Again I
Want
I want to write
Only
not always of missing you
I want to feel
Only not always low, away
I want to think
Only not always of
you gone
I want to live
Only not always of wanting you
I want to love
Only not just for love
I want
to need
Only not need without you real
I want to want
Only not always in want alone
I want to care
Only not always care outside of home
I want you near
Only until now never are you
I want again today and
tonight
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A
Choice Of A Threat
A
choice of a threat
This is livings call
A whole of a lot
This is lovings hold
A good for someone
A
written without thought
A rest in the night
A call to noone
Only a believe to need
A memory to bring true
A course to create care
A preference
of rejection to be heard
Together is a force
An enjoyment seen from emptiness
A peace I don't belong
My eyes have to see me
My life time must
lead
My breath must move me
A choice of a threat
I must be free
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A
Dream To End I Can't Begin
I
have to hide within my own life
Can't trust to be held within my own love
I run into day but I don't need one
Pushed to throw my night away
Until I can't get the door to open
Can't get the hall to let me through
These
windows hope for loss not win
My imagination is missing
When this is a writing nothing more
A way to choose to say I hear
This is a writing
nothing more
A dream to end I can't begin
Then I find a memory I don't mind
To play with for awhile
Only I can't now use my own remembering
To move the memory along
But
this is a writing nothing more
A way to choose to say I see
This is a writing nothing more
A dream to end I
can't begin
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A
Gift From The Lord Answered
You
promised upon my very silence
The want I held never to leave
When I never failed you in my loneliness
Never
when with tears in my eyes
Never did I run out of ways to write
I have my lifes touches to turn
For this one
small heart of my thought
A prayer every day for your love
I know where you cry and why
A gift from the Lord answered
Never to move until I ask
What is mine to example you
Before
you made one choice into another
20 years into one day is childs play
Now never do I need understand you
A
gift from the Lord answered
A look beyond how far away now
I wrote the story only once
A gift from the Lord answered
In a gift from you arms
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A
Good Song
I don't know who
you believe I am
But I do know where I have been
Why I sit silent in my thought
What I have asked to live I
want
I stay with who I am every day
Well then in this time why don't you read
A good song has never been enough
for me
A good song will never be enough for me
How the Lord gives I follow deeply
Of the very few people I let sing to me
Believe me they have
to touch me
I would never settle for less
Along my journey of heart and wish
A good song has never been enough
for me
A good song will never be enough for me
If you as your alive don't believe me
I have nothing more to say to you
My need is too precious
to change as well
A good song has never been enough for me
A good song will never be enough for me
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A
Little Missing Of You
What
am I doing today
Sitting here writing my life away
Listening for your next touch I need
Waiting to see how
you move
It's been awhile
A little missing of you
Between us is a lot to me
Windless clouds, the sea
Without your hills feeling is untrue
A little missing of you
Never mistaken though
Never meaningless in thought
Always for love from you
Always
for why
A little missing of
you
What am I doing today
Sitting here writing my life away
Listening for your next touch I need
Waiting to see how you move
A little
missing of you
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A Great Loss
A great loss to lose your love
A missing
thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain inside
A life down in my heart
An emptiness I've never known
I had you always to look on
I never could imagine you gone
Forever forgotten to forget you now
A great loss to lose your love
A missing
thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain inside
Sleepless nights never end
Turns of whys in again
As
I won't believe you gone
I won't understand for I shouldn't
A great loss to lose your love
A missing thought never to find
A great hurt deep pain
inside
A great loss to lose your love
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A Little Tired Sometimes
In who I am
When I read of the many feelings
I had
When I sit alone to think of why
How I believe to live to try
Where I begin to want to write
What
the end would become
The fun, the hurt, the always to continue
A little tired sometimes in who I am
When I remember all of these words
The people
I held onto so long
The faith, the trust, the truth shown
The lies about me never undone
A little tired sometimes to quit
From my first funny pictures
of thought
These now unsure tomorrows
I decided through anything found
The greatest of the best I would become
Therefore, I might as well show real
A little tired sometimes in no care
A little tired sometimes in who I am
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A Baby Cut
A baby cut this is all
A healing with the right care
A left alone to feel
I needed
as real
An only guy, so much a boy
A look into my heart
A look away to learn
A baby cut to mend
My back broken once again
A hold of time
to spend
A forgiven, forgotten, remembering
A reach to touch
A listen to my once hope
A baby cut for my
happiness
A life to live
My
arms heavy to carry
My longings, many over
For this song writer to breath
A baby cut, I had to believe
A
baby cut for my hands
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A Reach Of A Feeling
What is the point to love
The reason for
thought to life
A reach of a feeling
What is the meaning to need
The want every day to wake
A reach of a feeling
Why do people produce anything
Definitions
for show, answer
Create stories, books of record
Night is what it is nothing more
I see well in front of me
I hear the same behind
Why can't I get through
Inside of the drive to time
A reach of a feeling
What is this all about
Songs with
words to understand
Melodies to hum around
A reach of a feeling
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A Song Writer Like Me
A
song writer like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer like me
Gets nothing from above
In shoes too big for my feet
I always walk
the same
There's never any speciality
I know there's love somewhere
I never find love for me
There's noone
anywhere for me
A song writer
like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer like me
Gets nothing from above
A song writer like me
Gets pushed and shoved
A song writer
like me
Gets nothing from above
A
song writer like me
A song writer like me
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About
Me
No one has surprized me
more than you
No one ever will
For my love to lay inside of you
I will not know better
In every sight
seen
The most elegant places to travel
Noone has learned more than you
About me
I want you to know in my memory
There you also
spoken to hear
With so many ways to send feelings
Only one could I need from you
Never to touch in body
You answer this
With life, your love to spend
Gifts of every imaginable
No one has learned more than you
No one has surprized me more than you
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About The Bark On A Tree
About
the bark on a tree
The setting of the sea
The suns lonely shine
Even if it is the only way
On the sky
so blue
Not over me and you
This isn't on my mind
Not for the thoughts I find
Life as a hold above
Doesn't live from my love
Doesn't
love me for love
Doesn't want what I need
Doesn't need what I want
About the bark on a tree
Doesn't dream my dream
Hear how I listen
Though I sit in peace
I am not in seek
About the bark on a tree
About the bark on a tree
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Above Your Arms
Dedication of your life to mine
My deepest
sea of need
Into your love for mine
To run my heart of you
To have you sing your heart for me
This was
my prayer
To lead you to the Lord most of there
My hold, my hope alive
My longing of time to understand
Above your arms
My wait on
you to answer
My talk to live
My share of your creation
Your touch to my emptiness
Your spirit, your warmth
Above your arms
How my care for you hurt
Forever more
Above your arms
Above your arms
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After How Am I
After years of living for the same thoughts
After turns of thinking for the same life
After words of writing for the same hold
After days of why don't I just stay cold
Then after reaches of faith
in the same need
After calls of who not everyone else of me
After when only I want not a whole city
After what
do you see to believe
To count my blessings but count for me
After my quiet I ask never to hear
After you in
after truth respects
A simple request from you I make
After mistake and after, after mistake
Forgiveness is
too free and easy to change
After any age, after I can't speak you away
Then after you so careful I touch
Only
you break me easier than to love
How are you now after how am I
After how am I
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After This Day Now
After this day now
I have more than one thought
I use
more than one touch of mind
Though how right I stay in one belief
But I look through many ways of eyes
After this day now this as well is my life
Not so sheltered as I would have liked
Raised by many people
Only most important to my love
The very little
I need becomes true with you
After
this day now then answered real
Or from you how could anyone not receive
Or to you how could anyone not give
When if you were mine how wanted
Yet I never find more than my dream again
After this day now to you
To you after this day now
So determined
there again returns
Will there come an end to tonight
After this day now
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A Long Time Ago
A
long time ago
Only memories to know
Feelings once shown
Hurts in carry on
A long time ago
Only memories to know
Thoughts to release
Sleep to escape
A long time
ago
Only memories to know
No where new to travel
No one new to love
A long time ago
Only memories to know
No thing new to look for
No one new to find
A long
time ago
Only memories to know
A long time ago
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A Night Of Pages To Turn
A night of pages to turn
This you leave me with
To understand
songs play all day
Some tunes light, some deep heart
Yours catch my love
Your mind better for my thought
A night of pages to turn
Understanding for
my hold
My place to pave the Lords way
A night of pages to turn
Close or far my want falls to you
A night
of prayers to learn
To look at memories or create one
Anywhere I may be
You catch my love
Your mind better for my thought
A night of pages to turn
A night of pages
to turn
This you leave me with
A night of pages to turn
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A Real Laugh Is Hard
To Come By
A real laugh is
hard to come by
An honest tear, a joy inside
Time to speak true, time to trust
To play life real is rare to
feel
To hear true, to live then
To defend a friend
Baby you know if I love you
A real laugh is hard to come by
If I still depend on
you
To give the best heart
To send all you want
To say a real prayer from me
Go ahead say my prayer
To throw away yesterday, to keep
For my open door, my closed need
A real life is hard to live
Your memory always to exist
A real laugh is hard
to come by
A spirit of mind
A real laugh is hard to come by
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A Travel Can Be Slow
To Understand
A travel can
be slow to understand
Learned of more than many or none
In ways of life of fear
Spoken hard, spoken easy
Down on luck, high to live
Used by meanings of love
Written of all people, thoughts
Forced in time to stop
A travel can be slow to understand
Shared
in imagination
Along side of the real
Amazed at age and wisdom
Questioned of everything
Sleep at any hour
Awake on any doorstep
A
travel can be slow to understand
But the day moves on again
Let go of you and me, held on
A travel can be slow
to understand
A travel can be slow to understand
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Abused Alove Of An
Own Way
Abused alive of life
so many people
Abused to sleep at night
Abused until to wake
Abused alove of an own way
Abused in time
and place, everything
Abused on a look to better days
Abused to remember the sadness
Abused for the happy alones
Abused for what's inside of me
Abused alove of my own way
Abused under this beautiful sun
Abused with the
clouds
Abused on how to believe
Abused once in awhile and always
Abused on a walk around
Abused to feel
back down
Abused alive of life so many people
Abused to sleep at night
Abused until to wake
Abused alove
of an own way
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After Christmas
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
If to stay well, be at peace
This new year
won't leave you
Without the right people in your life
If anybody could
I could reach you
I could need
to be told I love you
Until I wonder
If there is anyone with me now
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
One will never do you anything wrong
Held away in passing of
alive
Could be is the only time
You would understand togetherness
I won't let you down
After Christmas
Everything will be okay
After Christmas, after now
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Again Today
Over
and over and over again
You let me down
How I feel about myself
You steal from my life
Where I live, to
love, to care
You take for only your need
Again today, again I see
I see only the same
Oh, I listen for my change
I hear only the
same
You bring anger into my heart
Strangers of thought keep away
You bring tears and alone
I won't become
as anybody
Again today,
again I see
I see only the same
Oh, I listen for my change
I hear only the same
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A Friend To Be Found
When someone never lets you down
A
friend to be found
To understand the way of life
Look through the day with love
In hand of true inside need
Safely at peace in heart
Never to care much for self
When someone never lets you down
A friend to be
found
When someone never lets you down
Welcomed silent to seek
I wouldn't want another thought
Another
kiss of quiet
Along memories, a changable sky
Tears drop of your laugh gone
When someone never lets you down
A friend to be found
When someone never lets you down
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A Joy My Win
I moved away to forget
How wrong time can
be
As the same I ask today
I did not ask to see through
Preyed down upon never to trust
Withdrawn and
alone
To need removed, to want lost
I would not take a let down
How long of my wait was true
How I would
look at you
A joy my
win wherever to stand
Without picture always the same
Held of you as I could
Struggled through whatever I found
That kid you were to grow one day
Satisfied to please me
Nothing strange, nothing unaware for
Your strength
spoken well
A joy my win, my love and life
A joy my win
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A Lie Is Not My Way To Feel
A
lie is not my way to feel
Not a thought on my mind
Not a need, want, care, dream
I'm tired of rhyme
People
and love
A lie is not
my way to feel
Who should you be to me
My life from you as who
Old now, how far
Carried by time, how close
Not a thought on my mind
Not a need,
want, care, dream
I'm
tired of rhyme
People and love
A lie is not my way to feel
A lie is not my way to feel
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A Little As God Comes Around
I
know you beyond time
You need not think of how
A little as God comes around
By far though not perfect inside
My fortune has a place for
why
The word wait without care
I use every day as painless
Sacred has its place
I can not exchange
With the sun to move me, the clouds
I know
your wonder well
I know you beyond now
You need not think of how
A little as God comes around
A little different than me
I understand
when and where
I know you beyond all
You need not think of how
A little as God comes around
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A Free Choice
A final way to feel
A never look back again
A read of words once thought
A use of time in heart
A love from God
A life from Lord
A grown way of
good
A way to now move
A free choice
A talk to you at times
A wait to watch you read
A wonder do you hear
A listen about me
A once in awhile
A different touch I give
A many meanings can be found
A warm outside of cold
A cold
to hold right
A free choice
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A Foreign Language
I Cry
Too sad to hear
Too calm to forget
A foreign language
I use
I protect my feelings
Don't leave your love on my hands
Always held accountable
For anything I may
choose
Until could I find confusion
A
foreign language I use
Removed or unanswered
I know I can draw, write, and play
My signed fine print though
Always stolen away
You should
recognize me once
With practice all the same
If only untrue to become real
A foreign language I use
Or should I talk and why
A foreign language I use
A foreign language
I cry
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Along
Side Of This Street Again
Your song is too sad for my mind
Your love is hard
Your life is rough to hold
Your touch frightening
To hide in old memories much easier
Along side of this street again
Not alone
with these tunes I find
I know at times as you
Your heart is strong for mine
Your prayer happy to see
Your
world too cold for me
Along side of this street again
Along side of this street again
Never in true confused
Only growing older
Along side of this street again
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