This Sadness This sadness does
bring peace to remember
In time my want from you always answered the lines can't change I must have forgotten expectations can often not come true
In the way pictured
until I look deeper into you to see
Today will always hold my love for you as you gave your love to me I must have forgotten not everything appears to go as thought to be real
In
the want from you I found as you noticed how to remove my need
Tonight will be wrong with you gone in hopes for you to
return to me This sadness does bring
peace to remember
In time my want from you always answered the lines can't change I hear the feelings within how you changed through your years
In my years always
to wander to your life for a new hold from your arms
Tomorrow alive as yesterday called from your meaning to find I must have forgotten not everything appears to go as thought to be real
In
the want from you I found as you noticed how to remove my need
Tonight will be wrong with you gone in hopes for you to
return to me This sadness does bring
peace to remember
In time my want from you always answered the lines can't change This sadness does bring peace to remember
In time my want from you always answered
lines can't change ....
In Love With You Alive for you how many years
Think of this In love with you
Not a casual affair
Never forgotten I watched your life every night
Listened to the news
Always with your heart
To understand your world I noticed
every feeling you could feel
I touched for you
There would be no one else 40 years ago
Think of this In love with you
Not a casual affair
Never forgotten I watched your life every night
Listened to the news
Always with your heart
To understand your world
I noticed
every feeling you could feel
I touched for you
There would be no one else
In love with you
Not a casual affair
Never forgotten ...
You Move
I Feel You You move I feel you
I move
I feel you
Never has changed Heart
doesn't fade away
Love isnt love if to leave
I know the meaning of you Life won't be life today
Inside of you away
Within how I hold you You move I feel you
I move I feel you
Never has changed Writings to get through the night
Imagination from friends
Then you realized
I was real
After all of these years I
had to set you free
Let you live
Unsure if I was right
I continue to fight for you You move I feel you
I move I feel you
Never has changed I thought
We would reach each other again
On earth
This world didn't
hear me You move I feel you
I move
I feel you
Never has changed You
move I feel you
I move I feel you
Never has changed You move I feel you
I move I feel you
Never has changed ...
To Look At You As Me You can only imagine
my love for you
By your love for me
In all of life as I was true
With your life for me I listened through the days you shared
I found days with more care
I never
let go in one way
Forever will make this clear To look at you as me Every
different person you were
There was only one I would see To look at you as me Time
on earth
I turn around
Buried deep in your mind I listened through the days you shared
I found days with more care
I never let go in one way
Forever will make this clear To look
at you as me To look at you as me ...
My Life To You Was Everything Everytime
I think of you
Brings me to my knees
Why would you go away
Leave me here in tears I know there must be your smile
Still around for me
I continue to read
your eyes
Can't believe I wasn't on your mind My life to you was everything
I have to breath deep for air
Someone show me the way
To get through
another year I would be alive with you
When I found you again
I can't realize an end to you
In any turn I take My life to you was everything
I have to breath deep for air
Someone show
me the way
To get through another year Everytime
I think of you
Brings me to my knees
Why would you go away
Leave me here in tears My life to you was everything
I have to breath deep for air
Someone show
me the way
To get through another year My
life to you was everything
I have to breath deep for air
Someone show me the way
To get through another year ...
Love In You Love in you will touch me
Love in you will talk with me
Love in you doesn't
come to an end I waited my life to hear
from you again
Was sure I would find you remember me
The business of song can be hard to get through
I listened
to who I could hang on to I followed
my heart when all else failed
To write of you today with the wind
Never time to leave you continues to say
Live
for you another night
Love in you will touch me
Love in you will talk with me
Love in you doesn't come
to an end I will see I followed my heart when all else failed
To write of you today with the wind
Never time to leave you continues to say
Live for you another night Love in you will touch me
Love in you will talk with me
Love in you doesn't come to
an end
...
Every Morning Under the weather for the past few years
Hard to breath thoughts of you away
I didn't hear of this earth you left
When I did I fell without strength Hard to stand very long in the day
At night couldn't find sleep to stop my awake
The sun hasn't been the same bright warmth
Night the only time to remind myself of you close Every morning a writing comes to mind
To tell you I still love you as young
I don't know how much longer I can live on
My reason to live is with you Mountains don't ring the same echo sounds
Flat lands have become only my emptiness
Rivers, oceans have no place to rest I
can't believe I must understand
My world can't be my world anymore Every morning a writing comes to mind
To tell you I still love you as young
I don't
know how much longer I can live on
My reason to live is with you Mountains don't ring the same echo sounds
Flat lands have become only my emptiness
Rivers,
oceans have no place to rest I can't
believe I must understand
My world can't be my world anymore Every morning a writing comes to mind
To tell you I still love you as young
I don't
know how much longer I can live on
My reason to live is with you .....
Finished With My Writing To You Finished with my writing to you
Another writing comes through
I will try
to leave only to return
I will pretend to forget you Think to lose this love tonight
Tomorrow will reach for you
You won't be here, I won't be
there
Finished with my writing to you Finished
with my writing to you
Another writing comes through
I will try to leave only to return
I will pretend to forget
you Real memories driven back to you
A song true once listened to you
When answers can't be found
If you would have stayed the same
Talked into
sadness away from you Finished with
my writing to you
Another writing comes through
I will try to leave only to return
I will pretend to forget
you ...
In This Idea Of Want In this idea of want was made to love you
What would happen if
the wind didn't blow
Would we reach our old days nights easier
Could life appear with us together again
Are
you just a dream I continue to feel
For lifeless moments to hold your life
Lost love may never return I want to
need
Turn today into something with a meaning
Believe I have a touch isn't real
Do I truly exist to myself
as I think to you
In this idea of want was made to love you ..
If I Could Just Explain If I could just explain love is not my fault
I
will wait for another song if you need
Play this game as true until I think differently
That's all I feel to live
anyway
Collect memories one day you may ask of me
Could be you aren't my love I will understand
Thank you for
your time in my hands
Send my best wishes to you then
Move through my life in how you cared
Emotion after emotion
comes over me
If I could just explain love is not my fault ...
To Find Your Captive Moment To find your captive moment I look in on friends for life in need
Think of you today deeper than once true
Look
at how we grow within our minds
Apart together why we speak as we do I hear you with the same feelings in my want
Came through many old days to write of
Until
there would be answers to my old nights To
find your captive moment What would happen
if the wind never moved
Could calm change a heart for a second turn
Or is this one we share only appears over
I must see my want again seems forgotten To
find your captive moment ...
Appears Within Us Appears within us I don't believe in the free sex game
Been around long enough to feel the shame
Adult child anything goes isn't real
About as lame as the why time is to appeal How we move through life without choice
I read a lot of books from ideas to think
To each ones own is all I will see
Or then I would only be a one word machine Appears within us I know I live in a world of many beliefs
Will never change as written
So when day is
on I follow how I find my way
At times I try to learn of you more than I can We could be an illusion to each other
To keep our lives alive with hope
Anymore
everything is a reason from somewhere Appears within us ...
Another Empty Sky The way I sit in wait of another empty sky So the journey continues through the life shown to exist
Make my way of sadness
into happiness to persist
Take the day as another chance to talk with you again
Hold on for the vision from your
love I will experience My birthday isn't
more than the meaning of you
Only this I can never seem to get through to you
Is this why today is a celebration
of me not us
Well I have a lot of questions if anyone will listen I've played a lot of hands with thoughts to understand
How you may pass me by as someone
else
I don't even know for sure if an hour has gone by
The way I sit in wait of another empty sky The way I sit in wait of another empty sky So the journey continues through the life shown to exist
Make my way of sadness
into happiness to persist
Take the day as another chance to talk with you again
Hold on for the vision from your
love I will experience The way I sit
in wait of another empty sky ...
Should I Have Forgotten You This morning if only time wasn't a
computer
Thoughts to my mind from a machine
Just when I try to talk with you
Friends left behind to hold on
to Should
I have forgotten you This
day will fly by as my birthday
Fun turns to try to amuse me
You will remain though as an idea Should I have forgotten you This night may change if I continue
to wait
So I vist my writings of how words fell
Before the way I reach to you
My requests of you will taunt
me I'm sure Should
I have forgotten you In
your answers I listen for
The song you send will play to keep real
That eternal life I still believe in
Never
to know had I forgotten you Should I have forgotten you ..
I Don't Care Now To Perform I don't care now to perform Remember the meaning of trust I use
I learned from the songs from you
Played with tunes
I heard around you
To this day I don't look to send away Always interested you didn't change
Real love doesn't separate
I'll live this way again if I must
To stay alone to protect my home with you I
don't care now to perform Remember the
meaning of trust I use
I learned from the songs from you
Played with tunes I heard around you
To this day I
don't look to send away As often as I
play my guitar it's the same
Go to my piano only a few more notes to touch
I haven't found any new words
I
chose to write until I returned to you I
don't care now to perform Remember the
meaning of trust I use
I learned from the songs from you
Played with tunes I heard around you
To this day I
don't look to send away I don't care
now to perform ...
Do You Think We Will Be Together
Again Do
you think we will be together again
I watch you in your freedom from my hands
Wait to hear from you for my life
you hold
I listen for the possible sound of you close
Want how we understand to continue It's hot today in california empty
land
Do you see within your mind where I stand
I don't think we need to be apart any longer
Only I can't change
a choice you may feel I
believe we are still one in the same day
To miss each other for time now has to pass
If you should sleep in you
as I do Do
you think we will be together again Do you think we will be together again
I watch you in your freedom from my hands
Wait to
hear from you for my life you hold
I listen for the possible sound of you close
Want how we understand to continue It's hot today in california empty
land
Do you see within your mind where I stand
I don't think we need to be apart any longer
Only I can't change
a choice you may feel I
believe we are still one in the same day
To miss each other for time now has to pass
If you should sleep in you
as I do Do
you think we will be together again Do you think we will be together again
I watch you in your freedom from my hands
Wait to
hear from you for my life you hold
I listen for the possible sound of you close
Want how we understand to continue ...
9 Writings
as of June 9 2018
LoyaltyLoyalty is thanks for love from within any world to exist between us
Through all of the
trials thrown in our ways to experience a day
Left with memories beyond a memory to understand how to enjoy
Loyalty
for a gift to return life may have been taken without reason
Longing doesn't leave at the whim of a need hasn't a meaning
to you
I can't express every feeling I feel unless I touch you again
I haven't the heart to leave who hasn't left
me
Loyalty is a warmth inside grows loyalty ...
I Won't Be Treated As Just A DreamI won't be treated as just a dream Once I leave I don't look back and I don't look ahead
I gave you every chance to speak with
me again
I told myself there may be one more song from you
I can only say this so long then I am through If this is how you feel to treat me
I won't lose sleep over you
If you
cry for eternity
Don't blame me for your own truth
I lived all the life I could for you I won't be treated as just a dream No one should be forced to care for anyone
This world is not my favorite time to spend
Now night is here the memory must disappear I won't be treated as just a dream ...
You Keep Choosing For YourselfYou keep choosing for yourself
You think you know it all about life
Then
you expect I understand as if love carries on
And you may be right but love can be destroyed
I listen to everything
you say Are you going to learn the truth
only when I'm not around again
I thought you came to terms within yourself
Finally realized there could be an end
to us
Doesn't forever emptiness bother you Don't you know how I see you by your own need
Appears every 15 years holds the same want
Don't you hear
your loneliness
Or only sing of loneliness to pass the day You keep choosing for yourself
You think you know it all about life
Then you expect
I understand as if love carries on
And you may be right but love can be destroyed
I listen to everything you say I don't wait around for something new to send to you
I wait around for you to
agree I am real
There couldn't be another to answer your way
But on moves tonight through to morning
You keep
choosing for yourself You keep choosing
for yourself
You think you know it all about life
Then you expect I understand as if love carries on
And you
may be right but love can be destroyed
I listen to everything you say ...
I Won't Be Back AroundI won't be back around this way again
Next time you may only think I will
I tried for years to let you know how you feel
Seems you noticed but fell away from me again I don't dream of anything, anyone, anywhere
I play with real life or life doesn't
exist
I don't need youtube to find my happiness
I'm beginning to believe I don't need you anymore I never wanted a song to sing
A poem or a meaningful want
I've always
had near everything at my door
Sometimes nothing brings more pleasure I won't be back around this way again
Next time you may only think I will
I tried for
years to let you know how you feel
Seems you noticed but fell away from me again Then the past doesn't hold a new memory to find
Gets a bit tiresome on the same
light
Shown to create brightness isn't true
Especially over with you I won't be back around this way again
Next time you may only think I will
I tried for years to let you know how you feel
Seems you noticed but fell away from me again ...
Most Fun I HaveI heard all about give away life
Inspiration as a way of time
Music as a melody line
Who I live the years through how to touch you Most fun I have is to read you in my hold of you
To keep your youth true Strange 66 carries you
Then 78 again never to compare
82 sends a pleasure
to need
Only what will tomorrow bring Most
fun I have is to read you in my hold of you
To keep your youth true Now onto 67 in your changes never to understand
Why one day with you continued away from
you
69 plays a 70 rhyme I wasn't around
Oh and I can see myself in you Most fun I have is to read you in my hold of you
To keep your youth true ...
So Another Day DisappearedSo another day disappeared on a wrong note of life without trust
By law not
followed as seems the best way for wrong to continue
Then my mood changed to also see you aren't here again
Brought
down by the hours I missed for time I could have smiled With a few minutes on my hands I decided to listen to you
Keep how I believe true for peaceful thoughts
of memory
Will we meet to continue love we started was stolen without care Let the young world between us live our global gifts of heart
Return love was
lost took so long to find over the remains
Count tonight as a wait worth the next song you may send I need
And
if you've forgotten forgive you for your pull on my tomorrow anyway So another day disappeared on a wrong note of life without trust
By law not followed as
seems the best way for wrong to continue
Then my mood changed to also see you aren't here again
Brought down by
the hours I missed for time I could have smiled I didn't decide to write for the fun of writing on meaningless friends
I started a song on missing you to explain
to others how I feel
I remembered every 60s words we said except at the end vague
You don't appear to remember the
same So another day disappeared on a
wrong note of life without trust
By law not followed as seems the best way for wrong to continue
Then my mood changed
to also see you aren't here again
Brought down by the hours I missed for time I could have smiled ...
I Don't Play With Love Isn't MineI dont play with love isn't mine
I was right all along the years of you
I
don't play with love isn't mine Why
do you have dreams if those break your heart
Why waste away precious time we are to share
How do you think I don't
exist
If only you would look back again Say I never heard of you in my past
Today is over as tonight won't last
Tomorrow may be gone before you
wake
Who is to tell of life to escape I
dont play with love isn't mine
I was right all along the years of you
I don't play with love isn't mine Well close to you in heart one or two
A different song would never do
Every
single word was true
You collect for the next word to show you I dont play with love isn't mine
I was right all along the years of you
I don't play
with love isn't mine ...
NowNow
Anyone who knows me knows not to mess with my life
I have too much life on the hands of
my world
A hold with heart the most important of all of time
And I know for now I can't go home but there is tomorrow
Around the next bend may be the better of all my love
Often there isn't an answer today or tonight hard to understand
Then I hear you feel how I feel carried with me until an end
Don't forget those memories you give from one room of
us
Who cared in a way I would care mistaken by youth
It's true spirits call, spirits hear, spirits watch I have
a few
Now ...
Playing With MemoriesPlaying with memories is an interesting game of chance tomorrows
Waiting in
the visions of my need with trust my path will be true
Find it's way as made to find by any pleasure may come my way
Life is only a matter of patience for who left this earth before me
Could never leave me I should expect to understand
why
No one touches who I choose to wear my gift of love
Treasures to the world are beyond touch for an end
If
only everyone noticed the value of friends from yesterday
How those friends carry on my only today
Playing with
memories is an interesting game of chance tomorrows ...
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