might as well show real
A little tired sometimes in no care
A little tired sometimes in who I am
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A
Baby Cut
A baby cut this is all
A healing with
the right care
A left alone to feel
I needed as real
An only guy, so much a boy
A look into my heart
A look away to learn
A baby cut to mend
My back
broken once again
A hold of time to spend
A forgiven, forgotten, remembering
A reach to touch
A listen
to my once hope
A baby cut for my happiness
A life to live
My arms heavy to carry
My longings, many over
For this song writer to breath
A baby cut, I had to
believe
A baby cut for my hands
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A Reach Of A Feeling
What is the point to love
The reason for thought to life
A reach of a feeling
What is the meaning to
need
The want every day to wake
A reach of a feeling
Why do people produce anything
Definitions for show, answer
Create stories, books of record
Night is what it is nothing more
I see well in front of me
I hear the same behind
Why can't I get through
Inside of the drive to time
A reach of a feeling
What is this all about
Songs with words to understand
Melodies to hum around
A reach of a feeling
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A Song Writer Like Me
A song writer like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer like me
Gets
nothing from above
In shoes too big for my feet
I
always walk the same
There's never any speciality
I know there's love somewhere
I never find love for
me
There's noone anywhere for me
A song writer
like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer like me
Gets nothing from above
A song writer like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer like me
Gets
nothing from above
A song writer like me
A song
writer like me
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About Me
No
one has surprized me more than you
No one ever will
For my love to lay inside of you
I will not know better
In every sight seen
The most elegant places to travel
Noone has learned more than you
About me
I want you to know in my memory
There you also spoken to hear
With so many ways to send feelings
Only one could I need from you
Never to touch in body
You answer this
With life, your love to spend
Gifts of every imaginable
No one has learned more than you
No one has surprized
me more than you
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About The Bark On A Tree
About the bark on a tree
The setting of the sea
The suns
lonely shine
Even if it is the only way
On the sky so blue
Not over me and you
This isn't on my mind
Not for the thoughts I find
Life as a hold above
Doesn't live from my love
Doesn't love me for love
Doesn't want what I need
Doesn't need
what I want
About the bark on a tree
Doesn't
dream my dream
Hear how I listen
Though I sit in peace
I am not in seek
About the bark on a tree
About
the bark on a tree
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Above Your Arms
Dedication of your life to mine
My deepest sea of need
Into your love for mine
To run my heart of you
To have you sing your heart for me
This was my prayer
To lead you to the Lord most
of there
My hold, my hope alive
My longing of time to understand
Above your arms
My wait on you to answer
My talk to live
My share of your creation
Your
touch to my emptiness
Your spirit, your warmth
Above your arms
How my care for you hurt
Forever more
Above your arms
Above your arms
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After How Am I
After years
of living for the same thoughts
After turns of thinking for the same life
After words of writing for the same hold
After days of why don't I just stay cold
Then after reaches of faith in the same need
After calls of who not
everyone else of me
After when only I want not a whole city
After what do you see to believe
To count my blessings
but count for me
After my quiet I ask never to hear
After you in after truth respects
A simple request from
you I make
After mistake and after, after mistake
Forgiveness is too free and easy to change
After any age,
after I can't speak you away
Then after you so careful I touch
Only you break me easier than to love
How
are you now after how am I
After how am I
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After
This Day Now
After this day now
I have more than
one thought
I use more than one touch of mind
Though how right I stay in one belief
But I look through many
ways of eyes
After this day now this as well is my life
Not so sheltered as I would have liked
Raised by many people
Only most important to my love
The very little
I need becomes true with you
After this day now then
answered real
Or from you how could anyone not receive
Or to you how could anyone not give
When if you were
mine how wanted
Yet I never find more than my dream again
After this day now to you
To you after this day now
So determined there again returns
Will there come
an end to tonight
After this day now
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A Long Time Ago
A long time ago
Only memories to know
Feelings once shown
Hurts in carry
on
A long time ago
Only memories to know
Thoughts
to release
Sleep to escape
A long time ago
Only
memories to know
No where new to travel
No one new to love
A long time ago
Only memories to know
No thing new to look for
No one new to find
A long time ago
Only memories to know
A long time ago
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A Night Of Pages To Turn
A night of pages to
turn
This you leave me with
To understand songs play all day
Some tunes light, some deep heart
Yours
catch my love
Your mind better for my thought
A
night of pages to turn
Understanding for my hold
My place to pave the Lords way
A night of pages to turn
Close or far my want falls to you
A night of prayers to learn
To look at memories or create one
Anywhere
I may be
You catch my love
Your mind better for
my thought
A night of pages to turn
A night of
pages to turn
This you leave me with
A night of pages to turn
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A Real Laugh Is Hard To Come By
A real laugh is hard to come by
An honest tear, a joy inside
Time to speak true, time to trust
To
play life real is rare to feel
To hear true, to live then
To defend a friend
Baby you know if I love you
A real laugh is hard to come by
If I still depend on you
To give the best heart
To send all you want
To say a real prayer from me
Go ahead say my prayer
To throw
away yesterday, to keep
For my open door, my closed need
A real life is hard to live
Your memory always to exist
A real laugh is hard to come by
A spirit of
mind
A real laugh is hard to come by
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A Travel Can Be Slow To Understand
A travel can be slow to understand
Learned of more than many or none
In ways of life of fear
Spoken
hard, spoken easy
Down on luck, high to live
Used by meanings of love
Written of all people, thoughts
Forced
in time to stop
A travel can be slow to understand
Shared in imagination
Along side of the real
Amazed at age and wisdom
Questioned of everything
Sleep
at any hour
Awake on any doorstep
A travel
can be slow to understand
But the day moves on again
Let go of you and me, held on
A travel can be slow to
understand
A travel can be slow to understand
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Abused Alove Of An Own Way
Abused
alive of life so many people
Abused to sleep at night
Abused until to wake
Abused alove of an own way
Abused
in time and place, everything
Abused on a look to better days
Abused to remember the sadness
Abused for the
happy alones
Abused for what's inside of me
Abused alove of my own way
Abused under this beautiful sun
Abused with the clouds
Abused on how to believe
Abused once in awhile and always
Abused on a walk around
Abused to feel back down
Abused alive of life so many people
Abused to sleep at night
Abused until to wake
Abused alove of an own way
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After Christmas
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
If to stay well, be at peace
This new year won't leave you
Without the right people in your life
If anybody could
I could reach you
I could need to be told I love you
Until I wonder
If there is anyone with me now
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
One will never do you anything wrong
Held away in passing of alive
Could be is the
only time
You would understand togetherness
I won't let you down
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
After
Christmas, after now
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Again Today
Over and over and over again
You let me down
How I feel about myself
You steal from my life
Where
I live, to love, to care
You take for only your need
Again today, again I see
I see only the same
Oh, I listen for my change
I hear only the same
You
bring anger into my heart
Strangers of thought keep away
You bring tears and alone
I won't become as anybody
Again today, again I see
I see only the same
Oh,
I listen for my change
I hear only the same
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A Friend To Be Found
When someone never lets you down
A friend to be found
To understand
the way of life
Look through the day with love
In hand of true inside need
Safely at peace in heart
Never
to care much for self
When someone never lets you down
A friend to be found
When someone never lets you
down
Welcomed silent to seek
I wouldn't want another thought
Another kiss of quiet
Along memories,
a changable sky
Tears drop of your laugh gone
When someone never lets you down
A friend to be found
When someone never lets you down
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A Joy My Win
I moved away to forget
How
wrong time can be
As the same I ask today
I did not ask to see through
Preyed down upon never to trust
Withdrawn
and alone
To need removed, to want lost
I would not take a let down
How long of my wait was true
How I
would look at you
A joy my win wherever to stand
Without picture always the same
Held of you as I could
Struggled through whatever I found
That kid you were
to grow one day
Satisfied to please me
Nothing strange, nothing unaware for
Your strength spoken well
A
joy my win, my love and life
A joy my win
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A Lie Is Not My Way To Feel
A lie is not my way to feel
Not a thought on my mind
Not a need, want, care,
dream
I'm tired of rhyme
People and love
A lie is not my way to feel
Who should you be to me
My life from you as who
Old now, how far
Carried
by time, how close
Not a thought on my mind
Not a need, want, care, dream
I'm tired
of rhyme
People and love
A lie is not my way to feel
A lie is not my way to feel
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A Little As God Comes Around
I
know you beyond time
You need not think of how
A little as God comes around
By far though not perfect inside
My fortune has a place for why
The word wait without
care
I use every day as painless
Sacred has its place
I can not exchange
With the sun to move me, the clouds
I know your wonder well
I know you beyond now
You need not think of how
A little as God comes around
A little different than me
I understand when and where
I know you beyond all
You need not think of
how
A little as God comes around
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A Free Choice
A final way
to feel
A never look back again
A read of words once thought
A use of time in heart
A love from God
A life from Lord
A grown way of good
A way to now move
A free choice
A talk to you at times
A wait to watch you read
A wonder do you hear
A listen
about me
A once in awhile
A different touch I give
A many meanings can be found
A warm outside of cold
A cold to hold right
A free choice
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A Foreign Language I Cry
Too sad to hear
Too calm to forget
A foreign language I use
I protect
my feelings
Don't leave your love on my hands
Always held accountable
For anything I may choose
Until
could I find confusion
A foreign language I use
Removed
or unanswered
I know I can draw, write, and play
My signed fine print though
Always stolen away
You should recognize me once
With practice all the same
If only untrue to become real
A foreign language I
use
Or should I talk and why
A foreign language
I use
A foreign language I cry
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Along
Side Of This Street Again
Your song is too sad for my mind
Your love is hard
Your life is rough to hold
Your touch frightening
To hide in old memories much easier
Along side of this street again
Not alone
with these tunes I find
I know at times as you
Your heart is strong for mine
Your prayer happy to see
Your
world too cold for me
Along side of this street again
Along side of this street again
Never in true confused
Only growing older
Along side of this street again
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