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I Become ConfusedI
become overwhelmed by you Too much wealth, too much truth
How real of life
you are
How right of love
I don't know what to choose
Who to think of, who to see
Who to believe in
anymore
I become driven by peace
Then in the same by pain
I always feel small
Smaller than everyone
I become unsure, then I know
I know everything I should do
I become overwhelmed by you
I am a simple person
Too much heart, too much need
Too much want for you
How true of time you are
How wrong of love I become confused --------------------- I Been Alive A Long TimeI been alive a long time
In my music a long time
Only alive
to find mine The best to play for my lonely time
To be amazed a few good
times
To be entertained well
Would never change my need now Don't
think I want to begin how
Won't move my feelings along
Don't ask me why
I will answer my prayer alive Taught by the greatest of minds
Entrusted for my heart
Given to hold my memory right
As in place here now
God will win every time I been alive a long time
In the same for may I
I been alive a long time --------------------------- I Been More Than PatientYou would be here today
I see this is untrue
A face
in the way of life
A gift to the Lord for why
In town or not, without reason
How hard love is to climb I been more than patient
To earn your heart as I should
I watch airplains fly, seems
fine
On nothing wrong with my mind
It's clear to me you live
What do I pay to cry I been more than patient
I see people close all of the time
Then in God again do I try I been more than patient
Then anyone wouldn't be mine
You would be more real
I been more than
patient ---------------------------- I Beg To God AboveSome people love one man
Others many, all things of world
Grown on one touch
Empty when not warm
In need of each other
Feelings
to run
Alive to remember
Hands met or not I beg to God above
In
my way to look at life To find God in you for me
Have my mercy on your heart
Walk my only hill
This loneliness for you is real I beg to God above Sunlight is true
Down in my thought
Especial to home I beg to God above I beg to God above --------------------- I Begged Of You, I Begged For YouI begged
of you, I begged for you For me to disappear, move me from here
The madness
of sin, turned around downs
To leave my so frightened arms
My prayers into your heart
I worded these, I begged
for you Throw a true veil around my need
I could not take anymore
I
would not understand unless you answered me
I would not listen unless you silenced me I begged of you, I begged to my father I thanked for all I had and honest
Only laughter isn't always love
I touched for you, I begged of you
As my peace to grow into I begged for
you I begged of you, I begged for you
I begged of you and I still do
You are so much of my survival
You are my so very life I begged of you,
I beg for you ---------------------------------- I Believe There Must Be MoreA new nowhere asks to be known
But seems only of the world
Walking solely through my show
Sunning
warmth into my peace
What is real appears
What is heard of deep inside
A need to grow a peace to hold
I
believe there must be more I am not left lonely building of blue
Open heart
of my tomorrow full
I know there are millions as I
Many to find my same life
Speaking of love thinking of time
But I believe there must be more I don't know a new nowhere
Wanting
to ask why, to want, how
Only seems so of the world
I don't know a new nowhere
I believe there must be
more I believe there must be more
------------------------------- I Believed In You Without WhyI don't know what to say to you I believed in you without why Only I write good feelings
From once
you being around
Could be you didn't mean to hurt me
Should be you cried
Given the thoughts we have been
through
I just don't want to know now
I don't want to see if we weren't together You leave me with God knows all
Don't you think I have heard enough
There can't be eachother without
our love
I trusted you with all my heart
As you understood your side of our life
From deep down and inside
I never led you wrong not once I believed in you without why From your hold to mine Friendship to be the best I believed in you without why ------------------------------- I Bet You My ForeverI
bet you my forever
You know inside of you
If you forget me
You have forgotten the Lord again I bet you my forever
You will only follow through
With me as I please of you
Touched as I need you I bet you my forever
I will never be the common to you
From your distance
Never
heard of song from you I bet you my forever
My trust in you is true
I
was to want you
To remember not to forget you I bet you my forever
Tied
to my wind
Everything I am made to ask for is you
I bet you my forever --------------------- I Can Call Reason To YouI can call reason to you Opened by so many doors
To my mind choosing who
The turns of loving close to find
When you would finally make your way
Because you
had your side to speak
Your time couldn't be different
I can call
reason to you
For I try to believe you are untrue
But I don't seem to
make a day through
Unless I set aside my living for you
As noone had to tell me you I can call reason to you Though the silence at times I can't take
I decide I better to explain
Though I find offers to exchange
I complete today on you
The hurt you suffer
drives through I can call reason to you
I can call reason to you ------------------ I Can Create BeautyI can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak On whatever planet, of time
What I may believe found
High or low in feeling
Want
or I won't, always to know
Why I won't change I can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak The color of
your eyes
Your laughter of my years
On my search for trust for you I
can create beauty
I can create hate
I can try to explain
Or never speak -------------------- I Can Do No MoreDon't
know how you could be so wrong
How you would not speak
There is only truth, only lie
When the day lights, nights
dark
Home at heart minds
To understand is not the mention
For how cruel you are But continue to sell your soul
Show attention to evil
Continue on without the Lord
I can do no more Don't know how you could be so lost
How you would not believe
There is only
one God
When after earth, fly through the sea
Of many hiding places only
For your carry on of hurt Don't know why I tried, won't now
I can do no more ------------------ I Can Eat My Life AwayI can eat my life away
I am a very insecure woman
A lot of
shyness within
I am not an attention getter
Never have, like to write is all
Had a few friends I still love
Have a love of my heart
Have the Lord in my thought
I am also a loner in many ways
Never speak of home much
Can stay indoors for days
Can forget about forever
I can eat my life away ----------------------- I Can ExplainI can explain What would my living have been
Had I not asked to save you from sin
You will never
dare beleive different
For every hour, every day, minute spent My wait for
you to grow older
My prayer, oh for my prayer
Often in the same I may not speak
Beyond you I wouldn't love I expected you for my grown need
I expected you, Hollywood, and me
I expected you
and until today I can explain Worldly
or spiritual game I can explain I
can't keep every page written
But a few remain I can explain What is my living again I can explain ------------- I Can Give No MoreI tried, you let evil win
I can give no more Into
each one uses an own way
A belief, a truth, a lie to speak
Entertained moments, cries, laughs
I have spoken
mine Now I will continue on
In my peace and silence
In less of excuse
you take Cleansed as well as I may become
Never to turn around to you again I tried to build a faith in you
I can give no more Broken trust is the cause
Loss of defense for God
The deepest of a heart has hurt I tried, you let evil win
I can give no more I can give no more --------------------- I Can Not RegretI can not regret Returned to Hollywood, Beverly
Hills
Ones of a homes on my miracles
Along this coast, the people known, everyone
How deeply touched with love,
understanding
How greatly gifted, how easy to remember Welcome in await
of my next day
The thanks I must send, the quiet then
For how hard my life, how lost
For how easy, my want,
my need
Never with a care to find why again
My love for you I must write Returned
to Vegas and back again
Outside of the desert, country feelings I can not
regret Time passing I don't miss
Any ways I met, any thrown away
I must continue now I can not regret I
can not regret ----------------- I Can Only Pray AgainI can only pray again,
reach best I have With every new step there is a question
A hard to take
or leave of mention
A return of the best or not to know
Thought of a feeling to pass by
To live my life as
I find right
With every new hurt, birth, time
Evil never likes to lose in pain You may speak, you may hide, not believe
We are only players in a holy story
Out of hand, run by wrong,
down on gift
A new win, a great cherish, pleasure
To be used by the Lord an honor, truth
With every new loss,
missing friend Then as I watch for as long as I must
As I listen as long
as I hear, aware
I can only pray again, reach best I have I can only pray
again as I believe I can only pray again, pray again ----------------------- I Can Still Find To Forgive YouFor every picture I throw away
The changes I find, my create
For every time I think
of you
How many people I look through
This silence tonight unbearable
Sleep something I hardly do
For
every no reason from you I can still find to forgive you You think my life is easy
You laugh when I cry
You believe my love is always
Real, never less inside I know what is next of you
Before I hear, before I see you
I can still find to forgive you
You think my life is easy
You laugh when I cry
You believe my love is always
Real, never less inside ------------------------- I CareWhy can't
you live home
Where mail receives attention
When time is to need true
When love has to be from you I care about your life
I care about your love Why
can't you understand
What life is beyond world
What the sun warms
What future means to you I care about your life
I care about your love Why
can't you hold the sky
Tell me your reason
Tell me your song
I need not hear anymore I care about your life
I care about your love I care about your
life ------ I Can't Believe YouI can't believe how you treat love Devotion
and heart, thought for life
This world should be gone
Regardless of the meaning to time I can't believe for pain inside For lessons learned from the same
This earth of beauty ruled by evil
Regardless of how and where I can't
believe, I don't need to see Don't want your witness over me
To
trust in faith, pure and complete
Innocence abused by beauty I can't
believe you would turn my way To harm or hurt anyone within my day
For all
I've done, given to you
Goes to show the turn of truth I can't believe
you care for anyone I can't believe you look at anything wrong I can't believe you anymore, I can't believe -------------------- I Can't Compete For Your LoveDon't want to speak, won't try
Need not listen, need not understand
Won't watch for you, won't explain
When life is over, when we are gone
Love is the same, love moves along
To continue to care, onto somewhere
A loss of feeling, a win of why I
can't compete for your love With your way, within my own
The people
you hold, I know
The people you touch, I don't
I tried to give, I tried to share
Show through the rain,
clouds
Shine as our sun, our day
Meant to become, meant to leave Now
I must be alone, I can't complete I can't compete for your love I can't compete for your love ------------------------------- I Can't Find My HeartacheI can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish
My real life
My true feelings
My
every day want
Though I lay here often
I sense him close
I can't find my deepest thought
I can't
find my deepest dream
In all I have or had
Long to live
My favorite show of pet
Why I love, who I am
I can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish
I can't find my deepest need
I can't
find my deepest hold
I can't find my heartache
I can't find my deepest wish --------------------------- I Can't Hear MyselfIf I can't reach and touch
To where your love lives for me
If I can't hear you
I can't
hear myself
If I can't see you, feel you
What do I live
What do I give, what do I keep
If inside of
you isn't me
The Lord brings all I understand
But where does God fit in
If I can't need to want
If I can't need to need
If I can't hear you
I can't hear myself
If I can't find my love in
you
How am I to find my love
How am I to make life true
If I can't hear you
I can't hear myself -------------------- I Can't
Lose My SongI can't lose my song
My way to
grow along I hear my want
I need my real feelings
To look inside of
where I am
I can't turn wrong
However I must live I can't lose
my song
My way to grow along Why I don't look at you
As most women
do
I don't hold for you the same
When I must be silent
I give to you
Don't make me show you
Some secrets must remain quiet Just remember I can't lose my song
My
way to grow along I can't lose my song
My way to grow along ---------------------- I Can't MoveI don't know what to say to you
From afar or close
In presence or thought I
can't move I wouldn't know how to feel
In how silent I have now
become
Listening to you as I do
Listening for you as I want
For as long as I have waited
For one moment
with you
For how hard my life has been
How will you sound true I am
frightened more than I know fear
Until I don't know what to hear I can't
move, I can't move
I can't stop shaking, breath How often will I
write this When I don't know what to say to you
From afar or close
In presence or thought I can't move I can't move ------------- I Can't Understand You
AwayI can understand some
things not liked
Some days and nights never going right
Feelings low, feelings high
Life held in time, love
missing
A place of anythings, want not to grow
I can't understand you away Lurking of people, openings of closed doors
Clean air, easy dirt hard to breath
Scares of imagine, even
real things
Leave alones to remember, others to forget
I can't understand you away Gone for a little while, a writing, a smile
Gone until you return again
Changes to go through, rooms to
walk
Loneliness never seems to end
I can't understand you away Pleasure
to send, emotions to carry
When you don't understand I understand
But I can't understand you away I can't understand you away ------------------------------ I Work Around The RainI work around the rain
I work around the pain I
listen for life true
I watch for love from you
I remember my yesterdays
I learn then turn away
I wonder
for a bit of time
I move again when I must I work around the rain
I
work around the pain I try to be silent over you
I win if meant for you
I love if not to hurt you
I ask to notice how you change
I cry unfair again tonight then
Why must I work
around the rain
I work around the rain
I work around the pain
I
work around the rain
I work around the pain (of you gone) again
----------------------- I Chose This Chance To DecideI chose this chance to decide For years now to
believe
One real person cared for me
On my sound to fit free
To have asked for your love
Until within
through all I have learned
Along what a need is to grow Life isn't just
life to me
To speak I don't use my voice
I count on lost in my expression
My peace as well isn't always
so easy
As I may give my thought I chose this chance to decide For years now to believe
One real person cared for me
For (many) years now
To
read and enjoy my writings I chose this chance to decide One real person knows me inside I chose this chance to decide ------------------------------- I Continued To Wait On YouThrough the greatest of minds
Nothing missing, nothing untrue
The best of hurts, the angers
The wonders, the years
I continued to wait on you Only to understand you
Find from you, your love for me
When not one song from you played
When the
days never seemed to end
I continued to wait on you I continued to wait
on you To send every right word
In my breaking of peace
In my emptiness
of reach
My loss of you, thought
My so very lonely walks
Held together by only prayer again
I continued
to wait on you I continued to wait on you ---------------------------- I
Could Be Needed To LiveI could be needed to live But so many people live just to hurt me
For when I step outside of my door
As if
those first steps as a baby
To watch these feelings made to feel
So wrong to be imaginable but real
My touch
is only to cry seems to me
Until instead of criticized loved I could be
needed to live Longing for you continually could end
Not need in this same
worthless way
Lied to, lied about, might as well lie
You take what I make and throw it down
You take who I
am the same
But instead of criticized loved I could be needed to live I should be needed to live But shouldn't
this end soon someday
Instead of criticized loved I could be needed to live --------------------------- I Could Have AnyoneWhy do you mean so much to me
Why do I choose to love you
Why
do I choose to need you I could have anyone
I could hold anyone
I could
touch anyone To keep you in my heart
I don't understand
Why do
I want you to talk with I could have anyone
I could hold anyone
I
could touch anyone Why do I call on you
Why do I wait on you
Why am
I so sure of you When could I have anyone
When could I hold anyone
When
could I touch anyone I could have anyone ---------------------- I Could Leave Earth Forever I SaidI could leave earth forever I said
I
wouldn't be nice to intend anything less With only one thing left
I
can't imagine my life unless you
When I know you read when I know you hear
Until you could imagine how I feel So little is more than all I have
To look through life where is there love
I yet
to find
What then is on my mind I could leave earth forever I said
I
wouldn't be nice to intend anything less With only one thing left
I
can't imagine my life unless you
When I know you read when I know you hear
Until you could imagine how I feel I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be nice to intend anything less I could leave earth forever I said
I wouldn't be right to intend anything else ----------------------------------- I Could Never Hate YouThough there are times I hurt over you I could never hate you Fortunate for me I have language
Discipline of meaning and my love
I still own my
heart
I still live for my life
I can transcend where many never will
Knowing as well what not, to say
For
real together never separates
The graves I may walk and how
The silence hears everything Still I could never hate you
Though I watch your eyes
I read
your mind with lips
I still own my heart
I still live for my life
I can transcend where many never will
Knowing as well what not, to say
Still I could never hate you I could never hate you ------------------------ I Could Never Leave My WritingI could never leave my writing
This is my heart of life
When I watch yatchs out riding
I sit in my
watch
I believe in my postcard scene
I am fine to feel
Could be I enjoy a different hill I could never leave my writing
As today to find a new color
Slowly placed within my thought
Delicate
as a flower
I didn't notice until was time
This is my spirit of love
To remain in need to live
To
continue in why to cry I could never leave my writing
Why to laugh
My
why to sigh
My why to want a night I could never leave my writing -------------------------------- I Couldn't Be Anyone ElseFor years I held my love
To receive when I need
From you always complete
I couldn't be anyone elseFor years to understand
my life
To receive when I want
The way I leave or stay
Born with your touch
The thought of you
The
ocean I seek
I couldn't be anyone else How I would agree, to think
How ever strange I may seem
For years on your peace
Never more than enough
As today the same
One word
wrong, to change
I couldn't be anyone else
If I tried -------------------------------------- I Can't Pray Any Longer Over with this today
Through with another
Had it with life this way
Love of any color
What time
is left
As this world I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better
not to be so caring
Lucky would be a surprize I give my heart for the Lord
I share my
hand from the Lord
I find the more I work in the Lord
Appreciation is missing I can't
pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
How do I grow older Over with this today
Through with another
Had it with life this way
Love of any colore
What time
is left
As this world I can't pray any longer
I receive less than wonder
Better
not to be so caring
Lucky would be a surprize I can't pray any longer
I receive
less than wonder
Better not to be so caring
How do I grow older ------------------------- I Couldn't Care For More Than YouFor the past ten years to today, maybe
more
From Hollywood to Malibu, east and somehow
My northern life, southern shore, my want
From the first day
to see you once then again
Until all memories and life I held and now
I wait silently writing my thoughts of you
Stay alone to turn into my way then to share I couldn't speak, I couldn't
care for more
I couldn't care for more than you No deeper loneliness
would I hear
Torn on some feelings, others made me strong
Called everything yet in my greatest joy
Safe I could
wake with, no worth to my world
Not so famous to stay beyond famed by reason
Not so real to many, often what did
I believe
Always though sure you would reach me
With a chosen few touches in tune my moments I couldn't speak, I couldn't care for more
I couldn't care for more than you I couldn't care for more than you ----------------------------------- I Do Watch People SmileI do watch people
smile For a place to need
A place to want
Away from world awhile
In so much the same
A place to find a new mind A miss of love
A thought
of life to come by
A leave alone of why
A home to understand
Noone never to be around I do watch people smile For a friendship to believe I have
To read
of your feelings
To choose anothers hold of how I do watch people smile For another year to close
To keep an open long ago I do watch people smile -------------------------- I Do Not Walk PamperedLet me share a secret with you
In my only way of thought
My
promise of love I keep within
Just as a prayer to the Lord deep
Silent until I can no longer
In my wait I
live I do not walk pampered I listen
for only mine to hear
When others touch to understand
My feet get dirty, so do my hands
Christmas often means
less
Only thankful today I have a few friends I do not walk pampered I use every memory to stand strong
Every single bit of my heart
When I was young,
who I am now
I was never raised to be successful I do not walk pampered And at times I cry deep within I do not walk
pampered -------------------------- I Work Around The RainI work around the rain
I work around the pain I listen for life true
I watch for love from you
I remember my yesterdays
I learn then turn away
I wonder for a bit of time
I move again when I must I work around the
rain
I work around the pain I try to be silent over you
I win
if meant for you
I love if not to hurt you
I ask to notice how you change
I cry unfair again tonight then
Why must I work around the rain I work around the rain
I work around the
pain
I work around the rain
I work around the pain (of you gone) again ------------------------ I Don't CareMusic isn't everything
To a day
Night is so full
of evil
I walk around
Honesty needs prayer
Not many care
Water falls dirty
As the air
I don't
care
Judge me for anything
What are words
What does time matter
I will learn after earth
Laugh as
you will
I can't change you
Love as you feel
Understand or no
See me though
I don't care ----------- I Don't
CryWhen I watch the moonlight
I don't cry
About the sun, about the sky
I look through your eyes
But I don't cry
See life from within my love
I bring beauty to the shore
Feel taller than you are
I don't cry
When I watch the moonlight
I don't
cry
I don't seem lost, unsure
I don't cry
I walk beside you every night
I don't cry
When
I watch the moonlight
I don't cry
When I watch the moonlight ---------- I Don't Draw Your Pictures AnymoreI don't draw your pictures anymore To look at everywhere I lived
To think over my feelings
Selfish at times, you could know
I found writing
of many people
To use my touch to understand
Many ways to travel I
don't draw your pictures anymore How I would listen, how I wouldn't
There may be nothing hidden
For you, for anyone known
Many needs I give care
To sleep never with you near I don't draw pictures of you anymore As to
play a dream I can
To love a dream is different
Between us would be real
You would tell I don't draw your pictures anymore I don't draw your pictures
anymore --------------------------- I
Don't Enjoy My Melody AnymoreThe life and love I feel as my own
As night here in silence
A place I wait to lay alone
I don't
enjoy my melody anymore In my peace to my minds time
Warm and happy with
my care
My touch isn't for anywhere
I don't enjoy my melody anymore I ask to be alive in my alive
My trust not to be broken
An end to care around this next corner
I never
enjoy my melody anymore Used to be in my emptiness
Used to be in my sadness
Used to be in my travels
Now I don't enjoy my melody anymore The life
I love and feel as my own
As night here in silence
A place I wait to lay alone
I don't enjoy my melody
anymore ------------------------------------- I Don't Feel For Love When I as an angel, I don't feel for love I
don't feel for love Inspiration from you will continue
Silent far from
you or silent close
You will somehow know what I need
Without thought of how
For what must I say
My life
with you isn't a fantasy Should I picture you, if I won't
To look
not to move
To want not to see you
Through hands I won't refuse When
I as an angel, I don't feel for love I don't feel for love On this earth so a long time
Places bring some of the reason
I venture beyond space
of you true
Where does this send you When I as an angel, I don't feel
for love I don't feel for love -------------------- I Don't Feel Like LaughingShould your love not be mine
Why spend the time on laughing
When my life
is then gone by
I don't feel like laughing Though I don't have the
answer
For a crying shame about now
I don't feel like laughing To
rest in peace
I don't feel like laughing To prove how I see
I don't
feel like laughing Unless with you
I touched for you
Every day of my
love
I don't feel like laughing Should your love not be mine
Why
spend the time on laughing
When my life is then gone by
I don't feel like laughing -------------------------- I Don't Fish,
I Don't SailI don't fish, I don't sail
Watch birds or care for whales In memories too painful to remember
Where
are you now
It's too hard to imagine
Think for me now
Do I sing free, do I swim
Stay alive to live
through I don't fish, I don't sail
Watch birds or care for whales In memories too painful to remember
Where are you now
I breath air by force
Under
false trust from God
I do everything for others
When I reach myself where am I
It's too hard to imagine
Think for me now I don't fish, I don't sail I don't fish, I don't sail ------------------------- I Don't Know
Who I Am TodayI know attention in need I don't know who I am today I know you want
to read my words
New thoughts I might find to send
I could forget words exist
Often never want to read again
I know this world uses emotion
Waste of time should you ask
Once here then gone, I leave behind Notes of wonder and change
Only real to break ways I don't
know who I am today I know you think my life easy
Contrary belief I must
say
I don't want anyone like me
Bored enough for my day
Never a stretch of imagination
Only wrong
to breach love I don't know who I am today ------------------------------- I Don't
Give Dollars For LoveI don't give dollars for
love
Only remain true within
These feelings for you When I can only
dream
I know why, what I see
Where I sit for peace Nice day today,
do I need
To now watch months last
Tears to fall, no further yets
Yesterday agains at my door I still don't give dollars for love
Only remains true within
These feelings
for you Song can be a hard life
Words a hard thought
Easy to leave
never through I don't give dollars for love
Only remains true within
These feelings for you ---------------------------- I Don't Know AnymoreFor five minutes of peace
Thoughts of five a week
My own time to breath
A quiet I seek I don't know anymore For hard days I live
Troubled calls I hear
The battle for earth I don't know anymore For a look at the ocean
Do I want to see
Or only a place
Nowhere else I may
be
To fulfill you away
I learned to understand I don't know anymore
What is expected of me
The role I now play I don't know anymore ----------------------- I Don't
Know How I LiveI don't know how I live
Some
days how I live When I find feeling for anyone
If never in what I need
I only listen for what I want
Understanding old, less than the worth From
homes of so many
One more to lose
On lies from the deepest of hearts
On lies from the strongest of trust
To make a night more than it is I don't know how I live
Some days
how I love I don't know to speak
Any words don't change anything
In tire of reading old lines
In tire of hearing old times I don't
know how I live
I don't know how I love I don't know how I live ------------------------- I Don't Know I Care To KnowI don't know to change time is an answer To
love missing, life alone, thought down
I don't know choice is always to listen
To find my friend, need of right
I don't know rain is the motion
To stop this loss of wrong
To follow want, fall upon a heart Man made meanings to reason I don't know
anything tonight
I don't know I care to know
I don't know remark of my person
Will change anything
good for my life
Read of me, within me, wear my clothes
I know I am different than most I know I begin at the end of a song
Do explainations have many ways to go
I don't know, should the
world know me
I don't know anything tonight I don't know I care
to know ------------------------------- I Don't Know What Else To SayOld photos had to go
I had to move along
Writing of feelings
I need
Break through yesterday thoughts
Why to remove myself
From those times in picture
My mind is hard
to attention
Hard to focus of now I don't know what else to say At times I want an explaination
Why I must be who I am
Change everything around
me
To carry on with what I mean
At times I don't tend to easy
In the way easy should be
But I am who
I can only move
Grown by my every todays
Sadness to hold my fun happy to create I don't know what else to say ------------------------------- I Don't Know What I'm Living ForI don't know what I'm living for You aren't here to help
me live
When I need together with you I don't know what I'm living
for I know everything you send is meant well I don't know what I'm living for I carry on every day alone
The years never to share with you
However I should care for my tears I
don't know what I'm living for In spirit one forever away
When all
I can do is hope to pray
My writings in exchange for you
Is this my price to pay I don't know what I'm living for God when will tonight end I don't know what I'm living for I know
everything you send is meant well I don't know what I'm living for --------------------------------- I Don't Know What To SleepI don't
know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake I don't know what to
write
A thought, a feeling, a want to see
Of you, of life, love, of me I
don't know what to hear
Your answer I now understand
My need, yours, a dream or a wish I don't know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake Outside
of my imagination and you
I would not believe to move
Compassion from a friend for strength
I would not turn
away I don't know what to read
Not another could be me
Not another
could be you I don't know what to sleep
I don't know what to wake I don't know what to sleep ---------------------------- I Don't Know What To WriteI don't know what to write
I haven't written to you
I don't know what
to say
I haven't spoken to you
I don't know what to feel
I haven't been in feelings for you
I don't know what to think
My thoughts haven't changed for you
I don't know what to give
I haven't
given to you
I don't know where to go
Where haven't I been with you
I don't know how to move
What can't be moved in you
I don't know how to care
When not cared for by you
And I don't know
how to be real
If you aren't real to me
I don't know what to write
I haven't written of you --------------------------- I Enjoy The Entire StorySure a line is to read
Only not always the life need
Sure
a line may lead
A line may follow to complete
Only not always the love real I enjoy the entire story In the time to listen
The way to watch
true
Never ending and new
And I know
To interest myself If I won't
enjoy the meaning
If I wasn't meant to write
If I won't enjoy the reason
I wasn't meant to want
And never do I compare
Why or how
Only I feel together To enjoy the
entire story I enjoy the entire song I
enyoy the entire story ------------------------- I Don't Like GatesI don't like gates
Fences and dates
Hardly closed
doors In as much as I love you
These stairs have been hard
Prayers
seemingly the worse
For the time, the feelings Take photos away, take songs
Take means to belong I don't like gates
Gates stand between us
Between those hearts made for one Life controlled by sorrow
Turned into
turned aways
To know what has been real
Never easy the same I don't
like gates
Held in one house
Around any place I don't like gates ------------------- I Don't Live To Want This Cheap CityCommercials, tv, the world
Evil time, portrayal, or real
Money
from stolen needs
I don't live to want this cheap city Now art, dance,
music true
From love, life within I will hear
But be sure every word I ask
Every tune I may hold my peace Politics, countries, people, hurt so deep
Truth from dirt poor to filthy rich
My
identity is who I create
Within my quiet I will write Old memories, new,
now, today
Empty only by false meanings
Feelings I drive, thought, and heart
Power throw arounds I won't
touch Commercials, tv, the world
Evil time, portrayal, or real
Money
from stolen needs
I don't live to want this cheap city ----------------------------------- I Don't Need A New DayI don't need
to be
Anyone greater than another
I don't need a thought louder
I don't need time to remember
From
you I hold all of these
As I don't need a new day
I don't need a new night
I don't need a plight,
I have one
I have an ocean to walk along
I have a shore to believe on
I have a way to follow
I don't
need a quest, I have one
I know the Lord well and God
Old turns to take, new to find
I don't need a new
day
I don't need a new night
I don't need a future to ask for
I don't need a new day
I don't
need a new night
I don't need a new day ------------------------- I
Don't Need Another Weekend Without YouI don't need another weekend without you I don't need another
hand on my shoulder Two people are together this is all I watch everything I love
Fall from my hands
I don't see anyone
To make a difference to my life
Then I look at you
To never feel more
I lay my body down
If just to sing inside I don't need another weekend without you I don't need another
hand on my shoulder Two people are together this is all Every sound moves against me
Then I stand high
Nothing on this earth seems right I don't need another weekend without you I don't need another
hand on my shoulder Two people are together this is all ------------------------------ I Don't Need EverythingI don't need everything
Only what I need I live without love
Closed away from life
Never to speak
About how I feel I don't need everything
Only what I need To be held to touch
My emotion to keep growing
In my way to show I don't need everything
Only what I need When to hear
Not told to me
How to walk, how to
see I don't need everything
Only what I need I don't need everything
Only what I need ------------------------- I Don't Need To Plant
Flowers AgainWhat could there possibly stand
A
growing need or to be rid I don't need to plant flowers again In what haven't I written
What haven't I said
How haven't I lived
What could there possibly stand
A growing need or to be rid I don't
need to plant flowers again In memory of a cruel manly way
A warm experience
of today
An understanding What haven't I sent
What haven't
I touched
What haven't I been through
What could there possibly stand
A growing need or to be rid I don't need to plant flowers I don't
need to plant flowers I don't need to plant flowers again -------------------------------------- I
Don't Need TodayI don't need today
I
don't need to find tomorrow I don't need today, I don't need to measure
my life
By another way, another time I don't need to hear how love moves
Blinded or of clear eyes I don't need a thought
Not my own, not of
my heart I don't need today
I don't need to understand I don't need today The differences between
a woman, a man I don't need a sermon of want
A noise I just won't
like I don't need to carry the world on my way
The earth on my turns I don't need today
I don't need to find tomorrow I don't need today
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